a comedy of errors...

 it was one of those days. i tossed and turned until 6 this morning. i finally fell asleep and woke up at 10. joy. made some coffee, had some breakfast and then didn't make it to the toilet in time. fuck me. so, i had a little laundry to do. these are the days where i just shake my head and realize the 8 year old me was the smartest one i knew. for those of you who wonder why i always reference that... it was at 8 years old that i first thought of suicide. and given all the pain, rejection and endless amounts of effort put into this world for nothing... imagine all of that being spared and ceasing to exist. i don't want to make suicide this glamorous thing because it isn't. i have people i love that have done it or even tried it. but, i never judge anyone that chooses that route. not my place to do that. mostly because, i have been there and if my circumstances would have been different, i would have done it. i tried it once at 17, but didn't know at that point in my life you need to snuff out the will to live to accomplish your goal. now, at 48, i know such things. but i don't think i have the strength, unless i am a few bottles of Jack Daniels in, to snuff out the will. but, i do know i am capable. so, i tuck it away like an Irish goodbye. don't worry, i have too many irons in the fire to do something like that right now. the light still makes it through the darkness. when that changes, then worry.

i did catch a little of the Oscars last night.

the series finale of Hightown was good. the show was crazy and while i hope there will be a spin off, i won't be shocked when there isn't.

The Regime was fucking crazy last night.

Curb Your Enthusiasm was fucking hilarious last night.

Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw and The Voice.

the New York Rangers play at home tonight against New Jersey.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i am hoping it will be after some decent sleep.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

una comedia de errores

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Tenacious D - ...Baby One More Time

Slash & Brian Johnson - Killing Floor

Anderson East - All On My Mind

Joy Oladokun & Noah Kahan - We're All Gonna Die

Hard Working Americans - I Don't Have A Gun / Stomp & Holler (Live)

"I seldom end up where I wanted to go, but almost always end up where I need to be." - Douglas Adams

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: