time for a drug habit...

 so, my sister got here last night and mom sent her to get some food. i put my phone down over by my chair and turned around and my mother had fallen again. she doesn't know what happened, so now i'm wondering if she's having blackouts. and of course, my brain immediately jumped to she has a tumor or something in her brain that is causing this shit. now, the more likely scenario is she tripped over her shoes or the side of her chair as she was getting to her walker. i swear, i am going to handcuff that fucking thing to her so she always has it near her. after i got her up, i told her, and you wonder why i'm going to be an addict soon.

Smackdown and 205 Live were both pretty good last night.

AEW Rampage was very good last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was very funny last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, the finale of Rhodes to the Top, Saturday Night Live and ROH.

the New York Rangers play this afternoon in Ottawa. the boys will be looking for their 4th straight win on the road.

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

i'm sure i will watch some college football today before Ohio State plays Indiana tonight.

i'm going to try to be on here tomorrow before Manchester United takes on Liverpool.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday. best of luck with your gambling today.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

Sí, lo sé, todos eventualmente moriremos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Dope Lemon - Pink Rose Cadillac

Helado Negro & Xenia Rubinos - I Fell In Love

Swedish House Mafia & The Weeknd - Moth To A Flame

Bush - Comedown

My Morning Jacket - The Devil's In The Details

"I know a man who gave up smoking, drinking, sex, and rich food. He was healthy right up to the day he killed himself." - Johnny Carson

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finally, a victory...

 the New York Rangers won in Montreal last night, 3-1. that building is usually a house of horrors for the boys, so i am very happy they won.

AEW Dynamite was excellent last night.

Rhodes to The Top was good last night. the season finale is next Saturday.

Saturday Night Live was hilarious last night.

Austin City Limits was very good last night.

ROH was good last night.

i didn't really watch much of college football yesterday. 

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Axios, Succession, American Rust, Desus & Mero, BMF and Hightown.

i have no clue what games i'll watch today. i know mom wants me to help her around the house, so that's most likely what i'll be doing most of the day.

it got down to 41 degrees here last night. it felt perfect.

i'll be on here tomorrow after i get back from the post office and bank.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.

best of luck to the gamblers today.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

esto se siente como un buen día para dormir

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Lindsey Stirling - Crystallize (Live)

Zoe Keating - Possible (Live)

Hammock - Into the Blank

Trent Reznor $ Atticus Ross - LIFE ON MARS?

2Cellos - With or Without You

"Betrayal is the only truth that sticks." - Arthur Miller

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i believe i have found the definition of insanity...

 so, i got up this morning really hoping Manchester United was going to play good today. when Mason Greenwood put them up 1-0, i was happy. when Leicester scored because of a Harry Maguire fuck up, i wasn't happy. soon, 1-1 became 2-1 for Leicester and i decided to remain calm. Marcus Rashford scored to make it 2-2. i figured now they can find the winner out there. well, one team certainly did. 15 fucking seconds after Rashford scored, Leicester scored again to make it 3-2. when they scored near the death to make it 4-2, i simply turned the fucking tv off. i went into my bathroom, started to shave and then took a shower. i'm hoping whatever fucking bad mojo that is clinging to me is off now. at least Paul Pogba said it best in the post game interviews, they deserved to lose today. i'm hoping they will play better on Wednesday in the Champions League, but i'm not insane. at least, not yet.

Smackdown and 205 Live were both pretty good last night.

AEW Rampage was fucking awesome last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, Rhodes to The Top, Saturday Night Live, Austin City Limits and ROH.

since Ohio State is off this week, i will probably watch a few college football games this afternoon while doing my laundry.

the New York Rangers play tonight in Montreal. neither team has won this season, so i know that will change after tonight. hopefully, the Rangers will win.

i will most likely be on here in the morning tomorrow, before the NFL games start. the Saints are off tomorrow, so i might end up napping the day away. our absentee ballots came in the mail today, so i might fill mine out tomorrow and get that mailed back in on Monday.

i will need to hit the bank and the post office Monday anyway...

that's all for me kids. i hope everyone has a great Saturday.

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

detesto perder con cada fibra de mi ser

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The Dandy Warhols - Minnesoter

George Alice - Mid Years

Bria - Cuntry Covers, Vol. 1

Touching - Private Stash

High Desert Queen - Bury The Queen

"I can resist everything except temptation." - Oscar Wilde

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a warm Sunday morning...

 it is supposed to get up into the 80's today. once again, we only have two seasons anymore. hot and cold. that is it.

Ohio State whipped Maryland yesterday, 66-17. they are off next week.

the New York Rangers defeated the Islanders last night in OT, 5-4. i'm so ready for the season to start.

i did watch plenty of college football yesterday. a crazy day filled with a ton of crazy games.

Saturday Night Live was way better than it should have been last night.

ROH was good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Axios, the finale of Scenes From a Marriage, Last Week Tonight, BMF, the season finale of Heels and American Rust.

the USMNT plays tonight in Panama. i'd love to see them get another victory.

the New Orleans Saints play today at Washington. hopefully, they will win today.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. hope your Sunday will be even better.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

Voy a intentar hacer mis compras navideñas hoy.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

John Prine - Angel From Montgomery

John Prine - Hello In There

John Prine - That's the Way That the World Goes Round (Live)

John Prine - Sam Stone

John Prine - Lake Marie (Live)

John Prine - Spanish Pipe Dream (Live)

John Prine - Jesus the Missing Years (Live)

John Prine - Please Don't Bury Me

John Prine w/Iris DeMent - In Spite of Ourselves (Live)

John Prine - Paradise (Live)

"My sense of humor has saved me more than a couple of times in my life." -  John Prine

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a foggy Saturday morning...

 i'm running on 3 hours of sleep at the moment. this is when i wish i loved coffee enough that i would drink it by the gallon. of course, this is further proving my belief, life is just a series of naps.

Smackdown and 205 Live were both pretty good last night.

AEW Rampage was excellent last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was pretty funny last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Saturday Night Live and ROH.

Ohio State plays Maryland today. hopefully, Ohio State is not overlooking them.

i will probably watch plenty of Penn State vs. Iowa later this afternoon.

tonight, the New York Rangers play their final preseason game against the Islanders. i just hope no one gets injured tonight. the Rangers season starts on Wednesday.

i'm sure i will watch some other college football games today as well.

i should be on here tomorrow before the New Orleans Saints play Washington.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

get the shot.

¿Qué pasa si no duermo cuando muera?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease....

music:

Future Islands - Seasons (Waiting On You)

Tune-Yards - Water Fountain

John Lennon - Mind Games

PJ Harvey - Down by the Water

The Mooney Suzuki - The Broken Heart

"Life is what happens while you are busy making other plans." - John Lennon

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so i woke up early for this?...

 i was up a little after 6 this morning. i wanted to get everything done before the Manchester United game started. i was a little surprised when i saw my mother sleeping in the living room. she said there was a spider in her bed. of course, she doesn't know if it was real or imagined. welcome to my life. i got the coffee on, went through my emails and had breakfast. United started off on the front foot and it was clear Everton was simply going to defend and counter attack. United was up 1-0 at halftime. and then of course, United got sloppy in the second half and gave up the tying goal. a 1-1 draw with an Everton side that wasn't at full strength at home is unacceptable. and to think they could have gone top of the league if they had won. i hope Ole knows the clock is ticking on his job at the club. i can't imagine they brought back CR7 to not win shit.

the Yankees lost to Tampa last night, 4-3. Boston and Toronto won, but thankfully Seattle lost last night. that means all the Yankees need to do is win today and they are in the playoffs. 

the New York Rangers had their asses handed to them last night by the Devils, 7-1. that was rough even for fucking preseason. they play tonight in Boston.

Smackdown and 205 Live were both pretty good last night.

AEW Rampage was excellent last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Saturday Night Live and ROH.

Ohio State plays this afternoon at Rutgers. this has trap game written all over it.

i will probably watch some of Notre Dame vs. Cincinnati game today as well.

i'm sure i'll get a nap to some soccer today. of course, it is supposed to rain today as well. joy.

thanks to everyone that has checked out my latest published poems:

https://terrorhousemag.com/soft/

i hope everyone has a great Saturday.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

¿Alguien tiene algún pensamiento útil?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The Dandy Warhols - Not If You Were The Last Junkie On Earth

Dr. Dre & Ice Cube - Natural Born Killaz

Pixies - Where Is My Mind?

Guided By Voices - The Official Ironmen Rally Song

Tyler Childers - Yes I Guess They Oughta Name a Drink After You

"I intend to live forever, or die trying." - Groucho Marx

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up too early on a Sunday...

 i went to bed last night at what i thought was a decent time, 2 AM. imagine my joy when i woke up and it was 4:15. i think i'm developing pinched nerves in both of my shoulders. and when a bad back keeps you from sleeping on it... good times. i finally got up at 7.

the Yankees waited until late to provide the fireworks yesterday, but they won over Boston, 5-3. they are now tied with Boston for the first wild card spot. hopefully, they will get another sweep tonight.

Ohio State whipped Akron last night, 59-7. they should have their hands full next week playing at Rutgers.

ROH was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, the season finale of Power Book III: Raising Kanan, BMF, Scenes From a Marriage, Last Week Tonight, Billions and American Rust. i'll be watching WWE Extreme Rules for most of the evening tonight.

somehow, bugs have invaded my bird food and ruined it for the most part. so, it looks after i throw all that shit away, i'll be going to Menard's tomorrow to get new bird food and new containers to put it in. i need to get a new birdhouse as well as the wind destroyed one of the ones i have out here.

i should be on here after i get all that done tomorrow.

i really hope everyone had a great Saturday. hope your Sunday will be even better.

the New Orleans Saints play today at the Patriots. i would love to see the Saints win today. they are 3 point underdogs.

best of luck to everyone gambling today.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

sueña lo imposible

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

TLC - Red Light Special

L.A. Witch - Kill My Baby Tonight

Jeff Buckley - Everybody Here Wants You

R.E.M. - Crush With Eyeliner

Buffalo Nichols - Lost & Lonesome

"Genuine poetry can communicate before it is understood.: - T.S. Eliot

and you're whatever the fuck i wanted you to see:

hopefully not a sign of things to come...

 so, after a quick 3 1/2 hours of sleep, i was up this morning to watch Manchester United play. just one of those fucking days where nothing could go right. and when that happens, i always worry about the old smash and grab victories from the away teams. sure enough, Aston Villa scored late to go up 1-0. it didn't help that United had to use two of their subs on defenders as Luke Shaw and Harry Maquire both got injured in the game. now comes the punch to the dick. United actually gets a penalty after Villa got caught with a handball in the box. and because this just has to be a day of shit, Bruno steps up and misses the pk. fuck me. so yeah, there's a 1-0 loss that could be the start of a shit week for United. good times.

Smackdown and 205 Live were both really good last night.

both hours of AEW Rampage were good last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious last night.

Big Brother was the final 3 look back on the season show.

the Yankees defeated Boston last night, 8-3. hopefully, they will do the same this afternoon.

The Shop was really good last night.

Back on the Record with Bob Costas was pretty good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be ROH.

Ohio State plays tonight at home against Akron. their starting QB has a bum right shoulder, so the backups will be playing today. it really shouldn't matter, but i'm sure this team will play down to their opponent and make this game unnecessarily tight at the end.

i'm sure i will watch plenty of college football games today, hoping to get the stink of that fucking United loss out of my system.

i should be on here in the morning tomorrow, before the Saints play at the Patriots.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday.

best of luck gambling on the games.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

llevo todas mis emociones en mis mangas

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Shintaro Sakamoto - The Feeling of Love

Jim James - Seasons

The Hold Steady - Family Farm

Portugal. The Man w/Cherry Glazerr - Steal My Sunshine

Portugal. The Man w/Sir Chloe - Novocaine For The Soul

Guns N' Roses - Hard Skool

"Careers very rarely are a waste of time; jobs usually are." - Donald Glover

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here comes the weekend...

 i didn't go to bed last night until i exhausted myself. of course, i was up 3 hours later. not good. so i got an ice pack and went to my massage chair. i turned on the Wolves vs. Brentford game and got another 2 hours of sleep. much better.

the Yankees won last night over Cleveland, 8-0. hopefully, there is more of that today.

Smackdown and 205 Live were both really good last night.

AEW Rampage was pretty good last night as well.

Big Brother was good last night. Xavier is the new HOH.

Real Time with Bill Maher was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be ROH.

Ohio State will hopefully bounce back today at home against Tulsa. if they struggle in this game, they have bigger problems than anyone else realizes.

i'm sure i will watch plenty of college football today.

we made turkey burgers last night for the first time in ages it felt like. they were very good.

i will hopefully be on here tomorrow before Manchester United plays West Ham in the morning.

if not, i will be on here before the New Orleans Saints play at 1.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

No puedo esperar por un clima más fresco

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Loome - Psycho

Willy Mason - Worth It

Tom Waits - Jersey Girl

Grouplove - Broken Angel

JJ Grey & Mofro - 99 Shades Of Crazy

"Life would be so wonderful if we only knew what to do with it." - Greta Garbo

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how could we ever forget

 hard to believe 20 years has gone by already. are we a better country now? in some ways, yes. did we give up too much of our personal freedom? yes. did we ever put a fucking dent in the war on terrorism? no. what pisses me off the most about this anniversary is the chance we had as a nation to truly come together and how it was pissed away by the pure fucking greed of the fucks in this country that get off on murder and war. i truly feel for everyone that lost a loved one on 9/11. no one deserves that pain. but seeing all these bullshit documentaries coming on and fudging the truth to the point where even a fucking imbecile can realize they are watching propaganda, who the fuck needs that bullshit, either? if you are going to be patriotic today, go right ahead. just don't be fucking blind.

the Yankees had their asses handed to them last night by the Mets, 10-3. i doubt it will be much different tonight.

Smackdown and 205 Live were both pretty good last night.

AEW Rampage was good last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be ROH.

so, i never thought i would see the day of Cristiano Ronaldo playing for Manchester United again. this game today against Newcastle is going to feel surreal. but, hopefully he starts, scores a couple goals and United wins and the dream of actually watching him lift a trophy again in those colors could be one step closer to a reality.

right after that, Ohio State takes on Oregon in the home opener up in Columbus. hopefully, Ohio State will win again.

i'm sure i will watch plenty of college football today and hopefully get a few naps in as well.

my sister did have dinner with us last night. she's not that cool with being out in public during a pandemic and can't really understand why her friends are. i'm not sure she thought she was going to watch all that wrestling last night, but i'm sure it didn't kill her. she did like her birthday gifts.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday.

i should be on here tomorrow in the morning, long before the New Orleans Saints play in the afternoon.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

¿Cómo podríamos olvidarlo?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Charlie Parker - Autumn in New York

Rage Against The Machine  - Guerilla Radio (Live)

Green Day - Wake Me Up When September Ends

Tears For Fears - Everybody Wants To Rule The World

Metallica - One

"Life is ours to be spent, not to be saved." - D.H. Lawrence

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hello Sunday...

 i'm not a big fan of getting up before the sun does. of course, my mind doesn't exactly let me sleep much anymore. i can't turn off the genius switch. so, probably like yesterday... less than 4 hours in the bed and i'll get a good 1 or 2 while in my massage chair. good times.

the Yankees lost yesterday to Baltimore, 4-3. i was not a happy camper after that one. their lead to host the wild card game is now down to 1/2 game. joy. they better fucking win today.

i did watch some college football games yesterday.

ROH was very good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, Power Book III: Raising Kanan, Heels and Billions.

the USMNT takes on Canada tonight down in Nashville for the second round of World Cup qualifying. hopefully, the boys will get a victory tonight.

i believe it rained most of the night, so there's another reason why i probably didn't sleep much. add in some nerve pain, and...

hard to believe that tomorrow is Labor Day. 

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. hope your Sunday will be even better.

i should be on here tomorrow in the morning.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

no puedo dormir boca arriba, se siente como si estuviera en una tumba

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

DJ Shadow & Little Dragon - Scale It Back

Sneaker Pimps - 6 Underground

Soul Coughing - Super Bon Bon

Beck - Go It Alone

Men I Trust - Untourable Album

"I'm just a musical prostitute, my dear." - Freddie Mercury

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hello Saturday...

 so i tossed and turned all night after a nice conversation with my beautiful friend in Colorado. she's one i would love to spend the rest of my life with, although i don't think she's that interested. but, toss in some poetry and drugs and you pretty much get the drift of my endless dream last night.

Smackdown and 205 Live were both pretty good last night.

AEW Rampage was great last night.

Bitchin': The Sound and Fury of Rick James was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be ROH.

the Yankees won last night over Baltimore, 4-3 in 11 innings. hopefully, they will win again this afternoon.

i'm sure i will watch plenty of college football today. there are some pretty good games (hopefully) all day and night.

i should be on here in the morning tomorrow.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

mi madre esta perdiendo la cabeza

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Cypress Hill - I Wanna Get High

Black Sabbath - Sweet Leaf

Rick James - Mary Jane

Ashley Monroe - Weed Instead of Roses

G. Love & Special Sauce - Who's Got The Weed

"Death comes not to the living soul, nor age to the loving heart." - Phoebe Cary

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