and here comes winter again...

 well, i was glad i got the shopping done yesterday. today, winter came back. i think it was close to 40 degrees colder than yesterday was. fuck me.

the New York Rangers came from behind last night and defeated St. Louis, 5-3. that is one of those wins that gives me hope that this team has a long run in them when the playoffs come around.

AEW Dynamite was excellent last night. i about shit my pants when Tony Khan said he bought Ring of Honor. this is like the second and third biggest wrestling companies in the USA joining forces. if they do this right, it will be true competition for WWE.

mom just thought she was having a heart attack. she's not. but, i do know this is a fucking glimpse of my future now. good times.

I Can See Your Voice was good last night.

Snowfall was fucking fantastic last night.

the season (most likely series) finale of Batwoman last night was great.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Young Sheldon, United States of Al, B Positive, NJPW and Dicktown. i watched most of NXT UK this afternoon on Peacock. i guess they have changed it where you have to watch it when it is live and you have no chance to see it again. just fucking stupid.

i'm guessing at some point tomorrow mom is going to tell me what she forgot to put on the grocery list. i know i have to take her to physical therapy tomorrow. if i don't have to go shopping after that, i'll be on here most likely.

now, i need to figure out what the fuck i am making for dinner.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

Puedo sentir la depresión burbujeando dentro de mí

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Nick Cave And The Bad Seeds - Push the Sky Away

Leonard Cohen - The Night Of Santiago

Jeff Buckley - Lilac Wine

The Cure - Pictures Of You

Nine Inch Nails - Something I Can Never Have

"My life is full of mistakes. They're like pebbles that make a good road." - Beatrice Wood

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ashes, exactly what the world is turning to...

 having never been a Catholic or much of a Christian to be honest, i have never given two shits about Ash Wednesday. i believe i once called it in a poem target practice for future serial killers. i know someone out there is ashamed they just laughed. 

all of the shopping today went better than i expected. i got everything that was left on the grocery list at Kroger. i mainly focused on getting suet for the birds at Menards. i did get a few other things, mostly to take advantage of the 11% rebate going on. all in all, i think i spent less than $200 today, which is a minor fucking miracle anymore.

NXT was really good last night.

the Dayton Flyers won last night at Richmond, 55-53. RJ Blakney had the game winning dunk. that victory means Dayton will get the double bye in the A10 tournament.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, the season (probably series) finale of Batwoman, I Can See Your Voice and Snowfall.

the New York Rangers play at home tonight against St. Louis. hopefully, the boys will get a win tonight.

i will be probably be on here in the afternoon tomorrow. 

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

y al diablo con el cancer

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Tom Waits - Anywhere I Lay My Head

flora cash - You're Somebody Else

Jason Isbell - Cover Me Up

The Dead South - Broken Cowboy (Live)

Deer Tick - Goodnight, Irene (Live)

"There's a bit of magic in everything, and some loss to even things out." - Lou Reed

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call it what it is, WAR...

 i have friends, fellow writers, etc. that live in Ukraine. to say i'm a bit pissed and worried at the moment would be an understatement. what fuckhead Putin is trying to do is recreate the Soviet Union. he wants his legacy as a former piece of shit KGB spy, to be one of the great Russian leaders who rebuilt the communist empire. this is such a step backward from where this fucking world should be going, it pisses me the fuck off. now granted, i am not the biggest fucking fan of capitalism, but i am a fucking fan of freedom. so, anything we can do to support the FREE people of Ukraine, we should do. one example is what i just did:

https://dumpsterfirepress.com/2022/02/24/from-the-editor-support/

to all the readers of this blog in Europe, Asia, shit wherever, please open your fucking mind and hearts and realize what is going on. i hope we don't have the precursor of World War 3 on our hands, but to be honest, aren't we fucking due? please stay safe, resist and never be afraid to die for freedom. 

now back to regularly scheduled programming...

the Dayton Flyers won last night over UMass, 82-61. when the offense is clicking and the defense is dictating tempo, Dayton is a fun team to watch. 

the USWNT defeated Iceland last night, 5-0. that was more like it ladies. congrats on winning the SheBelieves Cup.

AEW was great last night.

both episodes of Snowfall last night were excellent.

Miesha won Celebrity Big Brother last night. Carson won America's favorite houseguest. best part was probably watching Todrick learn everyone knows he's a fucking asshole.

I Can See Your Voice was good last night.

Batwoman was excellent last night. the finale is next week.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Young Sheldon, United States of Al and B Positive. i watched NXT UK earlier this afternoon on Peacock. it was good.

the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Washington. hopefully, the Rangers will win.

the freezing rain has started here now. thankfully, i got the paper and mail before any of that shit was hitting the ground.

mom is supposed to have a physical therapy session tomorrow. if it gets really icy, i doubt she will want to go.

i should be on here sometime in the afternoon tomorrow.

FUCK WAR

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

только дурак хочет жить прошлым

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Dr. John - I Walk On Guilded Splinters

Funkadelic - I Wanna Know If It's Good to You

Roger Waters - The Bravery of Bring out of Range (Live)

Betty Davis - Come Take Me

Jinjer - Pisces (Live)

"I didn't have a dad coming up. I didn't have someone to be scared of." - Earl Sweatshirt

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today is going to be crazy...

 i didn't sleep worth a shit last night. i thought maybe a good long shower would help. it didn't. every time i thought i found a good position, the pinched nerves in my arms would fire up. i almost feel like i'm just going to have to drink myself to sleep one of these nights. talk about reliving my youth.

NXT was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW, Batwoman, the season finale of Celebrity Big Brother, I Can See Your Voice and two episodes of Snowfall.

Manchester United plays in the Champions League this afternoon. i'm hoping i will have the grocery shopping done by then.

the Dayton Flyers play tonight at home against UMass. Dayton will be seeking their 20th win of the season. they need to keep on winning if they want a chance to get part of the regular season title in the A10.

i'd love to go to the game tonight, but i doubt i will be able to squeeze it in with everything else i have going on today.

the USWNT takes on Iceland tonight in the finale of the SheBelieves Cup. the USA needs to win tonight to win the cup.

i have 4, possibly 5 stores to go today to get all of the grocery shopping done. good times.

i figure when i will be on here tomorrow, it will either be snowing or we will have ice coming down. joy.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

alguien realmente quiere volver a ser la musa

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Fantastic Negrito - Lost in a Crowd

Miles Davis - So What

Momma - Rockstar

Dehd - Bad Love

Big Mama Thornton - Since I Fell for You

"The cost of liberty is less than the price of repression." - W.E.B. Du Bois 

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and here comes the snow...

 so, i just happened to notice this afternoon footprints in the ice and snow up to our door. the item i ordered from Publishers Clearing House arrived via the post office. so, i knew i needed to get out there and get the mail. thankfully, i did that right before the snow really picked up. we got a decent amount of ice and now i'm guessing we're going to get a good 6 to 12 inches of snow. good times.

the USMNT defeated Honduras 3-0 last night. it was indeed, colder than hell last night. it was good to see them win when they had to.

the Dayton Flyers whipped VCU on the road last night, 82-52. that was fucking beautiful to watch.

Celebrity Big Brother was crazy last night. it probably will be again tonight as well.

Batwoman was excellent last night. only two episodes remain.

I Can See Your Voice was good last night.

AEW Dynamite was great last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Celebrity Big Brother and Vice News Tonight. i watched NXT UK this afternoon. it was excellent.

i'm still hoping to get some poems written tonight. 

i should be on here tomorrow after Manchester United plays in the FA Cup.

i hope the weather is better where you are.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

aquí viene la nieve

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Sarah Shook and the Disarmers - Talkin' To Myself

Morphine - You Look Like Rain

Dijon - Talk Down

Ray Charles - Let's Go Get Stoned (Live)

Funkadelic - I Wanna Know If It's Good to You

"Race is more like a language than it is like the way in which we are biologically constituted." 

                                                                                                          - Stuart Hall

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so, it has rained all damn day...

 nothing quite like having your arthritis jumping for joy as you are trying to do your laundry, help your mother, bring in trash cans for the neighbor, etc. and the fun part isn't even fucking here yet. all this rain is going to turn to ice and then turn to 5 to maybe 10 inches of snow. well, fuck me runnin'...

the New York Rangers won last night over Florida, 5-2. that might be my favorite win of the season so far...

NXT was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, AEW Dynamite, Batwoman, I Can See Your Voice and Celebrity Big Brother.

the USMNT plays a MUST win game tonight against Honduras. the game is in Minnesota, so that should be colder than fuck. hopefully, that works to the USA's advantage. 

the Dayton Flyers play tonight at VCU. i'd love to see Dayton find a way to win tonight, but i won't be holding my breath expecting one.

so, by this time tomorrow it should be snowing like the world is ending. i am pretty damn sure i don't have to go out for anything tomorrow, except for the paper and mail. and quite frankly, if it is really bad, that shit can wait until Friday.

i did cancel my eye doctor's appointment for Friday. i made it for 2 weeks later. i'm really hoping the weather is better then.

i did write a poem today about the guy across the street that killed himself 6 days before Christmas. i'm hoping i write a few more in the next few days, enough to get some submissions out at least.

that's all for me kids...

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

me encanta imaginarte desnuda

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Counting Crows - Perfect Blue Buildings

Macy Gray - Creep

The Pharcyde - Passin' Me By

Muddy Waters - Mannish Boy

Banditos - I Put a Spell On You

"Poetry, even when apparently most fantastic, is always a revolt against artifice, a revolt, in a sense, against actuality." - James Joyce

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a wasted day...

 i had all these plans today, and instead of actually getting shit done, i spent most of the fucking day on the phone with Anthem, Rite Aid and the guy who set up my new insurance. well, it turns out what the main fuck up was, and i wish someone would have pointed this out to me way sooner than now, the guy who got me my new insurance put in my birthday incorrectly. so when i was telling everyone that i was born on January 21, all they saw on the computer was that Anthem had my birthday down as January 27. the woman at Rite Aid, when i was calling to get two prescriptions refilled, told me about the birthday mix up. so, i ended up having to call Anthem and go through the entire application process again. it also doesn't help that my mother claims me on her taxes. i'm not sure if Anthem truly understands that this insurance is for me. and they kindly didn't tell me that it would take 48 hours for the changes to go into effect. and people wonder why i get depressed and why i apologize to my 8 year old self on days like these. so, i guess by early next week i'll truly know what the fuck is going on with my insurance. if it still fucked up after all this, i will slip into the ether and i'm sure someone will be able to write a nice tragedy about my story.

AEW was excellent last night.

Batwoman was really good last night.

I Can See Your Voice was good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Young Sheldon, United States of Al and two episodes of B Positive. i'll watch NXT UK sometime tonight.

the New York Rangers play tonight at Columbus. hopefully, they will win.

also in Columbus tonight, the USMNT takes on El Salvador in a World Cup qualifying game. the USA really needs to win tonight. i would love if it would be decisively as well.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow. knowing my luck, i'll have another round of bullshit to tackle tomorrow. and it isn't like all the shit i wanted to get done today doesn't have to eventually get done. so yeah, it might as well fucking snow and whatever the fuck else to piss me off tomorrow and i'll just keep plowing through. eventually, my body will tap out and i'll be in my chair with ice on my back. with any luck, one day it will be a nice hard slab and they are putting me in to cremate me. of course, i'm not sure if anyone would actually want the ashes.

have a good one kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

que el primer sabor de la muerte sea el último

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

George Thorogood and the Delaware Destroyers - One Bourbon, One Scotch, One Beer (Live)

Metallica - Fade to Black (Live)

Alice In Chains - Rooster (Live)

JJ Grey and Mofro - The Sun Is Shining Down (Live)

Peter Gabriel - In Your Eyes (Live)

"If you don't know where you are going, any road will get you there." - Lewis Carroll

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what a long day...

 hard to believe it has been 2 years since Kobe Bryant died. that also means it has been 2 years since COVID really got into the world. damn.

so, i got the Highlander to the dealership this morning on time. 2 hours later, after an oil change, tire rotation, replacing the engine filter and a light bulb on the drivers side that was out, i was paid up and leaving. i did appreciate the woman i was working with in the service department said she noticed the time and realized i was here way too long. in my head, i was thinking, no shit. but, it all got done for under $200, so i was happy, as was mom. after that, i had to finish the grocery shopping. 

Kroger wasn't too bad today. and thankfully, i pretty much found everything that was on the list.

the Dayton Flyers defeated Fordham last night, 68-61.

NXT was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW, Batwoman and I Can See Your Voice.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

all i know is i need to get some damn ice on my back and figure out what the fuck i'm making for dinner.

when i woke up this morning it was 0 degrees outside. that Jim Beam coffee was might tasty this morning.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

siempre he sentido que dios me odia

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Fugees - Ready Or Not

Guy - Let's Chill

sophie meiers - collar

Denzel Curry - Walkin

Buddy Guy - I Gotta Try You Girl

"If you don't have enemies, you don't have character." - Paul Newman

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well, i guess it went well...

 mom is back home from her surgery. she had the skin cancer from her face removed. the cancer was right above her lip, so of course, it was a little gruesome, at least from the picture my sister sent me. but, they got most of it on the first try. mom said he missed a little spot and got that the second time. they took some skin from her collarbone to graph to reform the lip. the stitches on the lip will dissolve. i have to take her Feb. 1st to the office to get the stitches removed on her collarbone. fun times. 

today would be my grandmother's 110th birthday. part of me laughs at what she would think about this fucked up world now.

the New York Rangers defeated Toronto last night, 6-3. my family knows how i get, so when the Rangers got down 2-0 last night, i turned the game off. so, i did follow the game on my phone, but i know there was enough stress in the house already. i love that Ryan Reaves had his first two goals as a Ranger last night. 

I Can See Your Voice was hilarious last night.

Batwoman was excellent last night.

AEW was great last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Young Sheldon, United States of Al and B Positive. i watched NXT UK this afternoon on Peacock. it was really good.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i turn 46 tomorrow. i don't have any plans. i'm guessing this is how the rest of my life will most likely be.

i need to go pick up some pills at Rite Aid, so that's all for me kids.

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

Creo que mi abuela sabía dónde estaba enterrado Jimmy Hoffa.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Hank Williams - I'll Never Get Out of This World Alive

Johnny Cash - Amazing Grace

Jamey Johnson - In Color

The Charlie Daniels Band - Long Haired Country Boy

Corb Lund w/Hayes Carll - The Cover of the Rolling Stone

"I can remember when the air was clean and the sex was dirty." - George Burns

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trying to trick the mind...

 so, my mother has her surgery tomorrow for the skin cancer on her face. i'm trying to not think about anything or give her any negative vibes as her anxiety will do plenty of that to herself. my sister is coming down to take her to the facility. that way, i can actually sleep some and eat at my normal time in the morning. 

the Dayton Flyers whipped St. Bonaventure last night, 68-50. when the youngest team in America can beat one of the most experienced like that, i am so hopeful for the future. the boys are becoming men much faster than i expected.

NXT was very good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Batwoman, I Can See Your Voice and AEW Dynamite.

Manchester United plays Brentford today. hopefully, the boys will find a way to win.

the New York Rangers play Toronto tonight at home. i would love to see the boys get a win.

i should be on here tomorrow in the afternoon i suppose.

i have to go grocery shopping now.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

abraza a la locura

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Ibibio Sound Machine - Electricity

The Iguanas - Mexican Candy

Ryan Bingham - Bluebird

Ann Peebles - I Needed Somebody

U2 - All I Want Is You

"I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity." - Edgar Allan Poe

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just enough rain to...

 on these days where my arthritis just rages, i feel like i am fucking useless. ice, stretching, gin.. nothing tends to fucking work. joy.

the finale of Hard Knocks was really good last night.

AEW Dynamite was excellent last night.

Batwoman was great last night.

I Can See Your Voice was good last night.

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Young Sheldon, The United States of Al and B Positive. i watched NXT UK this afternoon. it was excellent.

the New York Rangers play tonight in San Jose. hopefully, the boys will find a way to win tonight.

hopefully, i will get some writing done tonight. or, get buzzed enough to maybe actually record some poems for SoundCloud. 

i will probably be on here in the afternoon tomorrow.

i need to go figure out what i'm making for dinner tonight.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

difícil no pensar en la muerte en días como estos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Bonobo - Rosewood

Laetitia Sadier - New Moon

Swedish House Mafia & The Weeknd - Moth To A Flame

Pretty Lights - Hot Like Sauce

Daft Punk - Da Funk

"With out art, without communicating, we wouldn't live beyond 30 because we'd be so sad and depressed." - Wayne Coyne

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