i have a doctor's appointment on April 1st. i need to get bloodwork done. i am patiently waiting, i mean as fucking patiently as i possibly fucking can, for my Medicaid cards to show up so i can make the fucking changes to all the shit i have going on. i need to cancel Anthem, but i'm not doing that until the cards show up. and what really pisses me off, if i have been in the system since the 1st, why don't i have any cards 24 fucking days later? makes no fucking sense possible. i got a text from Kroger today that my Rybelsus will cost $2.657.56 to fill. basically, i am now in a Leonard Cohen song where it is way more cost effective to die than continue to struggle to live.
speaking of that, mom's doctor's appointment yesterday was interesting, she is a bit of a chatty person, always her nature. so, she admitted to having thoughts of suicide, etc. one, that pissed me off as it clearly is a reflection on the job i am doing as caretaker. second, of course they want her to think about taking some more pills to perhaps lighten her mood. third, why the fuck are these appointments two fucking hours long.
we went to Arby's after the appointment and got home in time to watch Monday Night Raw. it was a really good show, once again.
The Voice was very good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT, St. Denis Medical and Dark Side of the Ring.
the New York Rangers play tonight at the Los Angeles Kings.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
i'm probably doing pizza for dinner and my best guess is it will be raining when i take the trash out. joy.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Date prisa y espera
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Black Country, New Road - Besties
Guided By Voices - Motor Away
John Mellencamp - Jackie Brown
INXS - Not Enough Time
Old Crow Medicine Show - Methamphetamine (Live)
"Saddle your dreams before you ride em." - Mary Webb
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
Manchester United was fucking awful in the first half today. Leicester wasn't much better, but they were up 1-0 at halftime. at least United woke up in the second half. to be honest, they couldn't play worse. Garnacho came on and did very well. Zirkzee scored the first goal. Harry Maguire scored the game winner late, even though he was clearly offside. thank god there was no VAR today. United won 2-1 to advance to the next round of the FA Cup.
here are your links for this day of Black History Month:
so, as i was struggling to fall asleep last night, i saw the national weather service put out a winter storm warning for where i live. from Sunday at 10 AM to Monday at midnight. 5 to 9 inches of snow. well fuck me. i doubt mom goes to her appointment with her foot doctor on Monday.
Smackdown was excellent last night.
Inside the NFL was really good last night.
i did write 3 poems last night. 2 for the book and 1 for the general file. so far, i do like that i have been able to come up with something every night of 2025. fingers crossed.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Collision.
the Dayton Flyers play today at George Washington.
the New York Rangers play at the Capitals today.
team USA takes on Czechia tonight at the World Juniors. winner will play for gold, loser will play for bronze.
i will probably watch some of both NFL games today. Browns at Ravens, Bengals at Steelers.
i hope everyone has a great weekend.
i hope the weather is warmer where you are.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
La calma antes de la tormenta
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Karen y Los Remedios - Las Muchachas (Mexican Institute of Sound Remix)
Guided By Voices -Dawn Believes
Lola Young - Messy
Franz Ferdinand - Take Me Out
Fun. w/Janelle Monae - We Are Young
"Stand-up comedy and poverty. Those were my two main endeavors." - Dave Foley
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i think i know what i am getting my mother for Christmas. i will hopefully get all that bought in the next week or so. i was doing some research on Amazon last night and i think i found 5 things she would love that i can actually afford. we limit it to 5 things as neither one of us need a ton of gifts.
Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both really good last night.
AEW Rampage was ok last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
nothing on the DVR tonight.
Ohio State plays at home against Indiana today at noon.
i'm sure i will watch plenty of college football today.
the New York Rangers play tonight at Edmonton.
i should be on here tomorrow (hopefully) before Manchester United plays in the morning.
i hope everyone has a great Saturday.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Bienvenidos al fin de semana
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Cloud Companion - Who Took The Night Away
Guided By Voices - Fly Religion
Swimming With Bears - Patient Diguise
Tunde Adebimpe - Magnetic
Kendrick Lamar - GNX
"The monster was the best friend I ever had." - Boris Karloff
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
it has been hot as hell here the last few days. that is supposed to change today, which of course means, nothing but thunderstorms. joy.
the Yankees won last night at home against the Cardinals, 6-3. hopefully, they will win again this afternoon.
Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both really good last night.
AEW Rampage was good last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was excellent last night.
for some reason, the local CW last night showed a minor league baseball game instead of Inside the NFL. so, i'm going to try to find it online sometime today and watch it, hopefully.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Collision.
WWE Bash in Berlin is this afternoon. it should be really good.
Ohio State starts their season today at home against Akron. i'l be watching that after wrestling.
i'm sure i will watch plenty of college football today, probably soccer as well.
i will hopefully be on here tomorrow before Manchester United plays Liverpool.
i hope everyone has a great Saturday.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
El fin del mes
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Lifehouse - Hanging By a Moment
Johnette Napolitano - Leonard Cohen's Roses
Tanerelle - Siren
Guided By Voices - Tractor Rape Chain (30th Anniversary Version)
Cat Power - It's All over Now, Baby Blue (Live)
"You're either part of the solution or you're part of the problem." - Eldridge Cleaver
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
the Yankees pissed me off so much last night, i was shaving and showering at 3 in the morning. sometimes, i just do that to (hopefully) change up the mojo. i guess time will tell if it actually fucking works. i did get some decent sleep after the shower, so there's that.
i had to go to the post office today to mail some books back to my partner in crime (CRK). it amazes me the number of characters in this town that are just dumb as shit. thankfully, i'm not one of those.
so yeah, the Yankees lost last night at the Nationals, 5-2. they are off tonight and start a series at home tomorrow night against St. Louis.
Big Brother was good last night. i have no damn clue who gets evicted tonight. part of me hopes it will be Angela, but i'm not getting my hopes up.
AEW Dynamite was good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother and NJPW. i will probably watch some college football tonight as well.
i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
i need to go figure out dinner, so that's all for me today kids.
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Manejo de la frustración
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Ne'er-do-well - I Want It All
Ivan Cornejo - Mirada
Ryan Bingham - Guess Who's Knockin'
Tedeschi Trucks Band - All My Friends
Guided By Voices - My Kind of Soldier
"Don't play the saxophone. Let it play you." - Charlie Parker
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
between the Olympics and everything else, it feels like i have a million things going on today. i swear, there aren't enough hours in the day anymore. of course, what that really means is i am getting closer to death. joy.
i did get up in time this morning to watch the USWNT take on Japan at the Olympics. i wish Japan would have played a different style for this game, but i can't blame them for sitting back as much as they did. eventually, the USA did score. Trinity Rodman is truly coming into her own in this tournament. she scored in extra time and the USA won, 1-0. they will now play the winner of Canada and Germany in the semifinals on Tuesday.
the Yankees lost last night at home to Toronto, 8-5. hopefully, they will find a way to win this afternoon.
Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both good last night. i can't wait for SummerSlam tonight on Peacock.
AEW Rampage was good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Collision. i will be watching WWE SummerSlam for most of the evening.
Manchester United will play Liverpool tonight in South Carolina. i'll try to catch those highlights on my phone.
the USA men's basketball team won today at the Olympics against Puerto Rico, 104-83.
i did get some BioFreeze on my back this morning, so it is doing a little better so far today. i guess that will be my future. ointments, creams, ice downs and the ins and outs of misery. joy.
i hope everyone has a great Saturday.
i don't have a clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
until then...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Bienvenidos al fin de semana
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Steve Earle - Copperhead Road (Acoustic Live)
Guided By Voices - I Am a Scientist (30th Anniversary Version)
mr.kat - SAW III
Saint Mary's Street - Down in the Storm
Orquesta Akokan - Con Licencia
"When the uncreative tell the creative what to do, it stops being art." - Tony Bennett
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so, i was trying to help mom outside water the plants she got and of course, the hose is warped or some shit. so, i tried to get the nozzle off and fucked up my hands royally. joy. i did get mom to her appointment today to get her back injection. hopefully, she will feel better for the next few weeks at least.
below are your 3 videos for this day of national poetry month:
the New York Yankees won yesterday at Toronto, 6-4. that was one hell of a comeback. they are off today and play tomorrow night at home against Tampa Bay.
AEW Dynamite was pretty good last night.
NJPW was good last night.
Abbott Elementary was hilarious last night.
The Masked Singer was crazy as usual last night.
American Horror Story was fucking insane last night. the season finale is next week.
here are your NBA play in games highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Young Sheldon.
i think i am making some nachos for dinner tonight.
i need to go to Menards to get some things tomorrow. i should be on here after i get all that done.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
ninguna buena acción...
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The Allman Brothers Band - Ramblin' Man
Slash & Chris Stapleton - Oh Well
Guided By Voices - Serene King
Elephant Music - A Girl Like You
Pearl Jam - Come Back (Live)
"I write to get it out of me. I don't write it to remember it." - Kathy Acker
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it is nice and cold here this morning. got into the 20's overnight. of course, for the time of year it is, it is supposed to be getting colder.
the New York Rangers won yesterday in Philadelphia, 3-1. they play today at home against Boston.
the Dayton Flyers won last night at home against Youngstown St., 77-69.
Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both pretty good last night.
i did watch plenty of college football yesterday.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Austin City Limits, AEW Rampage and AEW Collision. i will be watching WWE Survivor Series for most of the evening.
here are your highlights from the NBA last night:
so, today is the big game between Ohio State and that up north. Ohio State must win because they have lost the last two games in this rivalry and i don't think Ryan Day survives a third straight one. the school up north has to win if they don't want anyone with a brain to know that the last 2 victories were due to the cheating scandal. as usual, i will be rooting for Ohio State. if they win, i will be beyond happy for the rest of the day. if they lose, i will basically shut down and be pissed. at least until wrestling tonight.
i will try to be on here tomorrow before Manchester United plays at Everton.
the New Orleans Saints play tomorrow at Atlanta.
i hope everyone has a great Saturday. i did start my Christmas shopping yesterday. i found something for mom on Etsy that i think she will like.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Bienvenido al fin de semana
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
CELEBS - I Love My Siblings
Impasto Gardens - Glass Dose
DOPE LEMON - Salt & Pepper
Daft Punk - One More Time
Guided By Voices - Song and Dance
"Anyone can be a barbarian; it requires a terrible effort to remain a civilized man." - Leonard Woolf
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so, mom got a call yesterday that i don't think either one of us were expecting. my cousin's husband died yesterday morning. now, he wasn't in the greatest health to begin with, but dying in your early 60's isn't exactly the norm anymore. fuck, i can remember being in their wedding back in the 80's. those memories coming back yesterday was a bit of a mind fuck. but, i look at it like this... he's no longer in pain and the house isn't in his name. at least my cousin won't have to go through that nightmare. and, he chose cremation, so there isn't the need to spend a ton of money on a funeral. the absolutely shitty thing was yesterday was the birthday of their daughter. i can't imagine her pain and loss right now.
so, the friend i was hoping to meet up with yesterday didn't text me back until after 4 PM. i'm not sure what she had going on as she never texted me back after the initial text. i'm never sure why people will say yes to doing something and then never contact the person when something comes up, etc. i mean, i'm not a fucking asshole 100% of the time. i do understand that life gets in the fucking way sometimes. but when someone claims they want to be with you and the last two attempts have gone haywire and sideways, i can't help but wonder, what the fuck is really going on. and with my lack of self esteem, it is always going to come back to what is wrong with me. i will ask the peanut gallery to pipe down, that was rhetorical.
the New Orleans Saints won yesterday at home against Chicago, 24-17.
i did watch a few NFL games yesterday and last night.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
Big Brother was good last night. the final 3 are Jag, Matt and Bowie Jane.
Power Book IV: Force was really good last night. the season finale is next week.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
Shining Vale was fucking hilarious last night.
Fellow Travelers was excellent last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Voice and Monday Night Raw.
the Dayton Flyers play tonight at home against SIU-Edwardsville. hopefully, they will win, easily.
i will probably watch some of the NFL game tonight between the Chargers and Jets.
i guess our kitchen remodel will be happening after Thanksgiving. so, now my main job is going to be controlling mom's anxiety with all this. wish me luck.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
i should be on here tomorrow after mom has physical therapy.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Supongo que ya estoy adormecido por esto
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
EARTHGANG w/Spillage Village - Blacklight
Ministry - Just Stop Oil
Great Howl - Violent Wind
Jeremy Pinnell - Angel of Mine
Guided By Voices - The Race Is On, The King Is Dead
"People, by and large, would rather be talking than listening." - Mike Nichols
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so, in the perfect world that i have never lived in, i would have been up around 6 this morning, already been done with breakfast and the blog and the trip to recycle the Styrofoam. but, here in reality, i didn't fall asleep until almost 4 last night. it was raining, so i wouldn't call it sleep, more like competitive tossing and turning. so, the big plan on going early to get the recycling done and then getting some breakfast did not happen. i'm currently trying to eat breakfast while doing this. the trip to the park where they were doing the recycling and back took over 50 minutes. i have the Ohio State game on in the living room since they are on Peacock today at Purdue. hopefully, they will win.
we saw a gnarly 3 vehicle accident on our way to the park. thankfully, it didn't slow us down much.
Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both really good last night.
AEW Rampage was good last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was excellent last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Collision and Saturday Night Live.
the New York Rangers play tonight at Columbus.
i'm sure i will watch plenty of college football today. plenty of hockey tonight as well.
the USMNT takes on Germany today in a friendly. i'd love to see the USA win that one.
i will hopefully be on here tomorrow in the morning before the Saints play at the Houston Texans.
i hope everyone has a great Saturday.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
desperté tarde, dispárame
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Dessa - What If I'm Not Ready
Charlotte Adigery & Bolis Pupul - Making Sense Stop (ACL Fest Pop-Up)
Madi Diaz - Same Risk
Guided By Voices - For the Home
Chris Stapleton - It Takes A Woman
"It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are." - e.e. cummings
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
hopefully, you have been relaxing by a pool or enjoying a cookout or something better than doing your laundry and sending out poems. i wanted to get my laundry done yesterday but my back wasn't having it. so, i took a shower last night, got some sleep and got after it today. my last load is in the washer. good times.
the Yankees swept the Astros last night for the first time in a decade. they won 6-1. they are off tonight and start a series at home against Detroit tomorrow.
i did catch a little of the LSU and Florida State game last night.
i also caught a little of the MLS last night.
Big Brother was good last night.
Heels was very good last night.
Power Book IV: Force was excellent last night.
Billions was great last night.
The Chi brought back some memories last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw.
i did listen to episode 463 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can hear that by going here:
