the pain of being a lonely soul...

it's one of those things that i know deep down, no matter how hard i try, or how hard i wish, love is one of the more elusive things in my life. and when you meet someone that deep down you feel could be that missing piece, it's the lonely part of the soul that becomes the elephant in the room, especially when the beautiful one you want to complete the puzzle seemingly wants nothing to do with it. and sure, i'm probably reading too much into it or barking up the wrong tree... i just know i'm not getting any younger and i fully know my options are dwindling. good times.

the New York Yankees won last night over Baltimore, 8-3. they will go for the sweep this afternoon.

Smackdown and 205 Live were both pretty good last night.

Miz & Mrs. was hilarious last night.

Deadliest Catch was really good last night.

Hard Knocks was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Alternate Endings: Six New Ways to Die in America, Big Brother, Snowfall and Songland. (of course, since the people that own our NBC station and DIRECTV are in a fight, i'll have to watch Songland tomorrow sometime on the internet most likely). i'll watch NXT and NXT UK sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i'm slightly shocked, they picked up the trash, recycling and the mail got delivered all before noon today.

i think i might have got something close to 5 hours of sleep last night. that's shocking as well i suppose.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. as you can tell from the start of this blog, i probably have a few poems that need to bleed from this brain.

until tomorrow kids...

las voces en mi cabeza me hacen compañía

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Ray LaMontagne - Such a Simple Thing
Billy Raffoul - Forever
Anderson East - If You Keep Leaving Me
Paul Thorn - What Should I Do

"Love is a promise delivered already broken." - Steve Martin

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: