i should have known better...

 so, i have done my best as i have aged to be more optimistic. yesterday was an example why there will always be a part of me that knows such bullshit is a farce. Ohio State lost yesterday at home to Michigan, 13-10. Ryan Day has now lost 4 straight games to that team. that hasn't happened since the late 80's to early 90's. as i told my mother last night, he'd be lucky if his house wasn't burnt to the ground by this morning. while i do believe Ohio State will make the playoffs, i won't be shocked when they lose in the first round and everyone is fucking fired. 

the New York Rangers tried their hardest to fucking lose yesterday but managed to end their losing streak, defeating Montreal at home, 4-3.

the USWNT and England played a 0-0 draw yesterday.

WWE Survivor Series War Games was really good yesterday.

AEW Collision and AEW Rampage was ok last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Somebody Somewhere and two episodes of The Agency.

so, i did get up in time this morning to watch Manchester United absolutely destroy Everton today, 4-0.

the New Orleans Saints play today at home against the Rams. hopefully, the Saints will find a way to win.

a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poems:

https://synchchaos.com/poetry-from-j-j-campbell-118/

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Debería haberlo sabido mejor

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Beck - Loser

Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros - This Life

Soundgarden - Fell on Black Days

Nine Inch Nails - Something I Can Never Have

The Black Lillies - Where The Black Lillies Grow

"Everyone carries around his own monsters." - Richard Pryor

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and now, the heat...

 we're under an excess heat warning all week. joy. and of course, it would be this week, when both mom and i have doctor's appointments and she has two physical therapy appointments. 

the New York Yankees lost last night at Boston, 9-3. sadly, it looks like the Yankees can whip every other team in the league, but struggle against their own division. hopefully, that starts being different soon since they start a series at home against Baltimore tomorrow night.

i did watch some of the Euro 2024 yesterday.

Power Book II: Ghost was good last night.

The Chi was excellent last night.

Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw and Name That Tune.

Game 5 of the NBA Finals is tonight.

i need to go to the bank and make a deposit. i'm going to do that here in a bit.

mom does have physical therapy this afternoon. hopefully, i will get some poems written there.

a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poems:

https://synchchaos.com/poetry-from-j-j-campbell-107/

i will probably be on here tomorrow after i get back home from taking mom to her doctor's appointment.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

y ahora el calor

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Bulletboys - Smooth Up in Ya

Van Halen - Black And Blue

Kings of Leon - Sex on Fire

Prince & The Revolution - Darling Nikki

Nine Inch Nails - Closer (Live)

"Lesser artists borrow, great artists steal." - Igor Stravinsky

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

and here comes winter again...

 well, i was glad i got the shopping done yesterday. today, winter came back. i think it was close to 40 degrees colder than yesterday was. fuck me.

the New York Rangers came from behind last night and defeated St. Louis, 5-3. that is one of those wins that gives me hope that this team has a long run in them when the playoffs come around.

AEW Dynamite was excellent last night. i about shit my pants when Tony Khan said he bought Ring of Honor. this is like the second and third biggest wrestling companies in the USA joining forces. if they do this right, it will be true competition for WWE.

mom just thought she was having a heart attack. she's not. but, i do know this is a fucking glimpse of my future now. good times.

I Can See Your Voice was good last night.

Snowfall was fucking fantastic last night.

the season (most likely series) finale of Batwoman last night was great.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Young Sheldon, United States of Al, B Positive, NJPW and Dicktown. i watched most of NXT UK this afternoon on Peacock. i guess they have changed it where you have to watch it when it is live and you have no chance to see it again. just fucking stupid.

i'm guessing at some point tomorrow mom is going to tell me what she forgot to put on the grocery list. i know i have to take her to physical therapy tomorrow. if i don't have to go shopping after that, i'll be on here most likely.

now, i need to figure out what the fuck i am making for dinner.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

Puedo sentir la depresión burbujeando dentro de mí

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Nick Cave And The Bad Seeds - Push the Sky Away

Leonard Cohen - The Night Of Santiago

Jeff Buckley - Lilac Wine

The Cure - Pictures Of You

Nine Inch Nails - Something I Can Never Have

"My life is full of mistakes. They're like pebbles that make a good road." - Beatrice Wood

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the breaking point...

 so, i finally had enough last night. tossing and turning in bed, i got up at 4:40 this morning and said fuck it. i went to the freezer and got an ice pack. i went out to the living room and got in my massage chair. i woke up there at a little after 8 this morning. i swear, it shouldn't be this hard to fucking sleep.

instead of opening the blog with another fucking Yankees loss, i'll start with the USMNT. 

when the USA trailed Honduras, 1-0, at halftime yesterday, i was pissed. i didn't like the formation they were playing or the players they selected. thankfully, the coach realized some of his own fuck ups and made some changes right from the start of the second half. those subs made all the difference. plus, i really, REALLY want to fucking believe the USA has finally found their number 9. Ricardo Pepi made his debut last night and honestly, he had the game of his life. the USA won 4-1 and Pepi was involved in every one of the goals. when he scored the go ahead goal, i screamed Pepi at the top of my lungs. i believe my mother was just shaking her head, knowing her son is now insane. this puts the USA in 3rd place in World Cup qualifying and should (hopefully) set them up good for the next cycle of games in October.

now to the Yankees. when they tied the game last night at 3, on a home run by Brett Gardner, the last player on the Yankees that actually played with Derek Jeter, i was encouraged. silly me. the Blue Jays won last night, 6-3. they are no longer in first for the wildcard and will most likely get swept tonight. and that will lead into a weekend series at the Mets. if George was alive, i honestly believe Aaron Boone might be hanging from a tree at the moment.

AEW was excellent last night. if they are honestly going the direction of Kenny Omega vs. Bryan Danielson, just take all my fucking money right now.

Big Brother was good last night. Claire will be voted out tonight. i can't wait until the houseguests find out tonight will be a double eviction.

American Horror Story: Double Feature was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Big Brother, Holey Moley, When Nature Calls, What We Do in the Shadows and Dark Side of the Ring. i already watched NXT UK this afternoon. it was really good.

oh, and a little thing called the NFL starts back up tonight. Tampa Bay plays Dallas and honestly, i couldn't give a shit.

i think i am going to try to get some poems out tomorrow. if i actually get that done, i should be on here after that. i do hope to have the blog done before my sister comes down tomorrow. i think she's spending the weekend here.

it has been really nice today. i have had the windows open since this morning. good times.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

mi madre me compró ropa nueva hoy

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Cross Canadian Ragweed - Wanna Rock 'n' Roll

Faith No More - Easy

Nine Inch Nails - Physical (You're So)

Shooter Jennings - Higher

Van Halen - Cabo Wabo

"The two most powerful warriors are patience and time." - Leo Tolstoy

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