sometimes the pain gets to be so much...

 so, after i did the dishes at 3 in the morning... i woke up from a nap while watching AEW... the rain was just enough last night to get my arthritis going to the point where the pain just shut my body off. between the pain, alcohol, etc. i was either in a deep sleep or partially dead. now, it was only for 45 minutes, but it certainly felt longer. 

here are your two videos for this day of National Poetry Month:

                                           

the Yankees won yesterday at Detroit, 4-3. they are off today and start a series tomorrow night at home against San Francisco.

the New York Rangers lost last night at home against Philadelphia, 8-5. the only good thing about the game was seeing Sam & J.D. on television together again. the Rangers play tonight at the Islanders. 

i did watch Pat McAfee's special on YouTube last night. i laughed my ass off that the person who won $2 million last night was wearing an Eagles jersey in Pittsburgh.

AEW Dynamite was ok last night.

Abbott Elementary was very good last night.

The Masked Singer was crazy as usual last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Georgie & Mandy's First Marriage.

Manchester United plays today in the Europa League. i might get back in time from mom's physical therapy to see some of the second half.

i got a letter in the mail today saying the Medicaid had denied my Rybelsus prescription. so, i go from an 8.4 to 6.0 on my A1C and i'm showing no progress on the drug. i know the government doesn't want to pay for shit, at least have the dignity to tell me you'd rather see me die than actually live better through science.

i will hopefully get some poems written today while i am in the waiting room when mom is doing her physical therapy.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

grocery shopping went ok yesterday. i at least got done before the rain started.

ok, that's all for me kids...

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

A veces el dolor llega a ser mucho

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

DOPE LEMON - Electric Green Lambo

Remy Shand - Take a Message

Anderson East - If You Keep Leaving Me

Van Morrison - I Just Want to Make Love to You (Live)

Tom Waits - Jersey Girl

"Hope is the most exciting thing there is in life." - Mandy Moore

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: