a cold winter wind...

 we had this spinning chime up by our garage. i say had, because the fucking wind brought it down today. when i woke up this morning, the feels like temperature was 8 degrees. good times.

i did send out some poems today. 5 to Horror Sleaze Trash (already heard back from them); 4 to Dumpster Fire Press and 1 poem (broken into 5 parts) to Synchronized Chaos. when i hear back from these places, i will pass along the verdicts.

the New York Rangers won last night over Washington, 4-2. funny, they get rid of one defenseman and another one gets hurt and now suddenly, the defense is playing better. imagine that.

the satellite was out for most of the night. i watched the hockey game on my phone. right around 10:30 last night, the weather cleared enough for the satellite to start working again.

Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.

the season finale of Cari & Jemele Won't Stick to Sports was excellent last night.

Desus & Mero was fucking hilarious last night.

i found last night's episode of The Unicorn online this afternoon. it was good.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, Real Time with Bill Maher and Painting with John. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

the Dayton Flyers play tonight at home against George Mason. it's a game Dayton should win, but that doesn't mean shit this season.

all the music today was found for FREE at Noisetrade.com. 

i should be on here tomorrow sometime before Manchester United plays.

here are your links for this day of Black History Month:

https://blackfacts.com/fact/u-s-rep-jefferson-long-dies

https://blackfacts.com/fact/willis-johnson

https://blackfacts.com/fact/nicomedes-santa-cruz-a-black-public-intellectual-in-twentieth-century-peru

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

era un viento muy frío

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The War and Treaty - Paste Studio Nashville, TN 12/1/20 (Live)

Black Pumas - Paste Studios New York, New York 7/29/19 (Live)

Ranky Tanky - Paste Studios New York, New York 1/13/20 (Live)

Vintage Trouble - Paste Studios New York, New York 8/26/19 (Live)

"Some people resented the fact I was trying to break a white man's record." - Hank Aaron

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

 

i'm used to the misery...

it's been raining on and off all day so far. the heavy shit is supposed to come tonight. i'm hoping it arrives long after all the shit i'm recording has been recorded to the DVR.

i took mom to pick up her taxes today. i asked her if she wanted to go grocery shopping after that. i was sort of shocked when she said yes. we got everything at the local grocery store. thank fucking god we still have toilet paper. there isn't a damn store around here that has any. when we came out of the store, the rain had started back up. joy.

NXT UK was really good last night.

it took 9 episodes, but Indebted was finally fucking hilarious last night.

Better Things was really good last night.

Cake was funny as always last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, High Maintenance and the season finale of The Trade. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

a little FYI for everyone, all the music you will see today in the music section, i have got for FREE by going here: https://www.pastemagazine.com/noisetrade/music/

i'm not sure when i will be on here tomorrow. it will probably be early since i'm not expecting to be able to sleep worth a fuck tonight.

i hope everyone has a great, safe, healthy weekend.

until tomorrow kids...

ella tiene una sonrisa que siempre me derrite

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Doyle Bramhall II - Mama Can't Help You (Live)
Lucero - Last Pale Light In The West (Live)
Grace Potter & the Nocturnals - Paint It Black (Live)
Deer Tick - Bad Leroy Brown (Live)
Ryan Bingham - Never Far Behind (Live)

"The good ideas will survive." - Quentin Tarantino

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

with the last thread of patience i have...

one of the joys of being a loner is truly not having to deal with certain amounts of shit that arise during adult life. today would be the perfect example. for the few friends i do have, i will go to unreal lengths to help them if i fucking can. now, with a certain special someone, that kind of help is determined from their end to be an accusation that they haven't been trying their best. i have swallowed so much fucking pride in my life, i'm choking to death on it. i remember something i heard when i was little. something to the effect that some people are determined to burn every fucking bridge in their life they can. it's fucking tragic at times, but i'm just stubborn and cynical enough to not give a shit. and it's the moments the Irish temper deep within starts to rage and i deeply understand how evil i really can be. and i don't think many people know, or even give a shit, how hard it has been to control that fucking demon for 42 years. i really hope Debbie Kirk gets good news tomorrow. regardless, i know somehow, i did something wrong along the way and i should feel bad for it. the joys of being an asshole is you are simply incapable of those moments any longer. i care, but never press your luck.
https://www.gofundme.com/5m0wfqg

the New York Yankees got some strong pitching last night and just enough offense to win, 3-0 over Washington. they will go for the sweep tonight.

Smackdown was really good last night.

205 Live was excellent last night.

Deadliest Catch was good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and Lucha Underground. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network.

hard to believe the World Cup starts tomorrow. i was happy that the USA, Canada and Mexico won the bid for the 2026 World Cup. of course, i don't like my chances of being alive to actually watch it.

i got some great FREE music on NoiseTrade this afternoon. the link is below:
T. Hardy Morris - Dude, The Obscure Singles Pack

i will probably do some poetry work the next few days while the soccer games are on. in a perfect world, i'll have the new chapbook in the format correctly by the time the cover art arrives. in reality, well, we'll see.

i will probably be on here in the afternoon after the first game of the World Cup, Russia vs. Saudi Arabia.

that's all for me kids. it's raining and the adrenaline only lasts so long these days.

no tengo miedo de morir solo

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

music:

Disturbed - Down with the Sickness
Marilyn Manson - I Don't Like the Drugs (But the Drugs Like Me)
Pantera - Walk
Slayer - Seasons in the Abyss

"The innocent and the beautiful have no enemy but time." - William Butler Yeats

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

where pain meets depression and madness starts to laugh

i have a doctor's appointment on Wednesday afternoon. the swelling in my leg went down some overnight. it's still at a level where i would love to know what the fuck is going on. it doesn't feel like when i had blood clots a decade ago, so i'm hoping that's a good sign.

i've spent most of the afternoon talking to my best friend as it looks like she's busy talking herself out of getting the treatment she needs for her breast cancer. and then of course, she'll change her mind 20 minutes later. i seriously wonder how far off she is on her meds. and it's so much fun getting all this dumped on you when you can't do a damn thing about it. these are the afternoons where you can't find another word for hopeless.

and since it's supposed to rain later on tonight, my arthritis is starting to flare up. that then starts to fuck with my nerves. it's a symphony of pain. these are the days where i wish i wouldn't have talked myself out of doing heroin when i was 18.

Westworld was amazing last night.

Last Week Tonight was fucking brilliant as always.

Billions was very good last night.

I'm Dying Up Here was really good last night.

Total Bellas was as stupid as it always is last night.

Drop the Mic was excellent last night.

the New York Yankees whipped the Royals yesterday 10-1. that's the 8th straight series the Yankees have won. they haven't done that since 1998. they start a series tonight at Texas.

here are your highlights from the NHL and NBA playoffs yesterday:

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and The Voice. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening.

i might watch some of the NHL and NBA playoffs tonight as well.

i got some great FREE music on NoiseTrade this morning. below is the link:
Fantastic Negrito - Introducing Fantastic Negrito

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

i will probably be on here in the morning tomorrow before mom's physical therapy appointment. that's later in the afternoon tomorrow and i'm sure we'll be going to a late lunch/early dinner after it.

that's all for me kids.

cuando la vida te da limones, hazlos comer mierda

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Pearl Jam - Indifference
Matthew Perryman Jones - Cancion de la Noche
Cowboy Junkies - Sweet Jane
Paolo Nutini - Iron Sky

"To be angry is to revenge the faults of others on ourselves." - Alexander Pope

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

when there's just enough rain...

remember when it was in the 70's the other day and i was somewhat happy? fuck, neither do i. there's a fucking freeze warning for tonight and there was just enough drizzle to make my arthritis dance this morning. i'm normally not a complete fucking asshole on most days. today was not one of those fucking days. let's just say when mom and i went to the grocery store to fix their fuck up from the other day, costumer service was not up to what i believe would be the lowest of fucking standard conditions. their incompetence had me boiling at one point. i bit my tongue, as mom paid for the shit we didn't get. thankfully, the cashier when we were leaving was very understanding and cool. i do understand i don't play well with others. mom tells me all the time that's a problem. she doesn't like my answer. she's read the poems. she understands that if the shit hits the fan, i'll have no qualms with taking my own life. part of me truly believes that she hopes to be dead for a long time before that happens. part of me hopes for that as well. but, who are we fucking kidding...

here is your poetry for this day of National Poetry Month:

the New York Yankees won in 10 innings last night, 4-3 at the Angels. Didi Gregorius is on an amazing tear here lately. and it was really nice to see the team come from behind late to force extra innings when it looked like they were going to piss a game away. they play again tonight.

i did watch a little of the NFL draft last night. so far, i'm okay with what the New Orleans Saints have done.

VICE was really good last night.

NJPW was excellent last night.

Major League Wrestling was okay last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was great last night.

Wyatt Cenac's Problem Areas was really good last night.

here are your highlights from the NHL and NBA playoffs last night:

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be ROH.

i'll probably watch some more of the NFL Draft and more of the NHL and NBA playoffs tonight as well.

the Greatest Royal Rumble yesterday was pretty good, even though it certainly did not live up to all the hype the WWE put into it. the Rumble itself was the best part of the event. Daniel Bryan somehow stayed in that thing for over 76 minutes. not bad for your fourth time wrestling in 3 years. i did like that they had Braun Strowman win the event. i love that Bray Wyatt and Matt Hardy are now tag team champions. i have no clue how they are ever going to get the title off of Brock Lesnar now. all in all, i thought it was pretty cool that the event was on a Friday. and the network stream was really good, so hopefully that opens the WWE to broadcasting more events from foreign countries.

i got some great FREE music on NoiseTrade last night. below are the links:
Buffalo Tom - Five from Quiet and Peace
Sarah Shook & the Disarmers - A Few 'Years'

i will probably be on here tomorrow after Manchester United plays Arsenal. hopefully i will be in a good mood.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday. call if you need bail money.

La ira es un regalo

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

AC/DC - Hells Bells
Matthew Sweet - Girlfriend
Concrete Blonde - Tomorrow, Wendy
Sonic Youth - Kool Thing

"Folks don't like to have somebody around knowing more than they do." - Harper Lee

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

too old for games...

i'm not exactly sure why this shit keeps happening to me or why people like to poke the bear, so to speak. at the age of 42, i'm still getting fucking messages from people pretending to be someone else and then doing a piss poor job of trying to tell me they aren't fucking scamming me. i'm just too fucking old for these games. so, i suppose either i will find someone who will end this damn misery for me or maybe death comes first. the saga continues.

the season finale of The X-Files last night was crazy. i'm a little torn given some of the deaths. plus, if this was the final show ever, there are so many open holes that there truly is no sense of closure. of course, that's probably a metaphor for our lives.

NXT was excellent last night. i could watch Gargano and Ciampa go at each other forever and never get bored.

i got some great FREE music on NoiseTrade last night. below is the link:
Suri - As I Am

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Gotham, Atlanta and Lip Sync Battle.

i did listen to the latest Sam Roberts Wrestling Podcast today. you can find that by going here:
https://soundcloud.com/srwrestling/srw-178-roman-reigns

the NCAA tournament starts back up tonight. i will probably watch some of the games tonight.

the New York Rangers play tonight at Philadelphia. hopefully they will lose again tonight.

i need to get ready to take mom to her physical therapy. after we get done with that, we're going to go have lunch. then, it will be the sad final trip to Toys R Us to see what the hell is still there. i'm not getting my hopes up of finding anything good.

plus, i am bringing my little notebook with me, so i will hopefully have a nice writing session in the waiting room of the physical therapy office once again.

queme la vela en ambos extremos, no a su edad mi amigo

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Dorothy - Flawless
The Pretty Reckless - Heaven Knows
Halestorm - Freak Like Me
Nightwish - Ghost Love Score (Live)

"People like to put you in a box. I'm afraid I don't sit in a box." - Andrew Lloyd Webber

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

i have no interest in growing old

mom's mental health evaluation today was a fucking joke. the doctor truly had no interest in anything mom had to say. he was simply doing whatever it took to get the paperwork he has to do for Social Security done so he could get to the next person. i was in the room with her and i don't think i have ever seen someone so fucking impatient in my life. he cut off mom mid-answer about 85% of their talk. i told mom that it was painfully obvious that he must get paid by the number of tasks he gets done, not by the hour. and i could tell he was annoyed that mom's interview went for a full 30 minutes. if she gets her disability claim denied because of this fuck, i'm going to be really fucking pissed.

after that we went out to lunch and did a little shopping. the sun was out today, so i figured we might as well take advantage of somewhat decent weather.

the New York Rangers gave up 2 goals in the first minute yesterday. only 1 of them counted thankfully. the Rangers were able to tie the score against Winnipeg the final minute of the first period. after that, i thought the Rangers were actually the better team. they won the game 3-1. that's the first time Winnipeg has lost 2 games in a row at home all season. hell, i guess the Rangers should have said they were blowing up the team a month ago. maybe they would be on a longer winning streak. the Rangers play again tomorrow night at Minnesota.

i took a chance on Here and Now last night on HBO and i'm so happy i did. i can tell right away that i'm really going to fucking love this show.

Homeland was pretty good last night.

The Chi was excellent last night.

Crashing was hilarious last night.

Divorce was good last night.

Our Cartoon President was fucking hilarious last night. i wouldn't be surprised if Stephen Colbert doesn't get death threats from all the Trump supporters over this show. god i loved it.

Celebrity Big Brother was good last night. i have no damn clue who will be going home tonight.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and Celebrity Big Brother. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening.

our water went out last night. i thought maybe there was a vapor lock or something. i thought that theory was good until we found out today from our cousins that there was a water main break over by them last night. they live a few streets over. that's a much more likely cause.

i've got some great FREE music at NoiseTrade in the last week or so. below are the links.
ASHRR - Medicine Man
Angie Aparo - Hello, my name is Angie Aparo
Tarra Layne - Once You Go Red...

i'll be on here tomorrow in the morning most likely. mom has physical therapy in the afternoon. i figure we'll be getting an early dinner after that.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

Larga vida a la resistencia

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Alicia Keys - If I Ain't Got You
Prince - Adore
Mary J. Blige w/Method Man - You're All I Need

"No man has a good enough memory to be a successful liar." - Abraham Lincoln

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

nothing like clearing snot for 20 minutes in the morning

i didn't sleep worth a shit last night. it was a battle to breathe with this damn cold and then a battle with the comforter for a good 3 or 4 hours. it didn't help that it was fucking raining as well. eventually at 6 this morning i gave up and just decided i guess i'm going to be up forever today.

and between clearing snot and watching some soccer from over in England and Germany, i think most of my morning was spent on the fucking toilet. as my grandmother would put it, get the poison out any way you have to.

hopefully i'll get some more sleep sometime today.

the final two episodes of Mosaic last night were fucking excellent. i definitely could see people binge watching this series and enjoying it. even after watching it, there's still 3 people i think could have done the murder.

NJPW last night was a rerun of two matches i had already seen from Wrestle Kingdom 12.

Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.

Treehouse Masters was very interesting last night. i never thought i'd see a damn sauna in a tree.

Real Time with Bill Maher was fucking hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Saturday Night Live, Austin City Limits and ROH. i'll be watching NXT Takeover: Philadelphia for most of the evening on WWE Network.

i did make it back from the grocery store yesterday in time to watch Manchester United play. Alexis Sanchez looked great out there with his new team. he will certainly be a welcome addition. United won 4-0 yesterday, advancing to the next round of the FA Cup.

the Dayton Flyers play today at Saint Louis. Dayton has won 7 straight games in this series. i'm hoping today will be the 8th in a row.

the NHL All Star and NFL Pro Bowl festivities are this weekend. i doubt i watch much of either.

i think a good portion of today is going to be me in pain, struggling to do my laundry while arthritis laughs in my face. good times.

i did get some excellent FREE music on NoiseTrade last night. below is the link:
Caroline Rose - LONER - Singles

i hope everyone has a great Saturday. call if you need bail money.

lloviendo y tosiendo, qué buen comienzo para mi sábado

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

Grateful Dead - Stella Blue (Live)
Otis Redding - Chained and Bound (Live)
Tom Waits - Make It Rain (Live)
Dana Fuchs - I'd Rather Go Blind (Live)

"Sometimes the solitary voice can be the best one." - Frank Miller

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

when you forget to layer clothes in the winter

as my mother would put it, i've been busier than nine cats trying to cover up shit in a windstorm this afternoon. and in that haste, i didn't dress properly for being out in the cold. i had to go to the store and get my pills. plus, i figured i would get me some early birthday alcohol as well. the alcohol cost more than the pills and the groceries i got while there. while i was putting the bags in the car, i realized i should have worn something warmer. the wind was fucking killing me. i think i sat in the car for a few minutes with just the heat running, trying to get my fingers to wake up. good times.

Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night. i could watch Braun Strowman just beat the shit out of everyone for a really long time and never get bored.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and Smackdown. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Philadelphia. i'd love to see the boys end their losing streak tonight. i'm not holding my breath.

i'll be on here tomorrow, probably in the afternoon. i have to take mom south of town in the morning for physical therapy. i believe it's at the same place she got therapy a year or so ago. after that, since we'll be getting out of there sometime around noon, i figured we might go to lunch somewhere down there. of course, that all depends on the weather and how mom is feeling.

i got some great FREE music on NoiseTrade last night. below is the link:
Kinnie Starr - First Time

until tomorrow kids...

solo las bebidas fuertes me ayudan a dormir mejor

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Sonic Youth - Kool Thing
Rage Against the Machine - Calm Like a Bomb (Live)
Jason Isbell & the 400 Unit - Cigarettes and Wine (Live)
The Rolling Stones - Ruby Tuesday

"Be sure your wisest words are those you do not say." - Robert W. Service

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

one step closer to glory

the New Orleans Saints play today at Minnesota. the Saints are a 5 point underdog. i know the Saints will have to be close to perfect to win today, but i have a feeling they are going to pull it off. and if that happens, they will be playing at Philadelphia on my birthday for a chance to go to the Super Bowl. i really hope that is what happens.

i did watch some of the NFL playoffs yesterday. i was hoping Atlanta was going to win. if that would have happened, the Saints (if they win today) could have hosted the NFC Championship next Sunday. but of course, the Falcons came up short, as usual. i didn't bother to watch much of the Patriots vs. Titans last night. after watching some of the first half, i knew the second half wouldn't be close.

the New York Rangers got embarrassed on home ice yesterday by the Islanders. it was beyond humiliating to watch them lose 7-2. i suppose it's a good thing they play again tonight on the road at Pittsburgh. of course, they could get torched again and that could be a good thing as well. the rumors are swirling that they are willing to start listening to trade offers. thank fucking god.

Austin City Limits was great last night. Jason Isbell certainly out-punted his coverage with Amanda Shires.

Saturday Night Live was really good last night. i just love when someone slips and says fuck on live television.

ROH was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Shameless, The Chi, Crashing and Divorce.

i got some great FREE music yesterday on NoiseTrade.
Calexico - Calexico Sampler 2017

and at Victory Records web site:
Victory Records Winter 2018 Sampler

i think we are supposed to get some more snow tonight or tomorrow. since tomorrow is a holiday, i don't really care if it snows. i'm only going outside once tomorrow to get the paper and that's it.

i'll probably be on here tomorrow sometime after Manchester United plays.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. hopefully your Sunday will be even better.

la tristeza invernal solo dura mientras las bebidas estén débiles

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Cowboy Junkies - The Water Is Wide
Colours - Monster
Cat Power - House of the Rising Sun (Live)
Chromatics - I'm on Fire

"If you smile when no one else is around, you really mean it." - Andy Rooney

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

well, that was disappointing...

i didn't sleep worth a shit last night. i'm not very good at putting eye drops in my own eyes either. and what the eye doctor gave me is more of a gel, so that didn't help my cause. thankfully, my mother helped me. i figure i'll get better at that with time. i usually sleep with a fan on me. i figure that probably played a role in my eye being dry. so, i changed that last night. i couldn't get used to the lack of sound that i normally sleep to. so, i'm basically trying to teach an old dog new tricks. i'll be dead before i'm 50.

team USA lost yesterday to Sweden 4-2 at the World Juniors. honestly, Sweden was the better team. you really can't give up 2 short handed goals on a power play and expect to win. the USA will face the Czech Republic today for the Bronze medal. Canada will take on Sweden for the Gold. hopefully the USA will take home a medal today.

i got some great FREE music on NoiseTrade yesterday. below is the link:
Van William - The Revolution EP

The Big Bang Theory was very funny last night.

Young Sheldon was pretty funny last night.

Will & Grace was fucking hilarious last night.

Life in Pieces reminded me why i haven't done any public readings last night. very funny.

enjoy some music:

and now a little of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and Treehouse Masters.

Manchester United takes on Derby County today in the FA Cup. that's probably the only trophy United has a real chance of winning this season. hopefully they can keep that dream alive by winning today.

that game will be on at the same time as the Bronze medal game between the USA and the Czech Republic. plus, i will probably be doing my laundry while all of that is going on. thank god i can pause live tv.

before all that happens today, i need to take a shower and go do the grocery shopping. i believe it's a balmy 3 degrees outside right now, so i just can't wait to get out there and start this shit show.

mom said if the weather is decent, we'll be going to the basketball game tomorrow. so, if i get a wild hair up my ass, i'll try to get the blog done before that happens. if not, it will be in the afternoon while i'm busying watching wrestling from Japan.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. hopefully it's warmer wherever the hell you are.

pensamientos cálidos solo van tan lejos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

A Perfect Circle - Disillusioned
Freya Ridings - Lost Without You
MGMT - Hand It Over

"When all of your wishes are granted, many of your dreams will be destroyed." - Marilyn Manson

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

these old bones won't make it through too many more winters

there's nothing quite like just laying in bed wanting to move but pain has told you no. i know apathy is slowly killing me, but i think arthritis is making bold strides to try to catch up. i figure all i need now is headaches and all the elements will be there for me to drink myself to oblivion. good times.

Manchester United won yesterday, 1-0 over Bournemouth. Lukaku finally found the back of the net again. hopefully that starts a hot streak for him. he and the club could certainly use it. United plays again on Sunday against West Brom.

the New York Rangers lost last night to Ottawa 3-2. the mistakes this fucking team makes on a constant basis is fucking killing me. they play again on Friday at home against the Kings.

NXT was pretty good last night. the main event certainly didn't disappoint.

Total Divas was pretty fucking funny last night. alcohol always makes for a better show.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, The Big Bang Theory, Young Sheldon, Life in Pieces and WWE Tribute to the Troops.

i got some great FREE music on NoiseTrade last night. below are the links:
Gov't Mule - Fire Water (Live in Amsterdam)
The Dollyrots - Last Christmas

i did listen to the latest Sam Roberts Wrestling Podcast today. you can find that by going here:
https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/sam-roberts-wrestling-podcast/id934576040?mt=2

i got a letter in the mail today that stated my doctor is going to be moving. i'm not sure where and i'm not sure if my insurance will still be good with him. lovely.

that's all for me kids. i'm not sure when i'll be on here tomorrow. i think i might have a trip to the grocery store to do tomorrow. mostly to pick up pills and probably some liquor.

la muerte es un dulce beso en la frente del sol

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Warren Zevon - Carmelita
Social Distortion - Ball and Chain (Live)
Gov't Mule - Fire Water (Live)
Violent Femmes - Add It Up (Live)

"Nothing ever quite dies, it just comes back in a different form." - Lester Bangs

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just enough rain to be...

this is why i hate weather forecasts. today was supposed to be rain free. sure enough, it started in the morning and hasn't stopped yet. and today was the day i had to drive mom down south of town (45 minutes) to her financial planner. this was my first time meeting him.

the meeting went well. i like that he has a pretty solid plan for her 401K and her other investments. he also knows the stock market isn't going to be like this forever, so not all the eggs are in one basket. i got a much better impression of him than the one mom had been giving me over the years.

after that, we went out to a late lunch/early dinner at Longhorn Steakhouse.

the New Orleans Saints won yesterday against Chicago, 20-12. the Bears really outplayed the Saints for most of the game. so, i'm really happy the Saints held on to win. they next play Tampa Bay at home.

the season finale of Ray Donovan was pretty good last night. i'm wondering how much the show is going to change now that it's going to be filmed in NYC.

the season finale of The Deuce was excellent last night. i can't wait for the next season.

Vice Principals was pretty funny last night.

Curb Your Enthusiasm was hilarious last night.

Last Week Tonight was fucking brilliant as usual.

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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and The Voice. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening.

i will be on here in the morning tomorrow as mom wants to get up to my sister's new home before it gets dark so she can see all of it. so, that means i'll be driving while Manchester United is playing in the Champions League. joy.

i got some great FREE music yesterday on NoiseTrade. the link is below:
Jessica Lea Mayfield - The Sorry Is Gone Tour EP

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

disfruta de los demonios y asusta a los niños

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Kaleo - Way Down We Go
Beck - Go It Alone
Double Fuzz - Alone In My City
Andra Day - City Burns

"I have never known anyone worth a damn who wasn't irascible." - Ezra Pound

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i saw my next 5 months flash before my eyes today

mom had a doctor's appointment today with the doctor she went to see when she first thought she was having memory problems. she thought the visit was just going to be finding out what she could do to help her feel like she's remembering things better. in other words, a google search. instead, she now will get a brain MRI, another memory test, physical therapy for her gait, blood work and god knows what else. as the doctor was rattling this shit off, all i could see was afternoons spent in waiting rooms scribbling poems into a little notebook, just like 15 or so months ago. joy.

after all that, mom wanted to go to lunch. we went to the place we used to always go when i had to take her south of town for physical therapy. my bright ass decided to get something a little spicier than before, since it was a little chilly today here. let's just say i have a new poem i have written about having to take a shit and you're about 10 minutes from home and there's traffic.

i realized i forgot to mention the New York Rangers loss in yesterday's blog. that should show just how much this team has disappointed me this season. they play Arizona tomorrow night. i almost give a shit.

Smackdown was pretty good last night.

205 Live was pretty good as well last night.

The Jim Jefferies Show was fucking hilarious last night.

American Horror Story was excellent last night.

Drop the Mic was much better than i thought it was going to be last night.

The Voice was pretty good last night. i'm ready for the knockout rounds now.

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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, You're the Worst and the season finale of Total Bellas. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i got some great FREE music on NoiseTrade this afternoon. below is the link:
Lydia Loveless - Boy Crazy and Single(s) Sneak Peek

i also listened to an interview with Anthony Grant this afternoon. you can find that by going here:
http://masportsradio.libsyn.com/ma-sports-sitdown-special-anthony-grant-head-basketball-coach-at-the-university-of-dayton#5MVigbC4OlRIoBWP.30

hard to believe that Dayton will play an exhibition game in just 10 days. college basketball is almost here.

i'll be on here pretty early tomorrow as my afternoon will be filled with taking mom to another doctor's appointment, grocery shopping and getting a battery replaced for the spare car keys.

that's all for me today kids.

¿Quién sabía que un poco de picante haría que el idiota frunciese así?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Elvis Presley - Heartbreak Hotel
Lydia Loveless - Alison
Guided by Voices - The Unsinkable Fats Domino
Fats Domino - Walking to New Orleans (Live)

"The purpose of art is washing the dust of daily life off our souls." - Pablo Picasso

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