i have a doctor's appointment on April 1st. i need to get bloodwork done. i am patiently waiting, i mean as fucking patiently as i possibly fucking can, for my Medicaid cards to show up so i can make the fucking changes to all the shit i have going on. i need to cancel Anthem, but i'm not doing that until the cards show up. and what really pisses me off, if i have been in the system since the 1st, why don't i have any cards 24 fucking days later? makes no fucking sense possible. i got a text from Kroger today that my Rybelsus will cost $2.657.56 to fill. basically, i am now in a Leonard Cohen song where it is way more cost effective to die than continue to struggle to live.
speaking of that, mom's doctor's appointment yesterday was interesting, she is a bit of a chatty person, always her nature. so, she admitted to having thoughts of suicide, etc. one, that pissed me off as it clearly is a reflection on the job i am doing as caretaker. second, of course they want her to think about taking some more pills to perhaps lighten her mood. third, why the fuck are these appointments two fucking hours long.
we went to Arby's after the appointment and got home in time to watch Monday Night Raw. it was a really good show, once again.
The Voice was very good last night.
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on the DVR tonight will be NXT, St. Denis Medical and Dark Side of the Ring.
the New York Rangers play tonight at the Los Angeles Kings.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
i'm probably doing pizza for dinner and my best guess is it will be raining when i take the trash out. joy.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Date prisa y espera
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Black Country, New Road - Besties
Guided By Voices - Motor Away
John Mellencamp - Jackie Brown
INXS - Not Enough Time
Old Crow Medicine Show - Methamphetamine (Live)
"Saddle your dreams before you ride em." - Mary Webb
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it was really windy here today. that always seems to happen on trash day. been like that for most of my adult life it seems. i did get the grocery shopping done early today. i wanted to be home to watch the Manchester United game. more on that in a bit.
the grocery stores weren't too bad today. you could tell the spooked shoppers since there is snow and weather in the forecast. i was simply trying to get what the fuck was on the list. i had to get gas today as well. the booze costed more than the gas. and i did find everything on the list.
Manchester United lost at Arsenal today, 2-0. United played well for the first 45 minutes. then, the talent gap showed up in the second half.
the Dayton Flyers won last night at home against Western Michigan, 77-69.
The Voice was very good last night. my final 3 is all in the finals.
Hard Knocks was excellent last night.
St. Denis Medical was very funny last night.
NXT was good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW, The Masked Singer, two episodes of Abbott Elementary and Inside the NFL.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i am hoping to get my Christmas cards started tomorrow. i don't think i'm sending out as many as i usually do. i think the holiday blues have come early this year.
i need to get started on dinner, so that's all for me today kids.
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Aquí vienen los vientos fríos
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
dan levine - a-frame
Over The Rhine - Snow Angel
Beth Hart & Joe Bonamassa - Ain't No Way
Muddy Waters - Strange Woman
Old Crow Medicine Show - Wagon Wheel
"We're here for such a short period of time. Live like you're already dead, man. Have a good time. Do your best. Let it all come ripping right through you." - Jeff Bridges
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so, the pain isn't exactly coming from my left shoulder, more coming from the neck it seems. makes it pretty difficult to do certain things when it is really flaming. when i got home from the grocery store, i put ice right on where it felt like the pain was coming from. i think i got the ice right on a nerve. this is why ice only works for me. it was an instant sensation of my body shutting off. i fear, i'll need that more and more as i get older. i have a doctor's appointment later this month. that might get interesting. i see the eye doctor tomorrow. that could get interesting as well.
grocery shopping went ok today. it took me a little longer to bag my groceries at Kroger. the cashier certainly didn't seem interested in helping me. at least the lady behind me was very patient. i did appreciate that.
the Yankees lost last night at Texas, 7-4. nothing like Clay Holmes blowing another fucking save by giving up a walk off grand slam. now, the guy that hit that grand slam got the hit i needed to win a same game parlay on Draftkings. what a world. the loss also knocked the Yankees out of first place in the AL East.
NXT was really good last night.
Hard Knocks was good last night. time for another NFL season to start.
Deadliest Catch was very good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite and Big Brother.
so, i am a big believer in evolution. i try to explain it as why we see everything done by people younger and younger. today was the latest example as a 14 year old is the latest school shooter. i fucking hate it more than anything that this shit is fucking common in this country. i hate it even more that the response from the republicans is to arm the teachers and put more guns in the situation. as i told my mother today, maybe when a 8 year old kills his classmates, this country will finally realize the gun problem we have. it obviously is going to take something so fucking shocking to wake us the fuck up.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get done with my appointment at the eye doctor.
i need to pick up all the trash tonight and get that out. i love how people forget around here that trash gets picked up a day later when there is a holiday.
i have no clue what i'm making for dinner tonight.
i'm off to go ice my neck down again. joy.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
La alegría de vivir con el dolor
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Paul Thorn - It's a Great Day to Whup Somebody's Ass (Live)
Hayes Carll - She Left Me For Jesus
Todd Snider - Just Like Old Times (Live)
Old Crow Medicine Show - Methamphetamine (Live)
Jason Isbell and the 400 Unit - Last of My Kind (Live)
"Death comes not to the living soul, nor age to the loving heart." - Phoebe Cary
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so, as i was finally going to bed at 5 AM this morning, i heard my mother scream from her bedroom. i got in her room and turned on the light. as usual, she thought there was something on her bed, like a spider or whatever. for the 1 millionth time, there wasn't. i told her the show started late. she usually does this shit around 3 AM. so, i went to sleep. i stayed up so late because i was tired of waking up at 7 AM. i figure this way, i would at least sleep until 9 or 10. silly me. mom screamed again around 8:30. that woke me up. she told me she screamed because she had to piss. so, i was up the rest of the morning. people wonder why i drink strong ass coffee. i did get a little nap this afternoon, but i wouldn't call 45 minutes the refresher i needed.
a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poem:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT, Deadliest Catch and Hard Knocks.
the Yankees start a series tonight at home against Cleveland. this is a potential playoff matchup, so i would love if the Yankees actually play good and win.
i was able to open up the house some today. that probably helped my nap this afternoon.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
i need to get all the trash picked up and figure out dinner.
that's all for me. until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Si esto sigue así estaré muerto antes de cumplir los cincuenta.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Big Bill - Hawk / Trick Everybody (Live)
Or Kantor - Sarda Sarda
Los Lonely Boys - 16 Monkeys
Butthole Surfers - Pepper
Charlie Worsham w/Old Crow Medicine Show - I Hope I'm Stoned (When Jesus Takes Me Home)
"If you enjoy the fragrance of a rose, you must accept the thorns which it bears." - Isaac Hayes
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issue 1 and issue 2 passed yesterday here in Ohio. it truly made me laugh as i live around a bunch of backward thinking biblical fucks who still have their vote no signs up in their yards. issue 1 puts abortion into the state constitution. issue 2 legalizes recreational marijuana. now, i figure the republicans in this state will fuck this up and basically make it impossible for anyone to actually have the marijuana. if they were smart, they would legalize and then collect the taxes and watch the debt go away. but, given that these dumb fucks still believe it is a gateway drug, they will never do that. and honestly, i need the weed for my pain. mostly because if i find out the weed doesn't help, then i will need to find a morphine drip.
when i got home from the grocery store today, Manchester United was up 2-0 in the Champions League. i mistakenly thought that this was going to be a good day. throw in a Marcus Rashford red card and once again a defense that can't defend and United lost to Copenhagen, 4-3. they are in last place of their group. fuck me.
the New York Rangers won last night at home over Detroit, 5-3.
NXT was very good last night.
Inside the NFL was very good last night.
both episodes of Welcome to Wrexham were excellent last night. the season finale is next week.
Name That Tune was pretty good last night.
The Voice was really good last night.
Big Brother was good last night. i know Matt won the first HOH and Jag won the second HOH. so, the final HOH of the season will come down to the two best players this season and see if one of them is smart enough to cut the other and take Bowie Jane to the final 2.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite and The Masked Singer.
the Columbus Crew lost last night at Atlanta, 4-2. they will now have to play Game 3 in Columbus, winner advances, loser goes home.
i have to be up early as fuck tomorrow as the guy doing the measuring for our new countertops will be here anytime from 8 to 11 AM. i'm hoping for closer to 8 as mom has a doctor's appointment in the afternoon tomorrow.
i should be on here whenever i get back home from the doctor's appointment.
a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poem:
the company that does our heating and air came out last night to diagnose what was going on with the air conditioner. thankfully, it was the capacitor that stopped working. they replaced that and it started working like it should again. $300 well spent.
i actually got some decent sleep last night since my bed was ice cold.
the Yankees lost yesterday at Tampa, 3-0. they are currently winning today, though i won't be surprised if they find a way to lose again.
i did watch plenty of the MLS last night.
i also watched a little of the college football games yesterday.
AEW Collision was very good last night. i did catch the zero hour of their big show today in London at Wembley Stadium. looks like it should be a memorable event.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, Heels, Billions and The Chi.
i'm sure i might watch some golf today and some soccer. the New Orleans Saints play tonight at home against the Houston Texans. final pre-season game before the regular starts on September 10th.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
i will probably be on here tomorrow after the company hoping to renovate our kitchen stops by to give their estimate.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
el aire acondicionado vuelve a funcionar
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Mitski - Bug Like An Angel
Ray LaMontagne - Broken Sky / It Takes Me Back
Old Crow Medicine Show - Shit Kicked In
High Pulp w/Jeff Parker - Unified Dakotas
Kenny Wayne Shepherd - Sweet & Low
"Inside every adult male is a denied little boy." - Nancy Friday
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so, around 5 this morning, i rolled over in bed and felt every bone in my body crack. i looked at my phone and sure enough, it was raining. i never remembered any of the weather forecasts saying anything about rain. it was just supposed to be hotter than shit today. well, they got that part correct so far. not sure how much rain we got, but it was certainly enough to give me another shitty night of sleep.
the Yankees actually won last night, defeating the Nationals, 9-1. they are currently trailing the Nationals today in the 9th, 5-4.
FC Cincinnati pissed away a 2-0 lead last night against Inter Miami. they never could find that 3rd goal and that gave Lionel Messi the chance to work his magic. 2 amazing assists later and the game went to extra time 2-2. Inter Miami scored in the first part of extra time. FC Cincinnati scored in the second part of extra time to make it 3-3. Inter Miami won the penalty shootout, 5-4. so, Inter Miami will face the Houston Dynamo in the finals of the U.S. Open Cup.
AEW Dynamite was pretty good last night.
Big Brother was very good last night. looks like we have a sneaky backdoor eviction coming this week. fingers crossed that Hisam will be evicted tonight.
enjoy some music:
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on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, NJPW and What We Do in the Shadows.
the Yankees just lost today to the Nationals, 6-5. that is basically what the Yankees are now, just good enough to lose to shit teams. they start a series tomorrow at that dump down in Tampa.
i have to go to Rite Aid to get some pills, so that's all for me kids.
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
nada como las tormentas nocturnas
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Lizzy Lehman - Technicolor Love
Pozi - Slightly Shaking Cells
Black Pumas - More Than a Love Song
Old Crow Medicine Show w/Mavis Staples - One Drop
Noah Gundersen - Haunted House
"The hardest thing to do is to be true to yourself, especially when everybody is watching."
- Dave Chappelle
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so, i got up around 7:30 this morning to take a piss. while i was in the bathroom, i heard a thud. i asked my mother if she just fell out of bed? she said yeah. i hurried up and finished and got to her. i think, at first, she was more embarrassed than anything. of course, when she saw the cut on her arm and the bruise forming near her eye, she realized it was more than just embarrassment. this will be fun tomorrow at the doctor's office, especially since she likes to make jokes about me being mean to her and threatening her, etc.
it's been in the 80's today, so i have spent the majority of the day inside.
the Yankees pissed away a lead yesterday, but still found a way to sweep the White Sox., 5-4. they are off today and start a series with Toronto tomorrow night.
Manchester United made 10 changes to the lineup yesterday, mostly because of the Europa League final coming up. they defeated Wolves, 2-1. they finished in second place for this season in the Premier League. they also finished the season undefeated in the league on the road. first time they have EVER done that and only the 4th team to do so. now, they just need to win that Europa League final and get the right players in the summer to go win another Premier League and/or Champions League final.
here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs yesterday:
here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs yesterday:
i was really happy that Obi Toppin got to play and score for the Knicks yesterday, even though they ended up losing to Atlanta.
i did see that team USA won yesterday at the World Hockey Championships. they defeated Canada 5-1 a day after they lost to Finland, 2-1.
Axios was good last night.
Mare of Easttown was great last night. i can't fucking wait for the finale next week.
Last Week Tonight was brilliant as usual.
The Chi was excellent last night.
Black Monday was hilarious last night.
Flatbush Misdemeanors was pretty funny last night.
Ziwe was great last night.
enjoy some music:
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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Monday Night Raw and night 1 of the finale of The Voice.
i did listen to episode 344 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can listen to that by going here:
i didn't have any side effects from the second vaccine shot. my arthritis has been kicking my ass all day as it was supposed to rain. of course, or thankfully, the rain didn't start until i got all the grocery shopping done. sadly, i have felt the pain of that rain from this morning on. and i guess tonight we're supposed to get hail and thunder and all the good shit. joy.
your poet of the day for this day of National Poetry Month is Katie Lewington.
the season finale of Kenan was pretty funny last night.
Young Rock was good last night.
the Yankees won last night, defeating the Orioles 5-1. hopefully, they will win again tonight.
the New York Rangers defeated Buffalo last night, 3-1.
enjoy some music:
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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, AEW and The Masked Singer.
i am going to try to get my driver's license renewed tomorrow. i figure i will go sometime in the morning and hope i'm not there forever.
i know it is definitely raining now. when the pain radiates from my head to my toes, the fun is just beginning.
i did find two boxes of football cards today at the Rite Aid near Kroger. they cost $10 and there was about $25 worth of cards in them. i really enjoyed the hall of famers i found. i got another binder when i was at Meijer today. i needed to put all my Fleer football cards in one binder. that would give the other binders a little relief. the boxes had two packs of 1991 Fleer football cards in them. spooky.
if anyone is interested in any baseball, football, hockey, basketball, WWE, movie cards, or Monkees cards from the 60's, just let me know. i have baseball cards from 1959-2021. most of my football cards are from the 80's and early 90's, with a decent amount from the last 3 years; hockey cards are from 1980 - 2021. basketball cards are mostly from the early 80's and the last few years. the WWE cards are from 2013- 2020. if you are looking for a certain card to complete a set or looking to get a gift for someone that is just getting into collecting, i am looking to sell. drop me a line and let me know what i can send you at a better price than just about anyone out there.
i'm hoping i will be on here in the afternoon tomorrow.
i'm definitely hoping it will be before Manchester United plays Roma tomorrow in the Europa League.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
wear your mask.
get the shot.
bueno no tengo miedo de morir solo
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Old Crow Medicine Show - Wagon Wheel
Shooter Jennings - Gone to Carolina
Jamey Johnson - In Color
Hank Williams - I'll Never Get Out of This World Alive
"Many receive advice, only the wise profit from it." - Harper Lee
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to check my pills before i went to the store yesterday. i realized last night that i needed 2 refills. thankfully, got those today. after i got those at the store, i went to Meijer to see if they had any baseball cards. i did find 3 one touch holders that i have been looking for. they are way cheaper at Meijer than i can find them on Amazon.com. i bought 3 packs of football cards today. i found some football cards last night as i found a complete shelf of cards i fucking missed somehow. so, i found probably a good $300 worth of cards in that. so yeah, i'll be starting to sell these pretty soon.
NXT was really good last night. i thought night 1 of the Great American Bash went about as good as it could have.
AEW was really good last night as well. night 1 of Fyter Fest went pretty good.
enjoy some music:
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nothing on the DVR tonight. i'll watch NXT UK sometime tonight on WWE Network.
i'm not really sure what i'm going to make for dinner tonight. it might be my just find something and cook it routine i'm getting used to. mom hasn't asked for anything special...
if any of you are interested in buying some baseball, football, basketball, hockey, wrestling cards or have a certain card you are looking for, feel free to contact me and i'll let you know if i have it and what i would be willing to sell it for. and if you know of anyone that is looking for something, feel free to pass the info along for me. most of my cards are 1960 until now...
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i swear one of these days i'm going to wake up before the damn heat so i can feed the birds again. these days where it's 90 before 10 in the morning fucking suck.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
wear your mask.
la pelea nunca termina
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Ray LaMontagne - We'll Make It Through
Powfu w/beabadoobee - death bed (coffee for your head)
Charlie Worsham w/Old Crow Medicine Show - I Hope I'm Stoned (When Jesus Takes Me Home)
The Flaming Lips - My Religion Is You
"Where you see wrong or inequality or injustice, speak out, because this is your country. This is your democracy. Make it. Protect it. Pass it on." - Thurgood Marshall
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i've spent the last two nights lost in a dream of my past. all these things i would love to forget but don't possess the ability to do so. imagine the horror of my life if i didn't do drugs when i was younger. fuck me.
NXT was really good last night.
AEW was really good last night as well.
The Masked Singer was good last night. my guess was actually correct this week.
Cake was excellent last night.
American Horror Story was fucking crazy last night. next week is the 100th episode, so it should be fucking nuts as well.
24/7 College Football was really good last night.
i did watch NXT UK this afternoon. it was really good.
enjoy some music:
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on the DVR tonight will be Young Sheldon, The Unicorn, Perfect Harmony and Desus & Mero.
Game 4 of the ALCS is tonight. it pretty much is a must win game for the Yankees. hopefully, Tanaka is brilliant once again.
the New York Rangers take on the New Jersey Devils tonight on the road. it's the first regular season game of #1 vs. #2 from the last NHL draft. hopefully, the Rangers win and Kakko scores again.
i might watch some of the NFL game tonight between the Chiefs and Broncos as well.
i will probably be on here tomorrow after i get back from the grocery store.
until tomorrow kids...
sus besos saben a una explosión de lo que pudo haber sido
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Jason Isbell & the 400 Unit - Last of My Kind (Live)
Tyler Childers - Bottles and Bibles (Live)
Old Crow Medicine Show - Methamphetamine (Live)
The Black Crowes - Seeing Things (Live)
"Maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets." - Arthur Miller
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