well, i got some more sleep...

 i at least got a couple more hours of sleep than i did the night before, but shit... i'm not sure if it is the winter or time is finally catching up with me, but i am fucking dragging. 

the New York Rangers had their asses handed to them last night, losing at home to the Devils, 5-1.

The Voice was excellent last night. i have no clue which 3 will be eliminated tonight.

Monday Night Raw was great last night.

What We Do in the Shadows was fucking hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

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on the DVR tonight will be NXT, The Voice, St. Denis Medical and Hard Knocks.

the Dayton Flyers play at home tonight against Western Michigan.

the USWNT defeated the Netherlands today in a friendly, 2-1. 

i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done. it also might be after Manchester United plays at Arsenal.

hopefully sometime in the next few days i will get back to writing some poems. i know i need to get my Christmas cards out as well. 

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Bueno, dormí un poco más.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

American Aquarium - I Hope He Breaks Your Heart (Live)

The Grapes & Friends - Christmas With My Baby

Warren Zevon - Carmelita

Hot Water Music - Radio

Jawbreaker - Kiss the Bottle

"Being a woman is a terribly difficult task, since it consists principally in dealing with men." 

                                                               - Joseph Conrad

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well, it is going to be different...

 i did the dishes last night in the bathtub. i made the coffee this morning in the living room. i figured i might as well start all that now since i know that is how the next couple of weeks are going to be. 

the Dayton Flyers won yesterday at home against Grambling State, 76-46. they next play UNLV on Wednesday at home.

https://daytonflyers.com/news/2023/12/2/Dayton_vs_Grambling_St.aspx

Manchester United lost at Newcastle yesterday, 1-0. they were probably lucky only to lose 1-0 to be honest.

the New York Rangers came from behind yesterday to win at Nashville, 4-3. they play tonight at home against San Jose.

i did watch plenty of college football yesterday:

the MLS final is all set up now. LAFC will be play at Columbus.

the USWNT defeated China yesterday, 3-0.

AEW Collision was good last night.

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

Saturday Night Live was hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

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on the DVR tonight will be Last Week Tonight, the season finale of Shining Vale, Fellow Travelers, The Curse and Power Book III: Raising Kanan.

we basically got one half of the kitchen cleaned out yesterday. today will be about moving mom's plants into her room and getting the rest of that portion of the kitchen cleaned out. thankfully, we don't have to move the kitchen table.

i did figure out who i am sending Christmas cards to. i will hopefully get that done in the next week or so.

we need to go to Home Depot today. mom bought a new kitchen light that of course didn't come with the light bulbs for it. plus, we need more trash bags as we are thankfully starting to throw some shit away.

the New Orleans Saints play at home today against the Lions. i will probably watch some of that after i get back home.

i have to be up before 7:30 in the morning tomorrow. i'm not sure how many alarms i will have to set to have that happen. i got the feeling our contractor Joe is one of those guys that gets up at 4:30 in the morning each day and wants to get to work right then and there. i caught in the conversation on Friday how he can start at 7:30 but at the job he just did, he started at 6 AM everyday. i am a nocturnal person, so this is going to get interesting.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

diferente no siempre es malo

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Sarah McKenzie - Quoi, Quoi, Quoi

Suki Waterhouse - Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas

LAAMAR - Say My Name

Cinnamontal - P.R.P.P.P.

King Gizzard & the Lizard Wizard - Theia (Extended Mix)

"Words, as is well known, are the great foes of reality." - Joseph Conrad

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some days, it's just blue inside...

 often in the winter, or when it's cold, my depression will become this comfortable blanket. i constantly try to fight this state becoming something that is "normal" to me, and that fight has gone on for fucking 40 years now. i often wonder why i never took more drugs in my youth or become a lab rat and figure what drugs would be the right cocktail for me. i suppose, i like the constant fight, the never ending chaos in my head. of course, when the poems stop showing up for me, i know the end is near. thankfully, that hasn't happened. and i say thankfully, mostly because i feel like i have something left to give as a poet. when that tank runs dry, i will fully embrace death.

NXT was really good last night. i can't wait to watch War Games this weekend.

AEW was fucking great last night. i figured Moxley would be dropping the title since his wife is pregnant, but i never saw Omega and the Impact Wrestling angle coming. fucking brilliant.

The Masked Singer was crazy last night. i did get Popcorn and Seahorse correct. i think the finale is in two weeks.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, The Voice, Young Sheldon, B Positive, The Unicorn, Miz and Mrs, Total Bellas and Cari & Jemele Won't Stick to Sports. i watched NXT UK this afternoon on WWE Network. it was really good.

i have no idea what time i will be on here tomorrow. i need to go out and do a little shopping. mom is busy going through her things she wants to donate to the Vietnam Vets. so, most of my days are now carrying shit out to the garage so she has room to walk in her room. she fell the other day, mostly because she's stubborn and refuses to ask for help. i can't imagine why i'm constantly fucking frustrated these days.

so, yeah, these are the days where i would go to the park or across the street and shoot hoops for hours or go to the cemetery and smoke weed. 

you ever crack your ankle and it sounds like a shotgun going off? welcome to my world.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

quiero una muerte gloriosa

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Metallica - Bleeding Me

deafheaven - Honeycomb

Disturbed - The Sound of Silence

Pearl Jam - Don't Believe In Christmas

"Perhaps life is just that... a dream and a fear." - Joseph Conrad

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don't worry, the words will come...

i was all ready last night to write out the pain. 2 fucking hours later and nothing on the page. the younger me would have been pissed and full of panic and rage. i'm old. i simply went to bed. this morning, of course while taking a shit, the first good line of the month popped into my head. i ended up writing my first 3 poems of December today. they are really, really good. they will be included in my first submissions of the month.

i went to the bank today to make a deposit. there's a certain happiness i get when i'm the only white guy in a place and i don't feel threatened or worried. i was a little surprised how busy it was and then i remembered what day it was.

i'll be back in a bit, the last load of my laundry just got done in the dryer...

ok, i'm back...

when the New York Rangers were up 3-0 going into the 3rd period yesterday, i was pretty happy. when they ended up losing to Winnipeg in the shootout, 4-3, i was pretty pissed. much like i said yesterday, the Vic Hadfield ceremony would be the best part of the game.

the season finale of Camping was hilarious last night.

Ray Donovan was really good last night.

Enemies: The President, Justice & the FBI was about the Clinton presidency last night. i can remember sitting at a table at a friend's house telling everyone the economy was too good for him to be impeached and removed from office. i did enjoy watching all the Republicans then that wanted blood are the same ones now protecting Trump as much as possible.

Escape at Dannemora was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, The Voice and Say Her Name: The Life and Death of Sandra Bland. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening, unless it fucking sucks again this week.

Ohio State didn't make the playoffs. i figured that would happen. they will play Washington in the Rose Bowl on New Year's Day. hopefully, they will get a victory.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

i'll be on here early tomorrow since the Dayton Flyers have a home game tomorrow night. and as of right now, i think mom is going to go with me.

Y aquí viene otra mujer hermosa que quiere hablar conmigo ...

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Band of Horses - No One's Gonna Love You
Q Lazzarus - Goodbye Horses
Rufus - Tell Me Something Good
Morphine - French Fries With Pepper
Bruce Springsteen - I'm on Fire

"Words, as is well known, are the great foes of reality."- Joseph Conrad

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