well, hurry up and wait...

 i have a doctor's appointment on April 1st. i need to get bloodwork done. i am patiently waiting, i mean as fucking patiently as i possibly fucking can, for my Medicaid cards to show up so i can make the fucking changes to all the shit i have going on. i need to cancel Anthem, but i'm not doing that until the cards show up. and what really pisses me off, if i have been in the system since the 1st, why don't i have any cards 24 fucking days later? makes no fucking sense possible. i got a text from Kroger today that my Rybelsus will cost $2.657.56 to fill. basically, i am now in a Leonard Cohen song where it is way more cost effective to die than continue to struggle to live.

speaking of that, mom's doctor's appointment yesterday was interesting, she is a bit of a chatty person, always her nature. so, she admitted to having thoughts of suicide, etc. one, that pissed me off as it clearly is a reflection on the job i am doing as caretaker. second, of course they want her to think about taking some more pills to perhaps lighten her mood. third, why the fuck are these appointments two fucking hours long. 

we went to Arby's after the appointment and got home in time to watch Monday Night Raw. it was a really good show, once again.

The Voice was very good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT, St. Denis Medical and Dark Side of the Ring.

the New York Rangers play tonight at the Los Angeles Kings.

i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.

i'm probably doing pizza for dinner and my best guess is it will be raining when i take the trash out. joy.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Date prisa y espera

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Black Country, New Road - Besties

Guided By Voices - Motor Away

John Mellencamp - Jackie Brown

INXS - Not Enough Time

Old Crow Medicine Show - Methamphetamine (Live)

"Saddle your dreams before you ride em." - Mary Webb

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

and now the wind...

 we got another 1.5 inches of rain yesterday. that means we've had 3 inches in the last 2 days. and now the wind is blowing like a motherfucker. good times.

i did send out 11 poems earlier today. 5 to Synchronized Chaos and 3 each to Yellow Mama and Cajun Mutt Press. when i hear back from these places, i will pass along the verdicts.

the USMNT whipped Grenada last night, 7-1. that was a beautiful thing to watch. they play at home on Monday against El Salvador.

the college basketball games last night were crazy once again. first time ever i believe there are no number 1 seeds still going and we're down to the Elite 8. 

Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both really good last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was fucking hilarious last night.

Game Theory with Bomani Jones was very good last night.

here are your NBA highlights from last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW Rampage.

the New York Rangers play tonight at Florida.

i'm sure i will probably watch some college basketball and MLS today.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

el viento esta loco hoy

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The Scarlet Goodbye - Rosary

Kx5 & SOFI TUKKER - Sacrifice

Pearl & the Oysters - Evening Sun (Live)

Hayes Carll - Magnolia Wind

Metallica - One

"We are tomorrow's past." - Mary Webb

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

the rain has finally ended...

it started raining yesterday in the evening and didn't stop until 2 this afternoon. needless to say, i didn't sleep worth a fuck last night. thankfully, i did get to sleep about 3 hours earlier than i had been. of course, i still didn't sleep more than 5 hours.

i had to go to the grocery store today to pick up some prescriptions. at least it was a boring trip.

i did watch a few hours of the basketball games yesterday. i was totally hoping Duke was going to lose.

the season finale of Total Bellas last night was pretty good.

The Case Against Adnan Syed last night was really good. it brought up the one thing that i absolutely hate about the justice system in this county. the job of the prosecutor is to get justice. too many times it turns into all about wins and losses. that's not justice, that's a motherfucker trying to make sure they keep getting a pay raise.

Billions was excellent last night.

Black Monday was hilarious last night. can't wait for the finale next week.

i know what SMILF was trying to do last night, but honestly, it was awful. the series finale next week is long overdue now.

the New York Yankees won yesterday against the Twins. they are playing at the Nationals tonight for the final spring training game. the season opens on Thursday.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Voice and One Nation Under Stress. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening.

the New York Rangers play at home tonight against Pittsburgh. all the Rangers can do the rest of the season is play spoiler or lose to try to improve their draft odds of getting a good pick. i'll probably watch a little of the game.

i'll probably be on here tomorrow after my trip to the doctor. hard to believe it's been six months.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

until tomorrow kids...

me temo que no encontraré el amor antes de morir

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Social Distortion - Born To Lose
The Black Crowes - She Talks To Angels
Morphine - You Look Like Rain
Beck - Guess I'm Doing Fine

"Saddle your dreams before you ride em." - Mary Webb

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

after a night of drinking...

i figured i had some time last night before ROH came on, so i did some writing. i wrote 6 poems in a little under 50 minutes. i typed those up this morning. they are pretty dark and really good. i'm either going to do another round of submissions this month or maybe actually get some poems together for a book submission. time will tell i suppose.

for those of you interested, mom got an appointment on Tuesday morning to get the car all fixed up. hopefully they can get everything done in the morning as she has physical therapy in the afternoon.

i'm not really surprised that Loyola-Chicago and Michigan are in the Final Four. i think both of them were the better teams last night. today's games are Villanova vs. Texas Tech and Duke vs. Kansas. i'll probably watch most of those games.

the New York Rangers defeated Buffalo last night 5-1. the Rangers have certainly found a new, young backup goalie. he had 43 saves last night. plus, Buffalo just fucking stinks.

ROH was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Our Cartoon President, Homeland, Billions, Here and Now, Barry and Silicon Valley. i'll be watching NJPW: Strong Style Evolved for most of the evening.

mom said she saw a crow out in the front yard this morning. i told her that was a sign of impending doom. i have no idea if that's true, it just sounded good.

that's all for me kids. i hope everyone had a great Saturday. hopefully, your Sunday will be even better.

Dile que es hermosa y luego aprecia la sonrisa

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Grateful Dead - Morning Dew (Live)
The Black Crowes - Seeing Things (Live)
The Allman Brothers Band - Whipping Post (Live)

"We are tomorrow's past." - Mary Webb

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

a sping snowstorm

at one point this afternoon, i couldn't see more than 10 feet down the lane. luckily, none of this snow was really sticking on anything other than the grass. a dusting at most. but, with the wind, i don't think of spring when it feels like 18 degrees out.

sadly, i did watch most of Manchester United's loss to City today. it's a bit disheartening when you realize that they have better players at nearly every position. i was surprised they only beat us 3-0. the summer transfer period can't get here fast enough.

the New York Rangers started off the game last night against the Coyotes asleep. thankfully, they woke up and showed the kind of fight i've been looking for from this team for awhile now. but, now that they have it, they better play like this for the rest of the season and the playoffs. a HUGE 4-3 win in OT to get 2 much needed points and move ahead of the Flyers in the standings. they happen to play each other on Wednesday, which should be a bloody affair.

The Voice last night was pretty good from what i saw. not sure yet what to think of this season. i think i will wait until the live shows to see who i really like.

the last hour of Monday Night Raw saved the show from being just three hours of absolute shit. i credit The Shield and Cesaro for making the night somewhat memorable. i feel sorry for The Shield though, they're going to have to carry those three geezers at Wrestlemania. i have no doubts they can, but they would be better used in a better match.

as for tonight, i'll watch The Voice and probably the 2 shows after it and then either write or hit the shower. i suppose i might squeeze in some baseball as that starts up here soon. i'm not used to still being invested in college basketball at this time when everything else is going on. opening day for the Yankees is a few days away and i'm busy wondering how Dayton is going to beat Stanford on Thursday night. not that i'm complaining about it. i wish this distraction would happen more often.

that's all for me. i guess we have another cold day and then it is supposed to get to the 50's and 60's around here. i'll believe it when i see it.

hope everyone is well. i'll be on here tomorrow in the afternoon sometime i suppose. unless i decide to do some writing. then, i'll be on here before the Rangers play.

peace and chicken grease bitches...

music:

Son House - The Original Delta Blues
My Morning Jacket - Rocket Man (MP3 Single)

"We are tomorrow's past." - Mary Webb