maybe i'm already dead and just don't know it...

 i took a shower last night, trying to relax after a very frustrating Rangers loss. what the shower actually did was focus my anger. so, of course, i didn't sleep much at all last night. i might have got 3 hours in my massage chair. thank god i drink strong ass coffee. i'm beyond frustrated right now, between sports, my Trulicity once again being unable to get from the manufacturer to the pharmacy, to whatever the fuck else that is annoying the shit out of me. these are the days i wish i was out at the farm and i'd go out to the bank barn and hope the gun doesn't jam.

the New York Rangers lost last night at home to Florida, 3-2. Florida is now up in the series 3-2., if i am counting on the nostalgia of 1994, this is exactly what happened in the Eastern Conference finals against the Devils. Messier guaranteed a win in Game 6 (which he scored a natural hat trick in) and then they won Game 7 at home in double overtime. the only problem with this scenario is there is no Mark Messier on this team. do i think they can win Game 6 down in Florida? yes. do i think they will? maybe? it wouldn't shock me if i am shaving late Saturday night. 

the New York Yankees won last night at Anaheim, 8-3. they start a series tonight at San Francisco.

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

the NBA Finals are now set. Dallas vs. Boston.

I Can See Your Voice was good last night.

Don't Forget the Lyrics was pretty funny last night.

Welcome to Wrexham was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW Rampage, Smackdown and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.

i'm sure i will watch some of Game 5 between Dallas and Edmonton tonight.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

i did write 2 poems today while mom was in physical therapy. i think they are pretty good.

hard to believe tomorrow is the first of June.

a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poem:

https://beatnikcowboy.com/2024/05/30/j-j-campbell-43/

well, i am officially tired as fuck, so let's see if i can sneak a nap in before i make dinner.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Tal vez ya estoy muerto

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Magdalena Bay - Death & Romance

Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - Frogs

BABYMETAL & Electric Callboy - RATATATA

The Boy From The South - Space Party

Beastie Boys - Sabotage

"I exist as I am, that is enough." - Walt Whitman

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: