i used to remember when i thought i wouldn't make it to the back side of the circle...

i was walking in the grocery store today and my back started to spasm while the pinched nerve in my right arm started to flare up. i was almost hoping it was the start of a heart attack. of course, it wasn't. it reminded me of a conversation i had with a homeless guy when i was a teenager. he said his only goal was to make sure he wasn't a pretty corpse. i have little doubt we are both going to achieve that goal.

the grocery store wasn't too bad today. the prices keep going up on shit. joy. i did get stuck behind a couple school buses on the way home. i had a good laugh at the black kids being dropped off in what once was a lillywhite school district. Northmont is what Trotwood was in the 90's. so fucking hilarious. of course, all the kids dropped off in Brookville, where i live, were white and clueless to the real world. if i am still living here when diversity hits this town, i will laugh my ass off at the number of whites fleeing for something better.

Big Brother went as i expected last night. Nick got evicted. Michie is the new HOH. hopefully, this will be when they get Christie out. the double eviction is coming this week.

i did watch some college football last night.

the New Orleans Saints lost to Miami last night, 16-13. i'm interested to see who the Saints are going to cut to make it down to the 53 man roster.

i did watch the USA women's national team defeat Portugal 4-0 last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and A Black Lady Sketch Show.

our local NBC station came back on DIRECTV last night. as i told my mother, they would have an agreement when football came around. no one wants that kind of abuse for missing a game.

the New York Yankees start a series tonight at home against Oakland. i would love to see them get a little payback for the series in Oakland.

i'll probably watch some college football tonight as well.

the tricky shit starts tomorrow morning. Manchester United plays early tomorrow morning.

there's a slight window after that is over where i'm going to try to write the blog tomorrow. i need to have it done before noon as Ohio State starts their season off then.

the Yankees play tomorrow afternoon and NXT UK Takeover:Cardiff happens as well.

so in case i'm not on here right after or before Manchester United plays, i might not be on here until early Saturday evening. best case scenario is United gets up big early and i can start on the blog early. i know, i'm fucking dreaming.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. i know a fucking hurricane is on the way. luckily, it looks like it might be headed right for the dump the asshole that thinks he's king of this country calls a resort. i believe they call that karma.

i'm off to go ice down my bad back and dream about some woman in Colorado who doesn't want to fall in love with me.

until tomorrow kids...

el dolor es temporal, las cicatrices son para siempre

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Lana Del Rey - Venice Bitch
Nine Inch Nails - She's Gone Away
Jimi Hendrix - Drifting
Drivin' N' Cryin' - Straight to Hell

"Invention, it must be humbly admitted, does not consist in creating out of void, but out of chaos."
                                                                                                            - Mary Shelley

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: