apparently, i will sleep more when i die...

i think i am going through another stage of insomnia. joy. i didn't get to bed last night until 5 this morning. if my brain would be working on poems, baseball cards, overthrowing the world, i wouldn't mind it at all. instead, i'm stuck thinking of loneliness, despair, new ways to consider old deaths, what exactly a clean death would look like and what would be the perfect opening line of my obituary. good times.

well, the Columbus Blue Jackets pissed away a 3 goal lead last night and lost to Toronto 4-3 in OT. they now will play a Game 5 tomorrow. winner moves on, loser goes home.

Smackown was pretty good last night, as was 205 Live.

Real Time with Bill Maher was excellent last night.

Room 104 was weird last night, and really good.

the Yankees lost last night 1-0 down in Tampa. hopefully, the bats will come alive in today's doubleheader.

i had to go to the store to get mom's pills this morning. thankfully, it wasn't too crowded.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be ROH.

i will probably watch some hockey today, as well as some of the NBA.

that's all for me kids.

i have a bad back to go ice down and watch some baseball.

if i get a wild hair up my ass tonight, i may send some poems out.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

la soledad es una cicatriz en el alma

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Freekbass - Runaway
Macy Gray - Stoned (Live)
Tedeschi Trucks Band - Walk Through This Life
Band of Horses - The Funeral
Antony and the Johnsons - Knockin' On Heaven's Door

"It is better to die on your feet than to live on your knees." - Emiliano Zapata

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: