at least there was some rain...

 yesterday was a challenge in managing my frustration. as usual, i mostly failed. between the Yankees losing, doing my laundry and trying to fold clothes with a pinched nerve, etc. etc. and then of course, it rained last night. joy.

the Yankees lost yesterday at the Royals, 4-3. nothing like almost winning a game you probably shouldn't have and your closer blows it. fuck me. they start a series tonight at Boston.

here are your highlights from Game 3 of the Stanley Cup Final last night.

Don't Forget the Lyrics was very good last night. i can't believe the first woman had the right lyrics and could have won $250,000 and had the chance to win a million but chose not to go on. 

the season finale of Welcome to Wrexham was good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, AEW Rampage, Real Time with Bill Maher and Fantasmas. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.

i'm doing the blog now mostly because mom has mentioned that she might want to go out to eat today to celebrate her birthday instead of doing it on Sunday, when her birthday really is. considering, everything that is going on today, there would be no fucking time after that lunch to write the blog.

the Euro 2024 starts today with Germany vs. Scotland. one of the best soccer tournaments to watch.

Game 4 of the NBA Finals is tonight. Boston is up 3-0 on Dallas. 

and because of that, they moved the Yankees vs. Red Sox game up today to accommodate the Boston fans.

i did get some cards last night. this place is running a pretty good deal right now.

https://onedollarsportscards.com/

i have no clue when i will be on here on Saturday. i think we've entered the stage of weather where it will get really warm every afternoon and that will provide the energy for possible thunderstorms at night, etc.

or, the time of year where my arthritis will be killing me slowly.

that's all for me kids.

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

al menos llovió un poco

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Previous Industries - Pliers

Def Leppard - Just Like 73 (Tom Morello Version)

Rival Waves - Time's Up

Denzel Curry - Bulls on Parade (triple j Like a Version)

Louise Post - You Get High

"To enjoy being famous, you need to have a screw loose." - Diablo Cody

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here comes the heat...

 it is supposed to get hot today and stay that way for over a week. oh joy.

the Yankees won last night at the Royals, 11-5. they go for the sweep this afternoon.

here are your highlights from Game 3 of the NBA Finals:

AEW Dynamite was good last night.

NJPW was good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Don't Forget the Lyrics and the season finale of Welcome to Wrexham.

Game 3 of the NHL Final is tonight. 

the USMNT and Brazil played a 1-1 draw last night. i was happy with the much better effort the USMNT put forth in the game.

today is laundry day for me. i figure i should get much of it done while the Yankees are playing.

i should be on here tomorrow after i get back from taking mom to her physical therapy appointment.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

aquí viene el calor

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease,,,

music:

Nilufer Yanya - Like I Say (I runaway)

Jana Mila - Somebody New

Mark Hallman - Bright Star

Cassandra Jenkins - Only One

The Wild Kindness - No One Belongs Here More Than You

"Education is not the filling of a pail, but the lighting of a fire." - William Butler Yeats

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at least the humidity went away...

 i was actually able to open up the house today. a nice cool breeze this morning was flowing through. i got some more horrible sleep. sadly, i am used to it. i did get the house vacuumed today. that took a toll on my back. i was hoping a really good shower would help that. it didn't.

the Yankees won again last night, 8-5, at home against the Twins. the only thing that ruined the victory was the injury to Juan Soto. turns out it is just some elbow inflammation he has been dealing with for the last 10 days or so. so, a few days off and he will (hopefully) be fine. they start a series tonight at home against the Dodgers.

here are your highlights from Game 1 of the NBA Finals:

I Can See Your Voice was very good last night.

Don't Forget the Lyrics was good last night.

Welcome to Wrexham was very good last night. the season finale is next week.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, AEW Rampage, Real Time with Bill Maher and Fantasmas. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.

i have no clue what i am making for dinner tonight.

i'm pretty sure i will be doing my laundry this weekend.

i need to go to Menards as well.

well, i need to ice my back down, so that's all for me kids.

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

al menos se fue la humedad

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Ra Ra Riot - The Wish

Atlas Maior - Jah Ali - Doctor Phono Remix

Shovels & Rope & Shakey Graves - Unknown Legend

Fantastic Negrito - An Honest Man

Cowboy Junkies - Lost My Driving Wheel

"There's a dark side to everything." - Prince

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nothing like dropping an old microwave on your foot...

 how i didn't break my foot when i did that last night is beyond me. of course, waking up this morning and having the shit still here, i guess i could have just waited to get them out there. Vietnam Vets are supposed to pick up the old chairs and microwave from the kitchen. at least i have them where i won't have to move them again to get out of the garage. they have upped mom's appointment, so i am writing a little sooner than i wanted to. ah, the joy of 3 hours of sleep.

the New York Yankees won last night at home over the Twins, 9-5. they will go for the sweep tonight.

AEW Dynamite was good last night.

NJPW was good last night.

we had a ton of rain last night. thankfully, all the strong storms and tornadoes were not around us.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be I Can See Your Voice, Don't Forget the Lyrics and Welcome to Wrexham.

the NBA Finals start tonight. Dallas at Boston.

i'm hoping to write some poems today while mom is doing her physical therapy.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Nada como dejar caer un viejo microondas en tu pie.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

John Grant - All That School For Nothing

Meggan Carney - Ketchup

Greensky Bluegrass - Born Again

Bryn Terranova w/Natalia Nekare - Fueled By Fate

The Jesus Lizard - Hide & Seek

"Possessing a healthy imagination is a necessary ingredient for creativity." - Steve Vai

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maybe i'm already dead and just don't know it...

 i took a shower last night, trying to relax after a very frustrating Rangers loss. what the shower actually did was focus my anger. so, of course, i didn't sleep much at all last night. i might have got 3 hours in my massage chair. thank god i drink strong ass coffee. i'm beyond frustrated right now, between sports, my Trulicity once again being unable to get from the manufacturer to the pharmacy, to whatever the fuck else that is annoying the shit out of me. these are the days i wish i was out at the farm and i'd go out to the bank barn and hope the gun doesn't jam.

the New York Rangers lost last night at home to Florida, 3-2. Florida is now up in the series 3-2., if i am counting on the nostalgia of 1994, this is exactly what happened in the Eastern Conference finals against the Devils. Messier guaranteed a win in Game 6 (which he scored a natural hat trick in) and then they won Game 7 at home in double overtime. the only problem with this scenario is there is no Mark Messier on this team. do i think they can win Game 6 down in Florida? yes. do i think they will? maybe? it wouldn't shock me if i am shaving late Saturday night. 

the New York Yankees won last night at Anaheim, 8-3. they start a series tonight at San Francisco.

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

the NBA Finals are now set. Dallas vs. Boston.

I Can See Your Voice was good last night.

Don't Forget the Lyrics was pretty funny last night.

Welcome to Wrexham was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW Rampage, Smackdown and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.

i'm sure i will watch some of Game 5 between Dallas and Edmonton tonight.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

i did write 2 poems today while mom was in physical therapy. i think they are pretty good.

hard to believe tomorrow is the first of June.

a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poem:

https://beatnikcowboy.com/2024/05/30/j-j-campbell-43/

well, i am officially tired as fuck, so let's see if i can sneak a nap in before i make dinner.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Tal vez ya estoy muerto

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Magdalena Bay - Death & Romance

Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - Frogs

BABYMETAL & Electric Callboy - RATATATA

The Boy From The South - Space Party

Beastie Boys - Sabotage

"I exist as I am, that is enough." - Walt Whitman

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34 guilty counts, all of them earned...

 now, i'm cynical enough to believe that through witness tampering and judicial intimidation, Trump will probably get this overturned or vacated or some other legal bullshit, but to hear a guilty verdict on all 34 counts made me actually believe, at least for a second, that this is how the whole system is supposed to work. that no one is above the law, blah blah blah. of course, the chaos agents want him to be elected president in November just so the system blows the fuck up. that is the last fucking thing i want to see happen as these dumb fucks don't understand what democracy actually is and if they truly think there is a system better, try your luck in Russia or Hungary or anyplace in this world with a dictator running shit.

https://www.nbcnews.com/politics/donald-trump/live-blog/trump-trial-jury-deliberations-hush-money-case-rcna154607

ok, off of my soapbox. i'm sure most of my neighbors are pissed. good.

the New York Yankees won last night in Anaheim, 2-1. hopefully, they will win again tonight.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

AEW Dynamite was good last night.

NJPW was very good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be I Can See Your Voice, Don't Forget the Lyrics and Welcome to Wrexham.

the New York Rangers play Game 5 tonight at home. it is about as close to a MUST win as possible. the series is tied 2-2.

i'm sure i will watch some of the NBA playoffs as well tonight.

i should be on here tomorrow after i get back from taking mom to physical therapy.

that's all for me kids. thank god for sports tonight. i get the feeling most of the other channels will be covering something else.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

treinta y cuatro cargos de culpabilidad

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

NIKI - Too Much Of A Good Thing

CocoRosie - Werewolf

Crowded House - Teenage Summer

Powfu w/beabadoobee - death bed

flora cash - You're Somebody Else

"The system under which we live is owned and operated by people who do not deserve to run the world." - Tom Morello

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so, i tried being a responsible person last night...

 i actually went to bed before 3 AM. now, the problem with that? i was up at 5 and then 6 and then at 7 i just gave the fuck up. if i don't completely exhaust myself, i can't sleep. that is beyond fucking frustrating. so yeah, i'll be up late as fuck tonight. actually, i might end up doing tomorrow's blog before i go to bed. tomorrow is going to be a busy as fuck day.

the New York Yankees won yesterday at home against Seattle, 5-0. they start a series tonight at San Diego.

here are the highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

here are the highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

I Can See Your Voice was pretty good last night.

Don't Forget the Lyrics was good last night.

Welcome to Wrexham was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown and AEW Rampage. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.

the New York Rangers play Game 2 tonight at home against Florida. i'm hoping they play much better than they did in Game 1 and get a victory tonight.

i'm sure i will probably watch some of the NBA playoffs tonight as well.

later tonight, i will probably send out some poems. after i do that, i'm going to write the blog for tomorrow. i want to do that then so i can get some sleep before i watch the FA Cup final tomorrow between Manchester United and Manchester City.

that will lead right into the WWE King and Queen of the Ring tomorrow afternoon from Saudi Arabia. so, around 3 in the morning might be the only chance i have to do the blog, send out some poems, etc.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. for all us here in the USA, i hope you have a safe Memorial Day weekend.

until later tonight / tomorrow morning kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

dos horas de sueño ya no son suficientes

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Efterklang w/Mabe Fratti - Plant

Carson McHone - I Couldn't Say It To Your Face

Charley Crockett - $10 Cowboy

Cody Jinks - What You Love

Hayes Carll - Drunken Poet's Dream

"I accept chaos, I'm not sure whether it accepts me." - Bob Dylan

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8 wins away from glory...

 so, when the New York Rangers started the 3rd period last night down 3-1 at Carolina, i told my mother it was going to take one hell of a third period for the Rangers to close out the series. well, Chris Kreider said hold my beer and took over the game. he scored a natural hat trick to take the lead and the Rangers eventually won the game, 5-3. that clinched the series, 4-2. now, they will face either Boston or Florida in the Eastern Conference final. 

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

the New York Yankees swept the Twins yesterday, winning 5-0. the Twins only scored 1 run in the 3 game series. the Yankees play at home tonight against the White Sox.

the two episode series finale of Young Sheldon was pretty good last night.

I Can See Your Voice was crazy as usual.

Welcome to Wrexham was very good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, Real Time with Bill Maher and Jerrod Carmichael Reality Show. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.

i'm sure i will watch some of the NHL and NBA playoffs tonight.

it did rain for a little bit today. i'm sure mom didn't mind as she finally got her plants planted outside. she was really happy that i trusted her enough to go to Rite Aid and get my pills yesterday while she was outside doing the plants on the back porch. now, to be honest, my nerves were raging, but i figured as long as i don't put the thought of her falling out into the universe, she would be fine. thankfully, she was.

i will probably take a shower after i get this done and then make dinner. i'm thinking i might do nachos tonight.

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

ocho victorias desde la gloria

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Queen - Another One Bites the Dust

Volbeat - A Warrior's Call

Slayer - Raining Blood

AC/DC - Have a Drink On Me

The Who - Baba O'Riley

"I really try to put myself in uncomfortable situations. Complacency is my enemy." - Trent Reznor

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had a present at the door this morning...

 so, my morning routine is after i take a piss, i take my blood sugar and then i start to open up the house. when i opened up the front door to let the breeze in this morning, there was a headless bird at the door. that brought me a laugh as that was a regular thing out at the farm. it is a little more unexpected when you live in the suburbs. i'm guessing a stray cat had a little snack overnight. i made sure to get it out into the yard, just in case someone comes up to the door.

yesterday was fucking crazy. i did get mom to her appointment on time. i think she was a little surprised when they told her she needed to have an EKG done. thankfully, that came back clean. her heart doctor is really pleased with how mom has recovered from her congestive heart failure.

after that, i got her back home and then i needed to do the grocery shopping. thankfully, the rain basically held off around here. between trips to the grocery stores, i went to the bank and got gas for the Highlander. all in all, i was tired as hell, but i got everything done.

now, i did miss all of the Manchester United game yesterday. it figures, they ended up beating Newcastle, 3-2. 

the Yankees won last night at Minnesota, 4-0. they go for the sweep this afternoon.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

The Masked Singer was crazy as usual last night.

Abbott Elementary was hilarious last night.

NJPW was very good last night.

AEW Dynamite was good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be the final two episodes of Young Sheldon, I Can See Your Voice and Welcome to Wrexham.

the New York Rangers play Game 6 tonight at Carolina. i'm really hoping the boys get it done tonight.

i'm sure i will watch some of the NBA and NHL playoffs tonight.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Tenía un regalo en la puerta principal esta mañana.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Valerie June - Big Dream

Wild Wren - I'm A Bird

Cheo - Llegaste Tarde

Man Man - Tastes Like Metal

Thelma Houston - Don't Leave Me This Way

"Lying is done with words and also with silence." - Adrienne Rich

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

welcome to the weekend...

 so, i took a shower around 4:30 AM this morning. i find sometimes my body really likes doing this kind of shit at the weirdest fucking hours. i got to sleep around 6 AM. and of course, i was up around 11. but, i do know why i got some sound sleep.

the New York Rangers won last night at Carolina, 3-2, in OT to go up 3-0 in the series. the Rangers have won their first 7 games of the playoffs, just like they did when they last won the Stanley Cup in 1994. i don't want to get ahead of myself, but the 1994 comparisons are giving me some really good vibes. Game 4 is Saturday night at Carolina.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

the New York Yankees lost last night at home to Houston, 4-3. they play tonight at that dump in Tampa Bay.

both episodes of Young Sheldon were good last night. George's death hit me like a ton of bricks. hard to believe the series finale is next week.

Welcome to Wrexham was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, Real Time with Bill Maher and Jerrod Carmichael Reality Show. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.

i'm sure i will watch some of the NBA and NHL playoffs tonight.

the weather has been pretty quiet here today. made it nice to air out the house some.

i'm guessing i will be on here tomorrow sometime in the morning.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

me gusta ducharme a horas intempestivas

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Parlor Greens - In Green We Dream

Ren - Troubles

Lorde - Take Me to the River

MORNINGBIRD - Thunder

Grouplove w/Jake Clemons - All (Live)

"A writer without a pen would be like a duck without water!" - Donovan

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

just enough pain for whatever...

there has been a constant drizzle today. i was hoping to get some poems out, but the pain was a little too much for me today. so, i put some ice on my spine and actually got a decent nap. now i'm going to try to get this done before the Yankees play this afternoon.

speaking of the Yankees, they defeated Houston last night, 9-4. they will go for the sweep today.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

The Masked Singer was crazy as usual last night.

Abbott Elementary was pretty funny last night.

AEW Dynamite was pretty good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be two episodes of Young Sheldon and Welcome to Wrexham.

the New York Rangers play Game 3 tonight at Carolina. hopefully, the boys are ready and play a great road game and go up 3-0 in the series.

i'm sure i will watch some of the NHL and NBA playoffs tonight.

i should be on here tomorrow after i get the poems sent out.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

suficiente dolor para lo que sea

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Dave Alvin and Jimmy Dale Gilmore - We're Still Here

UltraBomb - Rage Bomb

Dehd - Dog Days

Honey Luck - Red Line

Bonny Light Horseman - I Know You Know

"Poetry is an orphan of silence. The words never quite equal the experience behind them." 

                                                                       - Charles Simic

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sometimes the pain wins...

 if there wasn't just enough rain in the area to drive my arthritis nuts, i might have actually had a good day. instead, i didn't. now, Kroger did get my Trulicity in, so that nightmare was avoided. of course, when i got back home, Rite Aid had texted me to tell me i had a prescription ready. so, i went back out to there. i got back home and i could hear the squirrels in the attic, in the garage area. i went outside to look and there was one staring down at me. i then walked over to the side of the house where the trap was. the trap was on the ground, nothing in it. so, now i'm wondering did they tear another hole in the roof to get in. i told mom to call Orkin. of course, they haven't shown up yet. damn flying rats.

by the way, i did write 3 more poems last night. hopefully, that will continue tonight as well.

the New York Yankees lost yesterday at Baltimore, 7-2. they start a series tonight at home against Detroit.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

Young Sheldon was very good last night.

both episodes of Welcome to Wrexham were excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, Real Time with Bill Maher and Jerrod Carmichael Reality Show. i'll watch NXT Level Up tonight on Peacock.

i'm sure i will watch some of the NBA and NHL playoffs tonight as well.

i should be on here tomorrow in the morning, before WWE Backlash from France.

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

a veces el dolor gana

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

twenty one pilots - Backslide

Sleep Token - Take Me Back To Eden

Kaia Kater - In Montreal

Mikky & the Doom - Garbage, USA

Kings of Leon - Use Somebody

"The one thing that can solve most of our problems is dancing." - James Brown

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: