so, i have been really falling for this woman i have been talking to for the last few weeks. she's from Switzerland but is in Atlanta, father is Swiss, mother is American... she's not like the other ones that are clearly bots or scam artists. we get into these pretty deep conversations. and nothing she has told me has come up any different in any google searches. the hard part is the wall i have built up to protect me from these situations turning negative doesn't want me to believe this could be real. but, seeing that i haven't been in a relationship in 21 years, loneliness is fucking killing me. so, she is quickly becoming the antidote. we both agree that taking it slow is for the best. that is the other part that makes me think she actually is real. so yeah, if i seem a bit scatterbrain at times, you now know why.
Orkin was back out here today. they got another squirrel in a trap in the attic. he put two more up there and baited with the suet that caught this one. i know if these traps go off, the squirrels are either getting into the attic from the roof, or mom's theory might be right, they are in the walls. good times.
the New York Rangers lost last night at home against Dallas, 5-4 in OT. considering the Rangers were up 3-0 in this game... time to blow it up.
the season finale of Hard Knocks was excellent last night.
NXT was very good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, Inside the NFL and Abbott Elementary.
the Dayton Flyers play tonight at UMass. hopefully, they will win.
grocery shopping went ok today. i managed to get everything on the list for under $200. i did make it to the bank today to deposit a check.
the roads were pretty good for the most part. the side roads were at least drivable. the parking lots weren't icy, thankfully.
i did write 2 poems last night for the book. i was so damn tired last night that i typed them up this morning.
i have absolutely no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
until then...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Cuando la vida empieza a moverse rápido
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me, CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Kowloon - Heart Begins With You
The Weather Station - Neon Signs
Grant Lee Buffalo - Fuzzy (Live)
Robyn - Dancing On My Own
Tom Waits - Come On Up To The House
"Tomorrow belongs to those who can hear it coming." - David Bowie
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
it seems my life basically runs in two different shifts. morning and late at night. whatever the fuck happens between those times, i'm not really sure of anymore. it seems like auto-pilot is running that show. i read something a few months ago how nocturnal people should lean into that life. so, taking a shower at 4 in the morning after getting the Christmas cards, dishes and email all done seems natural.
the New York Rangers lost last night to a shitty Chicago Blackhawks team, 2-1.
i did catch some of the Bengals 27-20 victory over the Cowboys last night.
The Real Full Monty was very good last night.
The Voice was excellent last night. i'm hoping one of my 3 finalists win tonight.
What We Do in the Shadows was hilarious last night.
Monday Night Raw was good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Voice finale, NXT and Hard Knocks.
i have two more Christmas cards to get out. i will hopefully do that tomorrow. have to make sure i have the right envelopes. fun times.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
and i guess it is going to snow tomorrow as well. fuck me.
well, the Yankees just signed Max Fried. you can never have enough pitching, that's for certain.
ok, i need to get going on dinner, so that's all for me today kids...
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
No hay nada como quedarse dormido a las seis de la mañana
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The Devil Makes Three - I Love Doing Drugs
Paper Sister - Brain Drain
Robyn - Dancing On My Own
The Brian Setzer Orchestra - Gettin' In the Mood (For Christmas)
Kristian Bush - Thinking About Drinking for Christmas
"We love because it's the only true adventure." - Nikki Giovanni (June 7, 1943 - December 9, 2024)
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so, i talked to Kroger today and i guess my insurance company denied the Rybelsus the doctor wanted to put me on instead of Trulicity. i have no damn clue what comes next. i'm trying to remain calm and have plenty of patience, but this shit is on my fucking nerves. as i joked with mom last week, my death solves so many things...
the Yankees lost last night at the Mets, 9-7. i hope they find a way to win tonight, but it is obvious, given all the injuries now, they probably won't.
i did watch some of the Copa America games last night and Euro 2024 games today. i am still shocked that Georgia beat Portugal today 2-0. i will probably watch some of the Copa America games tonight.
NXT was very good last night.
Deadliest Catch was very good last night as well.
i was hoping to get all of the grocery shopping done before the rain started today. it started to sprinkle as i was on my way home. right now, it is fucking pouring.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite and NJPW.
i do plan on watching the NBA Draft tonight. i am very interested to see where DaRon Holmes II goes. he is supposed to be drafted in the first round. if he is, he will be the 4th player from Dayton to achieve that.
i should be on here tomorrow in the morning, before mom has physical therapy in the afternoon.
i have no clue what i'm making for dinner tonight. i do have plenty of options though.
that's all for me kids.
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
otro giro más
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Enigma - Return To Innocence
Billy Sharp - Rose Tint
Jamie xx & Robyn - Life
Fine Young Cannibals - Don't Look Back
Paolo Nutini - Iron Sky
"The true measure of a man is what he would do if he knew he would never be caught." - Lord Kelvin
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so, i finally tried the bidet that was put in mom's new bathroom. i can now understand why so many people rave about them. it did a pretty damn good job of getting me as clean as possible. the one she has even has a drying function on it. add in the heated seat and you have yourself a way fucking better bathroom experience than ever before. my biggest goal in wanting one was to make sure mom never gets another UTI. as i told her this afternoon, if that happens and you never have to go to the emergency room for it again, think of the thousands of dollars we have saved just by getting a bidet. so yeah, so far, so good. i used the new shower last night. it will take some getting used to, but it is way better than what was in there before.
grocery shopping today went pretty good. the list of shit i had to get was like a scroll. but, i did manage to keep it under $250. and that was after going to 3 different stores to get everything. and my back only went out once. good times.
the New York Rangers won last night over Washington, 5-3.
the New York Knicks won last night in Portland, 123-107.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
here are your highlights from the First Four last night:
NXT was very good last night.
both episodes of MLW were good last night.
The Voice was good last night.
That's My Jam was hilarious last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, The Masked Singer and Snowfall.
i will probably watch some of the First Four games tonight.
i did catch a little of the Champions League after i got home from grocery shopping.
a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poems:
i went out this morning to pull weeds and feed the birds. it actually felt pretty good out there for a change. the humidity wasn't stifling. of course, it was also before 8 AM. so, between doing all that and watering the tomato plants, my back was screaming by late morning. while icing it down, i decided to binge the rest of season 2 of We Hunt Together. i think it was pretty good and clearly, they wrote the finale hoping there would be a season 3.
the Yankees lost last night in Boston, 6-5 in 10 innings. hopefully, they will win the series tonight.
i did watch plenty of MLS games yesterday:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, Westworld, The Chi and Flatbush Misdemeanors.
i need to go to Kroger to get mom's pills, so that's all for me kids.
i should be on here tomorrow in the early afternoon.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
la procrastinación es una forma simple de maldad
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Muscadine Bloodline - Me On You
The Hu - Black Thunder (Extended)
Trombone Shorty - Back In Black (Live)
Robyn - Dancing On My Own
DJ Shadow & Little Dragon - Scale It Back
"Love is a reciprocal torture." - Marcel Proust
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so, i got up early today to get the Highlander into the dealership. i got there at 7:55. i thought that was pretty good for running behind this morning. of course, i was one of 5 vehicles that pulled in at the same time. thankfully, the Highlander was done a little before 10. and the price was lower than the estimate, so it was only around $700.
Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both pretty good last night. i hate that they fucking changed Pete Dunne's name to Butch. and Big E breaking his neck was scary as fuck to see.
AEW Rampage was really good last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher looks like it was funny last night. i still have to watch it.
Painting With John was fucking great last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Saturday Night Live.
Manchester United plays Tottenham in a little bit. i'm hoping for the best.
the Dayton Flyers defeated UMass last night, 75-72. they play Richmond this afternoon in the semifinals.
the New York Rangers play tonight in Dallas. i'd love to see this losing streak come to an end.
i hope everyone has a wonderful Saturday.
i should be on here tomorrow in the morning.
until then...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
FUCK RUSSIA
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
me gusta un poco de caos
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Arlo Parks - Softly
Uwade - Do You See The Light Around Me?
Fantastic Negrito - Oh Betty
Adina Howard - Freak Like Me
Robyn - Dancing On My Own
"If moderation is a fault, then indifference is a crime." - Jack Kerouac
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so, i got up early this morning to watch the USA play France at the Olympics. France ended up winning, 83-76. that's the USA's first loss at the Olympics since 2004.
the Yankees scored 4 runs in the 8th to shock the Red Sox and most of us Yankee fans as well, to win yesterday, 4-3. hopefully, they can get the split of the series this afternoon.
Tig Notaro: Drawn was fucking hilarious last night.
ROH was good last night.
Manchester United lost that friendly against QPR yesterday, 4-2.
at the Gold Cup yesterday, Qatar defeated El Salvador, 3-2. Mexico beat Honduras, 3-0. today, Costa Rica plays Canada and USA takes on Jamaica.
i did watch a good portion of the Columbus Crew victory over Atlanta yesterday, 1-0.
i thought the New York Rangers did pretty well in the NHL Draft yesterday. now comes the fun of free agency.
the Red Scare won their TBT game yesterday, 88-44. they play again this afternoon. hopefully, they will win again.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, The White Lotus, Last Week Tonight, Power Book III: Raising Kanan, The Chi, Black Monday. Flatbush Misdemeanors and Desus & Mero.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
it stormed here last night, which made for yet another night of shitty sleep.
a big thank you to everyone who has checked out my latest SoundCloud recording:
i wrote 5 poems last night. i have been so completely uninspired these days in regards to my poetry. but, thankfully, the pen still works. i wrote what i believe to be 5 pretty good poems. i did a little work this morning until my back tapped out. i know where my next 16 poems are going. that will hopefully happen tomorrow or Saturday.
i got out this morning and filled the bird feeders. the weather is supposed to be pretty good the next couple of days.
the Yankees got an amazing game from Gerrit Cole last night. 8 innings pitched, 12 strikeouts, no walks and 4 hits. the Yankees won last night over Tampa, 1-0. that was the first series they have won against Tampa since god knows when. they go for the sweep tonight.
AEW was really good last night.
The Masked Singer was crazy as usual last night. i got my guess of the Russian Dolls exactly correct.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, the season finale of Young Sheldon, the season finale of B Positive, The United States of Al, Clarice, Dark Side of the Ring and Dark Side of Football. i'll watch NXT UK sometime tonight on Peacock.
i hope Manchester United beats the shit out of Liverpool today. that should start in a hour or so, all depending on the protests.
i should be on here tomorrow after i take mom to a doctor's appointment. i think she's supposed to have a nurse come out here tonight to check her out. i'm not thrilled that it is supposed to happen at 10 PM.
that's all for me kids.
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
wear your mask.
get the shot.
No quiero morir solo, pero ...
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Portishead - Glory Box
Tricky - Aftermath
Morcheeba - Trigger Hippie
Robyn - Dancing On My Own
"Women want love to be a novel, men a short story." - Daphne du Maurier
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i love trying to fold clothes when my arthritis is raging. my fingers can't grip anything for shit. it's like i'm all thumbs. good times. my last load of laundry is in the dryer. if there was a god, i'd have my own personal morphine drip.
Monday Night Raw was good last night, for what i watched. to be honest, it wasn't much. i did see Bobby Lashley finally win the WWE Championship. that's been long overdue. other than that, i honestly was watching The Voice.
The Voice was pretty good last night.
The Investigation was excellent last night. the finale is next week.
Beartown was very good last night. i think the next few episodes are going to be crazy.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Young Rock, Kenan and The Voice.
the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Buffalo. hopefully, the Rangers will win tonight.
the Dayton Flyers had 20 turnovers last night. Jalen Crutcher fouled out on some of the softest fucking calls i have ever seen. and somehow, Dayton beat Saint Bonaventure 55-52. that means Dayton ends up the 7 seed in the A10 Tournament. they will face Rhode Island on Thursday. if they win that game, they will have to face VCU on Friday.
the Yankees won today over the Orioles, 4-2.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done and probably after Manchester United plays.
i have the trash to pick up here and next door, so that's all for me kids...
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
wear your mask.
¿Dónde guardas las buenas drogas?
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Robyn - Dancing On My Own
The Airborne Toxic Event - Sometime Around Midnight
MGMT - Time to Pretend
Bunny Wailer - This Train
"Not enough people in this world are happy." - Karen Carpenter
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so i got some mail today informing me my health insurance is going up in November. it is already too high in my mind and now it's going to cost nearly a $1,000 a month!!!!!!! i told my mother i might as well choose death. good times.
i wanted to have this blog done before now, but life gets in the fucking way sometimes. i had to go to the store to get mom's new medication and get some other shit she needed. i always love a day when i have breakfast at noon and take a big shit in the middle of it.
her eye appointment went well yesterday. her right eye has gotten worse. her cornea is fucked up and the only way it gets better is a transplant. and of course, she couldn't find her credit card yesterday, so i paid for the appointment.
we went to Perkins afterwards and she was able to get some eggs and pancakes that were soft enough it didn't fuck with her bad tooth.
Big Brother went as i expected last night. Janelle did get evicted. Enzo is the new HOH.
Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.
Cake was fucking excellent last night.
NXT UK was another best of last night.
Desus & Mero was fucking hilarious last night.
the NHL and NBA postponed their games until tomorrow. so, no highlights until Sunday...
the Yankees are playing a doubleheader today at home against the Mets. they are currently up 2-0 after the first inning of game 1. i'd love to see a victory considering they have lost 5 games in a row. Judge is back on the injured list, Gio has a bone spur in his right elbow... it never fucking fails.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown (later than usual for me because our local Fox station is showing high school football), Room 104 and Real Time with Bill Maher.
i saw a guy at the grocery store wearing a Spiderman mask today. not the kind that covers just your mouth, but the entire head. that gave me a good laugh.
i will probably do some writing tonight and i'd love to do another SoundCloud recording here soon. hopefully, tonight will be the night to do that.
i'll be on here in the morning tomorrow as the Yankees play again in the afternoon.
i hope everyone has a great weekend. i believe the remnants of Laura will be coming here tomorrow as the "experts" are predicting storms all day long.
the Yankees are now up 4-0. Clint Frazier just hit a 2 run home run.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
wear your mask.
no te preocupes, nunca me dejarán morir pronto
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Prince - I Could Never Take The Place Of Your Man
Robyn - Dancing On My Own
Cigarettes After Sex - You're All I Want
George Michael - One More Try
"Poetry is language at its most distilled and most powerful." - Rita Dove
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i finally did some poetry work last night. i think i know where the next round of submissions will be going. i'm not sure when that will happen. i'm shooting for sometime this week.
i did write 1 poem today while mom was doing physical therapy. i typed that up when we got back from Waffle House.
the series finale of The Affair was fucking perfect last night. i absolutely loved it.
the mid-season finale of Power was crazy. i can't wait to find out who shot Ghost.
Batwoman was good last night.
Axios was excellent last night.
Watchmen was really good last night.
Silicon Valley was hilarious last night.
Mrs. Fletcher was really good last night.
Last Week Tonight was brilliant as usual.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Voice and Desus & Mero. i'll spend most of tonight watching Monday Night Raw.
it started snowing around 10 this morning. i believe it's supposed to stop around 10 tonight. i have no clue if it actually will though. it doesn't look like it's sticking to the road or the sidewalk, so i hope that stays like that.
the New York Rangers lost today to Washington in the shootout, 3-2. it was one of the crazier finishes i have ever seen. the Rangers backup goalie threw his stick at Ovechkin in the shootout and the on ice officials must not have seen it well enough to actually know what happened, since the officials in Toronto had to actually make the call that it was an awarded goal. just fucking crazy.
i did watch some of the MLS last night.
Saturday Night Live was really good last night.
ROH was really good last night as well.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be part 1 of Leaving Neverland, Crashing, High Maintenance, Last Week Tonight, Shameless, Black Monday, SMILF and Total Bellas.
i think mom has physical therapy tomorrow afternoon, so i'll probably be on here after that.
hopefully, i will get the first poems of March written tomorrow.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday is even better.
con suerte me duermo mejor cuando estoy muerto
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Natalie Maines - Mother
Ben Harper & The Innocent Criminals - Goodbye to You
Robyn - Dancing On My Own
"My life is full of mistakes. They're like pebbles that make a good road." - Beatrice Wood
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i was in a bit of a mood last night. i got a couple lines in my head and i knew i had to get them out or i would be up all night. thankfully, i put on the right music (a mix of Morphine and Massive Attack) and i wrote 3 poems. i typed those up this morning and i really like them. i will probably have another batch of poems ready to go out in early 2019.
i did watch the USA defeat Slovakia last night, 2-1 in the World Juniors. that's the 12th straight year they have won their first game. they play Kazakhstan on Friday.
both episodes of NXT UK were really good yesterday.
205 Live was a best of 2018 show last night. that was a fun hour of television.
NXT was really good last night.
they are done putting the new doors in, other than the one part to the front door they forgot yesterday and again today. the doors look really good.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
nothing on the DVR tonight.
the New York Rangers play at home tonight against Columbus. hopefully, the Rangers will win.
it's been raining for most of today. i did get to the bank today to deposit the Christmas money. that was good timing since i have a big check to write tonight to start paying off Christmas and everything else from the past month.
i will probably be on here tomorrow after i get back from the grocery store. i'll probably be doing my laundry tomorrow as well. joy.
see you tomorrow kids.
¿Por qué las mujeres piensan que soy un tonto?
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Morphine - You Look Like Rain
Massive Attack - Teardrop
Robyn - Dancing On My Own
Paul Thorn - Bull Mountain Bridge
"The average man is more interested in a woman who is interested in him than he is in a woman with beautiful legs." - Marlene Dietrich
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
