a good afternoon nap...

 sometimes my back gets bad enough that i'll sit down in my massage chair, lean back, and just drift away. one of these days, i'm hoping that is how i die. today, it was how i took a long ass nap this afternoon. i must have slept for 2 hours or so. of course, when you only sleep 4 hours a night, it is bound to happen.

NXT was really good last night.

AEW was really good last night as well.

The Masked Dancer was good last night.

Name That Tune was good last night.

enjoy some music:

 

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, The Unicorn, Total Bellas and Cari & Jemele Won't Stick to Sports. i'll watch NXT UK sometime tonight on WWE Network.

the New York Rangers play tonight at Buffalo. i'd love to see them actually play 60 minutes and win for a fucking change.

the mail was actually delivered this morning around 10 AM. i was shocked. then, i saw it was starting to snow and i realized why it was being worked so early. they are already so fucking far behind as it is.

f.y.i. if you happen to call me on my cell phone, please leave a fucking message. i'm blocking anyone who doesn't leave one as most of the damn calls i get are spam.

also, if you want my cell number, just ask.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. 

mom is starting to feel slightly better. i don't think it's Covid related, knock on fucking wood.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

qué hacer cuando una mujer hermosa no quiere tu ayuda

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Shovels & Rope & Shakey Graves - Unknown Legend

Mumford & Sons - Hurt (Live)

Concrete Blonde - Everybody Knows

Warren Zevon - Raspberry Beret (Hindu Love Gods)

Gov't Mule - Don't Step On the Grass, Sam (Live)

"When I am in my painting, I'm not aware of what I'm doing." - Jackson Pollock

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the day after i suppose...

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happy birthday to me...

 so, i turned 45 today. my sister called this morning to wish me a happy birthday and to remind me i'm old. that made me laugh as she is only 18 months younger than i am.

i took mom to her foot doctor today. we got there early and it went pretty fast. he's retiring soon, so she has to go to a new one before too long. after that, we decided to try out this BBQ place on the way home. it had been years since we had been there. they have a drive-thru now, so we decided to do that. i had the brisket sandwich and my mother got some smoked wings. i have to say, Company 7 BBQ has some really fucking good food. 

NXT was really good last night.

AEW was pretty good last night as well.

The Masked Dancer was good last night.

Name That Tune was excellent last night. i think i shocked my mother at how fast i recognized some of the songs.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Young Sheldon, B Positive, The Unicorn, Total Bellas and Cari & Jemele Won't Stick to Sports. i'll watch NXT UK sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i did watch a good portion of Liverpool losing today. that me really fucking happy.

i figure if i get bored tonight, i'll flip over to some hockey and/or NBA basketball.

i should be on here tomorrow before my sister comes down for the weekend.

thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes. i really appreciate it.

and thanks to everyone for checking out my latest SoundCloud recording:

https://soundcloud.com/j-j-campbell/persona-non-grata

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

¿Por qué las putas solo dicen hola en mi cumpleaños?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

now for the 13 songs that have got me to age 45:

Otis Redding - A Change Is Gonna Come

Jimmy Ruffin - What Becomes of the Brokenhearted

Guided by Voices - I Am a Scientist

The Jimi Hendrix Experience - Voodoo Chile (Slight Return)

U2 - Desire

Pixies - Where Is My Mind?

Beastie Boys - Professor Booty

George Clinton - Atomic Dog

Van Halen - Best Of Both Worlds

AC/DC - T.N.T.

David Bowie - Modern Love

Prince - Purple Rain

John Prine - Paradise (Live)

"I'm not against half naked girls - not as often as I would like to be." - Benny Hill

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

snowing in the sunshine...

 the sun was out for a little bit today. right as i pulled into the bank today, it started to snow. by the time i got home from picking up some lunch for mom, it was snowing sideways. none of it really stuck, but i was happy not to be driving in it.

NXT UK was really good last night.

Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.

Total Bellas was really good last night.

Cari & Jemele Won't Stick to Sports was hilarious last night.

the New York Rangers lost to the Islanders last night 4-0. honestly, the boys took way too fucking many penalties. add in the nerves from the kids and a few shots a goalie has to save, and you have one fucking night to forget. the two teams play again on Saturday.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

the New York Yankees made me very happy today with the signings of DJ LeMahieu and Aaron Judge. now, if they can add some pitching to the team, they should be able to make another run at a title. today is the deadline to get all their arbitration eligible players signed.

i should be on here in the morning tomorrow.

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

fuck donald trump.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

nunca me acostumbré a nevar bajo el sol

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The Black Crowes - She Talks To Angels 

Drivin' N' Cryin' - Straight to Hell

Lonesome River Band - Perfume, Powder & Lead

Jason Isbell & the 400 Unit - Cigarettes and Wine (Live)

"In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends." 

                                                                                   - Martin Luther King, Jr.

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one of those days...

 today was one of those days where i have had to make 4 hours of sleep work for me and just my luck... the adrenaline is starting to fade right before the hockey games come on tonight. good times.

i had to go pick up pills for my mother this afternoon. i always love dropping over $500 on her medicine. earlier today, i had to go to her bank to deposit her check from the government. after i did that, i went to the Rite-Aid right across the street from the bank. i had never been in this one. luckily, they did have a couple boxes of baseball cards there. i spent less than $10 on the cards and there was close to $25 worth of cards in them. that made me happy, especially the blue rainbow foil Zach Britton card i got that is worth around $12.

the Dayton Flyers were trailing last night at halftime against a Duquesne team that totally fucking sucks. thankfully, Dayton started the second half on fire and pulled away to win the game, 72-63.

NXT was pretty good last night.

AEW was pretty good last night as well.

The Masked Dancer was good last night. i did guess the identity of the Moth correctly.

Name That Tune was good last night. i think i probably guessed close to 90% of the songs correctly.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Total Bellas and Cari & Jemele Won't Stick to Sports. i'll watch NXT UK sometime tonight on WWE Network.

the New York Rangers start their season tonight at home against the Islanders. i really hope the kids play well this season and they are as good as i think they can be. 

depending on the weather, i should be on here tomorrow after a trip to the bank. 

we are either going to get rain or snow or what we have now, just gloomy as fuck skies. joy.

until tomorrow kids... one week until my birthday.

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

fuck donald trump.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

3 viajes al supermercado en una semana son demasiados para mí

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Muddy Waters - Champagne & Reefer (Live)

Chris Cornell - Nothing Compares 2 U (Live)

John Lee Hooker - I'm Bad Like Jesse James (Live)

Leonard Cohen - I'm Your Man (Live)

Donny Hathaway - I Love You More Than You'll Ever Know (Live)

"Guilt is cancer. Guilt will confine you, torture you, destroy you as an artist. It's a black wall. It's a thief." - Dave Grohl

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the holiday blues...

 today was one of those days where my depression decided it was going to call the shots. joy.

i did get 3 of my 4 prescriptions today. the other one won't be done until Monday. before i got those, i went to the Rite-Aid near the grocery store i go to for my pills. i got 2 Fairfield boxes there for less than $8. out of both, i probably got close to $25 worth of cards. that lifted the spirits a bit.

Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.

Cari & Jemele Won't Stick to Sports was excellent last night.

Total Bellas was pretty good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Jeopardy! and Smackdown. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

the Dayton Flyers play at Davidson tonight. the game is on ESPN2. i don't expect Dayton to win, so i guess i'm just hoping they actually play harder and give a shit tonight.

i should be on here in the morning tomorrow, hopefully long before the NFL playoffs start or Manchester United plays in the FA Cup.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. 

hopefully, the piece of shit running this country will actually come to his senses (no fucking chance that will happen) and resign. i wouldn't mind seeing a suicide on national television quite frankly.

that's all for me kids...

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck donald trump.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

oh, como te extraño David Bowie

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

David Bowie - Modern Love

David Bowie - Life On Mars? (Live)

David Bowie - Moonage Daydream (Live)

David Bowie - Fame

David Bowie - Space Oddity

David Bowie - Tryin' To Get To Heaven / Mother

"Tomorrow belongs to those who can hear it coming." - David Bowie

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the day after...

 so, the Biden victory got certified last night/early this morning. i'm not sure why people are saying Trump conceded. all he said was i don't agree, there will be a peaceful transition, the facts will prove me right, the FIGHT to make America great again is just beginning... how in the fuck is that a concession? i'm not sure why they are still wondering if they should invoke the 25th amendment... i would love to see the fucker get impeached again... that way he could never run for president again... since we all know that deranged fucker is going to pull this shit again 4 years from now. as i told my mother this morning, he's going to hold the world hostage for the next 2 weeks or until he gets the $400 million he owes the Russians and can avoid getting what any fucker that owes that kind of money to the mafia deserves. good times.

NXT was really good last night.

AEW had an ending for the ages last night.

The Masked Dancer was pretty good last night.

i almost all the songs right on Name That Tune last night. mom was a little stunned.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Total Bellas and Cari & Jemele Won't Stick to Sports. i watched NXT UK this afternoon. it was excellent.

i saw this morning that 4 people died in the failed coup yesterday. i wish it was more. 

i will probably have to go pick up my pills tomorrow in the afternoon. i will most likely be on here sometime after that. i do plan on having the blog out before Dayton plays at Davidson tomorrow night.

i got the coffee i ordered from Youngstown Coffee Co. today. i'm really hoping the coffee is good as i would love to have some different options of Highlander Grogg to be able to taste. that is pretty much the only coffee mom likes anymore. i did get The Dude's Roast as well. i think i will be trying that this weekend most likely.

that's all for me kids. i have a bad back to ice down and a morning paper to finally read.

i feel like i have been on this damn computer all day long.

thanks again for everyone that has checked out my latest published poem:

https://ryethewhiskeyreview.blogspot.com/2021/01/persona-non-grata-by-jj-campbell.html

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

fuck donald trump.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

Solo un tonto cree que unirse a un culto va a terminar bien

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Otis Redding - A Change Is Gonna Come

Bettye LaVette - Talking Old Soldiers

Levon Helm - Wide River to Cross

Nine Inch Nails - Something I Can Never Have

"I don't do all that well in the writerly world. I'm happier being outside the flow." - Nicholson Baker

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one of those days...

 you know, you haven't really lived until a bad back keeps you from getting to the toilet in time to shit. that's just a little glimpse into my day. joy.

it warmed up enough today to melt most of the snow and ice. of course, the entire weekend is supposed to be nothing but snow and rain.

Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows. they are off now until 2021.

i did watch NXT UK late last night. it was really good.

Young Sheldon was pretty funny last night.

B Positive was good last night.

The Unicorn was very good last night.

Cari & Jemele Won't Stick to Sports was hilarious last night. they are off until 2021 as well.

Miz & Mrs was fucking hilarious last night. they will be back in 2021 with new episodes.

Total Bellas was good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i might watch some of the college football games tonight while i'm helping mom finish up the decorations for Christmas. i know she wants to get it done and get the boxes and shit back into the garage.

i was a little surprised we didn't have any mail today. that usually means tomorrow the mailbox will be fucking full.

i will be on here early tomorrow. Ohio State plays at noon and Dayton plays at 2:30 tomorrow, so my only chance to get the blog done while in a good mood will be in the morning.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. stay safe if you're doing any last minute shopping.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

uno de esos dias donde la muerte es mejor opcion

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Tinashe - Last Christmas

The Black Crowes - Thorn In My Pride

Alicia Keys - If I Ain't Got You

The Beach Boys - Little Saint Nick

"I mean some doctor told me I had six months to live and I went to their funeral." - Keith Richards

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they tried their hardest to piss me off...

 so, Manchester United started like shit today against the worst team in the Premier League. thankfully, it seemed like they finally woke the fuck up and scored the next 3 goals. of course, it got nervy at the end when it became 3-2, but United held on, against a team they should fucking destroy, for the victory. they are now up to 6th in the league and play Leeds this weekend.

NXT was really good last night.

AEW was really good last night as well.

the finale of The Masked Singer was good last night. i did correctly guess the winner of the show, The Sun.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Young Sheldon, B Positive, The Unicorn, Cari & Jemele Won't Stick to Sports, Miz & Mrs and Total Bellas. i'll watch NXT UK sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i did some work on my baseball cards today and last night. i went through all the good ones and separated the rookies from the other cards. i'm really going to be pushing to sell the rookies when 2021 rolls around. 

i decided to put up my Christmas tree today. i figured the living room needed to be a touch livelier. 

i'm a little sad today. the guy who played Boba Fett passed away.

https://www.ign.com/articles/star-wars-boba-fett-jeremy-bulloch-actor-dies

if i get bored tonight, i guess i will watch a little football. the Raiders and Chargers play tonight.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

solo otra navidad solitaria

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Journey - Faithfully

Aerosmith - Angel

Shovels & Rope - St. Anne's Parade

LeAnn Rimes - I Still Believe in Santa Claus

"I will seize fate by the throat; it shall certainly never wholly overcome me." - Ludwig van Beethoven

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

a little luck

 so, when i was out to pick up the meds for my mother and i, i decided to do a little baseball card hunting. i found some 2020 Topps Heritage at Big Lots. i found some 2020-2021 Upper Deck Young Guns hockey cards at Meijer. i also got some 2020 Topps Gallery and 2020 Bowman Platinum while i was there. in the Heritage cards, i got a Bryce Harper short print and a numbered Tim Anderson card that are worth more than i paid for all 5 packs. i found some pretty good cards in the hockey packs, the best being a Connor McDavid card. i found another Luis Robert rookie card in the Bowman Platinum blaster box i got. all in all, i am pretty pleased with what i got.

Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.

Cari & Jemele Won't Stick to Sports was pretty funny last night.

Miz and Mrs was hilarious last night.

Total Bellas was pretty good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i might check out some NBA preseason games tonight as that gets started.

i know mom wants to go out and see some Christmas lights, so i think that will happen as soon as i get this done.

i will probably be on here in the morning tomorrow. Dayton will be playing tomorrow at noon. Manchester United will be on around the same time. since i doubt either is going to win, i figure i better do my blog before and not be an angry fuck if i do it later in the afternoon.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. hard to fucking believe Christmas is 2 weeks away.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

en el momento en que dejes de creer en el amor, bien podrías morir

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Depeche Mode - Never Let Me Down Again

Father John Misty - I'm Writing a Novel

Van Morrison - Dark Night of the Soul

Butch Walker - Santa 'Self (Fuck Your Christmas Party)

"Good art provides people with a vocabulary about things they can't articulate." - Mos Def

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

pain tolerance...

 it's a good fucking thing i have a high pain tolerance. my experience at the doctor's office would have been completely different if i didn't. i'm not sure what the point of being on time is when the appointment is going to be later than it was scheduled for. at least, now i have a cell phone to pass the time. i had to be stuck twice for my A1C. i had to have my blood pressure taken twice because of shitty equipment. and to top everything off, i had to have some blood drawn as well. my A1C is still good. my blood pressure was excellent today. now, i have no clue how the blood work is going to turn out. i'd like to believe i'm doing good, but there is a part of me that has wished to be dead since i was 8. so yeah...

NXT was really good last night.

AEW was really good last night as well.

Alabama Snake was pretty interesting last night. sadly, it reminded me of my father's side of the family way too much.

The Masked Singer was a holiday sing a long last night. the season finale is next week.

the season finale of I Can See Your Voice was good last night.

the USMNT defeated El Salvador last night, 6-0. i did get to watch some of the game. it was nice to see so many youngsters get their first cap.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Miz & Mrs, Total Bellas and Cari & Jemele Won't Stick to Sports. i'll watch NXT UK sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i will probably watch some of the NFL game tonight between the Patriots and Rams.

i don't have a damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i figure i will need to hit the store to pick up meds for mom and myself. also, mom starts all her stuff for her upcoming colonoscopy (fun, fun, fun).

that's all for me kids.

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

¿La ropa de lactancia siempre hace que un culo se vea tan bien?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Cautious Clay - Agreeable

Citizen Cope - Sideways

Margo Price w/Jack White - Honey, We Can't Afford to Look This Cheap (Live)

Joe Bonamassa - Lonesome Christmas

"I dwell in possibility." - Emily Dickinson

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

humans always get in the way of things...

 so, mom gave me a laundry list of items to go find today. and of course, nothing matches up between the website and the actual store. i had to go to Lowe's to get most of it. just imagine how efficient a store could be if the employees actually knew where shit was... i think i was in there for almost 2 hours. i did find everything i was looking for, but fuck me that took forever. i had some gift cards to use, so that took the total under $100. after that i went to Big Lots, mostly for myself. i found some baseball cards (2020 Topps Heritage), a new Darth Vader coffee mug, a Batman figurine i didn't have, a new toothbrush and i got some Christmas cocoa for mom. i had a coupon for all of that as well. i did find a nice Juan Soto short print in the baseball cards, so that made me happy.

mom gave me money to pick up lunch on the way home. of course, she wanted fish and i wanted Arby's. thankfully, McDonald's is right across the street from Arby's. by the time i got home, not only was i hungry but completely worn out. and of course, mom is on this fucking quest to redo her closet in her bedroom, so my afternoon, while it should've been spent writing this or icing down a horrific bad back... it was spent listening to a stubborn old woman bitch about doing shit wrong, not having enough strength to use a drill, etc. etc. i'm not sure how many fucking times i have to tell her that her pride will be her downfall, but i imagine it will still be said while she is fighting death. fuck me.

Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.

Young Sheldon was pretty funny last night.

B Positive was very funny last night.

The Unicorn was excellent last night.

The Voice last night was some of the holiday numbers from the past decade or so of the show.

Cari & Jemele Won't Stick to Sports was very good last night.

Miz and Mrs was hilarious last night.

Total Bellas was very good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i will be on here early tomorrow. Ohio State, Manchester United and Dayton will all be on at the same time tomorrow. hopefully, i will be drinking by tomorrow night.

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

thanks to everyone who checked out my latest poem published:

https://horrorsleazetrash.com/2020/12/04/j-j-campbell-46/

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

nunca quise nacer, mucho menos ser un adulto

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Cody Jinks - Hippies and Cowboys (Live)

Drive-By Truckers - Rockin' In The Free World (Live)

Sonic Youth - Bull In The Heather (Live)

Robert Earl Keen - Merry Christmas from the Family (Live)

"Live like you're already dead, man. Have a good time. Do your best. Let it all come ripping right through you." - Jeff Bridges

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some days, it's just blue inside...

 often in the winter, or when it's cold, my depression will become this comfortable blanket. i constantly try to fight this state becoming something that is "normal" to me, and that fight has gone on for fucking 40 years now. i often wonder why i never took more drugs in my youth or become a lab rat and figure what drugs would be the right cocktail for me. i suppose, i like the constant fight, the never ending chaos in my head. of course, when the poems stop showing up for me, i know the end is near. thankfully, that hasn't happened. and i say thankfully, mostly because i feel like i have something left to give as a poet. when that tank runs dry, i will fully embrace death.

NXT was really good last night. i can't wait to watch War Games this weekend.

AEW was fucking great last night. i figured Moxley would be dropping the title since his wife is pregnant, but i never saw Omega and the Impact Wrestling angle coming. fucking brilliant.

The Masked Singer was crazy last night. i did get Popcorn and Seahorse correct. i think the finale is in two weeks.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, The Voice, Young Sheldon, B Positive, The Unicorn, Miz and Mrs, Total Bellas and Cari & Jemele Won't Stick to Sports. i watched NXT UK this afternoon on WWE Network. it was really good.

i have no idea what time i will be on here tomorrow. i need to go out and do a little shopping. mom is busy going through her things she wants to donate to the Vietnam Vets. so, most of my days are now carrying shit out to the garage so she has room to walk in her room. she fell the other day, mostly because she's stubborn and refuses to ask for help. i can't imagine why i'm constantly fucking frustrated these days.

so, yeah, these are the days where i would go to the park or across the street and shoot hoops for hours or go to the cemetery and smoke weed. 

you ever crack your ankle and it sounds like a shotgun going off? welcome to my world.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

quiero una muerte gloriosa

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Metallica - Bleeding Me

deafheaven - Honeycomb

Disturbed - The Sound of Silence

Pearl Jam - Don't Believe In Christmas

"Perhaps life is just that... a dream and a fear." - Joseph Conrad

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: