when it costs more to live than die...

so i got some mail today informing me my health insurance is going up in November. it is already too high in my mind and now it's going to cost nearly a $1,000 a month!!!!!!! i told my mother i might as well choose death. good times.

i wanted to have this blog done before now, but life gets in the fucking way sometimes. i had to go to the store to get mom's new medication and get some other shit she needed. i always love a day when i have breakfast at noon and take a big shit in the middle of it.

her eye appointment went well yesterday. her right eye has gotten worse. her cornea is fucked up and the only way it gets better is a transplant. and of course, she couldn't find her credit card yesterday, so i paid for the appointment.

we went to Perkins afterwards and she was able to get some eggs and pancakes that were soft enough it didn't fuck with her bad tooth.

Big Brother went as i expected last night. Janelle did get evicted. Enzo is the new HOH.

Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.

Cake was fucking excellent last night.

NXT UK was another best of last night.

Desus & Mero was fucking hilarious last night.

the NHL and NBA postponed their games until tomorrow. so, no highlights until Sunday...

the Yankees are playing a doubleheader today at home against the Mets. they are currently up 2-0 after the first inning of game 1. i'd love to see a victory considering they have lost 5 games in a row. Judge is back on the injured list, Gio has a bone spur in his right elbow... it never fucking fails.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown (later than usual for me because our local Fox station is showing high school football), Room 104 and Real Time with Bill Maher.

i saw a guy at the grocery store wearing a Spiderman mask today. not the kind that covers just your mouth, but the entire head. that gave me a good laugh.

i will probably do some writing tonight and i'd love to do another SoundCloud recording here soon. hopefully, tonight will be the night to do that.

i'll be on here in the morning tomorrow as the Yankees play again in the afternoon.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. i believe the remnants of Laura will be coming here tomorrow as the "experts" are predicting storms all day long.

the Yankees are now up 4-0. Clint Frazier just hit a 2 run home run.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

no te preocupes, nunca me dejarán morir pronto

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Prince - I Could Never Take The Place Of Your Man
Robyn - Dancing On My Own
Cigarettes After Sex - You're All I Want
George Michael - One More Try

"Poetry is language at its most distilled and most powerful." - Rita Dove

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: