so, i woke up this morning and looked at my phone. i normally see a text reminder to make by pill, etc. this morning, the first thing i saw was Manchester United had fired Erik ten Hag. Ruud van Nistelrooy has been named the interim manager. i know i said in the blog yesterday that some would blame the West Ham loss on ETH, i didn't figure it would be the owners and the board. my best guess is that Ruud will be the coach for the two games this week and then, if reports are true, they are going to hire Ruben Amorim as the next manager. he is currently the manager of Sporting CP in Portugal. i think they partly want to hire him so Manchester City can't. so yeah, my morning went from 0 to 100 really quickly.
a delightful trip into the dark mind of an evil genius or simply the musings of an asshole
Monday, October 28, 2024
well, i wasn't expecting to wake up to this...
Wednesday, November 22, 2023
a date that will always be remembered...
i remember growing up and i think it was Don Henley that said when Kennedy got assassinated, that was the day the innocence of America died. and i suppose in the grand scheme of things, he probably is right. hard to think that was 60 years ago. and hard to believe the government hasn't released all the shit they still have confidential. and they wonder why people have conspiracy theories.
i didn't get to bed until 5:30 AM this morning. i swear, there aren't enough hours in the day for me to get done everything i need to do on certain days. by the time i got the poems typed up last night and got the dishes done, i barely had enough energy left to masturbate myself to sleep. thankfully, my shower this afternoon woke me the fuck up.
and i give Kroger credit. they had every checkout lane open and every lane had a bagger. even though it was crowded as fuck, it didn't take nearly as long as i was expecting.
NXT was very good last night.
Wednesday, March 29, 2023
it has been a day...
i thought i was doing pretty good today. i was making decent time, finding everything i needed to get. and then of course, my back, midway through shopping at Kroger, decided to flare up on me. nothing like looking at chicken for the best prices and your back slaps you upside your face, begging for attention. and there i was, frozen like some crazy fuck, wondering how quickly i can move and get going. thankfully, i was probably only frozen in pain for about 15 seconds. but, have an elephant stand on your back and see if you can last 15 seconds.
the New York Rangers won last night at home against Columbus, 6-2.
Friday, March 10, 2023
a rainy day, filled with arthritis and frustration...
i always love when a day starts off with me not making it to the bathroom in time. i swear, these are the days i just shake my head and know the 8 year old me was right. hard to believe we're coming up on 40 years since i first thought of suicide.
let me start off with my doctor's office visit yesterday. my blood pressure was great. my A1C was up. they believe it is due to stress. and all the usual, i need to exercise more, watch what i eat, etc. they are upping my dose of Trulicity. so, i hope that works. i need to get my blood drawn sometime this month. joy.
Manchester United won yesterday at home against Real Betis, 4-1. that gives them a very good chance of advancing in the Europa League when they go to Spain next week.
Tuesday, June 7, 2022
and here comes more rain...
i hate the mornings where i wake up in pain before i do anything. that is the easiest way for me to know there is some rain in the area. and that is how i have felt all morning today. good times.
here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:
Monday, March 7, 2022
well, at least it finally stopped raining...
thankfully, we didn't have much flooding around where i live. some of the fields had some standing water, but not as bad as i was thinking it was going to be. i'm sure we had a couple of inches of rain. i tried to outlast the thunderstorm last night, hoping i would sleep better. no luck there, as usual.
ok, let me get the shitty Manchester United game out of the way. they lost to City, 4-1. honestly, i thought when Sancho tied the game at 1, it was going to be a real good derby match. well, let's just say United showed absolutely no fucking heart, passion, or desire after City went up 2-1. honestly, i turned the second half off for most of it and just listened to music. my fear has always been that United, once Sir Alex left, would become one of those clubs where you could always think about the glory days but never get to fucking live them again. and fuck me, this is one where i desperately want to be wrong.
Thursday, October 28, 2021
and here comes the words...
i heard from my good friend Janne Karlsson today. i hadn't heard from him for months, so that made me happy. so, of course, we talked about death and joked about it, etc. i think we both know the temptation of suicide, especially since neither one of us are rich enough to never have to think about such things. but, i did write 3 poems after our conversation. Janne has always loved my poetry and has helped me get it out there, mostly due to my refusal to ever be on Facebook. so, thank you once again my friend.
Vice News Tonight had another great two shows this week.
AEW Dynamite was excellent last night. i love a company that shows just how great tag team wrestling can be when done correctly.
Sunday, September 19, 2021
coffee is on, time to go...
so, i gave myself an extra 30 minutes of sleep this morning. that gave me almost 4 hours for the night. good times.
Ohio State defeated Tulsa yesterday, 41-20. i wish the score actually resembled how much Ohio State struggled in the game. the defense still fucking sucks, but their freshman running back saved their asses yesterday. he had the third most rushing yards of any Ohio State player ever. and honestly, he probably could have had more.
Tuesday, July 13, 2021
arthritis is winning the war...
for the last twelve hours or so, there has been rain in the area. my arthritis has been grinding me to a fucking halt. i can't sleep, i don't feel like eating, and i can barely get my imagination to have some fun. good times.
Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night. thank god, it will hopefully be the last show without fans in attendance.
Sunday, April 25, 2021
up too early on a foggy morning...
i think i got to bed around 2 last night. just imagine the joy i felt waking up and seeing the clock say 4:23. fuck me. i eventually got up a little after 6 to take a shit. great, so much for sleeping in until the United game. more on that in a bit.
the poet of the day for this day of National Poetry Month is Casey Renee Kiser.
https://horrorsleazetrash.com/2021/02/08/casey-renee-kiser-19/
https://horrorsleazetrash.com/2020/09/25/casey-renee-kiser-18/
https://soundcloud.com/76-88-76/if-im-ginger-youre-just-the-skipper
https://soundcloud.com/76-88-76/thx-4-the-pain-i-needed-it-for-my-wings
https://soundcloud.com/76-88-76/come-clean-stay-away
Wednesday, March 17, 2021
the day i should be drinking myself to death...
Happy St. Patrick's Day to everyone out there.
Sunday, March 7, 2021
and people wonder why i don't mind being lonely...
so, nothing much happened here last night other than my sister throwing a passive aggressive tantrum over dinner. she said she was going to cook last night and then got pissed when it was past 8 o'clock and my mother and i started getting hungry. my sister was pissed that we didn't say something sooner. i didn't bother to chime in, as i know whenever i say i'm going to cook dinner, i always ask mom or whoever when they would like to have it. but, since my sister can't think of anyone other than herself when it comes to this family, we're at fault. my mother told me last night that my sister told her that she thinks i hate her. i chuckled and told my mother that's not my problem. so yeah, good times.
ROH was very good last night.
the Yankees lost yesterday to the Pirates, 3-2. they play the Phillies today.
the New York Rangers defeated the Devils yesterday, 6-3. that's 3 wins in a row now. they will try to make it 4 tonight at Pittsburgh.
