so, i was coming home from Menards this afternoon. i was about a few miles from home when it started to fucking pour. i laughed to myself, i guess this was why the guy that mows our lawn was out there this morning. at least the Highlander got washed. by the time i got home, it was basically over. just barely a drizzle as i walked down to get the mail. i did find everything i was looking for at Menards.
my nerve pain has been on and off today. the arthritis is still fucking raging from the rain earlier. joy.
i did watch a ton of the NFL game last night. the Chiefs beat the Ravens, 27-20.
Big Brother was good last night. Joseph was evicted. Chelsie is the new HOH.
NJPW was excellent last night.
the Yankees played the Cubs this afternoon. that was part of the reason i went to Menards this afternoon. i was hoping they would play better without me watching. sure enough, the Yankees won today, 3-0.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, AEW Collision, AEW Rampage and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.
also on Peacock tonight will be the Eagles and Packers playing down in Brazil.
i should be on here tomorrow in the morning.
i will hopefully be on here before the USMNT plays Canada tomorrow.
i need to go ice my neck down and figure out what i'm making for dinner.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
un viernes lluvioso
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The War on Drugs - Burning (Live...Again)
Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - Joy
The Allman Brothers Band - Midnight Rider
Motenko - Free Yourself
Chicano Batman - Tanto Arriba Como Abajo
"You have to believe in yourself. You need to have the audacity to be great." - Rosie Perez
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
it has been raining all fucking day today. add in a little fog and plenty of arthritis, and you have the recipe for a day better spent in bed. it was not easy doing the grocery shopping today. between elderly drivers, people paying with checks and baggers who obviously wanted to be somewhere else... but, i got everything on the list. of course, when i got home, mom was asleep. so, i put everything away. she woke up about a hour later and had no clue i was even back home. good times.
the Dayton Flyers won at LaSalle last night, 66-54.
the New York Rangers pissed away a 2-0 lead last night and lost at San Jose, 3-2, in OT. that made for a lovely night of trying to sleep while pissed off.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
NXT was good last night.
Inside the NFL was very good last night.
Name That Tune was hilarious last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite and I Can See Your Voice.
i'm not sure what i am making for dinner tonight. i'm guessing i will probably make the stuffed mushrooms i got at the store. i have no clue what mom has ate today, so i will probably have to be ready to make something else as well.
i will probably be on here tomorrow in the afternoon sometime.
until then kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
La artritis ganó la guerra hoy.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Levon Helm - A Train Robbery
The White Stripes - Ball and Biscuit
Van Halen - Best Of Both Worlds
Chicano Batman - Fly
Melanie - Psychotherapy (Live)
"Enjoy every sandwich." - Warren Zevon
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
for most of today, the feels like temperature outside has been over 100 degrees. good times.
i did make it to Menards yesterday. managed to get everything on the list and spend under $100.
the Yankees lost yesterday 6-5 at home to Boston and got swept for the second straight series. they have lost 8 straight games, which is their longest losing streak since 1995. thank god they are off tonight.
the New Orleans Saints won last night at the Chargers, 22-17.
Big Brother was pretty good last night.
Heels was very good last night.
Billions was excellent last night.
The Chi was great last night.
i did catch some of the MLS games last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw.
i did listen to episode 461 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can hear that by going here:
this has been a quiet Saturday so far. that will change in a hour or so for sure.
the Yankees got rained out last night. that means they will play a split doubleheader tomorrow against the Mets. hopefully, they will go into those games after a win over the Mets this afternoon.
Smackdown and 205 Live were both really good last night.
here are your highlights from Game 3 of the Stanley Cup final:
at the Euro 2020 yesterday, Spain defeated Switzerland 1-1 (3-1) on penalty kicks. Italy defeated Belgium, 2-1. today, Czech Republic will play Denmark and England plays Ukraine.
at the Copa America yesterday, Peru defeated Paraguay 3-3 (4-3) on penalty kicks in one of the crazier games i have seen in a long while. Brazil defeated Chile last night, 1-0. tonight, Uruguay plays Colombia and Argentina takes on Ecuador.
i did go to the local grocery store yesterday to get a few things. i was pretty happy that i was out of there in less than 10 minutes.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be ROH.
i'm sure i'll watch the NBA playoffs tonight as well as some MLS today.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i know i don't have any plans for the Fourth of July, but when living with someone who thinks every other moment she is having a heart attack, that could always change.
i hope everyone has a great Saturday.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the shot.
incluso mis sueños me han abandonado
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Chicano Batman - Dark Star b/w Pastel Sunrise
DAWN - Bussifame (Feliz da Housecat x Dave The Hustler Remix)
Jackie Venson - 'Til This Pain Goes Away
Shawn James - War
"Anyone who keeps the ability to see beauty never grows old." - Franz Kafka
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so, i bit the bullet last night and got ESPN+. i figure since i highly doubt i'll be able to go to any Dayton Flyers games this season, ESPN+ would be my best chance to get to see most of their games, especially the ones not on national television. $49.99 for a year, if i end up using it as much as i think i will, isn't a bad deal.
Smackdown and 205 Live were both pretty good last night.
the season finale of Real Time with Bill Maher was excellent last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be ROH, Austin City Limits and Between The World And Me.
it started raining last night. just enough of a drizzle to make my body ache. joy.
Ohio State plays at home today against Indiana. they have won 25 straight against Indiana. but, this will be the best Indiana team they have played in those 25 meetings. hopefully, Ohio State plays four quarters today.
Manchester United plays today at home against West Brom. hopefully it will be United's first win at home this season.
i'm sure i'll watch a few other college football games today between vacuuming the house and helping mom do some shit.
i'll probably be on here in the morning tomorrow before the New Orleans Saints play.
i hope everyone has a great Saturday.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
wear your mask.
mis huesos doloridos odian la lluvia
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Hippo Campus - Suicide Saturday
Chicano Batman - Black Lipstick
Diane Coffee - Everyday
Lord Huron - Fool for Love
"To hold a pen is to be at war." - Voltaire
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
my sister came down this afternoon and brought with her some Filipino food. i haven't had any of that in a long time. my sister's best friend from college is this amazing woman that is Filipino. so, i used to have it all the time, but that's over 20 years now. so, that was a welcome spice this afternoon. of course, i can't wait to see what my shit looks like after yesterday and today. joy.
the Yankees whipped the Red Sox last night, 10-3. hopefully, they do the same thing tonight.
Smackdown and 205 Live were both pretty good last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was very good last night.
Room 104 was pretty funny last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be ROH.
i imagine i will watch some hockey tonight as well.
the other part of my order from Amazon.com showed up today. i think i know how much more i need to buy to have everything i want to be in individual sleeves. once i get what i have done the last 2 days in order, i'll start posting some pics and prices.
i did go to the grocery store this afternoon and pick up mom's medications and my test strips for my blood sugar. i've lost some weight and i have my blood sugar pretty consistent now. i'd just like to get the number under 115 and closer to 100.
i should be on here tomorrow before Manchester United plays in the Europa League semifinals. in case i'm not, here is a preview:
i hope everyone has a great Saturday.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
wear your mask.
seguro que me vendría bien una siesta
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Hippo Campus - Suicide Saturday
Chicano Batman - Black Lipstick
Diane Coffee - Everyday
The Revivalists - Wish I Knew You
"Life itself is the proper binge." - Julia Child
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i have little doubt i would be one of the protestors and be quite tempted to start breaking shit or torment the police. growing up with many black friends, i got to see first hand the way the police treat and think about blacks. it disgusted me then and still disgusts me to this day. i saw a post today on MeWe that i loved.
i was in high school when the riots were going on in Los Angeles. one of the more fascinating experiences in my life. the only white kid in a class of 25 or so. i learned pretty damn quickly how to be an ally. if my health was better and i didn't have a disabled mother to take care of, i'd be out there today.
mom wanted some Chinese food for lunch today. thankfully, the only Chinese restaurant we have in town is open again. i went to pick that up. i was pretty pleased with all the safety measures they have taken in the restaurant. the food was excellent as always.
it's way fucking hotter today. i think it is currently 87 degrees outside. i can't fucking wait to go next door to do the trash. fuck me.
Monday Night Raw was ok last night.
Fuck That's Delicious was excellent last night.
Songland was very good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Deadliest Catch and WWE Backstage.
the asshole that runs this place has perfectly shown why i have such a fucking distaste for religion, capitalism, fascism, fuck, most of the isms. his little stunt last night to chase the peaceful protestors away with tear gas so we could all see the dictator wanna be photo of him at the church holding the bible was truly fucking ridiculous. and motherfuckers think i'm crazy when i say democracy is fucking dead in this country.
i'll be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done. i'm going to try to go in the morning since there are supposed to be storms around here tomorrow afternoon.
that's all for me kids.
keep up the fight.
nunca dejes de luchar por la justicia
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Chicano Batman - I Know It
Sly & the Family Stone - I Want to Take You Higher
Street Sweeper Social Club - The New Fuck You
Jimi Hendrix - Machine Gun (Live)
"Clever gimmicks of mass distraction yield a cheap soulcraft of addicted and self-medicated narcissists." - Cornell West
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
now, before anyone gets excited with that title or has a sense of panic come over them, i'm not dying anytime soon. but this will be a little rant about how much i can't fucking stand stupid people and why i wouldn't mind an early escape from this fucking hell.
first off, i got roughly five hours of shitty sleep last night. by the time my mother woke up this morning, it was basically almost noon. she got ready and i drove her to her bank so she could make a deposit. thankfully, their drive-thru wasn't busy at all. after that, i drove her to the craft store to pick up her order. this place was a fucking zoo. they were limiting the number of people in the store. eventually, the lady came out and brought mom's order to her. i asked my mother if their was an option to have the stuff mailed to the house. she said yes, but the pick up at the store option was free. i had to drive to the grocery store next to pick up my prescription. might have been the first time in fucking months i didn't have to wait in line at the pharmacy. i should have known this was setting me up for something. mom decided she wanted to get lunch from Hardee's. i drove there and we sat in the line for over a half hour and still managed to get the wrong food, even after i asked the guy if that was our order. i believe mom could sense my anger rising as she said we'll never go here again. i chuckled on the inside, as she said that the last time we were there as well. life can be really easy to be honest. stupid people fuck it up for everyone. this pandemic is stressing the nerves of everyone. my patience is fucking stretched so thin that murder has crossed my mind so many fucking times these days that i wonder if i should start drinking again. but as usual, i am not an animal. i do have the ability to calm the nerves, think like a poet, open my third eye and breathe. but, as i have always warned, when my ability to write all my emotions down on paper and create something resembling "art" with them disappears, i fear what i will do to this world.
here is your video for this day of National Poetry Month:
the series finale of Will & Grace last night was great. this has always been one of my favorite shows ever. i remember watching it with the lesbian lover i had in the late 90's. that was the only woman i ever gave any serious thought to marrying. i thought of her while watching the show last night. thankfully, i only care to remember the good things. i'll miss the show most definitely.
Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.
Better Things was excellent last night.
Cake was fucking absurd last night, loved it.
Desus & Mero was hilarious last night.
Total Bellas was good last night.
Shelter in Place with Shane Smith is one of those shows i wish everyone in this country would watch.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network. i'll probably watch some of the NFL Draft tonight as well.
it was pretty cool to see that the first 3 picks in the NFL Draft last night were all teammates at Ohio State at one point in time. i didn't mind that the New Orleans Saints took a center last night. they need the offensive line to get younger and healthier, especially as Drew Brees gets older. the only negative about the kid is he went to Michigan.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. since the grass got cut today, i know it's probably going to rain tomorrow. hell, it might rain all fucking weekend. might be the weekend to find the pleasure in the pain again.
i hope everyone is good and safe. wash your fucking hands. stay healthy.
i hope everyone has a great weekend.
until tomorrow...
No me importaría una muerte temprana
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Chicano Batman - Blank Slate
Macy Gray - Stoned (Live)
Kacey Musgraves - High Time (Live)
The Right Now - Postcard / Everything Is Broken (Live)
"If we all knew we were going to live to be 150 years old, we'd all approach our lives very differently." - Eric Bogosian
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i swear, every motherfucker possible was at the damn grocery store today. 2 damn hours to get everything on the scroll. but, i got it all and the cashier about shit herself when she saw i got over $50 off of everything. i told mom, she should have had me doing the grocery shopping years ago, she'd have more money now.
i totally forgot that Gotham was new last night. i realized my mistake this morning and watched the episode online. it was very good. i can't believe next week is the series finale.
The Big Bang Theory was good last night.
both episodes of Life in Pieces were hilarious last night.
Better Things was great last night.
Desus & Mero was brilliant as usual last night.
the New York Yankees took all that momentum they got from the wins over Boston and pissed it all away last night, losing to the Royals, 6-1. hopefully they can get back to winning tonight.
here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:
here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:
here are your videos for this day of National Poetry Month:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, NJPW, VICE Special Report: The Future of Work and Wyatt Cenac's Problem Areas. i'll probably flip between some baseball and the hockey and basketball playoffs tonight as well.
i think the rain started around 2:30 last night, right as i was trying to fall asleep. as you might imagine, that didn't happen.
i think my sister is coming down tomorrow afternoon for the weekend.
i have no clue when i'll be on here tomorrow. i'm shooting for the morning, but who knows...
i hope everyone has a great weekend. if you're religious, have fun with your god. as for the rest of us, enjoy some candy.
until tomorrow kids...
tu dios ya no me quiere
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Black Pumas - Black Moon Rising
The Black Crowes - Good Friday
Tyler Childers - That Thing You Said (Live)
Chicano Batman - Passed You By
"If you're going to do something wrong, do it big, because the punishment is the same either way."
- Jayne Mansfield
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
apparently, certain people don't understand that once the bridge is burned, your best bet is to never fucking get close to it again. so, i saw yesterday that Debbie Kirk was talking shit about my mother on the GoFundMe page, that for some fucking reason was accepting donations again. my name was still clearly on the page, which totally infuriated me. i contacted the guy that contacted me over Debbie's bogus fraud claims and told him what was going on. i told him i figured she still had me listed as the beneficiary so she could claim i was stealing from her again. i don't have an account with GoFundMe any longer, so this could not be possible. i checked last night and my name is still listed but the account is once again not accepting donations. i know Debbie has surgery today and if she has any friends left, i doubt any of them are competent enough to actually start a GoFundMe and have the money go directly to her. i joked that if she happens to die in surgery, they could just take down the page completely as i don't want my name associated with that cunt any longer. i'm not sure i can make it any fucking clearer than that.
i heard back on the poems i sent to Riggwelter the other day. possibly the nicest rejection letter i have ever received. so there's another 5 back on the pile.
World Cup update:
France defeated Belgium yesterday 1-0. today England takes on Croatia in the other semifinal.
the New York Yankees lost last night to Baltimore 6-5. they are now 3 1/2 games behind Boston in the division. they have to win tonight to get a split in the series.
Smackdown was pretty good last night.
205 Live was very good last night.
The Jim Jefferies Show was fucking hilarious last night.
Deadliest Catch was good last night.
Fuck That's Delicious was great last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Big Brother and Lucha Underground. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network.
i have to take mom to the post office sometime today to sign for some mail because the person that delivers the mail doesn't know how to ring the fucking doorbell.
it would also be nice if the mail i know that was sent from England almost two weeks ago would actually arrive already, or i wish they were done reading it. i have no doubt that the magazines that get sent to me, the post office will peruse before they actually put them in the mailbox.
thanks for all the positive comments on the poems published recently at Misfit Magazine and The Beatnik Cowboy. i really do appreciate them.
i will probably be on here tomorrow after i take mom to get a copy of her x-rays for the bullshit she has to go to on Friday. god willing, that will be the final time her old job tries to show that she can still work. she had to postpone the injection for her back that she really, really needs so she could do this shit. to say i'm a little pissy at the moment would be an understatement.
that's all for now kids.
si la ira es un regalo, estoy abriendo regalos todo el día
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The Jesus and Mary Chain - Reverence
Chicano Batman - Black Lipstick
Drivin' N' Cryin' - Straight to Hell
Cold War Kids w/Bishop Briggs - Love On the Brain
"Writing is an act of faith, not a trick of grammar." - E.B. White
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i have been running around like 9 cats trying to cover up shit in a windstorm today. but, before i get to all that, i need to give a proper goodbye to one of my favorites.
so long Tom Wolfe. you were one of the greatest and one of the few that absolutely lived the fuck out of their life. you will never be forgotten.
i have made two different trips to the grocery store today. first was to get my pills. mom had a doctor's appointment this afternoon. when we got home from that, i did the trash and then had to go back to the grocery store to get her pills. good times. i also got gas for the car and bought a late lunch all between running around. that's why i'm just now starting the fucking blog when i should be kicking back and watching the Yankees game.
The Voice was really good last night. i think i know who the final four will be tonight.
Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.
here are your highlights from the NHL and NBA playoffs last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Smackdown, The Voice, Deadliest Catch, The Chris Gethard Show and The Jim Jefferies Show. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.
the New York Yankees start their two game series in Washington, D.C. tonight against the Nationals. hopefully they can keep the winning going.
i'll probably watch a little of the NBA and NHL playoffs tonight as well.
i did write 3 poems today. i typed them up early this afternoon and really like them. i have my eye on a few places to send to. i might squeeze out another submission or two before the month is over.
i have no damn clue when i'll be on here tomorrow.
there are storms in the area. of course, we're not getting any rain. but i still get the fucking pain from my arthritis. let's just say i'll be drinking tonight.
el diablo hace un licor muy dulce
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Kyla Jade - Let It Be
Chicano Batman - Black Lipstick
Marian Hill - Got It
Shawn James - Number of the Beast (Live)
"There is no motivation higher than being a good writer."
- Tom Wolfe (March 2, 1931 - May 14, 2018)
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
