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Showing posts with label force. Show all posts

Sunday, November 12, 2023

i'm not sure if you can call it sleep...

 i was a busy boy yesterday. i was hoping that was going to exhaust me but of course it didn't. i'm at the age now where i might get a few hours here and a few hours there but there is just so much shit going on that actual rest is a fucking fairytale. i did make it to Rite Aid yesterday. by the time mom stopped putting shit on the list, even with this good ass coupon i had, i spent over $140 there. i did get the house vacuumed before the Ohio State game last night. that is always a good measure to see how much my bad back is fucking with me. and as usual, i needed ice afterwards. i eventually got to bed at 4:30 AM. i first saw the clock at 7. life is a cruel joke. and of course, mom wanted a big breakfast this morning. 


Ohio State whipped Michigan State last night, 38-3.




i did watch a few college football games yesterday.







here are your NBA highlights from last night.



AEW Collision was pretty good last night.








Austin City Limits was great last night.



Saturday Night Live was fucking hilarious last night.


Albert Brooks: Defending My Life was very good last night.




enjoy some music:





and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be the season finale of Power Book IV: Force, Last Week Tonight, Shining Vale, Fellow Travelers and The Curse.


the New Orleans Saints play today at the Vikings. hopefully, the boys can find a way to win today.



the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Columbus.


the Columbus Crew play at home tonight against Atlanta in the MLS playoffs.


i will probably be on here tomorrow in the afternoon. the plumber is coming tomorrow to look at the toilet and the company doing our kitchen remodel wants to have a phone meeting to go over everything one last time, get the final signoffs, etc. so yeah, i'll be on here after all that is over tomorrow.


i hope everyone had a great Saturday.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


No estoy seguro de que puedas llamarlo dormir


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


ill peach - HUSH


Scan Hopper - Ultrachorus


Swamp Wife - The Spit


Cindy Wilson - Midnight


Cat Power - Visions of Johanna (Live)


"True artists are almost the only men who do their work for pleasure." - Auguste Rodin


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Monday, November 6, 2023

i guess i am numb to this anymore...

 so, mom got a call yesterday that i don't think either one of us were expecting. my cousin's husband died yesterday morning. now, he wasn't in the greatest health to begin with, but dying in your early 60's isn't exactly the norm anymore. fuck, i can remember being in their wedding back in the 80's. those memories coming back yesterday was a bit of a mind fuck. but, i look at it like this... he's no longer in pain and the house isn't in his name. at least my cousin won't have to go through that nightmare. and, he chose cremation, so there isn't the need to spend a ton of money on a funeral. the absolutely shitty thing was yesterday was the birthday of their daughter. i can't imagine her pain and loss right now.


so, the friend i was hoping to meet up with yesterday didn't text me back until after 4 PM. i'm not sure what she had going on as she never texted me back after the initial text. i'm never sure why people will say yes to doing something and then never contact the person when something comes up, etc. i mean, i'm not a fucking asshole 100% of the time. i do understand that life gets in the fucking way sometimes. but when someone claims they want to be with you and the last two attempts have gone haywire and sideways, i can't help but wonder, what the fuck is really going on. and with my lack of self esteem, it is always going to come back to what is wrong with me. i will ask the peanut gallery to pipe down, that was rhetorical. 


the New Orleans Saints won yesterday at home against Chicago, 24-17.







i did watch a few NFL games yesterday and last night.





here are your NBA highlights from last night:



Big Brother was good last night. the final 3 are Jag, Matt and Bowie Jane.


Power Book IV: Force was really good last night. the season finale is next week.




Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.


Shining Vale was fucking hilarious last night.



Fellow Travelers was excellent last night.



enjoy some music:







and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be The Voice and Monday Night Raw.


the Dayton Flyers play tonight at home against SIU-Edwardsville. hopefully, they will win, easily.


i will probably watch some of the NFL game tonight between the Chargers and Jets.


i guess our kitchen remodel will be happening after Thanksgiving. so, now my main job is going to be controlling mom's anxiety with all this. wish me luck.


i hope everyone had a great weekend.


i should be on here tomorrow after mom has physical therapy.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


Supongo que ya estoy adormecido por esto


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


EARTHGANG w/Spillage Village - Blacklight


Ministry - Just Stop Oil


Great Howl - Violent Wind


Jeremy Pinnell - Angel of Mine


Guided By Voices - The Race Is On, The King Is Dead


"People, by and large, would rather be talking than listening." - Mike Nichols


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Sunday, November 5, 2023

i wasn't using that hour anyway...

 i got all the clocks set last night except for the one in the Highlander. mom always has that one set twenty minutes fast so we're never late anywhere. i figure i might change that if i go out somewhere today. i was hoping to meet up with a friend later today but she hasn't texted me back yet. 


well, let me begin with the Ohio State at Rutgers game from yesterday. i only got to see the highlights of it, but i figured they would struggle as i don't think they are the kind of team that knows how to handle success easily. but, a win is a win, 35-16.




WWE Crown Jewel was very good yesterday. 












the New York Rangers lost last night at Minnesota, 5-4, in a shootout. they pissed away a 3-0 lead last night, so that pissed me off. but, at least they got a point out of the game.




FC Cincinnati won on penalty kicks last night to advance in the MLS playoffs.



i did watch a few college football games yesterday:









here are your NBA highlights from last night:



AEW Collision was good last night.









the baseball cards i got yesterday were very good. the highlight for me at least was the 1964 Topps Willie Mays / Orlando Cepeda card. 


enjoy some music:





and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, Power Book IV: Force, Shining Vale, Last Week Tonight and Fellow Travelers.


the New Orleans Saints play at home today against Chicago. hopefully, they will find a way to win.



hard to believe that college basketball starts back up tomorrow. i had to give up my Dayton Flyers season tickets. that was a tough decision to make but i knew i couldn't afford them anymore. plus, as i have told mom, now that we don't have the tickets, they will probably do something magical this season.


i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.


i have no clue when i will be on here on Monday.


until then kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


No estaba usando esa hora de todos modos


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Grian Chatten - Salt Throwers Off A Truck


Wire Spine - Safe


Inna Kovtun - Burning Fires


Jaime Wyatt & Butch Walker - Ain't Enough Whiskey


Dirty Honey - You Make It All Right


"If you're gonna sing, sing from your heart, and the world will hear you." - Charles Bradley


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Monday, October 23, 2023

learning how to juggle 75,000 things at the same time...

 when mom saw how much laundry i did yesterday she was shocked. how in the hell... i just laughed. i have had to adapt over the years and be able to make sure she's ok while also doing my laundry, answering emails, doing the blog, remembering to eat and take my pills, let alone make sure she eats and takes her pills, etc. etc. it is almost to the point where i feel like if i'm not doing a thousand things at the same time, i get antsy. i don't want it to be that way, but it is. oh well.


had a fun time driving home from mom's physical therapy appointment. some jackass on the highway gave me roughly six inches of room to squeeze in the lane. what really pissed me off was there was no one in the left lane, so he could have easily got his ass over to let me in and then went on his way. i got around the semi i almost hit trying to get on the highway. and then the asshole that barely gave me any room started following me. i noticed him in my mirror and thought, if you follow me home motherfucker, i will kill you. thankfully for him, he turned to go towards the fast food restaurants. 


i did write 5 poems today while mom was doing her physical therapy. i typed those up this afternoon, i really like them. 


i did watch plenty of football games yesterday, even made some money.








Big Brother was good last night.


Billions was excellent last night. the series finale is next week.


Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.


Shining Vale was hilarious last night.


Power Book IV: Force was great last night.



enjoy some music:





and now some of this and that:








on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw and The Voice.


i'm sure i will watch some of the game tonight between the 49ers and the Vikings.


hell, i might watch some of the baseball playoffs since there is a Game 7 tonight.


i did listen to episode 470 of Notsam Wrestling today. you can hear that by going here:




i hope everyone had a great weekend.


i should be on here tomorrow after i get back from taking mom to get her mammogram. 


until then kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


Siempre ocupado


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Gov't Mule - Whiter Shade of Pale (Live)


Hayes Carll - I Don't Wanna Grow Up


St. Paul and the Broken Bones - Sea Of Teeth


The Black Crowes - Willin' (Live)


Beth Hart & Joe Bonamassa - I'll Take Care Of You (Live)


"I know a man who gave up smoking, drinking, sex, and rich food. He was healthy right up to the day he killed himself." - Johnny Carson


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Sunday, October 22, 2023

at least the sun is out...

 i am hoping it stays sunny today as my arthritis has been horrible the last couple of days. i don't really need any more pain while doing my laundry today.


so, after i went to Rite Aid yesterday, i watched the Ohio State game. i was a little disappointed they weren't better on offense, but i have absolutely no complaints about Ohio State's defense yesterday. they beat Penn State 20-12. 




Manchester United won yesterday at Sheffield United, 2-1.





the New York Rangers won last night in Seattle, 4-1. that was a good start to their road trip. and congrats to Jonathan Quick on his first win as a Ranger. 





i did watch a few college football games yesterday.






AEW Collision and AEW Battle of the Belts were both pretty good last night.










Saturday Night Live was fucking hilarious last night.


Austin City Limits was great last night.






enjoy some music:





and now some of this and that:








on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, Billions, Last Week Tonight, Shining Vale and Power Book IV: Force.


i will probably watch some NFL games today while doing my laundry.


mom wanted pizza last night so i ordered some Pizza Hut. felt good not having to cook. i imagine the rest of it will be dinner tonight as well.


i should be on here tomorrow after mom has her physical therapy appointment.


i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


al menos ha salido el sol


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


The Rolling Stones - Dreamy Skies


Lil Yachty - the BLACK seminole


My Morning Jacket - Tyrone


Sudan Archives - Home Maker


Slothrust - Pony (Extended Version)


"You're only as old as the last time you changed your mind." - Timothy Leary


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Monday, October 16, 2023

plenty of doom and gloom...

 i don't think the sun has come out at all today. one of those kind of gloomy autumn days that reminds you death is around every fucking corner anymore. good times.


the New Orleans Saints lost yesterday at Houston, 20-13. yet another one of those games where you can look back and realize, they should have won. they play this Thursday at home against Jacksonville.



i did watch a few NFL games yesterday. 






Big Brother was good last night.


Billions was excellent last night.



Power Book IV: Force was crazy last night.


Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.


Shining Vale was pretty funny last night.






enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be The Voice and Monday Night Raw.


i did listen to episode 469 of Notsam Wrestling today. you can hear that by going here:




the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Arizona. hopefully, they will find a way to win.




i will probably watch a little of the Monday night football game between the Chargers and Cowboys.


i did make it to the bank today to deposit my check.


i should be on here tomorrow after i take mom to her physical therapy appointment.


i also have to go to Rite Aid tomorrow to pick up a prescription.


sorry, my mother just had a mental breakdown that came out of nowhere. have to take off my therapist hat now.


i hope everyone had a great weekend.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


mucho pesimismo


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Madison Cunningham - Subtitles (ACL Fest Pop-Up)


Angie McMahon - Letting Go


DAIISTAR - Speed Jesus


Love Moor - Libra Scale (Acoustic)


Slayer - Angel Of Death


"Experience is simply the name we give our mistakes." - Oscar Wilde


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Sunday, October 15, 2023

hopefully it won't be a rainy day...

 it rained on and off most of the day yesterday. i have found that if my mind is on something else, i can pretty much manage the pain of my arthritis. it is when i am in the moody, dreamy, mind all over the place moments where the pain becomes too much at times. so, with all the college football games on yesterday, it made it pretty simple to block out the pain.


Ohio State defeated Purdue yesterday, 41-7. they play Penn State next week.



i did watch plenty of college football yesterday.











the New York Rangers lost last night at Columbus, 5-3. the home opener is tomorrow night against Arizona.







the USMNT lost to Germany yesterday, 3-1. they play Ghana on Tuesday.






AEW Collision was very good last night.






Saturday Night Live was hilarious last night.


enjoy some music:





and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, Billions, Power Book IV: Force, Last Week Tonight and Shining Vale.


the New Orleans Saints play at Houston today. hopefully, they will win.



the baseball playoffs start back up today and tomorrow. the Astros take on the Rangers in the ALCS. in the NLCS, the Phillies play the Diamondbacks.


i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.


a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poems:




i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


ojalá no sea un día lluvioso


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Brake - cigarettes & black lipstick


Drew Martin - Second Nature


Art Feynman - Early Signs of Rhythm


Nandi Bushell w/Josh Brolin - Sweet Nightmares


Joe Bonamassa - Is It Safe To Go Home


"Without music, life would be a mistake." - Friedrich Nietzsche


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Monday, October 9, 2023

well, life never gets too boring...

 so, let me start off today with a little story about nearly choking to death yesterday. a tortilla chip went down the wrong way at lunch. i knew mom couldn't hit my back hard enough to dislodge anything, so i had to take matters into my own hands. now, trying to make myself puke didn't work. so, basically a combination of dry heaving and hitting myself in the chest did the trick. certainly not on my bingo card yesterday as shit i would be doing, but i am happy that it didn't result into a trip to the hospital or the paramedics having to do anything for me. so yeah, that is how we are starting today.


the New Orleans Saints destroyed the Patriots yesterday, 34-0. that made me really fucking happy. hopefully, that is how the Saints will play the rest of the season.





i did watch a few NFL games yesterday. hell, made a little money as well. that is always a good day.







Big Brother was good last night.


Billions was excellent last night.


Power Book IV: Force was really good last night.



Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as always.


enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be The Voice and Monday Night Raw.


i did listen to episode 468 of Notsam Wrestling today. you can hear that by going here:




i did get a haircut today. shoutout to Amber at Great Clips for the great job she did. loved the tattoos as well.


i should be on here tomorrow after mom has her physical therapy session. i will hopefully get some poems written while in the waiting room.


i might watch some of the Monday night game tonight between the Packers and Raiders.


thankfully, the NHL season will be starting soon.


i do have my Powerball tickets for tonight. hopefully i will win some money.


i hope everyone had a great Sunday.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


la vida nunca se vuelve demasiado aburrida


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Militarie Gun - Do It Faster


Stella and the Very Messed - Merchandiser


Mali Obomsawin - Lineage


My Brightest Diamond - Black Sheep


The Creepy Crawlers - Full Moon Rituals EP


"Reality leaves a lot to the imagination." - John Lennon


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Sunday, October 8, 2023

it certainly, really feels like fall now...

 the house is down to 68 degrees. i believe it was in the low 40's overnight outside. the high today will only be in the 50's. my favorite time of year.


so, let's begin where we left off yesterday. i wasn't pleased with Manchester United getting down to Brentford 1-0 26 minutes into the game. it was a painful watch to say the least. right up until Scott McTominay came into the game. he scored in the 93rd minute and then the winner in the 97th minute. they really needed this win. and i hope this is the beginning of a much better future than what it was looking like was coming. 









Ohio State started off like shit yesterday. as i told my mother, this always seems to happen anytime Gus Johnson is calling their game. thankfully, it didn't stay that way. Ohio State defeated Maryland yesterday, 37-17.


i did watch a few college football games yesterday.







WWE Fastlane was excellent last night.













AEW Collision was very good last night.







Austin City Limits was great last night. i have always been a fan of Rodrigo y Gabriela. 



enjoy some music:





and now some of this and that:










on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, Billions, Power Book IV: Force and Last Week Tonight.


the New Orleans Saints play at New England today. hopefully the Saints will find a way to win.


i'm sure i will watch some other games today as well.


i did catch some of the MLB playoffs yesterday. 



i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.


i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


una fresca mañana de otoño


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Marissa Nadler & Rob Burger - WHISPERING PINES


Brooke Annibale - I Am in Love (Nathan Kawanishi Remix)


The Linda Lindas - Little Bit 'O Soul


Local H - Hands on the Bible


Junior Wells & Buddy Guy - You've Gotta Love Her With A Feeling (Live)


"Misery loves company. There's a lot to that." - Harvey Pekar


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Monday, October 2, 2023

there is a storm brewing inside of my head...

 i had a conversation with the spanish princess the other night that has had quite the lasting impression on my brain. i've been trying to cobble a poem together and i have a few words strung together and then the engine just quits working. so, there is this tension brewing, and i know damn well the only way to "fix" it is with an explosion. so, i'm bracing for that and hoping i can get most of it down on the blank page. welcome to life as a poet. especially when you haven't quite figured out how to get out of your own fucking way.


the Yankees lost yesterday at the Royals, 5-2. they finished the season 82-80.and of course, it looks like most of the coaches will be back next season, so i guess they are now the living embodiment of insanity.







the New Orleans Saints lost at home yesterday to Tampa Bay, 26-9. thank god i didn't see much of the game.



Big Brother was good last night.


Billions was excellent last night.




Power Book IV: Force was crazy last night.


Last Week Tonight was fucking hilarious. so happy it is back now.



enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:








on the DVR tonight will be The Voice and Monday Night Raw.


i did listen to episode 467 of Notsam Wrestling this afternoon. you can hear that by going here:




i did take mom to the foot doctor today. after that, she wanted to go to JoAnn Fabrics. she found a few things she wanted. 


i will probably watch a little of the NFL game tonight between Seattle and the Giants.


mom moved her doctor's appointment tomorrow morning until an afternoon in November. so, maybe i'll actually get some writing done tomorrow.


i hope everyone had a great weekend.


i will hopefully be on here tomorrow before Manchester United plays in the Champions League.



until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


hay una tormenta avecinándose


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Tribe Mafia w/Erik Goca - Take Me


Low Cut Connie - Don't Get Fresh With Me


Donovan - Season of the Witch


Little Dragon, April & Vista - Rebels


Suzanne Vega & DNA - Tom's Diner



"Getting older is no problem. You just have to live long enough." - Groucho Marx


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