the Yankees start their season today at home against the Brewers. other than the ton of injuries they had during spring training, i'm hoping the Yankees get off to a good start this season.
a delightful trip into the dark mind of an evil genius or simply the musings of an asshole
Thursday, March 27, 2025
opening day...
Monday, January 6, 2025
one of the crazy days...
so, let me begin where yesterday's blog stopped... Manchester United and Liverpool finished 2-2 yesterday. United had a chance to win it late, just had the wrong guy taking the shot. i was thrilled with getting a point out of that game considering Liverpool is basically running away with the league. and i also agreed, this should be the standard performance from Manchester United going forward.
Wednesday, November 15, 2023
i actually got some sleep...
if you call getting over 5 hours of sleep a miracle, then that is what i had overnight. i'm not sure if it was pure exhaustion or depression or the extremely visual dreams about death that lulled me into a deep sleep. but, holy shit, i felt like i was actually refreshed when i woke up. personally, i'm going with death. it tends to have a calming effect on me anymore.
grocery shopping today went pretty well. there was this woman at Kroger that smelled fucking amazing. i didn't want to come off as the fucking creep, but i definitely passed her twice on purpose just to get to smell it again. i have no fucking clue what it was. it smelled like Hawaii and heaven i suppose. i got everything on the list and kept it under $200. and of course, when i got home, mom told me what she forgot. so, i guess i'll get that tomorrow. joy.
NXT was good last night.
Sunday, September 3, 2023
well, i woke up late...
i wanted to have the blog done today before Manchester United played this morning, but i didn't get to bed until 5 AM. and i guess i was so exhausted, i slept until almost 11. i didn't have breakfast until after noon. joy.
Manchester United lost at Arsenal today, 3-1. i didn't watch any of the game. the international break is on for the next two weeks. i am pissed with the reports that the Glazers have decided not to sell Manchester United now. i hope they love non-stop protests. i can just imagine the living hell the next two years are going to be.
Wednesday, March 29, 2023
it has been a day...
i thought i was doing pretty good today. i was making decent time, finding everything i needed to get. and then of course, my back, midway through shopping at Kroger, decided to flare up on me. nothing like looking at chicken for the best prices and your back slaps you upside your face, begging for attention. and there i was, frozen like some crazy fuck, wondering how quickly i can move and get going. thankfully, i was probably only frozen in pain for about 15 seconds. but, have an elephant stand on your back and see if you can last 15 seconds.
the New York Rangers won last night at home against Columbus, 6-2.
Friday, December 31, 2021
the last day of 2021
so, i woke up this morning with a poem on my lips. i had the first line or so come to me in a dream i guess. i did get it written and typed up this morning. i figure it is the last poem i will write this year. i know i didn't get what i wanted to get done in 2021 done, mostly because i wasn't expecting my mother to nearly die and i would have to take up so much of my time to take care of her. but, i do think i did a decent job of juggling everything and getting something out there in the poetic world. i think that will become my new normal, at least for the time being.
i did watch plenty of college football last night. i will do the same today as well. the college football playoff semifinals are today. i'm hoping the games will be good.
Friday, July 9, 2021
one of those days...
so, mom had a doctor's appointment this afternoon. i got her there early. i left early because i knew we were going to be driving past the air show and that's always crazy traffic. so, i knew mom's anxiety was going to be up since she has never seen this doctor before. and after seeing her, i don't think she was that impressed. so, after getting done there, we were going to go to Perkins for lunch. it was packed. so, she decided she wanted to go to Bob Evans. we went to the one closer to our home. that was probably mistake number one. they sat us in a booth, which i hate because as a fat guy, it always feels like i am stuffed in there. mom of course didn't realize we were in a booth until she watched me try to get out of it. of course, it was my fault for not saying anything in the first place. thirdly, i ordered a turkey melt and got a melt without turkey. i was pissed but hungry enough that i just wanted to eat and leave. mom pointed out to our waitress that there was no turkey. the cook fucked up and forgot so he insisted on making me a new one. so, there's dinner tonight. and lastly, they didn't have any of their nutritional guides on hand, so the manager came over and showed me how to find it on my smart phone. what a shit show. and after all that, mom wanted a frozen Coke from Burger King and of course, the machine was defrosting. i drove back the way we came to make sure she smelled the dead skunk again. it's that subtle moment of evil that brings me joy on days like these...
the Yankees played like shit yesterday. 1 fucking hit over 9 innings. what a joke. they lost to Seattle, 4-0. they start a series tonight in Houston. last series before the All-Star break.
Friday, May 21, 2021
out and about...
so, mom had me go to Lowe's today to get some potting soil and Miracle Gro. of course, i ended up getting more than i was supposed to. but, as she said, she'd rather have more than she needed than not enough. i also found some suet there i want to try since we're going to have another suet feeder once the new bird station gets put up. then, i had to go to Kroger to get some of her pills. everywhere around here is basically if you are fully vaccinated, you don't have to wear a mask. i wore mine anyways, mostly because i don't trust any of these fuckers.
once i got back home, i had to take everything to the back porch. we got for the back porch a set of chairs and a table from next door. we've never had anything like this ever. of course, none of the chairs are wide enough for me to sit in. good times. she finally put the tomato plants in the thing we got her a year ago. she also wants to try to grow these flowers for butterflies. i think i got her the box about 3 years ago. if anything comes up, i will be shocked.
so, yeah, that has been most of my day. and now i need to do my laundry, so this will be a quick blog.
Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.
Monday, May 3, 2021
and eventually, sunshine...
the rain that started overnight and was still going this morning, was kicking my ass. i don't sleep well anymore when it is raining. as i tell my mom, we might need to move to the land of bent spoons. she is clueless that that is a heroin reference. thankfully, the rain eventually ended and we got a little sun today.
i went to the bank to deposit my check. of course, the lobby was closed for some fucking reason. so, there's 20 minutes of my life in the drive thru lane i will never get back. after that, i went to Big Lots to see if i could find some better storage for my cards. i did find that and 2 packs of 2019 Upper Deck Goodwin Champions. there was a couple good cards in the two packs i got. i went to Dollar Tree next door to see what they had. i found a Batman and Joker figurines that i didn't have. that was only $2. and then i had to go pick up mom's pills at Kroger.
so, the Manchester United game against Liverpool got postponed yesterday. i have no clue when or even if the game will be rescheduled. sadly, i doubt any of the protests will force the Glazers to sell the team. this is when i wish someone with an ungodly amount of fuck you money made them an offer they couldn't refuse for the team. but, that isn't going to happen.
Wednesday, August 15, 2018
battling depression
mom's eye appointment yesterday did not go well. she has macular degeneration in both eyes. near the end of this month, i think she either has an appointment or an outpatient surgery. i guess they go behind her fake lenses and use a laser to zap the blurriness. it sometimes works, sometimes doesn't. the next step would be transplants of her corneas from a cadaver and mom said she'd rather just go blind. so, i have that to look forward to.
it's been raining just enough here that the combination of my arthritis, my depression and my mood is a recipe for a fucking disaster.
mom's been smelling a skunk late at night the past 3 or 4 nights. and then she read online that sometimes that's a gas leak in your HVAC system. oh joy. so, she talked herself out of having our HVAC guy come out today. i looked at her like she's fucking crazy. i said well, too bad we aren't smokers because then we would really know. i asked what's the fucking point in waiting? do you want to see the house blow up and then go, well shit, i guess it was a gas leak. so, she made the call and they came out. i cleared away the vines from the air conditioner outside. the guy said there's no gas leak, but our igniter on our furnace is getting bad. he said he had the replacement in his truck and it would cost $120 to do it right then and there. mom said she would add it to the list. after the guy went out i said to mom, well, you could always wait until it fails in the middle of winter and i'm sure they will love coming out here to fix it. she then snapped back with her usual, well, why don't you say something. and then i snapped back with my usual, you want me to run things, you won't like your fucking life. she has the money, but wants to act concerned. you know, because there's $20,000 going for new windows and probably $6,000 for new landscaping, but $120 for a new igniter on the furnace is just too much at the moment.
and on top of all that, she wanted chinese food for lunch.
these are the days where i hope my sister truly enjoys that i passed on going to college so she could because it would be cruel to make mom get two jobs to put us both through college since dad gambled all the college money away. and i know my sister couldn't give two shits.
so, to combat all of this shit today, i decided to send some poems out. just a small submission, 3 poems to Small Town Rejects. when i hear back from them, i will pass along the verdict.
i had a woman try to scam $50 out of me today. i laughed. she sadly picked the wrong fucking day.
the New York Yankees got some great pitching last night and enough offense to defeat Tampa 4-1. hopefully they will win again tonight.
Smackdown was pretty good last night. i thought they did a good job setting up their matches for SummerSlam this Sunday.
205 Live was good last night as well.
The Jim Jefferies Show was hilarious last night.
Deadliest Catch was good last night.
Miz and Mrs. was excellent last night.
Hard Knocks was pretty good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Lucha Underground and Big Brother. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network.
the cd i sent the muse has arrived. of course, she's in no rush to pick it up or listen to it.
i might send out some more poems tomorrow. i do have a place in mind. of course, who the fuck knows where my head will be come tomorrow morning.
i'll be on here in the morning tomorrow since the Yankees play in the afternoon. mom has cancelled her appointment on Friday, so that clusterfuck with the grocery shopping has been avoided.
there's supposed to be storms overnight, so i know i won't sleep worth a fuck tonight. joy.
es demasiado para que alguien me diga que me quiere y lo dice en serio
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Mannequin Pussy - Romantic
Ebony Stewart - Ode To My Pussy
Cobra Verde - Never My Love
Creedence Clearwater Revival - Long As I Can See the Light
"Religion is what keeps the poor from murdering the rich." - Napoleon Bonaparte
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: