it was one of those days. i tossed and turned until 6 this morning. i finally fell asleep and woke up at 10. joy. made some coffee, had some breakfast and then didn't make it to the toilet in time. fuck me. so, i had a little laundry to do. these are the days where i just shake my head and realize the 8 year old me was the smartest one i knew. for those of you who wonder why i always reference that... it was at 8 years old that i first thought of suicide. and given all the pain, rejection and endless amounts of effort put into this world for nothing... imagine all of that being spared and ceasing to exist. i don't want to make suicide this glamorous thing because it isn't. i have people i love that have done it or even tried it. but, i never judge anyone that chooses that route. not my place to do that. mostly because, i have been there and if my circumstances would have been different, i would have done it. i tried it once at 17, but didn't know at that point in my life you need to snuff out the will to live to accomplish your goal. now, at 48, i know such things. but i don't think i have the strength, unless i am a few bottles of Jack Daniels in, to snuff out the will. but, i do know i am capable. so, i tuck it away like an Irish goodbye. don't worry, i have too many irons in the fire to do something like that right now. the light still makes it through the darkness. when that changes, then worry.
i did catch a little of the Oscars last night.
the series finale of Hightown was good. the show was crazy and while i hope there will be a spin off, i won't be shocked when there isn't.
The Regime was fucking crazy last night.
Curb Your Enthusiasm was fucking hilarious last night.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw and The Voice.
the New York Rangers play at home tonight against New Jersey.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i am hoping it will be after some decent sleep.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
una comedia de errores
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Tenacious D - ...Baby One More Time
Slash & Brian Johnson - Killing Floor
Anderson East - All On My Mind
Joy Oladokun & Noah Kahan - We're All Gonna Die
Hard Working Americans - I Don't Have A Gun / Stomp & Holler (Live)
"I seldom end up where I wanted to go, but almost always end up where I need to be." - Douglas Adams
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honestly, i think it is really fucking stupid that we still change the time twice a fucking year. even the farmers i know think it is fucking stupid. now, as a piss poor sleeper, it doesn't really mess with me. i don't really give a shit about time anymore.
the New York Rangers won last night 4-0 over the Blues. hopefully, Igor is getting hot in goal just in time for a playoff run.
AEW Collision was good last night.
Saturday Night Live was hilarious last night.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be the series finale of Hightown, The Regime, Curb Your Enthusiasm and Last Week Tonight.
i doubt i will watch much of the Oscars tonight, although this is the first time in years i have actually seen some of the movies nominated.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
until then kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
¿a dónde se fue esa hora?
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Aili - Takoyaki
Wild Heaven - What You're Looking For
Gabi Turner - Comfort Zone
Paris Paloma - labour
The Avett Brothers - Love Of A Girl
"I guess edgy things tend to get my attention." - Rick Rubin
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mom actually wanted to go out and walk this afternoon. i told her it was a good day to do that. it was in the low 70's with a bit of wind. we walked for a little over 10 minutes. we probably could have done more but someone forgot to taker her pain pills before we started. i did go outside a little bit yesterday. i fixed our chimes that the wind tried to destroy the other night and i filled all the bird feeders. on top of all that, i wrote 3 poems yesterday afternoon. those are the first poems of March.
The Regime last night was pretty crazy.
Curb Your Enthusiasm was very funny last night.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
Hightown was good last night. the series finale is next week.
here are your NBA highlights from yesterday:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Voice and Monday Night Raw.
the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Florida. this will be a true test to see if the Rangers have a chance to get through the east this year in the playoffs.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i know it is supposed to be raining, so i will most likely be in pain. joy.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
un día cálido y tranquilo
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Lykke Li - Ring of Fire
Scott Ballew - Mutiny
Ryan Bingham - Southside of Heaven (Live)
Lynyrd Skynyrd - Ballad Of Curtis Loew
Lucinda Williams - Essence
"Anybody who doesn't know that politics is crime has got a few screws loose." - James Ellroy
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i went to bed pretty late last night, knowing that is the only way i actually sleep past 9 AM. i did that mostly because i was fearing the worst today in the Manchester derby. for the first 45 minutes, i was pleasantly surprised as United was up 1-0 at halftime thanks to a Marcus Rashford screamer. after halftime, that was when the absolute gulf in talent showed up. to be honest, i turned the game off when City took the lead. hell, i went out to my massage chair, and hoped for the best. of course, that didn't happen. Manchester City won the derby, 3-1. i am hopeful the new people in charge at Manchester United truly understand the massive job ahead for them. while i am not sure if a new manager is what the team needs, i am 100% sure they need new and better players. the sooner the better.
last night, the New York Rangers lost at Toronto, 4-3 in a shootout. at least they got a point out of the game.
AEW Collision was good last night.
Saturday Night Live was hilarious last night:
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Regime, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Last Week Tonight and Hightown.
i'm hoping to do a little writing today and maybe catch up on some sleep.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Estuve feliz durante unos cuarenta y cinco minutos.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Cigarettes After Sex - Tejano Blue
The Dandy Warhols - Be-In (Live)
Orebolo - Mad World (Live)
Hurray for the Riff Raff - Hawkmoon
twenty one pilots - Overcompensate
"Educate the masses, elevate their standard of intelligence, and you will certainly have a successful nation." - Alexander Graham Bell
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well, the New York Rangers lost last night at Columbus, 4-2. oh well. they play them again on Wednesday in New York.
here are your videos for this day of Black History Month:
the series finale of The Woman in the Wall was excellent last night.
Hightown was crazy last night.
Curb Your Enthusiasm was hilarious last night.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Voice and Monday Night Raw.
i have been watching a little bit of spring training with the New York Yankees. i do love the addition of Juan Soto. that should bring some added thump to their lineup. now, i think they are one pitcher away from being a favorite to make the World Series from the American League.
i will probably be on here tomorrow in the afternoon.
i hope everyone had an amazing weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
todo debe llegar a su fin en algún momento
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Ray Charles - Let's Go Get Stoned (Live)
Miles Davis - Blue In Green
John Coltrane - Body and Soul
John Lee Hooker - I'm Bad Like Jesse James (Live)
Muddy Waters - Champagne & Reefer (Live)
"You have enemies? Good. That means you've stood up for something, sometime in your life."
- Victor Hugo
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now, it wasn't as much sleep as i needed, but i'm pretty sure i got a good 5 hours or so. i needed it after yesterday. hell, i took a shower last night and basically fell asleep after i got dressed. good times.
the New York Rangers won yesterday at Philadelphia, 2-1. that was their 10th win in a row. they will go for the team record tonight at Columbus.
here are your videos for this day of Black History Month:
AEW Collision was good last night.
Austin City Limits was excellent last night.
Saturday Night Live was pretty funny last night.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be the season finale of The Woman in the Wall, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Last Week Tonight and Hightown.
i'll probably watch some sports on the tv while napping in the living room. i do need to ice my back some more.
not sure when i will be on here tomorrow.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
dormí un poco
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Sunny War - If It Wasn't Broken
Bonnie Raitt - Blame it On Me
Grouplove - Chances
Silver Skylarks - Power Moves
Alicia Keys - If I Ain't Got You
"I wanted to be successful, not famous." - George Harrison
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when the Rangers got down yesterday 4-1 against the Islanders, i wasn't happy. but, i didn't give up hope yet either. now, no team had ever come back from a 3 goal deficit while playing in one of the outdoor games. the Rangers coach had never won one of these games. but, the franchise is undefeated in outdoor games. thankfully, the Islanders made the mistake of putting the Rangers on the power play. the Islanders penalty kill is the worst in the league. honestly, it is worse than most teams i have seen in the lower leagues. the Rangers came all the way to tie the game at 5 in regulation. then, 10 seconds into overtime, Artemi Panarin ended it with one of the craziest endings in a long time. Rangers won 6-5, in OT. they are now 5-0 in outdoor games.
the Daytona 500 got rained out yesterday. so, they will race this afternoon.
Manchester United won yesterday, 2-1, at Luton Town.
i did watch some of the NBA All-Star game last night. the East won 211-186.
here are your videos for this day of Black History Month:
the season finale of True Detective Night Country was excellent last night.
Curb Your Enthusiasm last night was hilarious.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
Hightown was good last night.
The Woman in the Wall was really good last night. the season finale is next week.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw.
nothing much going on today since it is Presidents' Day.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
until then kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
un regreso para las edades
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Jimi Hendrix - Pali Gap
Burial - Rival Dealer - EP
Marcus King - Mood Swings
Ana Tijoux - Millonaria
Ledisi w/Kenny Lattimore - Perfect Stranger
"You know what, life is full of temptations." - Smokey Robinson
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apparently, 5 hours of sleep is my new normal. the last two nights has been get tired and then fall to sleep like a snap of the fingers. now, i wish i just felt like i was actually rested and revived. baby steps i suppose.
the Dayton Flyers won yesterday at home against Fordham, 78-70.
here are your videos for this day of Black History Month:
i did watch Oppenheimer yesterday on Peacock. as a history guy, i loved the movie. if you haven't seen it, do so.
i did watch some of the NHL game last night between the Devils and Flyers played outdoors. this afternoon, the Rangers and Islanders will play at the same stadium.
i did watch most of NBA All-Star Saturday Night last night. the all star game is tonight.
Austin City Limits was excellent last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be the season finale of True Detective Night Country, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Last Week Tonight, Hightown and The Woman in the Wall.
Manchester United plays at Luton Town today. hopefully, they will continue their winning streak.
i really hope the New York Rangers win today.
i will probably watch some of the Daytona 500 today.
i guess i should probably get outside at some point and see if the mail actually got delivered yesterday.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be ever better.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
una fría mañana de domingo
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Eric Bibb - Things Is 'Bout Comin' My Way (Live)
Lesser Angels - Burn It Away
Ana Tijoux w/Talib Kweli & Plug - Tu sae
BOO85 - Heart
Alanis Morissette - Uninvited
"Make a difference about something other than yourselves." - Toni Morrison
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i made a bet back in August last year that the Kansas City Chiefs would win the Super Bowl. after last night, i wish i would have been able to put more on that bet. but, the one rule i stick to when gambling is only bet what you can afford to lose. so, i put $1 down on it and won $9 last night when the Chiefs won in overtime over the 49ers, 25-22. i thought the game eventually got good. halftime was really good. the commercials were sort of hit and miss for me, but there were more hits than misses. add in the nachos i made for dinner and all in all, it was a pretty good night.
here are your videos for this day of Black History Month:
Manchester United won yesterday at Aston Villa, 2-1.
the season finale of Power Book III: Raising Kanan was great.
Hightown was good last night.
True Detective Night Country was amazing last night. season finale is next week.
Curb Your Enthusiasm was hilarious last night.
The Woman In The Wall was very good last night.
here are your NBA highlights from yesterday:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw.
the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Calgary.
i should be on here tomorrow after i take mom to see her back doctor.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
al menos gané un poco de dinero
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Flor de Toloache - Ranchera Medley
The Black Keys - I Forgot To Be Your Lover
Michael Burks - Cross Eyed Woman
Gary Clark Jr. - Pearl Cadillac
H.E.R. - Make It Rain (Live)
"Concentration and mental toughness are the margins of victory." - Bill Russell
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all my bets are in for the Super Bowl. i am leaning towards the Chiefs winning a close one. i'm tired of losing money to Patrick Mahomes. hopefully i'll win a few bets and have good things to say tomorrow. of course, if Manchester United loses before the Super Bowl today, i won't be in a good mood regardless. they play at Aston Villa.
here are your videos for this day of Black History Month:
AEW Collision was good last night.
Austin City Limits was excellent last night.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be the season finale of Power Book III: Raising Kanan, Hightown, True Detective Night Country, Curb Your Enthusiasm and The Woman in the Wall.
got what i needed to get yesterday at Rite Aid and Lowe's. mom brought me back some tacos from the new Mexican restaurant in town. they were excellent.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
La mayoría de la gente sólo mira los comerciales.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Rufus - Tell Me Something Good
Parliament - Give Up the Funk (Tear the Roof off the Sucker)
Funkadelic - I Wanna Know If It's Good to You
The Gap Band - You Dropped a Bomb on Me
Zapp - More Bounce to the Ounce, Pt. 1
"Show me a thoroughly satisfied man and I will show you a failure." - Thomas Edison
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i actually had to put on my sunglasses when i went to the store today. that felt a little weird, even more so that is was damn near 50 degrees today. at least it isn't the crazy ass weather they have on the west coast right now.
here are your videos for this day of Black History Month:
NXT Vengeance Day was good last night. Melo turning on Trick was a long time coming. now, i can't wait for that feud to be amazing.
Power Book III: Raising Kanan was really good last night. the season finale is next week.
Hightown was good last night.
The Woman in the Wall was excellent last night.
True Detective Night Country was amazing last night.
Curb Your Enthusiasm was hilarious last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw.
the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Colorado.
i didn't get to see any of the Grammy Awards last night. DIRECTV and our local CBS station are at war again. i'm hoping they get this shit resolved by Sunday or i will be watching the Super Bowl in my mom's room on her television.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
extraño a la musa
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Tracy Chapman - Fast Car
Caelin - Will I Ever Love Again
TR/ST - Robrash
SZA - Snooze
Killer Mike w/Andre 3000, Future & Eryn Allen Kane - Scientists & Engineers
"Perhaps all pleasure is only relief." - William S. Burroughs
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