earth day...

 happy earth day to everyone, well, almost everyone. there is a rather large portion of assholes that fall into the let's use up everything we fucking can, deplete the planet, and then go fuck up the next one. those assholes have no damn clue what they are actually fucking doing to this planet.

below are your 2 videos for this day of National Poetry Month:

Monday Night Raw was really good last night.

the Yankees lost last night in Cleveland, 6-4. hopefully, they will do better tonight.

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT, St. Denis Medical and Dark Side of the Ring.

i'm sure i will watch some of the NBA and NHL playoffs tonight.

i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.

that's all for me today kids. 

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Día de la Tierra

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Big Data w/Joywave - Dangerous

Glass Animals - Gooey

Guided By Voices - Do The Earth

Dada - Dizz Knee Land

John Prine - Paradise (Live)

"Without obsession, life is nothing." - John Waters

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

at least it was sunny...

 if it was just a little warmer today, it would have been perfect to open up the house some.

here are your two videos for this day of National Poetry Month:

the Yankees won last night at home against the Royals, 4-2. hopefully, they will get the sweep tonight.

NXT was excellent last night. i can't wait for Stand & Deliver this weekend.

Dark Side of the Ring was very good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, the season finale of Abbott Elementary and The Masked Singer.

i did watch some of the NBA playoffs last night. i plan on doing that tonight as well.

i did write 2 poems yesterday. i typed those up after i got back from mom's physical therapy session.

grocery shopping today went pretty well. i was able to get everything on the list and keep it under $200. 

i guess it helps that WrestleMania is on Easter this year. so, there will be no need for the traditional Easter dinner. that saved some money.

i need to go ice my back down.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Al menos estaba soleado

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Goose - Lead Up

The Firm - Satisfaction Guaranteed

Matthew Perryman Jones - Cancion de la Noche

John Prine - Mexican Home (Live)

LCD Soundsystem - All My Friends (Live)

"Life could be wonderful if people would leave you alone." - Charlie Chaplin

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

tax day...

 i actually got more than 4 hours of sleep last night. i'm guessing i must have found a slot where my pinched nerve didn't bother me. or, the rye whiskey did the trick. 

the New York Rangers won last night at Florida, 5-3. it was the first time all season they had a multi-goal comeback. sure, do it after you are eliminated from playoff contention.

the New York Yankees won last night at home against the Royals, 4-1. 

The Voice was excellent last night.

Monday Night Raw was great last night. WrestleMania is this weekend.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT and Dark Side of the Ring.

here are your two videos for this day of National Poetry Month:

a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poem:

https://beatnikcowboy.com/2025/04/14/j-j-campbell-49/

i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.

the NBA playoffs start tonight. i'm sure i will watch some of that.

i need to go to the bank and take mom to her physical therapy session, so that's all for me today kids...

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

día de impuestos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

CocoRosie - Cut Stitch Scar

Pixies - Head On

Clutch - In Walks Barbarella

Ramones - I Wanna Be Sedated

Metallica - Breadfan

"I've always been interested in people, but I've never liked them." - Henry James

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

now it gets interesting...

 mom did me no favors by staying up all night. i was hoping to get the grocery shopping done and be back here, etc. etc. instead, she fell asleep when i woke up this morning at 6:30 AM. she thinks she might have cancer. she also thinks she is dying. fun times.

here are your videos for this day of National Poetry Month:

the Yankees lost yesterday at Detroit, 5-0. hopefully, they will avoid the sweep today.

the USWNT lost to Brazil last night, 2-1. 

NXT was very good last night.

Dark Side of the Ring was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, Abbott Elementary and The Masked Singer.

the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Philadelphia.

i went to Meijer last night to get some things that they carry and Kroger doesn't. i took the grocery list with me, so i don't have much to get today at Kroger.

i also got some baseball cards while i was there. amazingly, found two rookie cards that are actually good.

i see Orange Hitler is trying to find a legal way to deport American citizens. the ACLU lawyers are going to be busy as fuck the next 4 or however long that asshole decides he wants to stay in office.

if all goes as planned, i will be on here tomorrow before mom has physical therapy.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Ahora se pone interesante

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Led Zeppelin - When The Levee Breaks

ZZ Top -Waitin' For The Bus / Jesus Just Left Chicago

Beastie Boys - So What'cha Want

Luniz - I Got 5 On It

Wu-Tang Clan - Bring Da Ruckus

"Always be a poet, even in prose." - Charles Baudelaire

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

i hate losing more than i love winning...

 i am a very competitive person. and now that sports gambling is legal, i can put my money where my mouth is. now, i don't have fuck you money to gamble with, but i also stay true to the golden rule... only gamble what you are willing to lose. i did get the national title game last night between Florida and Houston right. i won two different groups on ESPN.com with that bracket. i went 47-16 in the tournament. that is my best record in years. apparently, putting money on it makes me a little more intense on getting shit right. that might be the only thing i worry about with my sports gambling. i am a perfectionist at heart. 

the Yankees lost yesterday at Detroit, 6-2. i did watch some of the game, especially when they were playing in the snow. they play again this afternoon.

the New York Rangers lost last night at home to Tampa Bay, 5-1. 

The Voice was very good last night.

Monday Night Raw was very good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT, St. Denis Medical and Dark Side of the Ring.

mom's doctor appointment yesterday went well. she chose to get physical therapy on her knees. that will start on Thursday. she thought she had an appointment today. we listened to the call again and it was for her to reschedule the appointment she had today. that will now be on next Monday. 

here are your two videos for this day of National Poetry Month:

i should be on here tomorrow before i go grocery shopping.

i'll flip this afternoon between baseball and the champions league, hoping for a nap.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Odio perder más de lo que amo ganar

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven,

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Lydia Clapperton - Espace de paix

Sam Houston & BLK ODYSSY - Floating

Miguel - Sky Walker (Live)

Tom Petty - Honey Bee

Creedence Clearwater Revival - Long As I Can See the Light

"I like to think that the best poetry is or involves a contest between ordinary conversation and ritual." 

                                                                             - Miller Williams

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

before another round of storms...

 i was saddened last night when i saw that Val Kilmer had died. one of those sneaky actors that could do anything and was in so many of my favorite movies.

as for this day of National Poetry Month:

the Yankees lost last night at home to Arizona, 7-5. hopefully, they will win tonight.

NXT was very good last night.

St. Denis Medical was pretty funny last night.

Dark Side of the Ring was crazy last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight (weather permitting) will be AEW Dynamite, Abbott Elementary and The Masked Singer.

the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Minnesota.

the grocery shopping went well today. i saved over $50 on what i got. that always makes mom happy. the pharmacy has my new insurance in the system, so i'm hoping that will help with the prices.

i should be on here tomorrow after i take mom to the accountant to get the taxes done.

i'm hoping the weather won't be too bad tonight.

i have no clue what i am doing for dinner tonight.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

antes de otra ronda de tormentas

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Jacob Alon - Fairy In A Bottle

Kendra Morris - In My House (Radio Edit)

Tears for Fears - Everybody Wants To Rule The World

My Morning Jacket - Take My Breath Away!

The Doors - The End

"We will have total chaos without books, literature, and library." - Anne Waldman

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

good news and a wasted afternoon...

 so, i went to the bank to make a deposit before my doctor's appointment. i got to the doctor's office a little early and amazingly, they got me into my appointment early. my A1C went from 8.4 to 6.0, everyone is thrilled about that. i explained that there will be a little gap in the Rybelsus since Anthem wanted me to pay over $2,600 for it. i did get my Medicaid card today. of course, the mail didn't come before my appointment. so, i'll have to make another trip out tomorrow while grocery shopping. so, i got back home and wanted to cancel my Anthem insurance. the last 2 hours have been spent trying to do that. from what i gather, the fuck up is the plan used to be on the Marketplace but no longer is so the Marketplace can't cancel something they don't have yet Anthem is telling me that is the only way the policy can be cancelled. as i told my mother, this is why death is so popular anymore. i told mom to try to cancel the payment she made last night and maybe then they'll understand to cancel the fucking policy.

i didn't get to watch any of the Manchester United game today. they lost at Nottingham Forest, 1-0.

Monday Night Raw was very good yesterday.

The Voice was excellent last night.

the New York Rangers signed Gabe Perreault last night. that made me very happy.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT, St. Denis Medical and Dark Side of the Ring.

the Yankees play tonight at home against Arizona.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.

oh yeah, since it is April and April is National Poetry Month, i guess i need to do a little bit on that.

enjoy...

i will probably do two videos a day on poets i like. and in this case, i figured i would start with myself as i have had the kind of day that i know my 8 year old self is laughing about and shaking his head, knowing that death was always the right answer.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Buenas noticias y una tarde desperdiciada

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Ray LaMontagne - Jolene

Tom Petty - You Don't Know How It Feels

Sturgill Simpson - The Dead Don't Die

Shooter Jennings - Higher

Melenas - Bang

"The revolution that takes place in your head, nobody will ever see that." - Gil Scott-Heron

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

still waiting...

 this almost feels like a battle of cat and mouse. not a damn thing in the mail today i was actually hoping for. this is doing wonders for my stress level.

grocery shopping went ok today. thankfully, i kept it under $200. after i got done with that, i had to take mom to get her new glasses. i am really hoping that now that she can see better, she will have a bit more confidence about everything. 

the New York Rangers lost last night at the Los Angeles Kings, 3-1.

NXT was very good last night.

St. Denis Medical was hilarious last night.

Dark Side of the Ring brought back some memories last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, Abbott Elementary and The Masked Singer.

i should be on here tomorrow before i take mom to the podiatrist. 

tomorrow is opening day in MLB. the Yankees play at home against the Brewers.

i need to get this done and get started on dinner.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Todavía esperando

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Lady Wray - Best For Us

Silk Sonic - Leave The Door Open

Childish Gambino - Stay High

Erykah Badu - On & On

PJ Morton - Please Don't Walk Away

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on." - Robert Frost

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

well, hurry up and wait...

 i have a doctor's appointment on April 1st. i need to get bloodwork done. i am patiently waiting, i mean as fucking patiently as i possibly fucking can, for my Medicaid cards to show up so i can make the fucking changes to all the shit i have going on. i need to cancel Anthem, but i'm not doing that until the cards show up. and what really pisses me off, if i have been in the system since the 1st, why don't i have any cards 24 fucking days later? makes no fucking sense possible. i got a text from Kroger today that my Rybelsus will cost $2.657.56 to fill. basically, i am now in a Leonard Cohen song where it is way more cost effective to die than continue to struggle to live.

speaking of that, mom's doctor's appointment yesterday was interesting, she is a bit of a chatty person, always her nature. so, she admitted to having thoughts of suicide, etc. one, that pissed me off as it clearly is a reflection on the job i am doing as caretaker. second, of course they want her to think about taking some more pills to perhaps lighten her mood. third, why the fuck are these appointments two fucking hours long. 

we went to Arby's after the appointment and got home in time to watch Monday Night Raw. it was a really good show, once again.

The Voice was very good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT, St. Denis Medical and Dark Side of the Ring.

the New York Rangers play tonight at the Los Angeles Kings.

i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.

i'm probably doing pizza for dinner and my best guess is it will be raining when i take the trash out. joy.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Date prisa y espera

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Black Country, New Road - Besties

Guided By Voices - Motor Away

John Mellencamp - Jackie Brown

INXS - Not Enough Time

Old Crow Medicine Show - Methamphetamine (Live)

"Saddle your dreams before you ride em." - Mary Webb

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

well, we got lucky...

 there was 9 tornadoes around me last night. a few to the north, a bunch more to the south. needless to say, i missed some shows last night because of the storm coverage. but, all in all, i was pleased that we missed out on most of the holy shit weather. just some thunder and lightning and some rain.

the New York Rangers won last night at home over Carolina, 4-3, in 2 OT. the Rangers are now up 2-0 in the series. Game 3 will be on the road tomorrow night.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

the New York Yankees won last night at home over Houston, 10-3. hopefully, they will win again tonight.

i didn't get to see any of The Voice last night. at least no one on my team got sent home.

NXT was good last night.

the season finale of Dark Side of the Ring brought back some memories last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, Abbott Elementary and The Masked Singer.

i'm sure i will watch some of the NBA and NHL playoffs tonight as well.

i did a little poetry work last night. hell, i was up until 5 this morning. i have a pretty good idea where i'll be sending poems to in the next few days.

grocery shopping went pretty good today. i got the senior discount at Kroger. i love that at 48, i can easily pass as someone in my late 50's or early 60's. helps that the playoff beard is mostly gray now.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

bueno, tuvimos suerte

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Infinity Song - Hater's Anthem

Steel Gemini - Only Freak

Bette Smith - Goodthing

Pixies - Where Is My Mind?

Nirvana - Pennyroyal Tea

"Doubt the conventional wisdom unless you can verify it with reason and experiment." 

                                                                          - Steve Albini (July 22, 1962 - May 7, 2024)

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

just enough rain to make it miserable...

 there was just enough rain so far today that i have been miserable. i did happen to write 2 poems last night. i will take a look at everything tonight to get ready to send some poems out.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

Manchester United lost yesterday at Crystal Palace, 4-0. to be honest, i turned the game off at 2-0 and went to go get my pills at Rite Aid. and then i went to Kroger to get mom's pills.

The Voice was excellent last night. i have no damn clue who is going home tonight.

Monday Night Raw was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Voice, NXT and the season finale of Dark Side of the Ring.

the New York Rangers play Game 2 tonight at home against Carolina. 

the New York Yankees play tonight at home against Houston.

i'm sure i will watch some of the NHL and NBA playoffs tonight.

i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

suficiente lluvia para hacerlo miserable

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Monogem - Lemon Tree

The Mooney Suzuki - The Broken Heart

The Black Angels - Evil Things

M83 - Midnight City

Pretty Lights - Hot Like Sauce

"Take away love and our earth is a tomb." - Robert Browning

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

well, the squirrels are back...

 mom had Orkin come out here today and sure enough, all the stuff they did didn't keep the squirrels out of the attic. so, now they have a trap set up to catch them and a special door on the roof where they were getting in. i guess, once they come out, they can't get back in. at least, in theory. the guy from Orkin was really surprised since the insulation they put in the attic is supposed to be very harmful for the squirrels. at least mom hasn't paid for any of this yet. so, yeah, that was my morning.

i did happen to write 3 more poems last night. i think i am slowly getting back into a groove. now, if i can double those numbers of 7 new poems into 15 or more by next week, i will be happy.

the New York Yankees lost last night at Baltimore, 4-2. hopefully, they will find a way to win tonight.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night.

NXT was very good last night.

Dark Side of the Ring was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, AEW Rampage, The Masked Singer, Abbott Elementary and NJPW.

i'm sure i will watch some of the NHL and NBA playoffs tonight.

i got a text this afternoon from the Kroger pharmacy saying the Trulicity i take isn't available from the manufacturer. i was in way too pissy of a mood to deal with that today. so, i will call them in the morning. 

i need to go figure out dinner, so that's all for me kids.

a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poems:

https://synchchaos.com/poetry-from-j-j-campbell-104/

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

bueno, las ardillas han vuelto

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Eda Diaz - Dulce de Mar

Grandmaster - Castle Door

Nar w/Ami Yerewolo - EMEL

DOPE LEMON - Hey You

Kendrick Lamar - euphoria

"Every writer I know has trouble writing." - Joseph Heller

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: