my father would have been 76 years old today. thank god he's fucking dead.
it has been threatening to rain all damn day. and of course, as soon as i got out into the driveway to go to Rite Aid, it started to rain. thankfully, my pills were ready and i found what mom needed pretty quickly.
Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night. i'm really hoping SummerSlam this Saturday is going to be good.
the two episodes of Miz & Mrs last night were hilarious.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT and What We Do in the Shadows.
the Yankees play at the Mets tonight. two game subway series. hopefully, the Yankees will find a way to win.
the Red Scare play tonight in the TBT. they are playing the team that eliminated them two years ago i believe, so that should be interesting.
i have no damn clue what i am doing for dinner tonight. i need to pick up the trash and get that out. i did get most of mom's laundry done yesterday. of course, i wasn't thrilled making her bed at 1:30 in the morning. joy.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
until then kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
Ojalá tuviera un padre mejor
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Stone Gossard & Ani DiFranco - Disorders
Psycho & Plastic - Back and Forth
Josh Rouse - Hollow Moon
Jim Croce - You Don't Mess Around with Jim
Dada - Dizz Knee Land
"An intellectual is a person who's found one thing that's more interesting than sex." - Aldous Huxley
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so, my mother decided to sleep all of yesterday. i mean like over 12 fucking hours in bed, easily. so, i never did get her laundry done or help her take a shower, etc. i have had to do that today, along with all the other shit i had planned for today. and of course, the poems i wanted to record to put out some more SoundCloud recordings had to get pushed back to whenever the fuck i have a spare 30 minutes anytime soon. i told her yesterday i feel like her 24 hour concierge. she didn't like that comment. i told her then, don't ask me to get you water at 3:30 in the morning again then. she then understood what i was talking about.
the Yankees won yesterday at Baltimore, 6-0. they are now 66-31 on the season. they start a series at the Mets tomorrow night.
the Red Scare won their TBT game yesterday, 75-70. they play again tomorrow night.
Big Brother was good last night.
Westworld was awesome last night.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
The Chi was really good last night.
Flatbush Misdemeanors was pretty funny last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw and two episodes of Miz & Mrs.
i did listen to episode 405 of Naotsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
we had over 2.3 inches of rain yesterday. by the time i got done with the dishes last night, my back felt like a fucking elephant had decided to sleep on it. i ended up having to sleep in my massage chair last night. i got a whopping 3 hours of sleep. joy.
the Yankees whipped Boston yesterday, 13-2. they go into the All Star break with the most wins of any Yankees team ever, 64.
so the rain last night fucked with all the shows i was recording. that made for a frustrating night.
i did watch the best named rivalry game in soccer, Hell is Real, which is the name for the Columbus Crew vs. FC Cincinnati derby. Columbus won last night, 2-0.
i did watch a few other MLS games yesterday as well.
Big Brother was good last night. Pooch has to be a fucking idiot. who the fuck volunteers to go up on the block?
Westworld was fucking great last night.
The Chi was excellent last night.
Flatbush Misdemeanors was pretty funny last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw, Miz & Mrs, Don't Forget the Lyrics and The Captain.
i will probably watch some of the MLB Home Run Derby tonight. mostly to see if it runs long so then i would have to adjust what time i record The Captain, the new ESPN documentary about Derek Jeter.
i did listen to episode 404 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can hear that by going here:
so, i did send out 5 poems today to Synchronized Chaos. when i hear back from Cristina, i will pass along the verdict.
so, mom finally decided that she wanted to update the main bathroom here in the house. i feel really comfortable with the company she is going with. and if it turns out the way i think it will, it should be an incredible upgrade to what we have.
the USWNT takes on Canada tonight in the finals of the CONCACAF women's championship. since i don't have Paramount+, i won't be able to watch the game tonight. i will follow it somehow on my phone though.
i should be on here tomorrow after i take mom to her doctor's appointment.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
exprimiendo hasta la última gota de tolerancia al dolor que tengo fuera de mí
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Morphine - You Look Like Rain
Portishead - Sour Times (Live)
The Dead South - Broken Cowboy (Live)
Dinosaur Jr. - Feel the Pain
Muddy Waters - Mannish Boy (Live)
"Buy the ticket, take the ride." - Hunter S. Thompson
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so, i got to bed around 5 this morning because my mother decided not to actually fall to sleep until 4:30 this morning. i woke up when the phone rang at 9:45 AM and she was already up, like she had a full night of rest. she had no clue what i was talking about. then, later this morning, she decided to be a little stubborn and try to move a plant in the kitchen. of course, she lost her balance and fell. i rushed in there from my bedroom and asked her why her rollator was 3 feet away from where she was on the ground. i checked her for a concussion and then helped her get back on her rollator, after she got the dirt up from the carpet. i really was hoping she was getting over this stubborn streak and knew she could ask for my help with anything. but, apparently she is unwilling to give that up. she set up her appointments for physical therapy before she fell. i'm trying to get her to understand she needs to have some protein with her breakfast each morning as the difference is striking when she doesn't. good times.
the USWNT defeated Mexico last night, 1-0.
Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.
Miz & Mrs was hilarious last night.
so, i woke up this morning and saw that Manchester United was already up 3-0 against Liverpool in Thailand. i figured it was a dream. but, when i saw the video and saw that United won the game 4-0, i was pleasantly surprised. now, i know it's the preseason and nothing really counts right now, but still. i'll take a fucking win over Liverpool anytime, any day.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT, Deadliest Catch, Holey Moley and two episodes of What We Do in the Shadows.
the Yankees start a series tonight at home against the Reds. i'm not sure how much of the game i will watch since i have to watch the Reds broadcast of it.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poems:
i hate these days where it is humid right from the start. it doesn't fuck with me as much as it does my mother. her Meniere's disease is truly fucking worse when it is humid. she almost becomes a narcoleptic. today she dropped her glass of diet coke in the living room. what makes it even worse, her vision is so bad she thought the coke on the carpet was glass. there's just a glimpse of the fun i have everyday.
the Yankees pissed away a 4 run lead last night and lost to Boston, 11-6. they are off tonight and start a series at home against the Reds on Tuesday night. they are 61-25 this season.
Westworld was really good last night.
Big Brother was good last night. of course, if i was watching the live feeds, i probably would be upset.
Flatbush Misdemeanors was pretty funny last night.
The Chi was excellent last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw and Miz & Mrs.
the USWNT plays Mexico tonight. of course, i don't have Paramount+ so if i want to watch it i have to watch it on my phone in Spanish. hopefully the women will win tonight.
i did listen to Notsam Wresting episode 403 this morning. you can hear that by going here:
so, the trip to Kroger was interesting yesterday. i never thought it would be so damn busy on a Sunday afternoon. i waited longer in line than it took me to find what i was looking for.
i'm not sure when i will be on here tomorrow.
the tomatoes are starting to ripen on the back porch. now, i just need to get them before the birds and insects destroy them.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
Ojalá algún día los poemas fluyan de mí como el agua.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
David Bowie - I'm Afraid of Americans (V1) (Radio Edit)
Radiohead - Karma Police
Blood Orange - Champagne Coast (Live)
MGMT - Time to Pretend
Nine Inch Nails - Closer (Live)
"Genius is more often found in a cracked pot than in a whole one." - E.B. White
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
now, most of you already know, i'm not a big gun guy. i have no problem with people who legally own guns, because most of them are responsible human beings. now, with that being said, i will never understand the need for anyone on this fucking planet to own an AR15. i would love to see a complete ban on all semi-automatic weapons in this country, let alone the world. but, i don't have the money that the NRA and all the fucking zombies that follow them have, so that will never happen. so, that also means, shit like yesterday will continue to happen. a legally purchased AR15 used in a mass shooting. good thing i don't pretend that the world is going to help me get through my depression.
Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.
Miz & Mrs was hilarious last night.
the USWNT defeated Haiti last night, 3-0.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT, Holey Moley and Deadliest Catch.
the Yankees play tonight in Pittsburgh. hopefully they will win.
Manchester United finally signed someone...
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
it has been threatening to rain here all day long. we haven't got more than a few drops other than the thunderstorm that came through this morning.
that is all for me kids...
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
piensa en todos los niños que podrían haber sido abortados pero ahora tienen que morir por un arma en su lugar
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Broken Bells - We're Not In Orbit Yet...
Early James - Harder To Blame
Coco Peila - Remember
Nick Dittmeier And The Sawdusters - I Suppose
St. Paul and the Broken Bones - Sea Of Teeth
"I believe in luck: how else can you explain the success of those you dislike?" - Jean Cocteau
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i remember this holiday was a fun one for me when i was a kid. fireworks, cookouts, parties, sunshine, etc... but now as an adult, fireworks don't do anything for me. if i would be having a cookout, i would be the one cooking. i haven't been to a party in years. sunshine isn't that big of a deal to me ever since mom got skin cancer. and the true meaning of independence day is lost on so many sheep in this country. and besides that, not everyone is allowed to celebrate this day. which honestly, to see the amount of bigotry and ignorance still in this country in 2022 is beyond fucking depressing.
and speaking of that, i sat down to write yesterday. 2 hours of sitting and looking at a blank page. 2 hours of nothing. so, now i really know i am depressed. i was hoping a shower at 3 in the morning would help. i got out this morning and fed the birds and watered the tomato plants. and yeah, still fucking depressed. so yeah, not exactly the mood i wanted for the 4th of July.
the Yankees had more errors than hits yesterday. they lost to Cleveland, 2-0. they are off today and start a series in Pittsburgh tomorrow night.
the season finale of The Man Who Fell to Earth was excellent last night.
both episodes of We Hunt Together were good last night. i might just binge the series later this week since there are only 6 episodes.
The Chi was excellent last night.
Flatbush Misdemeanors was pretty funny last night.
Westworld was very good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw and Miz and Mrs.
the USWNT plays tonight against Haiti in group play of the CONCACAF women's championship.
i did watch most of the USMNT U-20 game last night against the Dominican Republic. the USA won 6-0 to win the tournament.
the only tradition i have for the 4th of July anymore is watching the hot dog eating contest. i have that on in the background right now.
Joey Chestnut won his 15th title, eating 63 hot dogs. just imagine that bowel movement.
i did listen to episode 402 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
so, i did the dishes last night and i certainly paid for it today. sometime this morning my back just sort of seized up on me and decided it didn't want to cooperate today. joy. so, i spent a good portion of today in my massage chair with ice on my back. i think it was close to 4 hours. i finally got my back "good" enough to go out and water the tomato plants. i'm trying to take it easy the rest of today, since i know i need to do the grocery shopping tomorrow.
the Yankees won again last night, defeating Oakland, 9-5. of course, they were losing at one point in the game, 5-1. that was the Yankees 23rd come from behind victory this season. hopefully, they won't have to come from behind tonight to win.
Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.
Miz & Mrs was fucking hilarious last night.
Don't Forget the Lyrics was good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT and Deadliest Catch.
mom wants some chicken tonight, so i guess i will be going to Lee's when i get this done.
i am going to try to get the blog done in the morning tomorrow since the Yankees are playing in the afternoon. i'll do the grocery shopping while the game is going on.
the USWNT plays tonight in another friendly against Colombia. hopefully they will win again.
and at some point tonight, i am hoping to take a shower. i thought i'd mention that in case someone out there needed the visual. you know who you are.
until tomorrow morning kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
algunos días siento que me estoy quedando sin tiempo
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
AZXO - Idle Mind
Dirty Heads - Life's Been Good
Rob Zombie - Shake Your Ass - Smoke Your Grass
I Prevail - Body Bag
Tool - Forty Six & 2
"Tragedy is when I cut my finger. Comedy is when you fall into an open sewer and die." - Mel Brooks
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
yesterday was long, crazy, good, etc. and i might as well start from where we left off yesterday...
the Yankees were in the process of being no hit again yesterday. 6 1/3 fucking innings of ineptitude and then Stanton crushed a home run to dead center. that seemed to wake up the dead. the Yankees were still down 3-1 though. thankfully, DJ LeMahieu hit a 2 run homer in the 8th to tie the game at 3. the game went to extra innings. Michael King survived the top of the 10th. and then, Dusty Baker showed his age by not walking Aaron Judge in the bottom of the 10th. he hit a three run homer that gave the Yankees a 6-3 victory. now, the Astros outpiched the Yankees by a mile in this series. but, both Yankee victories in the series spilt were punches to the dick. the Yankees start a series tonight at home against Oakland.
i did catch a little of the MLS game yesterday.
the AEW/NJPW Forbidden Door ppv yesterday was fucking great.
i completely didn't know I Can See Your Voice was going to be on yesterday. it was pretty good.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
Westworld was excellent last night. i'm really looking forward to the new season.
Vice was really good last night.
The Chi was great last night. the new season looks like it should be really good.
The Man Who Fell To Earth was excellent last night. i can't wait for the season finale next week.
Flatbush Misdemeanors was really funny last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw, Miz & Mrs and Don't Forget the Lyrics.
i did listen to episode 401 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can hear that by going here:
just got back home from mom's appointment. the place was way busier than i was hoping for. but, she did get her injection. i am really fucking hoping this gives her some relief from her pain. i got her a Frozen Coke at McDonald's on the way home. so, at least i know she is currently happy.
i've got a little bit to get a little lunch, write this blog and then go to my appointment. joy.
the Yankees won last night down at that dump in Tampa, 4-2. hopefully, they will win again tonight.
the Lightning beat Colorado last night, 6-2, to win Game 3 of the Stanley Cup Final. once again, it isn't a series until a home team loses a game.
Monday Night Raw was good last night.
Miz & Mrs was hilarious last night.
Don't Forget the Lyrics was good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT, Holey Moley and Deadliest Catch.
my order from Repacked Wax arrived today. i'll open those cards up when i get home from my doctor's appointment.
the first day of summer certainly didn't disappoint when it comes to heat and humidity. the real feel outside is around 100 degrees right now. i guess i'll put on some more Banana Boat (sunscreen lotion) before i leave.
i will be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
of course, if i get a wild hair up my ass tonight and send some poems out, there might be a quick blog post around 2 or 3 in the morning. i am back to the old days of me doing my best work in the middle of the fucking night. good times.
that's all for me kids. my lunch of a granola bar and 7 Up Zero is nearly done.
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
Espero que disfrutes del primer día del verano.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Tasha - Perfect Wife
Beyonce - BREAK MY SOUL
Jimetta Rose & The Voices of Creation - Let The Sunshine In
Leonard Cohen - Light as the Breeze
David Bowie - Modern Love
"If you are lonely when you're alone, you are in bad company." - Jean-Paul Sartre
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
this doesn't happen that much to me anymore (thankfully) but there is a point where my pain in my bad back just becomes too fucking much. and what happens is i usually have to spend most of the day in my massage chair with ice on it and i am fucking useless. now, being my mother's caretaker means useless isn't allowed, which i do understand. so, i don't get to spend as much time in the chair as i would love to, but that's called fucking life. today my bad back has decided it wanted to win. and it has.
the Yankees lost yesterday at Toronto, 10-9. they blew an 8-3 lead. oh well. they will hopefully start a new winning streak tonight at that dump down in Tampa.
i did catch a couple MLS games yesterday.
i also watched some golf yesterday.
VICE was very interesting last night.
The Man Who Fell To Earth was excellent last night.
Flatbush Misdemeanors was pretty funny last night.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw, Miz & Mrs and Don't Forget the Lyrics.
Game 3 of the Stanley Cup Final is tonight. i'm sure the Lightning are hoping home ice makes a difference for them.
i did listen to episode 400 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can hear that by going here:
i didn't get anything written yesterday. another joy of back pain. my tomorrow is going to be a bit crazy. so, i'm thinking i will get some poems out either late Tuesday night or early Wednesday morning, before i do the grocery shopping.
i have to take mom to get her injection tomorrow. i'm really hoping this takes and eliminates most of her pain. if not, i get the feeling things are going to get very expensive. and then later in the day, i have a doctor's appointment. hopefully my A1C has gone down. so, i will most likely do the blog in the window between appointments or after my doctor's appointment.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
tomorrow is the first day of summer here. i believe the temperature is supposed to be something close to that of hell.
until then...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
¿Tienes alguna sugerencia para cenar esta noche?
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Nina Simone - Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood
Tina Turner - Proud Mary
Aretha Franklin - Ain't No Way
Big Mama Thornton - Since I Fell for You
Sade - No Ordinary Love
"Any man who has $10,000 left when he dies is a failure." - Errol Flynn
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: