sometimes the pain gets to be so much...

 so, after i did the dishes at 3 in the morning... i woke up from a nap while watching AEW... the rain was just enough last night to get my arthritis going to the point where the pain just shut my body off. between the pain, alcohol, etc. i was either in a deep sleep or partially dead. now, it was only for 45 minutes, but it certainly felt longer. 

here are your two videos for this day of National Poetry Month:

                                           

the Yankees won yesterday at Detroit, 4-3. they are off today and start a series tomorrow night at home against San Francisco.

the New York Rangers lost last night at home against Philadelphia, 8-5. the only good thing about the game was seeing Sam & J.D. on television together again. the Rangers play tonight at the Islanders. 

i did watch Pat McAfee's special on YouTube last night. i laughed my ass off that the person who won $2 million last night was wearing an Eagles jersey in Pittsburgh.

AEW Dynamite was ok last night.

Abbott Elementary was very good last night.

The Masked Singer was crazy as usual last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Georgie & Mandy's First Marriage.

Manchester United plays today in the Europa League. i might get back in time from mom's physical therapy to see some of the second half.

i got a letter in the mail today saying the Medicaid had denied my Rybelsus prescription. so, i go from an 8.4 to 6.0 on my A1C and i'm showing no progress on the drug. i know the government doesn't want to pay for shit, at least have the dignity to tell me you'd rather see me die than actually live better through science.

i will hopefully get some poems written today while i am in the waiting room when mom is doing her physical therapy.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

grocery shopping went ok yesterday. i at least got done before the rain started.

ok, that's all for me kids...

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

A veces el dolor llega a ser mucho

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

DOPE LEMON - Electric Green Lambo

Remy Shand - Take a Message

Anderson East - If You Keep Leaving Me

Van Morrison - I Just Want to Make Love to You (Live)

Tom Waits - Jersey Girl

"Hope is the most exciting thing there is in life." - Mandy Moore

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

bring on the madness...

 so, i thought i got some sleep last night. of course, i was up this morning at 6:30 AM. by 10 AM, i was in my massage chair, watching the Dan Patrick Show. next thing i knew, it was 1:30 in the afternoon. i guess i get better sleep in my massage chair. so, i know the pinched nerve is definitely back. joy.

i was driving home from the bank today and a poem came to me. it never fucking fails, the good ones always come when i don't have a chance to write them down. thankfully, i basically repeated it to myself and wrote it out by the time i got home. 

Monday Night Raw was excellent yesterday.

The Voice was very good last night.

i hit a 10 team parlay last night on NBA games. that certainly was unexpected. i always love turning $2.10 into a little over $70.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT.

the First Four starts tonight. St. Francis plays Alabama State and North Carolina plays San Diego St.

the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Calgary.

i have no clue what i'm going to make for dinner tonight.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Trae la locura

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Empire Pool - High Class, Wine Glass

Anderson East - Chasing You

Willie Nelson w/Rodney Crowell - Oh What A Beautiful World

Cigarettes After Sex - Neon Moon

Sleep Token - Emergence

"We are most alive when we're in love." - John Updike

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

one of those days, again...

 ok, might as well start this off with where yesterday began...

Manchester United and Arsenal finished 1-1 yesterday. United almost won a few different times, but i guess only Bruno is allowed to score anymore.

the New York Rangers had their asses handed to them yesterday at home against Columbus, 7-3. if this is how they are going to play and think they are going to make the playoffs, oh boy.

The Americas was very good last night.

The White Lotus was excellent last night.

The Righteous Gemstones was fucking hilarious last night.

Power Book III: Raising Kanan was really good last night.

Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.

Yellowjackets was fucking crazy last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Voice. i'll watch Monday Night Raw sometime tonight on Netflix.

i have to take mom to the eye doctor tomorrow morning. she's hoping that her vision is good enough to actually get some new glasses. i'm hoping she feels well enough to go as she hasn't been feeling good today.

i need to go cook dinner. i have some ground lamb i need to cook. i'm going to treat it like sausage and make some cheesy eggs to go with it for dinner.

i hope everyone had a good weekend.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Uno de esos días, otra vez

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Houndmouth - A Whiter Shade of Pale

Anderson East - Tupelo Honey (Live)

Greg Dulli - Modern Love

Jeff Buckley - Hallelujah

My Morning Jacket - It Makes No Difference (Live)

"I like things that are unique and extreme." - Rick Rubin

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

this is a day that has me torn...

 as most of you know, i had a horrible relationship with my father. So, father's day hasn't really meant anything to me since my stepfather, the first male to ever treat me with any fucking respect, died. but, today also happens to be my mother's birthday. i was hoping that thought would be the prevalent one today. but, as usual with this fucking family, mom is depressed and woe is me ever since last night. so, the breakfast i wanted to make her she doesn't want. yeah, going to be one of those days i guess. the joy of being a poet. ultimately, it is all fucking content. 

that being said, i do hope she likes the gifts i got her.

WWE Clash at the Castle yesterday was excellent.

AEW Collision was good last night.

here are your highlights from Game 4 of the Stanley Cup final:

the New York Yankees lost last night at Boston, 8-4. hopefully, they will win the series tonight.

i didn't get to see much of the Euro 2024 action yesterday. i should be able to watch some of it today.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Last Week Tonight, The Chi and Power Book 2: Ghost.

i'm sure i will watch some sports today and hopefully, get some more sleep.

i should be on here tomorrow before i take mom to her physical therapy appointment.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

este es un día que me tiene desgarrado

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Nolen Sellwood - Banjo Song

Anderson East w/Foy Vance - Maybe We Never Die

Robert Earl Keen - Gringo Honeymoon (Live)

Muddy Waters - Champagne & Reefer (Live)

Buddy Guy - Damn Right, I've Got The Blues

"Reality is wrong. Dreams are for real." - Tupac Shakur

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

a comedy of errors...

 it was one of those days. i tossed and turned until 6 this morning. i finally fell asleep and woke up at 10. joy. made some coffee, had some breakfast and then didn't make it to the toilet in time. fuck me. so, i had a little laundry to do. these are the days where i just shake my head and realize the 8 year old me was the smartest one i knew. for those of you who wonder why i always reference that... it was at 8 years old that i first thought of suicide. and given all the pain, rejection and endless amounts of effort put into this world for nothing... imagine all of that being spared and ceasing to exist. i don't want to make suicide this glamorous thing because it isn't. i have people i love that have done it or even tried it. but, i never judge anyone that chooses that route. not my place to do that. mostly because, i have been there and if my circumstances would have been different, i would have done it. i tried it once at 17, but didn't know at that point in my life you need to snuff out the will to live to accomplish your goal. now, at 48, i know such things. but i don't think i have the strength, unless i am a few bottles of Jack Daniels in, to snuff out the will. but, i do know i am capable. so, i tuck it away like an Irish goodbye. don't worry, i have too many irons in the fire to do something like that right now. the light still makes it through the darkness. when that changes, then worry.

i did catch a little of the Oscars last night.

the series finale of Hightown was good. the show was crazy and while i hope there will be a spin off, i won't be shocked when there isn't.

The Regime was fucking crazy last night.

Curb Your Enthusiasm was fucking hilarious last night.

Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw and The Voice.

the New York Rangers play at home tonight against New Jersey.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i am hoping it will be after some decent sleep.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

una comedia de errores

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Tenacious D - ...Baby One More Time

Slash & Brian Johnson - Killing Floor

Anderson East - All On My Mind

Joy Oladokun & Noah Kahan - We're All Gonna Die

Hard Working Americans - I Don't Have A Gun / Stomp & Holler (Live)

"I seldom end up where I wanted to go, but almost always end up where I need to be." - Douglas Adams

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

what could have been...

 at least i am getting better at handling my anger. i was given plenty of practice yesterday as Ohio State shit the bed against that shit school up north. Ohio State lost 42-27. much like Ryan Day said after the game, it was a failure. the defense couldn't stop a fucking cold yesterday. and when you give up 5 rushing touchdowns to one player, you deserve to lose. i'm not sure which bowl game they will be playing in. i just know it isn't one that i wanted to see them in.

i did watch some boxing last night. i also helped mom with her laundry. today is going to be my laundry day.

i also did some small business shopping online yesterday. i always try to help the small businesses that have been good to me over the years. so, i should have plenty of baseball cards coming my way in the next few weeks.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be VICE, Dexter: New Blood, Yellowjackets, Power Book II: Ghost, Hightown, Succession, Insecure and Curb Your Enthusiasm.

the New York Rangers were supposed to be playing tonight but the league postponed the game since the Islanders are going through a COVID outbreak. this is the second time this season the Rangers have had a game postponed.

the Dayton Flyers will be playing Belmont today for the championship of that tournament they are playing in in Orlando.

Manchester United plays today at Chelsea. i don't have my hopes up for a win today, although i would love to see United shock the shit out of me today.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

absolutamente odio perder

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Deep Sea Diver - Eyes Are Red (Don't Be Afraid)

Talking Heads - Psycho Killer (Live)

Anderson East - All On My Mind

Valerie June - You And I

Pearl Jam - Indifference

"He who desires, but acts not, breeds pestilence." - William Blake

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

so my test results are back...

 all my tests looked pretty good, all considering. i was hoping my A1C would be lower, but at least it didn't go any higher. so, none of meds need changed. i just need to keep losing weight and hopefully getting a bit more healthier. i try to keep in mind with everyone, i have no interest in leaving a pretty corpse.

so, the group of death played today at the Euro 2020. Portugal defeated Hungary 3-0. France defeated Germany 1-0. 

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

i thought Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, NXT, Deadliest Catch and Mr. Inbetween.

the Yankees start a series tonight up in Buffalo against the Blue Jays. i would love to see the Yankees start winning again.

i will probably watch some of the NBA and NHL playoffs tonight.

tomorrow is my mother's birthday. of course, the gifts i ordered from Amazon aren't supposed to arrive until Thursday. fucking figures.

i should be on here after i get all the grocery shopping done.

i got the trash done already earlier this afternoon.

we did have the house open for a good portion of today. but, between the hum of the fucking cicadas and the house being 75 degrees, i closed everything up and turned on the AC. 

i went through my 2021 Topps cards last night. i knew i had some pretty good ones, i just hadn't checked out the prices for them yet. well, $200 worth of cards later, i went to bed a happy guy.

i need to go figure out what i'm making for dinner, so that's all for me kids.

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

Me imagino en tus brazos y el dolor se vuelve digno de otro día en esta tierra.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Tesla - Paradise (Live)

Anderson East - If You Keep Leaving Me

Foy Vance - Make It Rain (Live)

Josh Halverson - Whiskey and You

Tash Sultana - Salvation

"I have a little pocket journal. I just put the pen on the paper and just go." - Tash Sultana

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

of course, it had to be raining...

 i swear it has been raining for the last 2 days. my arthritis is fucking killing me. good times. i was going to do this blog early today, but i knew there was no way i could get it done before the Manchester United game, so fuck it, wait until it is over. i'm glad i did.

before we get to all of that, your poet of the day for this day of National Poetry Month is Todd Cirillo. i don't think i have been published with Todd before, but i do enjoy his poetry whenever i come across it. he is definitely one of the better ones out there.

https://www.toddcirillo.com/

https://lovebooklet.com/2018/12/20/todd-cirillo/

https://heroinlovesongs.com/2021/03/26/two-poems-by-todd-cirillo/

night 1 of WrestleMania was awesome last night. other than the weather delay to start the show, i thought it went way better than i was expecting. Bad Bunny absolutely stole the night. and i am so fucking happy for Bianca Belair.

ROH was good last night.

Austin City Limits was the Janelle Monae show i mistakenly deleted awhile back.

Saturday Night Live was pretty funny last night.

the Yankees lost yesterday to Tampa, 4-0. i'm hoping they won't get swept today. it isn't looking good, so far.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Nevers, Last Week Tonight, VICE, the series finale of Shameless, City on a Hill, Desus & Mero and Batwoman. i'll be watching night 2 of WrestleMania 37 on Peacock for most of the evening.

the New York Rangers play tonight at the Islanders. hopefully, they get another win.

Manchester United came from behind to defeat Tottenham today, 3-1. i only got to see the second half of the match. i am really happy United won.

a big thank you to everyone that has checked out my latest published poem:

https://horrorsleazetrash.com/2021/04/11/j-j-campbell-52/

i missed the first half of the United game because i was watching the Stone Cold interview with Chris Jericho. that was a fun 2 hours for sure.

my package from Topps never arrived yesterday, even though it was supposedly on the truck and to be delivered. hopefully, i'll get it on Monday.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday is even better.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

get the shot.

al menos sé que tengo un trago esta noche

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Anderson East - Tupelo Honey (Live)

Biffy Clyro - Many of Horror (Live)

Mandolin Orange - When She's Feeling Blue (Live)

Hiss Golden Messenger - Jesus Shot Me in the Head (Live)

"Poetry is, first and last, language - the rest is filler." - Mark Strand

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

probably a good thing i didn't get to watch...

Manchester United lost today in the FA Cup semifinals to Chelsea 3-1. from everything i have heard about the game, i probably would have blown a gasket or two screaming, so it's probably for the best i didn't watch it. oh well, at least Tottenham did us a favor this morning in the Premier League, so the Wednesday game against West Ham will be a great chance to move into the top 4 again.

my sister was down here for a couple hours yesterday. she bought us lunch and helped mom put together her trellis for when she wants to start growing tomatoes.

ROH was very good last night.

Austin City Limits was the episode with Sam Smith and Anderson East that i accidentally deleted a few months ago.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be the season finale of Black Monday, The Chi, Desus & Mero, Perry Mason, I'll Be Gone in the Dark and Last Week Tonight. i'll be watching WWE Extreme Rules on WWE Network for most of the evening.

i did watch the Yankees beat the Mets last night 9-3. tonight, they play again at Yankee Stadium.

i did watch some of the MLS games last night. "El Trafico" never disappoints.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. this damn weather is in one hell of an oppressive stretch and the air conditioning running constantly has become a fucking soundtrack in my head. joy.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday is even better.

until tomorrow kids.

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

deja de pensar demasiado

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Anderson East - All On My Mind
Black Pumas - Black Moon Rising
Childish Gambino - Redbone
Remy Shand - Take a Message

"Everyone has talent at twenty-five. The difficulty is to have it at fifty." - Edgar Degas

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

not bad for not falling asleep until 5 in the morning...

i had some strong alcohol last night, took a shower and was still up at 5 in the morning. the life of a poet...

Red Scare defeated House of 'Paign yesterday, 83-76. they are now in the final four of the TBT. they face the Golden Eagles on Sunday.

Smackdown was awful last night. thank god 205 Live was at least decent.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be ROH.

i did watch a little of the MLS last night. i will probably watch more of those games tonight.

i will probably also watch some more of the TBT today.

i'm going back through my baseball cards, making sure i didn't miss anything. i think i found around 10 cards last night i somehow missed.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday.

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

intentando un día sin café, deséame suerte

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Mayer Hawthorne - The Walk
Anderson East - If You Keep Leaving Me
St. Paul & The Broken Bones - Broken Bones & Pocket Change
JJ Grey and Mofro - The Sun Is Shining Down

"Writing is an act of faith, not a trick of grammar." - E.B. White

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

one of those Fridays where i should have just stayed in bed...

i guess with death always in the news and certainly on my mind the last few days, today i reached my breaking point. next thing i knew, i was down one rabbit hole on YouTube and 3 hours had passed. so yeah, i'm not sure what's going to kick me out of this depression. i may try doing a recording this weekend, just for shits and giggles, to see how it comes out. i know i have a few poems in mind for my next SoundCloud recording.

the freeze warning starts tonight at midnight. nothing like listening to the furnace run all night in May. i think we're supposed to get down to the low 20's. fuck me.

Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.

Shelter in Place with Shane Smith was excellent last night.

No Mercy, No Malice with Professor Scott Galloway was great last night. i highly recommend that everyone watches it. below is the first episode.

Desus & Mero was fucking hilarious last night.

Total Bellas was good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, Real Time with Bill Maher and Betty. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i did watch some of the NFL schedule release last night. i like the New Orleans Saints schedule for the most part, other than one horrible road swing in the second half of the season. playing the Vikings in New Orleans on Christmas will be rather interesting.

all the songs in the music section today are from Belly Up Live. if you love live music, definitely check them out: http://bellyuplive.com/

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

hopefully i will be in a better mood, but don't get your hopes up.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands...

until tomorrow...

no es que quiera morir, simplemente no quiero perder el tiempo

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Over The Rhine - It Makes No Difference (Live)
Marc Broussard w/Samantha Fish - Cry To Me (Live)
Rufus Wainwright - Hallelujah (Live)
Anderson East - Tupelo Honey (Live)

"My choice early in life was either to be a piano-player in a whorehouse or a politician. And to tell the truth, there's hardly any difference." - Harry S. Truman

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

the joys of NyQuil...

i found some NyQuil last night and i actually got some decent sleep. of course, i was in a fog until this afternoon.

i did watch that UFC event yesterday from Brazil. other than that, i think i watched a ton of Maine Cabin Masters and Diners, Drive-Ins and Dives. i can tell you that i'm going to lose my mind without any sports pretty quickly.

ROH was pretty good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Batwoman, Westworld, the season finale of Avenue 5, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Last Week Tonight, Our Cartoon President, Axios, Homeland and two episodes of Black Monday.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after i get back from my doctor's appointment.

the governor is closing all the bars and restaurants here. i said when this all started that within a week we'll be chained in our homes.

my first load of laundry just got done in the dryer, so that's all for me kids.

i hope your Saturday was good. i hope your Sunday has been better.

until tomorrow...

y luego el dolor nunca desaparece

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Anderson East - If You Keep Leaving Me
Stabbing Westward - What Do I Have to Do?
Northern National - Love Is Fire
The Dead South - In Hell I'll Be in Good Company

"Censors tend to do what only psychotics do: they confuse reality with illusion." - David Cronenberg

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

the pain of being a lonely soul...

it's one of those things that i know deep down, no matter how hard i try, or how hard i wish, love is one of the more elusive things in my life. and when you meet someone that deep down you feel could be that missing piece, it's the lonely part of the soul that becomes the elephant in the room, especially when the beautiful one you want to complete the puzzle seemingly wants nothing to do with it. and sure, i'm probably reading too much into it or barking up the wrong tree... i just know i'm not getting any younger and i fully know my options are dwindling. good times.

the New York Yankees won last night over Baltimore, 8-3. they will go for the sweep this afternoon.

Smackdown and 205 Live were both pretty good last night.

Miz & Mrs. was hilarious last night.

Deadliest Catch was really good last night.

Hard Knocks was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Alternate Endings: Six New Ways to Die in America, Big Brother, Snowfall and Songland. (of course, since the people that own our NBC station and DIRECTV are in a fight, i'll have to watch Songland tomorrow sometime on the internet most likely). i'll watch NXT and NXT UK sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i'm slightly shocked, they picked up the trash, recycling and the mail got delivered all before noon today.

i think i might have got something close to 5 hours of sleep last night. that's shocking as well i suppose.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. as you can tell from the start of this blog, i probably have a few poems that need to bleed from this brain.

until tomorrow kids...

las voces en mi cabeza me hacen compañía

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Ray LaMontagne - Such a Simple Thing
Billy Raffoul - Forever
Anderson East - If You Keep Leaving Me
Paul Thorn - What Should I Do

"Love is a promise delivered already broken." - Steve Martin

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: