and now snow...

 it snowed overnight here. nothing too bad, but i'm guessing it is a precursor of what is to come this weekend. i wrote 3 poems last night. 1 for the book and 2 for what i guess i am calling the general submissions folder. if i can keep this going, i might actually meet my goal of having this book ready to send to the publisher by late spring/early summer.

team USA defeated Switzerland yesterday at the World Juniors, 7-2. they will play Czechia on Saturday, who knocked out Canada last night for the second year in a row.

the New York Rangers won last night at home over Boston, 2-1.

Notre Dame defeated Georgia, 23-10, to advance to the college football playoffs seminfinals.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown and Inside the NFL.

i have a doctor's appointment this afternoon. after that, i need to go to the grocery store to pick up my prescription and get whatever is on the list.

i will most likely be on here tomorrow in the morning. the Dayton Flyers play on the road tomorrow at noon.

i know we're supposed to have a big winter storm coming through on Sunday night. if that does happen, i'm guessing the grocery store will be a fresh slice of hell today.

that's all for me today kids...

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Y ahora nieva

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Filter - Hey Man, Nice Shot

Benjamin Booker - Same Kind of Lonely

Butthole Surfers - Pepper

Harvey Danger - Flagpole Sitta

St. Paul and the Broken Bones - Sea Of Teeth

"Not all those who wander are lost." - J.R.R. Tolkien

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

oh great, now a chance of snow...

 the weather was really nice the last couple of days. so, of course, since i have somewhere to be today, the cold has returned and there is a chance of snow tomorrow. well fuck me.

AEW Dynamite last night was good.

The Masked Singer was crazy as usual last night.

Snowfall was great last night.

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Young Sheldon and NJPW.

Manchester United plays at home today in the Europa League against Real Betis. hopefully, the Liverpool debacle is behind them and they find a way to win today.

the Dayton Flyers start the A10 tournament today against St. Joe's. hopefully, they will win today.

tonight, the New York Rangers play at Montreal. hopefully, a few days off and some practice will help them. i suppose we will know by the end of the game tonight.

the New York Knicks play tonight at Sacramento.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i know there is a really good chance it will be between loads of laundry. 

i need to go to Rite Aid before i go to the doctor today to pick up a prescription.

the doctor visit today is my 3 month checkup for my Type 2 diabetes and all the other shit i have going on.

a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poem:

https://horrorsleazetrash.com/2023/03/09/j-j-campbell-71/

that's all for me kids...

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Supongo que dormir cinco horas es como un coma para mí.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Portishead - Sour Times (Live)

Angel Olsen - Nothing's Free

TANLINES - Outer Banks

Passiflora - SOMS

Barrie - Races

"Authors want their names down in history; I want to keep the smoke coming out of the chimney." 

                                                                                        - Mickey Spillane

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

welcome to the weekend...

 so, the doctor's appointment i had today went well. my weight was down, my A1C was down, my blood pressure was great... i got a flu shot finally and was in and out in about 15 minutes. i don't think it could have gone any better than that. 

after the appointment, i went to Rite Aid. i wanted to get some small lights for the Charlie Brown Christmas tree. while i was there, i found a box of sugar free candies that was 70% off. the lights were 60% off, so i was very pleased to get both for under $10.

Vice News Tonight had two great shows this week.

NJPW was good last night.

the New York Rangers won last night at home over Toronto, 3-1.

i was thrilled the Yankees signed Carlos Rodon last night. now, get a left fielder please.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, AEW Rampage, Young Rock and two episodes of Random Acts of Flyness. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.

the New York Knicks play tonight in Chicago.

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

i should be on here tomorrow after the 3rd place game in the World Cup between Croatia and Morocco.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. i'm hoping to get all of mom's gifts wrapped.

hopefully the cards and packages have made it to all the lucky ones out there. or, i at least hope they get there in the coming week.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

en realidad podríamos tener algo de nieve en los próximos días

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Archie Roach - One Song

SUSS - The First Thaw

David Bowie & Bing Crosby - Peace On Earth / Little Drummer Boy

JD McPherson - Hey Skinny Santa

Kristian Bush - Thinking About Drinking for Christmas

"Life seems but a quick succession of busy nothings." - Jane Austen

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

happy for Joe...

i watched a good portion of the national championship game last night between LSU and Clemson. now, i do believe it would have been a better game if Ohio State would have been there, but i am happy for Joe Burrow winning the whole damn thing. i think it's pretty obvious the Bengals will take him with the number 1 pick in the NFL draft. LSU ended Clemson's winning streak, winning last night 42-25.

Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.

the New York Rangers defeated the Islanders last night, 6-2. that made me pretty damn happy.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Jeopardy! The Greatest of All Time and WWE Backstage.

i'll be at the Dayton Flyers game tonight at home against VCU. the game is on CBS Sports Network at 8 PM. i'm hoping Dayton, now ranked #13 in the country, can end their 4 game losing streak to VCU tonight.

i have a doctor's appointment this afternoon. i believe its for my results from my upper g.i. scan. and i'm sure my liver numbers still aren't good, mostly because i refuse to stop drinking. i'm sure we'll probably go over my blood tests from last month as well.

when i get home from that, i'll have a light late lunch and then get the trash done. after that, i'll be off to the game. hopefully, i will get a much better parking spot tonight than i did this past weekend.

i'm going to try to be on here tomorrow before Manchester United plays in the FA Cup. if not, here is a preview of the game:

that's all for me kids. until tomorrow.

Siempre me encanta cuando un imbécil se humilla en la televisión nacional

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Ike and Tina Turner - River Deep Mountain High
Imperial Mammoth - All the Good Things About You
Creedence Clearwater Revival - Born on the Bayou
Morgane and Chris Stapleton  - You Are My Sunshine

"There's poetry in being the band that can sell out Wembley but also make a record in a garage. I don't like doing what people expect me to do." - Dave Grohl

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

one of those days where i wish i would have killed myself years ago...

i'm 43 years old. i first thought of suicide at age 8. now imagine 35 years of wondering about what if... i absolutely fucking hate having my time wasted. getting to a doctor's appointment early and having to wait and then wait some more and then wait even longer to be told, hey, just keep on doing what you're doing and if you still feel good in 2 months, you don't have to worry about a follow up. and then go to the grocery store, for the second time in the same day, to pick up a prescription that wasn't ready when you were doing your grocery shopping... there's another 30 minutes of my life i won't get back. a line 10 deep because the store only has two people working the registers in the pharmacy. brilliant. ah, that's right, if they work more than 29 hours, they get health insurance... i remember now. the kicker to today was i had to take off my ear rings for the new x-rays. i was having problems with the one in my right ear (i switched to posts as my hoops died after 20 years) and sure enough, the post was up in the hole. i couldn't get it and it freaked the nurse out so much she thought she was going to puke. thankfully, mom was able to get it out when i got home. hopefully, Santa brings some new fucking ear rings this year.

and yet another bitch of mine, i figured out why i have to ask for a refill every month on my gabapentin. apparently, the state of Ohio doesn't allow any refills on it because most meth abusers are on it as well. so, apparently, i need to get to cooking in the backyard i guess. my A1C is now 7.7, which is basically i should be losing a body part now. the APRN finally realized i need to be put back on the drug i was taken off of, like i had been asking her for six months now. nice to know i have to drive myself to near death to get my way. so, hopefully soon my A1C will get back to "normal" numbers.

fuck, i am so fucking tired of this shit anymore. i did go to the bank again today as my health care provider sent me back the payment i sent in twice. i just love when they send me a bill online and then send me a bill in the mail two weeks later, fucking assholes.

as you might imagine, i'm in a pissy mood.

NXT UK was pretty good last night.

i watched a ton of basketball and hockey last night. i was hoping to get some decent sleep, but of course, that never fucking happens. i had some weird ass dreams about lovers from my past that made no fucking sense at all. joy.

i did manage to get all the grocery shopping done before 1 PM today.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network. i believe 205 Live for the next two weeks are going to be best of shows.

the New York Rangers are playing tonight at home against Toronto. it's currently 2-2 in the first period. hopefully, the Rangers will find a way to win tonight. i need some fucking alcohol.

mom wants to go out shopping tomorrow morning, so i should be on here after that. i know at some point tomorrow, i need to start wrapping gifts. i wrap all the gifts in newspaper, that way all of it can be fucking recycled afterwards.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. best of luck with your last minute shopping.

until tomorrow kids...

hay días simplemente detesto todo el puto mundo

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Trent Reznor & Atticus Ross - LIFE ON MARS?
Noah Wotherspoon Band - Troubled
Bettye LaVette - Somebody Pick Up My Pieces
Levon Helm - Wide River to Cross

"Being spokesman for a generation is the worst job I ever had." - Billy Bragg

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

where does the time go...

it just dawned on me last night that Christmas is now less than a week away. i guess i need to start wrapping gifts.

i wrote 6 poems yesterday while mom was doing her physical therapy. that gives me 41 for the month so far. not too bad.

the season finale of The Masked Singer was good last night. i got all 3 of my guesses correct.

AEW was really good last night.

NXT was fucking great last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

nothing on the DVR tonight. i'll watch NXT UK sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i will be on here tomorrow after my doctor's appointment for my neck. i'm interested in seeing how that appointment goes, especially since i have already done the physical therapy for my neck and no longer have any pain in it.

i think the doctor's appointment today is about checking my A1C and just a general follow up at the end of the year type shit.

i have a shower to go take, so that's all for me kids.

until tomorrow...

tres mierdas antes del mediodía una vez más

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Greg Dulli - Black Is the Color of My True Love's Hair (Live)
Mavis Staples - Why Am I Treated So Bad? (Live)
Patty Griffin - When It Don't Come Easy (Live)
Otis Redding - I've Been Loving You Too Long (Live)

"Death is the beginning of something." - Edith Piaf

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

tossing and turning all night long

i'm not exactly sure why i was tossing and turning all night. pain? anxiety? i might have got 45 minutes of sleep at a time at best. so, it was a series of naps i guess. to top it all off, the doctor's office called this morning and moved my appointment back a hour. at first i was a little pissy, but it could be a blessing in disguise as now i will miss most of Manchester United's game in the Champions League today. hopefully, that will be a good thing.

The Voice last night was pretty good.

Monday Night Raw was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Smackdown, The Jim Jefferies Show, Mayans M.C., Mr Inbetween, The Voice and Student Athlete.

i might watch some of the National League wild card game tonight between Chicago and Colorado.

i know whenever i get back from the doctor's appointment, i'll need to pick up the trash. and i believe the landscaper is coming tonight to go over what he's planning to use for the landscape here. i know mom wants me to be there for that. joy.

i have no damn clue when i'll be on here tomorrow.

Hay una rabia dentro de mí que va a explotar algún día.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Dusty Springfield - Spooky
Cat Power - I've Been Loving You Too Long (To Stop Now)
Holly Miranda - I'm Your Man

"No man goes before his time - unless the boss leaves early." - Groucho Marx

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

holding off the inevitable, for now...

i wasn't looking forward to going to the doctor's office today. my blood pressure was elevated two weeks ago when i was there. if it was still elevated today, they were going to decide what drugs they were going to put me on. given my family history of high blood pressure, i figured i knew what was coming. amazingly, my blood pressure was down. at least enough that i might be able to avoid the inevitable for now. i don't see the doctor again until October. so, perhaps the rest of my summer will not be as heavy on my mind.

i went to the bank before the doctor's office. mom paid me back for what i have paid for the last couple of weeks. the damn line was almost out the door. that was a little strange. of course, there was only two people working at the time. you'd be amazed at how comfortable i am being the only white person in a place. definitely reminds me of my youth. that's probably why i still bank on the "black" side of the county.

i was flipping last night between NBA summer league and the home run derby. that was mostly through the commercials on Monday Night Raw. i had high hopes for Raw last night after the first segment. but when Roman Reigns won the first triple threat match of the night, my mood quickly soured. the show didn't get much better from there.

Robin Williams: Come Inside My Mind made me laugh my ass off last night and definitely made me cry. Robin was a huge influence on how my brain works through comedy. i can remember being a kid and watching his HBO specials. i think i still have some on VHS tapes in the garage. and sadly, his suicide did not shock me. when they explained everything he had at the end of his life, i certainly understood why he did it. it doesn't change the pain though. but i don't think i'm selfish enough to want someone to keep on living while suffering. i did see how some people thought the documentary didn't go deep enough. i kind of disagree. when you see the end and how many people couldn't talk about his death. instead, they just cried... that should be plenty deep enough to know what the man was to everyone. if you love comedy or if you loved his acting, i highly recommend checking this out.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Smackdown, The Jim Jefferies Show, Deadliest Catch and Fuck That's Delicious. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i might watch some of the MLB All-Star game tonight. might.

one thing i'd really love to do tonight is get some sleep. trying to catch someone living 6 hours ahead of you is certainly driving me fucking crazy. staying up to 3 in the morning hoping to talk to the woman you are madly in love with and not getting to is beyond frustrating at this point. and then there's the news she told me about the end of this month that i don't want to focus on but it's like a fucking nuclear weapon in the back of my mind. ain't love great?

i have no clue when i'll be on here tomorrow. i know that's all for today as i have trash to go pickup here and next door.

a medida que mi depresión crece, también lo hacen mis opciones para morir

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Ekoostik Hookah - Loner
Ned's Atomic Dustbin - Grey Cell Green
Hum - Stars
Mannequin Pussy - Romantic

"Housework can't kill you, but why take the chance?" - Phyllis Diller

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

nothing like a mixture of anger and heat...

when the first words you hear in a doctor's appointment is the doctor saying i'm not sure why they sent you here, you can imagine my reaction. we had just driven 30 minutes in 90 degree heat to the hospital mom was supposed to be at. of course, she didn't check the exact place where we were supposed to be, so we ended up having to walk close to a 1/2 mile to the other side of the hospital to get to the appointment. by this time, my mother's back was screaming in pain. the doctor comes in and says he's looked at mom's records and this is a fight between an insurance company and the government, way above his pay scale. he said there is clearly no way mom could return to her old job and if there is a job out there that mom could do, good luck finding it. so, we went through hell for a 10 minute talk. the receptionist told me it would be quicker to walk around the building to get back to where i parked and mom could just wait in the lobby. i took that route and about halfway through it, i realized why i should have just made the way back through the maze inside the hospital. it was fucking hot as hell. and i was dressed in all black. joy. by the time i got to car, i had a good sweat going on. i still had to do the fucking grocery shopping. i went back and picked up mom (i had to drive around the block sort of to do that) and she wanted some lunch. i agreed, as nothing good comes from me going to the grocery store on an empty stomach.

i didn't get to the grocery store until around 3 in the afternoon. i knew it was going to be a fucking madhouse. and it was. i was able to get everything on the list and keep it around $100. thankfully, i was able to get everything home before the frozen foods were no longer frozen.

i didn't have the writing session i wanted to yesterday and i didn't write anything last night, mostly because i was too fucking pissed at the Yankees loss. of course, they would fucking lose on the same night Boston finally fucking lost a game.

the Yankees lost 6-5 to the Indians last night. i put most of the loss on the manager. why did he leave the starter in as long as he did? why the fuck was Aaron Judge trying to steal with Giancarlo Stanton on deck? that one really stung as Stanton hit what should have been the game tying homer in the next inning. just a fucking frustrating loss. hopefully, they will win tonight and maybe Boston could lose again.

VICE was pretty sobering last night. no one really talks about the entire generation of kids that have lost parents to the opioid epidemic.

Major League Wrestling was pretty good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be ROH.

World Cup Update:
Belgium defeated England 2-0 for 3rd place. Belgium pretty much controlled the entire first half. England made a change at halftime that really changed the way the game went. and just as it looked like England was going to even the game, Belgium scored late to seal the game away. France takes on Croatia tomorrow for the title.

i've been watching videos of black women masturbating in vehicles here lately. i had a killer line come to me while watching, so i do think there will be some poems written today.

i will most likely be on here tomorrow before the World Cup final starts. tomorrow is a fucking busy one given everything happening. so, if i don't write the blog in the morning, you shouldn't expect one.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday. enjoy the sunshine, the pretty ladies and as much free booze as you can possibly handle.

todos mis mejores recuerdos vienen de una botella

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

deafheaven - Ordinary Corrupt Human Love

"It takes a long time for a man to look like his portrait." - James Whistler

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

the beauty of not minding being the villain...

so, when my mother told me as i was getting out of the shower that she checked GoFundMe and it was no longer accepting any donations on Debbie Kirk's page, i laughed. i win again. i warned her about making me the beneficiary of the account, but as usual, what the fuck do i know. so, i asked them to stop the donations as that would take my name off of the account. and a big thank you to GoFundMe on their review of everything i sent them, refuting every single thing Debbie said.

i had a nice long visit at the doctor's office this afternoon. my A1C was excellent, 5.2. that is almost at the not a diabetic stage. now, my blood pressure was up, i can't imagine why given the fucking stress i have had to deal with over the last few days. they want me to come back in 2 weeks to have that checked again. if it's still elevated, i get to start medicine for that. they are putting me on pills for cholesterol, not that my numbers are really askew, it's more of a preventive measure given my type 2 diabetes. so after a piss, meeting a few new doctors, having a conversation with the assistant that looks like a former crush, i was finally walking out of the door. maybe 75 minutes after i walked in. fuck me. i still had to go to the grocery store to pick up pills and mom, for some fucking reason, wanted Taco Bell for lunch.

my arthritis has been killing most of the day. there has been just enough rain in the area to make me a grouchy fucker at the moment.

here is your World Cup update:
Sweden defeated Switzerland 1-0. i know a certain artist in Sweden that is probably still drinking for that victory. i got home in time to watch the last 15 minutes of regulation of Columbia vs. England. when Columbia sent it to extra time, all i could think of was all the past England failures. amazingly, England slayed the demons and won on penalty kicks, 4-3. so, now all the quarterfinals are set up.
France vs. Uruguay, Brazil vs. Belgium, Sweden vs. England and Russia vs. Croatia. those games start on Friday.

the New York Yankees couldn't get the big hit when they needed last night, leaving a small village on base. so, as i have seen a million times, their pissed away chances became the other team's momentum. the Braves won 5-3 in 11 innings last night. hopefully the Yankees will get back to winning tonight.

Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Smackdown and Deadliest Catch. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i don't really have any plans for July 4th this year. i believe the heat index tomorrow is supposed to be around 105 degrees. if i wake up early, i might feed the birds. the rest of the day will be spent in the air conditioning.

i do plan on doing a blog early as i know the Yankees play in the afternoon tomorrow.

we just had some thunder rattle the house really good, so that's all folks.

la política de tierra arrasada funciona

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The Doors - Roadhouse Blues (Live)
The Doors - Light My Fire (Live)
The Doors - Riders on the Storm
The Doors - The End

"Anyone who keeps the ability to see beauty never grows old." - Franz Kafka

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

it finally stopped raining...

we ended up with 4.6 inches of rain yesterday and a tornado warning as well. i believe there was one just a few miles south of us. good times.

here is your poetry for this day of National Poetry Month:

i was a little surprised the New York Yankees got their game in yesterday. it was pretty much raining the entire game. the Yankees bullpen once again shit away a lead, but thankfully the offense picked them up today. mainly, Didi did. the Yankees shortstop had an amazing game with 8 RBI in the 11-4 win.

The Voice was really good last night.

Smackdown was excellent last night.

205 Live was very good last night.

The Chris Gethard Show last night was fucking great.

The Jim Jefferies Show was excellent last night.

Deadliest Catch was pretty good last night. this season should be great as usual.

the New York Rangers lost last night 5-2. thankfully, i didn't watch any of the game.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i'll miss part of the Yankees game today as it will be going on while i'm at the doctor's office. i shouldn't be there long as it's just an appointment to check my A1C and maybe change some prescriptions around.

i need to get in the shower and get ready to leave.

that's all for me kids.

aprender del pasado por favor

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

U2 - Pride (In The Name Of Love) (Live)
Elvis Costello - (What's So Funny 'Bout) Peace, Love & Understanding
Plastic Ono Band - Give Peace a Chance

"Try to be a rainbow in someone's cloud." - Maya Angelou

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

arthritis wins again

probably around 10 last night, my arthritis started raging. i tried drinking. i tried the massage chair. i tried watching porn. none of it helped at all. i think i tossed and turned all night long. the last 10 hours or so have been a fresh slice of hell. joy.

i did take mom to the doctor yesterday. the doctor believes her cough is from post nasal drip. so we had to go to the drugstore to pick up some over the counter shit that should take care of that. more concerning for me was my mother's blood pressure. it was way elevated yesterday. she told the doctor that she takes it every morning on her little wrist monitor. the doctor told my mother those aren't accurate. so, that was another thing we had to get yesterday at the drugstore. and judging from what the new monitor said the first two times mom used it, i think when she goes back to the doctor in a month, they will be changing her blood pressure medication. good times.

i saw an interesting news piece on Vice News Tonight last night. it was about this black woman from America that has started a retreat for black women in Costa Rica. she made the comment that she believes white people, especially from America, shouldn't have passports as white people have already done enough damage to the world. i laughed and told my mother it's just my luck. i have wanted to live in Costa Rica for the last few years. my luck, i'd find this amazing black woman that i would want to spend the rest of my life with there, but she believes i'm an evil person and wants nothing to do with me because of the color of my skin. it's like my life in high school all over again.

Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night. i do love how they are getting Elias over and i do love a pissed off Seth Rollins.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Smackdown, Baskets and Hate Thy Neighbor. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

the New York Rangers lost last night 2-1 at Dallas. i am shocked at how bad the defense on this team truly is. if The King wouldn't have been sharp last night, they would have lost by 5 or 6 goals. the best thing this team could do is trade as many people as possible, tank the season, miss the playoffs and hope you can luck into the top draft choice. and getting a new coach wouldn't hurt either.

i've been exchanging emails with the last woman i fell in love with today. it went way better than i expected it to. so, as you can imagine, i'll be doing some writing here soon.

well, instead of listening to my mother cough up a lung in the next room, i think i'm going to go next door and do the trash.

that's all for me kids.

un día te darás cuenta de que Dios no te ama

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

TV On The Radio - Will Do
Gil Scott-Heron - The Revolution Will Not Be Televised
Maxwell - Fortunate
Jackson 5 - Who's Lovin' You

"I don't believe in death, neither in flesh nor in spirit." - Bob Marley

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yet another reason to hate people

well, i certainly wasn't expecting to be at the doctor's office for as long as i was today. my appointment and everything went smoothly. i really like the new doctor. his medical assistant is very easy on the eyes and the overall vibe i got was massively better than my old doctor. most of my time at the office was sitting around waiting for mom to get done. it turns out that the old doctor and his assistant had filled out none of my mom's disability paperwork. paperwork that she had been calling about since November. so, this new doctor made sure mom was there while all of it got filled and faxed. so, needless to say, i believe we both have found a new doctor that is actually good at what he does. he's putting me on a stronger pill for my arthritis and he told me if you don't notice any improvement, call me and we'll try something stronger. my A1C number was the same as 3 months ago. that made me very happy as i was afraid all the sweets during the holidays was going to be my undoing. he told me if that number is the same or better when i see him again in April, he'll start scaling back the medicines i'm taking for my type 2 diabetes.

after the doctor, i took mom to the store. we just needed some milk, eggs, bread, shit that couldn't wait until when i go on Friday. of course, we got a few others things as well.

after that, it was an ill-advised stop at Wendy's for an incredibly late lunch. the thing i hate about fast food where i live is over 70% of the fucking time, unless you sit there and open up each sandwich, there's a good fucking chance your order will be wrong. sure enough, i got home and knew when i saw what the sandwiches looked like while still wrapped, i didn't get what i ordered. it's funny, i go one town over to the fast food places where there are nothing but black workers and the order is never wrong. hmm...

Smackdown was pretty good last night.

205 Live was pretty good last night as well.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Total Divas and The X-Files. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network.

the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Chicago. hopefully they can get another victory.

the Dayton Flyers play tonight at home against St. Bonaventure. i'm not going to the game as i really don't want to sit there and watch them get killed. i can do that at home on the television and easily just flip the fucking channel. it won't be pretty tonight.

team USA defeated Russia last night 4-2. i think this is the first time in 8 years that Russia won't be playing for a medal at the World Juniors. team USA plays tomorrow in the afternoon against Sweden. if they win, they will get to play for a gold medal against the winner of Canada vs. Czech Republic.

i'll be on here tomorrow after my eye doctor's appointment. unless that takes forever and then it will be after the USA vs. Sweden game.

un día los robots nos reemplazarán a todos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Nicole Atkins - Darkness Falls So Quiet
INXS - Need You Tonight
The Naked and Famous - Young Blood
The Breeders - Do You Love Me Now?
The Delta Saints - Drink it Slow (Live)

"Laughter is the closest distance between two people." - Victor Borge

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