so, as i was finally going to bed at 5 AM this morning, i heard my mother scream from her bedroom. i got in her room and turned on the light. as usual, she thought there was something on her bed, like a spider or whatever. for the 1 millionth time, there wasn't. i told her the show started late. she usually does this shit around 3 AM. so, i went to sleep. i stayed up so late because i was tired of waking up at 7 AM. i figure this way, i would at least sleep until 9 or 10. silly me. mom screamed again around 8:30. that woke me up. she told me she screamed because she had to piss. so, i was up the rest of the morning. people wonder why i drink strong ass coffee. i did get a little nap this afternoon, but i wouldn't call 45 minutes the refresher i needed.
a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poem:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT, Deadliest Catch and Hard Knocks.
the Yankees start a series tonight at home against Cleveland. this is a potential playoff matchup, so i would love if the Yankees actually play good and win.
i was able to open up the house some today. that probably helped my nap this afternoon.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
i need to get all the trash picked up and figure out dinner.
that's all for me. until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Si esto sigue así estaré muerto antes de cumplir los cincuenta.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Big Bill - Hawk / Trick Everybody (Live)
Or Kantor - Sarda Sarda
Los Lonely Boys - 16 Monkeys
Butthole Surfers - Pepper
Charlie Worsham w/Old Crow Medicine Show - I Hope I'm Stoned (When Jesus Takes Me Home)
"If you enjoy the fragrance of a rose, you must accept the thorns which it bears." - Isaac Hayes
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
for most of today, the feels like temperature outside has been over 100 degrees. good times.
i did make it to Menards yesterday. managed to get everything on the list and spend under $100.
the Yankees lost yesterday 6-5 at home to Boston and got swept for the second straight series. they have lost 8 straight games, which is their longest losing streak since 1995. thank god they are off tonight.
the New Orleans Saints won last night at the Chargers, 22-17.
Big Brother was pretty good last night.
Heels was very good last night.
Billions was excellent last night.
The Chi was great last night.
i did catch some of the MLS games last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw.
i did listen to episode 461 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can hear that by going here:
so, a little poetry news to pass along first. i sent 5 poems this morning to Synchronized Chaos. when i hear back from Cristina on them, i'll pass along the verdict.
the Yankees whipped Pittsburgh last night, 16-0. that was the Yankees largest shutout win since 1960. they start a series tonight up in Boston. here's hoping they fucking destroy the Red Sox.
Big Brother was good last night. i think i am going to like the new cast.
AEW Dynamite was really good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NJPW and The Old Man. i'll watch NXT UK sometime tonight on Peacock.
the first round of the NHL Draft is tonight. the Rangers don't have a first round pick, so i'll pay only a little attention to what is going on.
the USWNT takes on Jamaica tonight in Group A of the CONCACAF women's championship.
mom once again let anxiety and stress get the better of her so she didn't sleep worth a shit last night. that should make the doctor's appointment a ton of fun today.
depending on how bad it storms today will most likely determine if i go to Menards this afternoon or not.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get my pills from Rite Aid and whatever shopping i'll need to do on Friday for mom.
i need to get some air in the tires of the Highlander and get ready to take mom to her appointment.
with any luck, i'll have news on some more poems i have sent out by tomorrow.
until then...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
el estrés y la ansiedad pueden ser letales
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Trampled By Turtles - It's So Hard to Hold On
Madison Cunningham - Hospital
Kolumbo - The Key Club - 1976
Pulp - Common People (Full Length Version)
Los Lonely Boys - 16 Monkeys
"Don't look back. Something might be gaining on you." - Satchel Paige
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i woke up this morning with a pounding headache. i figure it was all due to the weather. we've got all these storms coming this way and my body is in revolt i guess. joy.
the Dayton Flyers lost last night at VCU, 76-71. yet another game where Dayton had a lead late and pissed it away. the lack of urgency this team plays with in crunch time or crucial situations on the road baffles me. especially when it is the upperclassmen that are fucking up. that being said, losing at VCU isn't a horrible loss. if they lose the next game at Saint Bonaventure, then Dayton will be swimming upstream the rest of the season in regards to getting into the tournament.
You're The Worst was fucking hilarious last night.
The Masked Singer was ridiculous last night. i did get the celebrity right though.
NXT UK yesterday was pretty good.
NXT last night was really good.
after i got my laundry done yesterday, i took mom to the drugstore. she needed a few things and i wanted her to get out of the house, even for just a few minutes, before this shitty weather hits this weekend. thankfully, we found everything we were looking for.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, The Big Bang Theory, Young Sheldon, Gotham and Lip Sync Battle.
the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Chicago. i have no clue who will win tonight. i think in the grand scheme of things, neither team really wants to.
i had an interesting evening last night. i found out the muse has truly not done many drugs in her life. she took a pill for her pain last night and was quickly three sheets to the wind. i had to roll back the clock to the days where i would find myself around friends that couldn't handle their narcotic intake. keep them calm and relaxed. reassure. laugh. play along. i figured after about 45 minutes on a phone call with her, she finally started to relax a bit. once i heard snoring, i figured i could hang up. she did remember some of what she was talking about last night this morning. another sign she hasn't done many drugs in her life. now, while this was going on, mom had me going to the kitchen every 30 minutes or so to get her water. her blood sugar spiked really high last night after her injection. that's normal, in theory, but when she said it was 279 i was like oh fuck. last thing i needed was someone slipping into a diabetic coma. thankfully, her score has gone down every 4 hours. i'm hoping by tomorrow her blood sugar will be back to "normal", whatever the fuck that is.
the New York Yankees won last night over Baltimore 6-3. and Boston lost last night, so the Yankees are 5 games back in the division now. they play Baltimore again this afternoon, weather permitting. can't mention the Yankees this season without mentioning the fucking rain.
Manchester United defeated Real Madrid 2-1 last night. i certainly wasn't expecting that.
Smackdown was really good last night.
205 Live was really good last night as well.
The Jim Jefferies Show was fucking hilarious last night.
Deadliest Catch was excellent last night.
Fuck That's Delicious was crazy last night. we certainly didn't have those kind of malls here in Ohio, at least not around here.
Miz and Mrs. was great last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Big Brother and Lucha Underground. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network.
mom just handed me a check, so apparently i'm going to the bank later today.
i'm hoping the rain is going to move out of the area soon. my arthritis is fucking killing me.
i'll be on here sometime tomorrow, most likely the afternoon.
¿La luz se dobla con cada movimiento de tu cuerpo?
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Los Lonely Boys - 16 Monkeys
Butthole Surfers - Pepper
Morphine - Cure for Pain
Funkadelic - I Wanna Know If It's Good to You
"It is better to fail in originality than to succeed in imitation." - Herman Melville
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
welcome to National Poetry Month. i'm not sure how i'm going to "celebrate" it this year. i think i'm going to post one video a day in this blog of a poet. i might even post one of myself, but don't count on it. so for today, here you go:
the New York Rangers pissed away a chance to clinch the playoffs last night, losing 4-3 at Carolina. it would have been nice if the storm that hit here would have knocked the satellite out for the 3rd period. fuck me. another loss and they will be playing themselves into the wildcard. joy.
i was able to see The Big Bang Theory before the storm hit. it was very funny. i got to see about the first 10 minutes of Life in Pieces and the last 15 minutes of the season finale. what i did get to see was hilarious. i'll probably see if i can find it online. i didn't bother with Smackdown as i knew it didn't fully record and i knew what had happened anyways. the Stone Cold Podcast with Mick Foley last night was pretty good. i remember seeing Cactus Jack back in the late 80's and he immediately became a favorite of mine. i did see Lip Sync Battle last night. i don't watch The Walking Dead, so i had no clue who the two women were. but, i was entertained.
enjoy some music kids:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NJPW.
i am really looking forward to NXT Takeover: Dallas tonight. to see Nakamura in a WWE ring will be a true highlight for me. his match with Sami Zayn should be an early candidate for match of the year. plus, Bayley vs. Asuka should be off the charts amazing. plus, Finn Balor vs. Samoa Joe should be great as well.
i think my mother will be calling sometime this afternoon for me to come get her up in Columbus. i believe the plan is for us to meet at my sister's place and then eat an early dinner. i told my mom the only thing i want to make sure is i can be back here before 10 pm. let's hope that is the case.
i haven't been outside yet to see if there was any damage from the storms last night. i know one of the trees on the property behind us got knocked over by the wind earlier in the day.
i hope everyone has a great weekend. between The Final Four and WrestleMania, i will be knee deep in sports and entertainment all fucking weekend.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Crosby, Stills & Nash - Southern Cross
Los Lonely Boys - 16 Monkeys
Steve Earle - Colorado Girl
"You have to learn and keep learning." - Gil Scott-Heron
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so i wanted to get some shit done today and honestly, i've done pretty fucking good. first off, i typed up the 9 poems i had written in the last week or so. i really, really like a few of them. i'm kind of holding off on doing submissions until my computer gets fixed or i get a new one. i'm thinking that will happen sometime before i die. i also made a trip to the bank today. i had a little money i needed to deposit, plus it fills my need to people watch.
American Horror Story was fucking great last night. i absolutely love this show. You're The Worst was excellent as well. they are doing a spot on job of portraying depression. both shows come back in two weeks (damn Thanksgiving).
NXT was really good last night. Jason Jordan and Chad Gable are quickly becoming one of my favorite tag teams. and i can't wait to see what the show will do over in England.
enjoy some music kids:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Big Bang Theory, Life in Pieces and the holiday Lip Sync Battle.
the New York Rangers take on Tampa tonight down in Florida. i'm hoping the boys can keep the winning streak going tonight.
i do have some fantasy players going tonight for the football game. i will probably end up watching some of it. but honestly, Jaguars vs. Titans doesn't do much for me.
i did happen to listen to Sam Roberts Wrestling Podcast today with Bob Backlund. talk about feeling old.
i think mom and i might have to make a run to Menards tonight for next door. i am happy that my uncle got through the first day of chemo and never got sick or really felt bad. he called my mother this morning to tell her about his shit. and they wonder why i'm the way i am. genetics motherfucker. sad but true.
if i do a blog tomorrow it will be early as mom and i will be going to Columbus to see my sister and go to a hockey game. the Blue Jackets are playing better now. and i'll have 4 players in the game on my fantasy team, so i'll be interested. plus, it will be nice to see my sister again. i'm sure she'll have some photos of South Africa to share.
that's all for me kids. i hope this finds everyone enjoying a strong beverage or pleasuring themselves to something weird.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Bob Dylan - The Man In Me
Gov't Mule - War Pigs (Live)
Los Lonely Boys - 16 Monkeys
"I have the reputation of being easygoing. But inside, I'm like nails. I will kill." - Calvin Klein
and your whatever the fuck i want you to see video of the day:
mom and i went out to do some shopping today. we left around 10 this morning. when we got back home around 4 something, i was spent. but, of course, i couldn't go take a nap or just shoot the shit online. i had suet to put out, baseball cards to put on the wall and put in an album, etc., etc. strap in for a ride my friends.
while i thought we were going to go out car shopping today, mom changed her mind. so, the first stop was to this bird store where the rich people live. we found this hot pepper and insect suet that apparently squirrels hate. hopefully that is true. it was pathetic watching the guy behind the counter flirt with my mother. i did all i could do to not laugh. after that, it was a trip to the fancy photo frames and other shit for memorabilia type store. i needed some more frames for some autographed baseball cards i forgot i had and a display case for a football, for an autographed Buddy Guy guitar strap and who knows what else. amazingly, i think i found some shit that will actually work. then, we started the wild goose chase for the right things to hang plates. we finally found it at the 4th store we went to. in between that we got gas and lunch. at the second store, i think i might have seen one of the most beautiful black women i have ever seen in my life. just the right amount of tattoos and attitude. it's the closest i have come to asking a woman to sit on my face as i would have absolutely gone to jail for this one.
if i get off of my lazy ass one day, i'll take some pictures of the collectibles hanging in the house and in my room. and maybe one of the batman night light i got today as well.
enjoy some music:
the New York Yankees won last night 5-1 up in Boston. that means they will finish in first place at the all-star break for the first time in a few years. they are playing right now as i am typing this. hopefully i will be enjoying a victory beer after the game tonight.
team USA once again played like shit in the Gold Cup last night against Haiti. and apparently, Clint Dempsey is the only one allowed to score:
thankfully, that goal stood up as they won 1-0. that wins them the group as well. here are the highlights for the game:
Treehouse Masters was pretty good last night. NJPW was excellent as usual last night.
now, enjoy some educational shit:
Manchester United has been busy the last few days. i love the Memphis Depay signing. i also like the Matteo Darmian signing as well. but, this morning, the holy shit one came through.
i never thought i would see Bastian Schweinsteiger ever leave Bayern Munich, let alone leave it to come to Manchester United. and hopefully, they aren't done.
tonight on television will be ROH and god knows what else. i figure at some point my energy is going to drain out completely. so, maybe i'll get a nap in while watching the baseball game.
the weather today was as close to fucking perfect as possible. hell, i even had to wear sunglasses today as i was driving. of course, this means that tomorrow is supposed to be rain from fucking hell. so, if the power doesn't go out, i'll be on here early tomorrow. if you don't see anything from me tomorrow you'll know that i'm busy figuring out what to take for the ark.
hope everyone is having a great weekend.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Korn - Freak on a Leash
Tracy Chapman - Give Me One Reason
Hayes Carll - Drunken Poet's Dream
Broken Bells - Holding on for Life
Los Lonely Boys - 16 Monkeys
"The difference between style and fashion is quality." - Giorgio Armani
today always brings back the memories of when i used to smoke weed. that was one of the only ways i think i could make it through my teenage years. and honestly, if my mother wasn't allergic (i've always doubted that) to it, i would be an avid grower and smoker of it. they are trying to make it completely legal in Ohio. fuck, i might have to get registered to vote again.
i think i might have worked nearly all day long yesterday helping mom in the garage. we got a lot done. it's more organized chaos now than just a fucking mess.
it didn't help that it rained nearly all of yesterday. and then this morning, yet another cold front moved through. this one will get everyone sick as the wind chills are going to be back in the 30's. so much for wearing shorts.
the New York Yankees completed the sweep yesterday in Tampa, 5-3. that gets them back to .500 and just 1 game out of first place in the division. of course, they are now in Detroit to start a very tough series tonight.
the New York Rangers play Game 3 of their series against the Penguins tonight in Pittsburgh. hopefully the best road team in the league shows it tonight.
also on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw, Gotham and The Voice.
i suppose i'm either going to be up real late or up real early to catch up on everything tonight.
i'm cutting this a bit short today as i need to go over to the farm and feed the cats, find the trash cans, etc. etc. i guess mom heard back from the guy doing the auction for the farm. 8 families came through on Saturday for the first open house. he told her that all of them seemed very interested. god, i hope he's right. i would love for the property to go for somewhere near $500,000. that would make life so much easier for my mother. might even help me a little.
i do hope everyone had a great weekend. enjoy the purple have today kids.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
"The uncreative mind can spot wrong answers, but it takes a very creative mind to spot wrong questions." - Antony Jay
the beauty of my mother's hearing going is her sense of smell is through the fucking roof now. so, we had the heating and air guy out today because both of us thought the smell of death in the house was coming from the furnace. the guy looked and looked and found nothing more than some debris. we concluded that something must have died in the walls of the old bathroom. well, at least we got the furnace cleaned. the smell doesn't really bother me as i have lived out here for 17 years and understand that death is part of the process. mom, on the other hand, is on the verge of puking anytime she smells it. the kicker in all of this is her bedroom is right next to the old bathroom. at least i believe i have convinced her we're not tearing down walls to go find something. hopefully.
last night was a pretty damn good one for me. The Big Bang Theory was pretty fucking funny. i got to see all of it because the Dayton Flyers have finally shred their mentality of playing down to their competition. of course, it also helps when you make 14 three pointers and use a junk defense with speed to confuse a 7 footer who should dominate a group of 6 scholarship players no taller than 6'6". hats off to Bobby Wehrli for his 9 points last night. not bad for a walk on pressed into playing close to 20 minutes every night. here are some highlights from the 78-61 win:
after that game, i enjoyed a victory beer and settled in for the New York Rangers game. when the Kings scored 2 quick goals in the first period i started having flashbacks to the playoffs. thankfully, these Rangers didn't do the same. they scored the next 4 goals and eventually held on for a 4-3 win. here are some highlights from the game:
that victory beer hit the spot a little too well. i had to piss around 3 in the morning. thankfully, i was able to fall back asleep afterwards. almost got 5 hours of sleep total. still, not nearly enough.
the weather here is in the process of going back into the deep freeze. we hit our high today of 22 around midnight. it's currently 8 degrees. i guess it's another night of well below zero again.
i don't have anything i'm planning on watching tonight. i'll probably bounce between some college hockey games and Treehouse Masters later tonight. i do know that i'm planning on taking a nice long shower after dinner. hopefully some hot water will do something for these old bones.
let's start the weekend with some humor. i watched this today and laughed my ass off. i hope you enjoy:
i hope everyone has a great weekend. hopefully it will be full of sunshine and warmer temperatures than here. thanks again for allowing me to waste a few minutes of your precious time.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
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music:
The New Basement Tapes - Down On the Bottom
Bruce Springsteen - I'm on Fire
Los Lonely Boys - 16 Monkeys
Joe Bonamassa - Driving Towards the Daylight
Arcade Fire - Wake Up
"Nothing is stranger to man than his own image." - Karel Capek
i knew i was trapped in the middle of the winter blues when i nearly blew a gasket when i found the morning paper was wet. i have a very short fuse at times, and a wet newspaper is amazingly high on that list. but, a little nap, a little porn, and some music usually does the trick. not that i suddenly become happy, just more back to my mellow self. of course, that will change as soon as the hockey game starts tonight.
no dead cats today, at least from what i saw, so i don't think it got as cold last night. of course, it's supposed to get down to the single digits again tonight i think. the problem i have when it is cold out is the days just start to bleed together. the life cycle becomes just a repeat of days, of hours, of moments before. the more i think about it, the more i truly believe i'm not going to miss living out here. even if i do end up with shitty neighbors.
i did watch a good amount of college basketball last night. that Kentucky team is fucking scary. if they actually learn how to play together as a team, i'm not sure who can beat them.
i had no problem with the two that got voted off The Voice last night. they did nothing for me. now, the problem is only a few of the ten that are left are "good" to my ears. i do like the twist where they are bringing back everyone voted off from the top 12 for one more performance and one of them will become the fourth finalist. that could be interesting.
tonight is a bit of a clusterfuck for me on television. the New York Rangers play at home against Philadelphia tonight. at the same time, Lucha Underground is on. the way the Rangers are playing here lately, i might go with wrestling. then, tonight at 10 is American Horror Story. that should be a good way to finish off my night.
just found out that Jimmy Ruffin has died. he did one of my favorite songs ever...
the Dayton Flyers play tomorrow morning down in Puerto Rico. i'll most likely be on here sometime after that game with Texas A&M.
that's all for me today. hope this finds you warm, thinking of my face somewhere between your thighs. no, not you Janne. i'm speaking to the one or two women that may stumble upon this and actually make it to the end.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The Horrors - Still Life
Paolo Nutini - Iron Sky
Los Lonely Boys - 16 Monkeys
Soft Cell - Tainted Love/Where Did Our Love Go
Mastodon - The Motherload
"As long as people will accept crap, it will be financially profitable to dispense it." - Dick Cavett
i got back home last night after the hockey game and a nightcap at Waffle House before midnight. i then mapped out a way to see all the Sunday night shows i usually watch. like a dumb ass, i watched all of them and got to bed a little before 6 this morning. and sure enough, a few minutes before 9, i was up and going. i have tried to take a nap this afternoon. needless to say i'm going to crash big time at some point this evening. of course, maybe i won't.
the Yankees won yesterday 5-2. i didn't watch any of the game, only some highlights. i was happy to see Tanaka pitch without any further injury concerns. maybe he'll escape surgery for the elbow. i also saw the club hit the 15,000th HR in franchise history. no other major league team has reached that number. i guess that's what they are going to be proud about this season. they play again tonight. i have no clue how i will squeeze them in this evening.
the New Orleans Saints won yesterday 20-9. i watched most of the first three quarters of the game. it wasn't pretty but i'll gladly take the win.
thankfully, the trip up to and back from Columbus yesterday was pain free. the highway has been under construction for god knows how long. amazingly, no delays. as for the game, it was pretty good. Columbus beat St. Louis 4-3 in OT. St. Louis really carried the play for most of the game. i do love that our tickets for our 1/4 season package are on the club level. not too high but high enough that you can really see the ice well. i guess our tickets for the Rangers games are behind their bench on the club level. that should be a fun time in early October. not sure how much mom is going to enjoy all the walking we had to do. her hip was really bothering her last night. i drove us back. i'm not a big fan of night driving, but... i figure sometime before i die her SUV will be mine, so i should get used to driving it.
i had a blueberry waffle last night at Waffle House. it is my go to meal from now on there.
as for the shows last night, i really enjoyed all of them. Total Divas was pretty funny given all the manufactured drama. The Strain was fucking creepy last night. i can't wait to see how this season is going to end up. Last Week Tonight was hilarious. Boardwalk Empire was excellent as always. Ray Donovan was a really nice build up to the season finale next week. Masters of Sex was really good. it will be interesting to see where it goes as well.
tonight is a cluster fuck of television. all at one time, the Yankees, Monday Night football, The Voice, The Big Bang Theory, Monday Night Raw, and Gotham will all be on. how the fuck am i going to watch all of them? hopefully, YouTube will come in handy tomorrow for what i miss. i really hope Gotham is on there as i really want to see that show. most likely tonight, i'll be flipping between The Voice, Raw, and The Big Bang Theory. i think the only thing i want for Christmas this year is a fucking DVR.
fantasy football finally went my way yesterday. i'm comfortably leading in both of my matches. of course, my picks weren't as good as i hoped. but, i'm still alive in the suicide pool.
mom is out of town until Wednesday, so i'm going to try to do my best to not burn the place to the ground. all it really means is i have to go into town each day to get the mail and i can listen to porn at a higher level. enjoy that visual.
that's all for me today. hope everyone had a great weekend. thanks again for allowing me to waste a few minutes of your time.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Jamey Johnson - In Color
St. Vincent - Digital Witness
Dada - Dizz Knee Land
Los Lonely Boys - 16 Monkeys
"The blues is instilled in every musical cell that floats around your body." - Nick Cave
just when i thought i had things under control, the demons came back and pulled me back under. i was feeling pretty good yesterday morning and then the afternoon came. my stomach started to get that feeling again and sure enough, back to the toilet. i thought i had got rid of the bug so now my mind was focusing on possible food poisoning or something along those lines. i finally got it to stop before my evening started, which made the night much easier. and i took it easy today. dry toast for breakfast. at lunch i got adventurous and had grilled cheese and a banana. and then came my first solid shit in days. i look down and see dark green stool that in my head is fucking black. and black stool i associate with blood. and blood in the stool i associate with cancer and death. sure, my mind races at times. if this continues it will mean a trip to the hospital for sure. i'm hoping after a few days of plenty of water and "safe" food, dark green stool will be removed from my memory banks. until then, i'll simply ponder my death and do some more writing. good times.
the New York Rangers played a great game last night and for the first time since 1939, they have forced a game 7 in a series they were trailing 3-1. a HUGE 3-1 win. and it had storybook written all over it. Martin St. Louis scores the first goal, on Mother's Day, three days after unexpectedly losing his mother. when that happened, i knew they were going to win. game 7 is Tuesday. needless to say, i will be fucking wired for that one.
the Yankees lost again, this time on a walk off. 2 tough losses to finish a road trip is never a good thing. and they now have 3/5 of their starting rotation injured. this team is barely staying afloat at the moment. they play the Mets tonight to start the Subway Series. i'll watch a little of it but i'm so wrapped up in other shit at the moment, i'll only watch more if i need to sleep.
also tonight will be the semi-finals of The Voice, Louie, and Monday Night Raw. throw in some playoff hockey and basketball, and it will be another schizophrenic night of television for me.
last night i got to see everything i wanted to see, minus a few minutes of Last Week Tonight as a huge thunderstorm rolled through at 2:20 AM and knocked the satellite out for 3 minutes or so. the Rangers game got over in time for me to see the debut of Penny Dreadful. FUCKING BRILLIANT. i urge everyone to see this show. i can't emphasize it enough. it was great. Nurse Jackie and Californication were awesome last night. Total Divas really made me laugh, especially Natty's paintings. hideous. Veep was funny as always. Silicon Valley made me laugh. Last Week Tonight is always great. but, the only reason i was able to stay up the entire time was the adrenaline from the hockey game. i think i'm still wired from it.
got the t-shirt i ordered from Opie today. i can't wait to wear that around this backward ass town. that should get a few looks.
i was hoping that thunderstorm last night was going to bring some poetry, but it didn't. it did help me get 5 hours of sleep, so that was good. it feels like summer here today. a little humid, blazing sun, insects... kind of hard to forget there are no fucking seasons anymore. it's really just hot or cold. that's it. and climate change doesn't exist. what a bunch of fucking dumb asses.
that's all for me today. i'll try to get on here early tomorrow as i will be in my game 7 mode all day long. i hope everyone had a great weekend. hope all the mother's enjoyed yesterday. be well. be creative. be the motorcycle weaving through traffic on the highway. or be the asshole that cuts him off and laughs when he wrecks. it's all good.
peace and chicken grease fools...
music:
Beck - Odelay
Concrete Blonde - Bloodletting
The Band of Heathens - Hurricane
Portugal. The Man - Purple, Yellow, Red and Blue
Los Lonely Boys - 16 Monkeys
"Inside every cynical person, there is a disappointed idealist." - George Carlin
amazingly, i made it through last night without going completely insane. i was able to watch just about everything i wanted to last night. sadly, the sitcoms after The Voice had to be sacrificed last night. i need a damn DVR. anywho, here's my thoughts:
The Voice - was a little shocked at the final 3 as i thought Tess should have already been saved. thankfully, she did make it to the final 10.
Deadliest Catch - this looks like a really great season to watch. didn't even think how the government shutdown would affect them. should be a crazy, intense ride.
the New York Yankees beat the shit out of the Red Sox last night 9-3. i'm convinced that Tanaka is the second coming of (name your favorite pitcher of all time here). hopefully they can keep it rolling tonight.
the New York Rangers played a complete, solid game last night and won 4-1. i love that they are frustrating the Flyers to the point where they are making stupid guarantees now for game 4. LOVE it. can't wait to watch them lose again. game 4 is on Friday.
tonight will be a little baseball, some playoff hockey, hopefully sneak in Legit and Ali G. and then some late night tv.
i watched The Tonight Show last night and was pleasantly thrilled with Rita Ora. not my type of music per se, but DAMN, i do believe i have found my new dream woman. that should spice up my nights and hopefully get me out of the high school remembrances of nightmares.
that's all for me kids. be well. be creative. be the change that the fucker down the street refuses to believe in. and then shit that change out on his front porch.
peace and chicken grease my enemies...
music:
Los Lonely Boys - 16 Monkeys
Elizabeth Cook - El Camino
Little Big Town - Boondocks
Jamestown Revival - California (Cast Iron Soul)
Low- Stay
"Women are made to be loved, not understood." - Oscar Wilde