bring on the madness...

 so, i thought i got some sleep last night. of course, i was up this morning at 6:30 AM. by 10 AM, i was in my massage chair, watching the Dan Patrick Show. next thing i knew, it was 1:30 in the afternoon. i guess i get better sleep in my massage chair. so, i know the pinched nerve is definitely back. joy.

i was driving home from the bank today and a poem came to me. it never fucking fails, the good ones always come when i don't have a chance to write them down. thankfully, i basically repeated it to myself and wrote it out by the time i got home. 

Monday Night Raw was excellent yesterday.

The Voice was very good last night.

i hit a 10 team parlay last night on NBA games. that certainly was unexpected. i always love turning $2.10 into a little over $70.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT.

the First Four starts tonight. St. Francis plays Alabama State and North Carolina plays San Diego St.

the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Calgary.

i have no clue what i'm going to make for dinner tonight.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Trae la locura

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Empire Pool - High Class, Wine Glass

Anderson East - Chasing You

Willie Nelson w/Rodney Crowell - Oh What A Beautiful World

Cigarettes After Sex - Neon Moon

Sleep Token - Emergence

"We are most alive when we're in love." - John Updike

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

and this is why i don't like to be around people...

 so, i rarely ever go grocery shopping on Tuesdays. today reminded me why. i got what i needed to get at the local grocery store. it was crowded because Tuesday is the day the senior citizens get their discount on their groceries. i was going into a lane and a lady was coming into the lane at the same time. she waved me in and i thanked her with a wave. i started to put my things up to be scanned and she announces to the cashier, i guess ladies first is not a thing anymore, chivalry is dead. i bit my tongue about as hard as i could. paid for my shit and left, mouthing fucking cunt under my breath. why the fuck did you wave me in before you in the first place? this is what i hate about this fucking town. too many cunts here just want something to bitch about. if she would have just gone in front of me because she wanted to, i would have been fine with it. but to make the gesture in the first place and then complain because i take you up on it... anyone know a good town to move to? i'm open to all suggestions.

so, last night was a doozy. i feel like i spent most of the night trying to update my iPhone. that took way fucking longer than it should have. 

the New York Rangers lost last night at home to St. Louis, 5-2. first game they have lost when scoring first this season. also, their third loss in a row. not good.

Dayton lost a heartbreaker last night to North Carolina, 92-90. Dayton pissed away a 21 point lead in the game. just crushing. at least i had Dayton +7.5 in the game. so, i won that bet. tonight Dayton will play Iowa State, who i believe if #5 in the country. North Carolina was #12. and if Dayton happens to lose tonight, they will play UCONN tomorrow, who got upset for the second day in a row. losing to Colorado. they lost to Memphis yesterday.

The Voice was very good last night.

What We Do in the Shadows was hilarious last night.

Monday Night Raw was very good last night as well.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT, The Voice and St. Denis Medical.

Dayton plays Iowa State tonight. Iowa State is ranked #5 in the country. Dayton is a 9.5 point underdog.

i have to take mom to her eye doctor tomorrow. i think they remove the first stitch from her eye tomorrow.

i should be on here tomorrow when i get back from that.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

La caballerosidad ha muerto

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Ela Minus - Broken

Muzeke - NEW MAN

Throwing Muses - Drugstore Drastic

Jaime Wyatt - Misery and Gin

Cigarettes After Sex - Keep on Loving You

"I love mankind; it's people I can't stand." - Charles M. Schulz

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

i guess i still have it, whatever it is...

 so, the woman i am doing a book with that should come out in July, texted me last night to tell me she needed some more poems. she then requested one that was David Lynch like. i haven't written anything weird for the sake of being weird in quite some time. so, i told her i would have something to her by the end of the night. when i started putting the dishes into the dishwasher last night, i had a few lines pop in my head. i went to my room and started writing the poem out and was pretty happy with what it turned into being. i sent it off to her and she loved it and will include it in the book. that made me happy. i texted her back and said i guess i still have it. it being that thing William S. Burroughs always talked about. the ego to believe that you are the best to ever do this, regardless if it is the truth or not. now, i just need to squeeze a few more out of the rock and i'll be good to go.

Monday Night Raw was good last night.

Name That Tune was pretty funny last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT and Deadliest Catch.

the New York Yankees start a series tonight at home against Minnesota.

i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.

i need to take mom to her physical therapy appointment this afternoon. i'm hoping i will write some poems while i am in the waiting room.

that's all for me kids.

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Supongo que todavía lo tengo, sea lo que sea.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Wishy - Love On The Outside

Cigarettes After Sex - Baby Blue Movie

Lana Del Rey - hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have 

Nine Inch Nails - She's Gone Away

Been Stellar - Pumpkin

"Don't worry that children never listen to you; worry that they are always watching you." 

                                                                         - Robert Fulghum

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

just a few drops here and there...

 it did rain here overnight and a little this morning. most of the heavy shit today has been to our north. all we had was a few drops while i was busy grocery shopping.

here are your 3 videos for this day of national poetry month:

the Yankees lost last night at Toronto, 5-4. they are losing today 3-1 in the 7th inning.

NXT was really good last night.

Dark Side of the Ring was very good last night.

Shogun was amazing last night. the finale is next week.

here are your highlights from the NBA play in games last night:

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, Abbott Elementary, The Masked Singer, American Horror Story and NJPW.

the New York Rangers will play the Washington Capitals in the first round of the NHL playoffs. that will be a fun one, especially if the Rangers knock Ovechkin out of the playoffs.

grocery shopping went pretty good today. nothing was really crowded, so that was a plus.

i should be on here tomorrow after i take mom to get her back injection. she is really looking forward to that.

i have no clue what i'm doing for dinner tonight. 

i'll figure that out after i ice down my back for a bit.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Sólo unas pocas gotas de lluvia aquí y allá.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Fantastic Cat - All My Fault

Cigarettes After Sex - Dark Vacay

Travis - Gaslight

Tone Royal w/Daddy NAT - Alone

Blondshell w/Bully - Docket

"Every good thing in the world stands on the razor-edge of danger." - Thornton Wilder

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

well, i was happy for about 45 minutes...

 i went to bed pretty late last night, knowing that is the only way i actually sleep past 9 AM. i did that mostly because i was fearing the worst today in the Manchester derby. for the first 45 minutes, i was pleasantly surprised as United was up 1-0 at halftime thanks to a Marcus Rashford screamer. after halftime, that was when the absolute gulf in talent showed up. to be honest, i turned the game off when City took the lead. hell, i went out to my massage chair, and hoped for the best. of course, that didn't happen. Manchester City won the derby, 3-1. i am hopeful the new people in charge at Manchester United truly understand the massive job ahead for them. while i am not sure if a new manager is what the team needs, i am 100% sure they need new and better players. the sooner the better.

last night, the New York Rangers lost at Toronto, 4-3 in a shootout. at least they got a point out of the game.

AEW Collision was good last night.

Saturday Night Live was hilarious last night:

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Regime, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Last Week Tonight and Hightown.

i'm hoping to do a little writing today and maybe catch up on some sleep.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Estuve feliz durante unos cuarenta y cinco minutos.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Cigarettes After Sex - Tejano Blue

The Dandy Warhols - Be-In (Live)

Orebolo - Mad World (Live)

Hurray for the Riff Raff - Hawkmoon

twenty one pilots - Overcompensate

"Educate the masses, elevate their standard of intelligence, and you will certainly have a successful nation." - Alexander Graham Bell

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

there's always something...

 so, i did something last night that i have been dreading, but i know it has to be done. since there is colon cancer on both sides of my family, i had to get a stool sample in the mail so they can test it. i know the odds are never in my favor when the backstory is what it is. but, i wanted to get it done before i go to my doctor's appointment next week. good times.

i woke up late this morning. that will be the last time i can do that for the next few days. i only went to the local grocery store today. after i got home from that, i did the dishes and checked the tires on the Highlander. the air pressure was fine in all of them, but the cap to the air gauge on the right front tire was missing. fuck me. thankfully, there is an auto parts store next to Rite Aid. i went there and the lady working knew exactly where i wanted to go to find what i was looking for. $2 later and i had 4 caps for the tires. it fit and i know now i have an auto parts store that i can go to and feel like they know what they are talking about.

the New York Rangers had their asses handed to them last night, losing at home to Toronto, 7-3.

NXT was very good last night.

The Masked Singer was the holiday sing along last night. basically, it was the background music when i was picking up the trash.

Inside the NFL was excellent last night.

The Voice was good last night. the three i have in my finals were the first three announced for the finals, so i felt pretty happy with that. i always think i have a good eye for talent.

Hard Knocks was excellent last night.

Big Brother: Reindeer Games was very good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite and The Masked Singer.

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

i need to be up early tomorrow as the contractor will be here at 7:30 and hopefully, all the appliances will be arriving between 9 AM and 1 PM. hopefully, by the end of Friday, the kitchen remodel will be done.

that's all for me kids. i need to get going on dinner. hopefully this will be one of the last dinners i have to make in the living room.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

siempre hay algo

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Arabian Panther - Gaza's Tears

Cigarettes After Sex - Motion Picture Soundtrack

Chris Stapleton - Loving You On My Mind

Gary Jules - Mad World

Tori Amos - Christmastide - EP

"Wherever they burn books they will also, in the end, burn human beings." - Heinrich Heine

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

had some storms last night...

 we had some pretty strong storms come through the area last night. thankfully, no tornado warnings this time, but there was quarter-size hail in some places. the worst here was it knocked out the satellite feed for 20 minutes or so.

the New York Yankees lost last night at the Angels, 4-3, in 10 innings. it would be nice to see them win tonight, but i'm not holding my breath.

Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT, Deadliest Catch, Don't Forget the Lyrics and Dark Side of the Ring. i'll watch Hot Wheels: Ultimate Challenge tomorrow on Peacock.

i guess Manchester United is finally starting to make some signings... they play a preseason friendly tomorrow morning against Lyon in Scotland.

i am looking forward to finally getting my eyes checked again. i'm hoping this place in town is better than the place i went to for years. at least so far, it is much better. more on that tomorrow.

i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

probablemente necesitaré anteojos nuevos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Corinne Bailey Rae - New York Transit Queen

Pahua w/Eva de Marce - Porque Yo

Faye Webster - But Not Kiss

Sami Stevens - Tonight

Cigarettes After Sex - Bubblegum / Stop Waiting

"I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me." 

                                                                               - Hunter S. Thompson

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

being able to sleep without NyQuil...

 i was so angry last night that i decided to fuck it with the NyQuil and just go to sleep. now, i didn't get good sleep of course. but, i didn't have any major coughing fits either. so, i think that is a step in the right direction. i wish i could say the same for my mother. while she is getting out of the fog she was in, i'm afraid her physical health isn't any better.

the Dayton Flyers pissed away a 10 point halftime lead last night and lost at UNLV, 60-52. Dayton had way too many fucking turnovers last night and yet another injury scare. 

The Voice was pretty good last night.

Deadliest Catch was good last night. i believe that was the last show of the season.

NXT was excellent last night.

Tales From The Territories was great last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, AEW Dynamite, The Masked Singer, Hard Knocks and the two episode season finale of American Horror Story: NYC.

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

the Knicks actually won last night, 118-111 in Utah. they play tonight in Denver.

we've got some rain and snow on the way. my back is going to feel like shit.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i don't think mom is going to get discharged tomorrow, or at least, i hope she isn't. i am really hoping they figure out what is going on and have a damn plan on what to do about it.

and of course, i didn't get to my laundry today. i feel pretty good, so i might do that tonight. 

my cough is really much better than it was. and i haven't had a runny nose today, so that's a plus.

hopefully, i will feel even better tomorrow. until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

veo una luz al final de un tunel

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Cigarettes After Sex - Pistol

Young Fathers - I Saw

Floating Points - Problems

Mightmare - Cruel Liars

Bruce Springsteen - What Becomes of the Brokenhearted

"The imagination is the golden pathway to everywhere." - Terence McKenna

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

no rain, but here comes the cold again...

 yesterday was the 6th anniversary of my father's death. i was thinking about it today while taking a shit. my father died when i was 39 years old. the last time i spoke to my father i was 17. 22 damn years where that man willingly chose to not speak to his son. and people wonder why i am an asshole. so yeah, good times.

mom got a new prescription today. i went out and got that for her. i'm hoping this will get her blood pressure back to whatever the fuck normal is. she had me get some other things at Rite Aid as well. i found 2 Fairfield boxes of baseball cards while i was there. they had around $25 worth of cards in them. good times.

the poet of the day for this final day of National Poetry Month is Kevin M. Hibshman.

https://punknoirmagazine.com/2021/02/20/three-poems-from-kevin-m-hibshman/

http://www.jellyfishwhispers.com/2013/02/two-poems-by-kevin-m-hibshman.html

https://lothlorienpoetryjournal.blogspot.com/2021/03/three-fabulous-poems-by-kevin-m-hibshman.html

https://madnessmusepresssite.wordpress.com/2020/10/24/kevin-m-hibshman/

http://ryethewhiskeyreview.blogspot.com/2021/03/excuse-me-by-kevin-m-hibshman.html

https://eighteenseventy.poetry.blog/2020/08/21/four-poems-by-kevin-m-hibshman/

https://dumpsterfirepress.com/2021/04/20/voices-from-the-fire-kevin-m-hibshman/

Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.

NXT UK was really good last night.

Young Sheldon was pretty funny last night.

B Positive was really good last night.

Desus & Mero was fucking hilarious last night.

the season finale of Cake was pretty fucking weird.

The United States of Al was good last night.

the season finale of Dark Side of the Ring: Confidential was great last night.

the New York Rangers lost last night, 4-0, to the Islanders. they aren't technically eliminated from making the playoffs, but they might as well be after that shit show.

i did watch a good portion of the NFL Draft last night. i thought the Saints probably reached a little with whom they picked, but it fit what they do on the defensive line, so i don't mind it much. but, they better get a fucking cornerback tonight.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, Real Time with Bill Maher and A Black Lady Sketch Show. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on Peacock.

the Yankees play tonight at home against the Tigers. hopefully, they will find a way to win tonight.

i will watch some of rounds 2 and 3 of the NFL Draft tonight.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

thanks to everyone for checking out my latest recording on SoundCloud:

https://soundcloud.com/j-j-campbell/a-miserable-death

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

get the shot.

¿Por qué todos piensan que tengo dinero?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Cigarettes After Sex - Keep on Loving You

Warren Zevon - Carmelita

Jason Isbell - Cover Me Up

Sturgill Simpson - Paradise

"I've realized darkness and light are inter-dependent, just as death is an enhancer of life." 

                                                                                                    - Tony Harrison

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

breakfast at noon...

 so, mom wanted to go get her blood work done this morning. sadly, she can't move as fast as she thinks she can anymore. so, by the time we got to the hospital to have the blood work done, it was after 11 AM. she had me wait in the car, which surprised me. i wish she would have told me that before we left so i could have brought pen and paper with me. oh well. she was back out 30 minutes later. we went to Waffle House to finally eat breakfast. that was at noon. joy.

Monday Night Raw was good last night. 

The Voice was good last night. the knockout round begins tonight.

Industry was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and The Voice.

thanks to everyone that checked out my latest published poems. i really appreciate it.

https://ramingoblog.wordpress.com/2020/11/17/the-ramingos-porch-hope-never-existed-and-other-poems-by-j-j-campbell/

i should be on here tomorrow after i get all the grocery shopping done. i'm not quite sure what is on the list just yet, so that should be fun.

i need to pick up the trash here and next door, so that's all for me kids.

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

la mujer de mis sueños está ahí afuera, con suerte

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Hannah Cartwright - Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow

Gary Jules - Mad World

Cigarettes After Sex - Keep on Loving You

Kiesza - What Is Love

"Sensitivity isn't being wimpy. It's about being so painfully aware that a flea landing on a dog is like a sonic boom. I enjoy a lot of mystery." - Jeff Buckley

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

when it costs more to live than die...

so i got some mail today informing me my health insurance is going up in November. it is already too high in my mind and now it's going to cost nearly a $1,000 a month!!!!!!! i told my mother i might as well choose death. good times.

i wanted to have this blog done before now, but life gets in the fucking way sometimes. i had to go to the store to get mom's new medication and get some other shit she needed. i always love a day when i have breakfast at noon and take a big shit in the middle of it.

her eye appointment went well yesterday. her right eye has gotten worse. her cornea is fucked up and the only way it gets better is a transplant. and of course, she couldn't find her credit card yesterday, so i paid for the appointment.

we went to Perkins afterwards and she was able to get some eggs and pancakes that were soft enough it didn't fuck with her bad tooth.

Big Brother went as i expected last night. Janelle did get evicted. Enzo is the new HOH.

Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.

Cake was fucking excellent last night.

NXT UK was another best of last night.

Desus & Mero was fucking hilarious last night.

the NHL and NBA postponed their games until tomorrow. so, no highlights until Sunday...

the Yankees are playing a doubleheader today at home against the Mets. they are currently up 2-0 after the first inning of game 1. i'd love to see a victory considering they have lost 5 games in a row. Judge is back on the injured list, Gio has a bone spur in his right elbow... it never fucking fails.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown (later than usual for me because our local Fox station is showing high school football), Room 104 and Real Time with Bill Maher.

i saw a guy at the grocery store wearing a Spiderman mask today. not the kind that covers just your mouth, but the entire head. that gave me a good laugh.

i will probably do some writing tonight and i'd love to do another SoundCloud recording here soon. hopefully, tonight will be the night to do that.

i'll be on here in the morning tomorrow as the Yankees play again in the afternoon.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. i believe the remnants of Laura will be coming here tomorrow as the "experts" are predicting storms all day long.

the Yankees are now up 4-0. Clint Frazier just hit a 2 run home run.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

no te preocupes, nunca me dejarán morir pronto

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Prince - I Could Never Take The Place Of Your Man
Robyn - Dancing On My Own
Cigarettes After Sex - You're All I Want
George Michael - One More Try

"Poetry is language at its most distilled and most powerful." - Rita Dove

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: