Friday, February 23, 2018

one of those days...

it feels like arthritis has taken a huge chunk of me today. walking around the grocery store, i felt like i was 42 going on 75. and then you realize you can't reach the shit that you used to be able to reach and no one looks like they are interested in helping someone that looks like either a criminal or a homeless fuck. good times.

i've had a poem stuck in my head for most of the day. the internet was down for a bit before i started this blog. so, i took advantage of that time and wrote it down on paper. i haven't typed it up yet as i think i have a few more up there waiting to bleed out.

the New York Rangers lost last night up in Montreal 3-1. they traded Michael Grabner last night to the Devils and are in the process of trading Rick Nash somewhere before the trade deadline on Monday. hell, i think just about every name except The King is up for a possible trade. as for the game, they simply didn't generate enough until the 3rd period to ever have a chance. if they could have played the whole game like that period, they might have won. they play again tonight at home against Minnesota.

Lip Sync Battle was fucking hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Celebrity Big Brother, NJPW, Treehouse Masters, High Maintenance and 2 Dope Queens.

the Dayton Flyers play tonight at Rhode Island. Rhode Island is one win away from winning the A10 regular season outright. i'm going to just guess and think they will want to get that win tonight. and even though Dayton is on a two game winning streak, i don't give them much of a chance on making it three tonight.

i did enjoy watching team Canada lose in men's hockey this morning at the Winter Olympics. i honestly can't believe Germany is in the Gold medal game. they will play Russia for the Gold. Canada will take on Czech Republic for the Bronze.

i did watch a little of the New York Yankees this afternoon when i got home from the grocery store. they defeated Detroit 3-1 in their first spring training game of the season. hopefully that's the first victory of many this year.

i'm not sure when i'll be on here tomorrow. all the rain we were supposed to get today is coming tomorrow i guess. i know i need to get my laundry done at some point this weekend. and lord knows i'll probably have to run out and get something for mom.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. hopefully the sun actually exists wherever you happen to be.

hora de ir a escribir algunos poemas más

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

TV on the Radio - Million Miles
Flatbush Zombies - Headstone
Janelle Monae - Make Me Feel

"Capitalism cannot reform itself; it is doomed to self-destruction." - W.E.B. Du Bois

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:


Thursday, February 22, 2018

bleary eyed and happy

i'll have my take on what these assholes believe will stop the next school shooting in a bit, but first i wanted to talk about the women's hockey game last night.

i watched every second of that game between the USA and Canada last night. when Canada was up 2-1 in the 3rd period, i feared that the curse was going to continue. but, when Canada had a horrific line change and the USA got a breakaway and scored, i was thrilled. and i just had a feeling that it was going to be like 1998 again. when the game got to the shootout, i really felt like the USA could pull it out. and then came one of the filthiest fucking goals i have ever seen in my life. that goal gave the USA the gold, 3-2 over Canada. and to win like that on the anniversary of the Miracle on Ice is pretty fucking cool. i believe the game got over at like 2 in the morning. i didn't get to sleep until around 5. i think my adrenaline still works at least.

Celebrity Big Brother was pretty good last night.

NXT was excellent last night. i can't wait to see where the story goes with Johnny Wrestling.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and Lip Sync Battle.

i did listen to the latest Sam Roberts Wrestling Podcast this morning. you can find that by going here:
http://notsam.com/wrestlingpodcast/2018/2/22/wrestling-podcast-174-jinder-mahal

i have no clue what is on the Winter Olympics tonight.

the New York Rangers play tonight in Montreal. hopefully all the guys that are on the trade block have great games so they improve their trade value.

now for my take on this crazy fucking idea of arming teachers...

it's painfully obvious that these old white guys don't know what it is like to be a student in this century or what it is to be a teacher in this century. you give the teachers guns and here is what is going to happen... first, a student will get the gun from the teacher and... or the teacher will get pissed at a student and then a moment of temporary rage takes over... nothing good will come of this, except that all the gun manufactures will make money as will the NRA. what a fucking shock. and for that asshole that runs this country to praise the NRA like he did today shows that his "listening session" with students and parents and teachers the day before was nothing but a fucking charade. he knows where his money from Russia is coming from. he has to praise the NRA or the money stops. all those fuckers know that. you want better politics in this country, get the fucking NRA out of the politics.

now off of my soapbox...

mom cancelled her physical therapy session for today. her doctor called in a prescription for her last night. i went out in the rain last night to get it. i hate driving in the rain at night. it's too tempting for me to just drive right into the oncoming lights.

we got over 2 inches of rain last night. i don't how much we're supposed to get tomorrow, but it's supposed to rain all fucking day. that should make the grocery store tons of fun.

that's all for me kids...

Diría que me des suerte, pero sé que tomará algo más que suerte

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Shemekia Copeland - Ghetto Child
Donna Summer - Hot Stuff
Tina Turner - I Can't Stand The Rain
Aretha Franklin - Bridge Over Troubled Water (Live)

"I firmly believe that respect is a lot more important, and a lot greater, than popularity." - Julius Erving

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

Wednesday, February 21, 2018

sometimes it takes the best in the world...

Sevilla for the most part really outplayed Manchester United today. but, they couldn't get past the best keeper in the world.
i believe fucking ridiculous comes to mind after that save. in the end, it was a 0-0 draw. the second leg will be in Manchester in 3 weeks. hopefully United puts them away and moves on.

team USA men's hockey team lost in a shootout last night against Czech Republic. the USA simply didn't create enough chances in the game, and didn't cash in when they did create either. you can't have a power play in OT and not get a shot on goal. that game kept me up all night. i know deep down they aren't as good as the Czech team but the game was there to be won. Czech Republic 3 USA 2.

the Dayton Flyers did not play well last night until mid way through the second half. either Saint Louis ran out of gas or Dayton fucking woke up. but, for the second time this season, Dayton has now won 2 games in a row. considering their next game is at Rhode Island, i hope they enjoy this victory. Dayton won 53-50.

Smackdown was okay last night, but could have been so much better.

205 Live was excellent once again last night.

Baskets was hilarious last night.

Hate Thy Neighbor showed just how much ignorance there is in this fucking country.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and Celebrity Big Brother. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i believe the USA women's hockey team plays for the Gold medal late tonight against Canada. i do plan on watching that.

i did hear from Pyrokinection last night on the poems i sent earlier this week. they decided to pass on the 3 i sent.

i did write 10 new poems yesterday while in the waiting room at mom's physical therapy. i typed those up last night and i really like them. that puts me at 40 poems for the month. i might try to squeeze a little more out before the month ends.

after mom's therapy we went to The Rusty Bucket. it was much better than i was expecting.

i have no clue when i'll be on here tomorrow. we're supposed to get a ton of rain tomorrow, so i figure most of the day i'm going to be in fucking pain.

supongo que es por eso que Dios hizo las bebidas alcohólicas

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Chuck Berry - You Never Can Tell
Albert Collins - If Trouble Was Money (Live)
B.B. King w/John Lee Hooker - You Shook Me
Michael Burks - Cross Eyed Woman
Otis Redding - You Don't Miss Your Water

"Obama was the best thing for black nerds everywhere. Finally we had a role model. Before Obama, we basically had Urkel." - Jordan Peele

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:


Tuesday, February 20, 2018

nothing like an early glimpse of Spring...

i think i got around 4 1/2 hours of sleep last night. i think that mostly was due to the low being 60 fucking degrees last night. i think there's a chance for it to get up into the 70's today. of course, i believe that comes with a chance of thunderstorms. and in a few days it will be back to down to the 30's. time for everyone to get sick again.

USA hockey defeated Slovakia last night 5-1. that means they will play the Czech Republic tonight with a chance to move on to the semifinals. they looked much better last night than they have for the entire tournament.

Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night. the gauntlet match was very entertaining. of course, it took up 2/3 of the entire show. it was good to see Seth Rollins remind everyone of just how great he is.

Celebrity Big Brother was pretty good last night. i got a good laugh when Ross won the VETO. that blew up Omarosa's plan to get rid of him. Metta went home last night, willingly. the damn show ends in 6 days. i have no idea why he couldn't last that much longer.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Smackdown, Baskets and Hate Thy Neighbor. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

the Dayton Flyers play tonight at home against Saint Louis. the game starts at 9 tonight. i won't be going, mostly because i want to watch the hockey game tonight that starts at 10. and i'm one of these guys that doesn't like to watch sports on the DVR. hopefully Dayton will get a win tonight.

i'll probably flip between the hockey game and the basketball game and whatever else is going on tonight with the Winter Olympics.

i do plan on taking my little notebook today while mom is doing her physical therapy. if i happen to write some shit, i'm planning on typing those up when we get back home.

and i think mom wants to go out to eat after her physical therapy. not sure where she wants to go, so that should be interesting. there's probably 30 different choices down there than we have up where we live.

i'll be on here tomorrow after Manchester United plays in the Champions League.

that's all for me kids. i need to hop in the shower. enjoy the visual.

el joven debe guiar el camino

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

OutKast - Player's Ball
Biz Markie - Just a Friend
The Pharcyde - Passin' Me By
Digital Underground - The Humpty Dance

"Rather be dead than cool." - Kurt Cobain

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

my 5 poems at Horror Sleaze Trash...

my poems "two days without alcohol", "witchcraft", "more inclined to believe", "one of the rich kids" and "to run free" have been published at Horror Sleaze Trash. you can find the poems by going here:
http://www.horrorsleazetrash.com/poetry/17086/

Monday, February 19, 2018

happy go buy a mattress day...

i had a line pop in my head yesterday that completely came out of nowhere... i once met Ezra Pound in a dream and he told me to fuck off. as soon as it popped in my head i started to laugh. i flushed that out and eventually wrote a poem, which gives me 30 for the month. that little inspiration got my ass in gear and today i sent out 20 poems. 6 to Record Magazine; 5 to Horror Sleaze Trash and 3 each to Pyrokinection, The Beatnik Cowboy and Rusty Truck. when i hear back from these places i will pass on the verdicts.

i did watch a little of the Daytona 500 yesterday. seeing the number 3 car in victory lane again certainly brought back some memories.

and i did watch a bit of the NBA All-Star game as well. i do like the new format, that's for sure. the game seemed much more competitive.

the New York Rangers lost yesterday 7-4. i have no damn clue why the coach left The King in for all 7 goals. at least they are continuing to tank the season now.

Our Cartoon President was hilarious last night.

Celebrity Big Brother was pretty good last night. i have no damn clue who is getting voted out tonight.

Homeland was pretty good last night.

The Chi was excellent last night.

Here and Now was fucking great last night.

Divorce was pretty funny last night.

Crashing was pretty good last night.

Last Week Tonight was fucking brilliant as always last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Celebrity Big Brother. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening.

i do believe that the USA men's hockey team plays tonight against Slovakia. they will have to win that game and win tomorrow if they want a chance to play for a medal. i know the women's team will be playing Canada for the gold medal in a couple days i think.

i might watch some of the Winter Olympics tonight. especially if i can't sleep like last night.

it's been really muggy the last few nights. perfect if you like sleeping with a shotgun in your mouth.

i'll be on here tomorrow before i have to take mom to physical therapy.

i hope everyone had a great weekend. hopefully some of you actually got to enjoy a 3 day weekend.

me gustaría llegar tan alto que la gravedad ya no existe

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Sly & the Family Stone - I Want to Take You Higher
Ohio Players - Jive Turkey
Funkadelic - Can You Get to That

"We're all going to be victims of temptation at several points in our lives." - Smokey Robinson

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

Sunday, February 18, 2018

getting ready for a week of rain

when i watched the weather forecast last night, i was happy i was drinking. this week looks like it is going to be fucking crazy. a chance of rain or snow everyday and the temperatures will range from the 30's to fucking 70 degrees. as i told my mother, time for everyone to get sick again i suppose.

i really enjoyed the NBA All-Star Saturday night shit last night.

the Dayton Flyers did their best to give away the game late last night to Fordham. thankfully, Fordham sucks enough that they didn't want to win. Dayton won 80-70. they play again on Tuesday at home. it's a late start and given that mom has rehab that day, there's a pretty decent chance i won't be going.

the New York Rangers lost yesterday at Ottawa 6-3. good to see they are sticking to the plan. they play today at home against Philadelphia.

Manchester United won yesterday 2-0. they have advanced to the quarterfinals of the FA Cup. next up will be a match in the Champions League.

ROH was excellent last night.

Austin City Limits was great last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Celebrity Big Brother, Our Cartoon President, Homeland, The Chi, Here and Now, Divorce, Crashing and Last Week Tonight.

i might watch some of the NBA All-Star game tonight. might.

i do plan on doing some poetry work this afternoon after the Rangers game. if i can get some shit lined up today, i will be sending out some poems tomorrow.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. hopefully your Sunday is even better.

que el alcohol fluya como el amor desde la cima de una montaña

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Terence Trent D'Arby - Wishing Well
P.M. Dawn - Set Adrift on Memory Bliss
Dr. Dre & Ice Cube - Natural Born Killaz

"If there is a book that you want to read, but it hasn't been written yet, you must be the one to write it." - Toni Morrison

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

Saturday, February 17, 2018

and then the rain becomes snow

it was almost dry enough this morning for me to get out in the yard and fix all the shit the rain fucked up. almost. i did that rather than watching more of the USA lose to Russia 4-0.

when i woke up this morning, Russia was already up 2-0 midway in the 2nd period. that's about what it should have been given that all of the USA's best players play in the NHL. the USA will play again on Tuesday. i think they have to win 2 straight games now to even get a chance to get a medal. i doubt that happens.

i realized the New York Rangers play this afternoon, so if i have any intention of going to see the Dayton Flyers play tonight, i better get the blog done now before Manchester United plays. and this is why i confuse most people. why the fuck would a poet give a shit about sports? good fucking question.

NJPW was excellent last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was great last night.

Treehouse Masters was really good last night.

High Maintenance was hilarious last night.

2 Dope Queens was fucking hilarious last night.

Celebrity Big Brother went as i expected last night. Shannon got evicted and Omarosa is the new HOH. i was hoping to see her get evicted on Monday.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be ROH and Austin City Limits.

the New York Rangers play up in Ottawa this afternoon.

Manchester United plays at Huddersfield Town this afternoon in the FA Cup. hopefully United gets a win and advances to the next round.

the Dayton Flyers play tonight at home against Fordham. i'm planning on going to the game unless it starts to snow. Dayton isn't good enough this year for me to travel in the snow to see them play. i'll watch the game on television if that happens.

i will probably also watch some of the NBA All-Star Weekend shit tonight; slam dunk contest, 3 point contest, etc.

plus, there's always the Winter Olympics as well.

i hope everyone has a wonderful Saturday. if i have any boredom creep into my life this afternoon, i'll probably start to figure out where the next round of poems will be going to.

mis huesos dicen que va a nevar

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Carolina Chocolate Drops - Hit 'Em Up Style
James Carr - These Ain't Raindrops
Street Sweeper Social Club - The New Fuck You

"Limits, like fear, is often an illusion." - Michael Jordan

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:


Friday, February 16, 2018

and then someone takes your breath away...

the grocery store was rather interesting today. i ran into some people i have known since i was a child. of course, it has been probably a decade or so since we last spoke. that happened about 3 minutes after i walked in the store. i was going around in my usual fog trying to get everything on the list. i had to go back to the side of the store i started off on as i had forgot something mom added to the list. i usually try to be a good guy when i'm out in public, always allow the women to go first, etc. help old black ladies out reaching shit, stuff like that. i ran into this amazing looking woman 3 different times in the store. each time we both kind of smiled and if i was a smooth motherfucker, i'm sure i would have said something funny. instead, this woman simply took my breath away. i managed to crack what i believe is a smile but what i saw from her was a casual smile that i read as get this fucking creep away from me. and here i thought cleaning up the beard and taking a shower was going to be beneficial for me.

i figure that is why i bought some cinnamon schnapps in the liquor store today. i told mom a shot of that and she'll sleep for the entire weekend. hopefully it would knock out her cold that she is still battling.

the New York Rangers ran into a goalie that owns them last night and lost to the Islanders 3-0. the Rangers had 50 shots on goal in the game. it was simply one of those nights.

i did watch team USA defeat Slovakia last night 2-1 at the Winter Olympics. that sets up a pretty big game tomorrow morning against Russia.

Vice News Tonight was very fascinating last night. the entire episode was basically people talking in different groups about the #MeToo movement.

Lip Sync Battle was fucking stupid last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NJPW, Celebrity Big Brother, Treehouse Masters, Real Time with Bill Maher, High Maintenance and 2 Dope Queens.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after Manchester United plays in the FA Cup.

we had over 1.5 inches of rain last night. that cold front took the temperatures from 60 into the 30's. good times.

i guess tonight will probably be another night of drinking myself to sleep.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. hopefully the weather is better wherever you happen to be.

se supone que llueve todos los días la próxima semana. Creo que comenzaré una adicción a la heroína pronto

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Miles Davis & John Coltrane - Fran Dance (Live)
Al Green - Let's Stay Together
Bob Marley & The Wailers - No Woman No Cry (Live)

"I've never been competitive with anybody but myself." - Ice T

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

Thursday, February 15, 2018

when school shootings become just another news story...

i didn't say much about the school shooting yesterday in Florida because i quite frankly am just fucking tired of these stories. i'll never understand the need for semi-automatic weapons at all. i'll never understand how any crazy person can legally buy a gun. i'll never understand why the government doesn't have the balls to stand up to the NRA. i've already seen the asshole that runs this nation blame the students and neighbors that didn't say anything. i bet that asshole didn't know that the FBI knew about the shooter 6 months ago. and i can't wait to see how Trump blames this on Obama, not remembering that it was his FBI 6 months ago. and as always, the answer this government will come up with is we need more guns. i guess it won't be until one of their precious children gets slaughtered before it dawns on them that sensible gun control isn't a bad thing after all. of course, i'm wondering how many people need to die before that happens?

the bigger problem in all of this in my eyes is the mental health issues that this country continues to just sweep under the rug. we'd rather spend millions on new missiles than treatment programs or even the basic mental health shit. imagine if you'd take just a fraction of what this country spends on wars and spent that on after school programs and decent mental health programs. of course, you can't make any money that way and that truly is where the problem begins. capitalism makes any of this shit impossible, because you have to make money at every fucking thing you do. and if an industry isn't turning a profit, then it's a failure. it's this flawed view of the world that has this country so fucked.

and now for the conspiracy point of view... i read a story just the other day that gun sales were down and that Remington is filing for bankruptcy. and what happens after school shootings??? renewed calls for gun control and then a hysteria plan of saying the government is coming for your guns. anyone else surprised the NRA would tweet out a call to buy your loved one a gun for Valentine's Day after the school shooting had already happened? you shouldn't be surprised. the beauty of capitalism to some is there are no morals allowed. and it is these assholes leading this fucking nation.

but what should i expect from a nation stupid enough to elect a reality television star to be their president. these clowns wanted fucking chaos. that's exactly what they are getting. and i guess sweeps week must be starting soon... Stormy Daniels claims she has a dress with Trump's sperm on it. the asshole poet inside me smiles. my soul learned long ago that none of this shit matters. we're all just running out the clock, waiting for death.

the Dayton Flyers were awful last night, losing at George Mason 85-67. there's two hours of my life i'll never get back. i'm tempted to go to the game Saturday night just to fucking boo.

NXT was pretty good last night.

Celebrity Big Brother was pretty good as well last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and Lip Sync Battle.

i did listen to the latest Sam Roberts Wrestling Podcast this morning. you can find that by going here:
https://soundcloud.com/srwrestling/srw-173-booker-t

the New York Rangers play tonight at the Islanders. i saw this morning that the rumor is their captain gave the team his 10 team no trade list. that's enough smoke to me to mean the wheels are in motion to trade Ryan McDonagh. if that does happen, given his salary and age, the Rangers should get back quite the haul. if they don't, i will be pissed beyond belief.

i am getting more into the Winter Olympics. basically the hockey is going on now, so i actually have something i want to watch.

i didn't sleep worth a shit last night. i might have got 4 hours at most. between the rain, my arthritis and my bad back... i think the only thing that might have put me to sleep last night would have been heroin.

mom has her physical therapy session this afternoon. i'm hoping i can write some more poems while i'm there. if i do, i'll get those typed up this evening.

i'll probably be on here tomorrow after a trip to the grocery store.

la esperanza está tan perdida como el sueño americano

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The Coasters - Down in Mexico
New Edition - Can You Stand the Rain
TLC - Red Light Special
Thelma Houston - Don't Leave Me This Way

"Even the toughest people have a backstory, and villains don't feel like they're the bad guys." - Lynn Whitfield

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

Wednesday, February 14, 2018

ashes, love and then the fog rolls in...

my mother asked me what i was giving up for lent. i laughed and told her i quit giving a shit about organized religion when organized religion gave up on me.

i wrote 9 poems yesterday in the waiting room of mom's physical therapy. i typed them up last night, a little later than i wanted to. more on that later. i did like a few of them. i will probably have another writing session tomorrow and then it will be time for another round of submissions.

after physical therapy, we went out for a late lunch/early dinner. apparently, my body can't go 6 hours without food anymore. i had my usual for the place we were at. in hindsight, i should have had lunch at the house and just a few bites for the early dinner.

the one thing i liked about the house we now live in is there is a bathroom not that far away from the door going into the house from the garage. sadly, it wasn't close enough yesterday. thankfully, i like my pants cuffed so i didn't have to clean up any shit off of the carpet. but, there's a certain finality of just fucking kill me now when you're 42 years old and sitting on a toilet looking down at a pile of shit in your underwear and down your leg. i would ask how many fucking times i need to be humbled, but i know no one is fucking listening. my stomach was in knots all fucking night. i had to have some liquor just to settle it to get a few hours of sleep. as i told my mother this morning, either i'm starting to have the same stomach problems she has or my alcoholism is taking over the show. regardless, i am old enough to know this won't end pretty.

happy valentine's day

mom's appointment this morning went well. she's not crazy or losing her mind as she likes to think. all her tests pointed out that she's too stressed and moderately depressed as well. as i told her as we were leaving, it always comes back to her lack of self-confidence. i know a few of you just read that and laughed out loud thinking of my mental hangups.

i did go to the bank today and picked up a prescription at the grocery store. it was a gloomy drive around town. perfect for this fucking day.

the New York Rangers gave up 3 goals in the first 6 minutes or so last night at Minnesota. that was too big of a hole to climb out of as they lost 3-2. all the kids looked pretty good. it would be nice to see some veterans start to get traded from the team.

Smackdown was a clusterfuck last night.

205 Live was really good last night. i am liking the new direction of the show now.

Baskets was pretty funny last night.

Hate Thy Neighbor was about some crazy anti-abortion fucks. given my stance on god these days, you can imagine what i thought of the show.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and Celebrity Big Brother. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network.

the Dayton Flyers play tonight at George Mason. since this team can't find a way to win on the road. i won't be hoping for a win tonight.

i got up this morning in time to watch team USA blow a 2-0 lead to Slovenia at the Winter Olympics in hockey. they lost 3-2 in overtime. i heard the names of so many failed New York Rangers players that i completely understood the loss.

i will probably be on here in the morning tomorrow most likely. that way if i do end up doing some more writing in the waiting room tomorrow, i'll type those up in the afternoon. but, as we all know, plans are meant to be blown up in your fucking face.

that's all for me kids. i need to figure out what the fuck i'm having for dinner.

me gustaría enamorarme, pero solo a los muertos parece gustarme

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Black Joe Lewis & The Honeybears - Bitch, I Love You
Otis Redding - I Love You More Than Words Can Say
Sade - No Ordinary Love

"It is easier to build strong children than to repair broken men." - Frederick Douglass

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

Tuesday, February 13, 2018

a blast from the past

i was on SoundCloud last night, just checking if i had any messages and my latest stats. i saw that one poem had been listened to recently. i checked on the stats and holy shit, it was listened to by the girlfriend i had when i was 27. i sent her a message saying thanks and she emailed me. i emailed her a couple years ago when there was a hurricane near where i thought she was living. i never got a reply, so i figured she had long forgot about me. turns out she stumbled upon that email a few days ago and took a trip down the rabbit hole and found my YouTube and SoundCloud pages. that was certainly not an email i was expecting at 1:30 in the morning. nice to know i am remembered though.

Monday Night Raw was very good last night. the 3 hours really seemed to move pretty fast. that's an excellent sign.

Celebrity Big Brother was crazy last night. Keshia begged to get evicted last night because she missed her daughter and her wish was granted. it will be interesting to see who goes next as the show is going to be over in 12 days i think. as of now, i'm rooting for Ross or Shannon to win it all.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Smackdown, Baskets and Hate Thy Neighbor. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

the New York Rangers play tonight at Minnesota. they have had yet another injury to a defenseman. so, they had to call up another kid. i believe now 4 of their 6 men playing defense will be under the age of 24. that should be interesting tonight.

mom has physical therapy this afternoon. i'm hoping to do a little writing while i'm in the waiting room. i wonder what i could possibly be writing about today...

i figure she'll probably want to get something to eat after her therapy. so that might as well be an early dinner. then, i'll come home and get the trash done and probably start typing (if i happen to do some writing today).

she has another appointment tomorrow morning, so i'll probably be on here after that happens. good thing i made sure the gas tank was full for this week. mom has appointments the first 4 days of the week. and the day she doesn't, i'll be out doing the grocery shopping i suppose.

enough of my rambling. i need to get in the shower. enjoy the visual.

nunca pierdas un momento en una mente sucia

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Freddie King - Have You Ever Loved a Woman (Live)
Lightnin' Hopkins - Letter to My Back Door Friend
Taj Mahal - That's How Strong My Love Is
Mississippi John Hurt - I Shall Not Be Moved

"You need a little bit of insanity to do great things." - Henry Rollins

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

Monday, February 12, 2018

i have no interest in growing old

mom's mental health evaluation today was a fucking joke. the doctor truly had no interest in anything mom had to say. he was simply doing whatever it took to get the paperwork he has to do for Social Security done so he could get to the next person. i was in the room with her and i don't think i have ever seen someone so fucking impatient in my life. he cut off mom mid-answer about 85% of their talk. i told mom that it was painfully obvious that he must get paid by the number of tasks he gets done, not by the hour. and i could tell he was annoyed that mom's interview went for a full 30 minutes. if she gets her disability claim denied because of this fuck, i'm going to be really fucking pissed.

after that we went out to lunch and did a little shopping. the sun was out today, so i figured we might as well take advantage of somewhat decent weather.

the New York Rangers gave up 2 goals in the first minute yesterday. only 1 of them counted thankfully. the Rangers were able to tie the score against Winnipeg the final minute of the first period. after that, i thought the Rangers were actually the better team. they won the game 3-1. that's the first time Winnipeg has lost 2 games in a row at home all season. hell, i guess the Rangers should have said they were blowing up the team a month ago. maybe they would be on a longer winning streak. the Rangers play again tomorrow night at Minnesota.

i took a chance on Here and Now last night on HBO and i'm so happy i did. i can tell right away that i'm really going to fucking love this show.

Homeland was pretty good last night.

The Chi was excellent last night.

Crashing was hilarious last night.

Divorce was good last night.

Our Cartoon President was fucking hilarious last night. i wouldn't be surprised if Stephen Colbert doesn't get death threats from all the Trump supporters over this show. god i loved it.

Celebrity Big Brother was good last night. i have no damn clue who will be going home tonight.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and Celebrity Big Brother. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening.

our water went out last night. i thought maybe there was a vapor lock or something. i thought that theory was good until we found out today from our cousins that there was a water main break over by them last night. they live a few streets over. that's a much more likely cause.

i've got some great FREE music at NoiseTrade in the last week or so. below are the links.
ASHRR - Medicine Man
Angie Aparo - Hello, my name is Angie Aparo
Tarra Layne - Once You Go Red...

i'll be on here tomorrow in the morning most likely. mom has physical therapy in the afternoon. i figure we'll be getting an early dinner after that.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

Larga vida a la resistencia

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Alicia Keys - If I Ain't Got You
Prince - Adore
Mary J. Blige w/Method Man - You're All I Need

"No man has a good enough memory to be a successful liar." - Abraham Lincoln

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

faster than a war does

my poem "faster than a war does" has been published at Winedrunk Sidewalk. you can find the poem by going here: http://winedrunksidewalk.blogspot.com/2018/02/day-three-hundred-and-eighty-nine.html

Sunday, February 11, 2018

i should have just stayed in bed

i could tell after watching a few minutes of the Manchester United game this morning that United was going to be in trouble. Newcastle had a plan and they were sticking to it. sure enough, United wasn't clinical when they had the few chances they got today and they gave up a fucking set piece at the wrong fucking time. Newcastle won 1-0. i truly hope this isn't what this fucking day is going to be like.

i read a review of Eric Clapton: Life in 12 Bars that said the documentary was dull. i'm guessing the reviewer isn't a fan of the music or perhaps just has a shitty life to begin with. i found the documentary to be very good and heartbreaking at the same time. i truly understand now why Eric was attracted to blues music at such a young age. and i think he may have given me one of the greatest lines i have ever heard. i couldn't bring myself to suicide because i wouldn't be able to have my next drink. that's fucking genius. i highly recommend checking this out if you love music or just love a tragic story that has an unexpected ending.

ROH was excellent last night.

the Dayton Flyers played a pretty good first half yesterday and got a long range buzzer beater to go in to have the lead at halftime against VCU. they took all that momentum and managed to piss it away to fall behind by 17 points in the second half. they managed to dig themselves out of that hole with a furious run to send the game to overtime. but, since Dayton's coach doesn't believe in playing the bench, the guys ran out of fucking gas. it doesn't help when your senior leader is a fucking turnover waiting to happen. and when the coach basically says after the game that the reason only 7 players played for Dayton was a coaching decision because he thought the players on the court were doing a good enough job... it just makes you want to bang your head against a brick wall. my new conspiracy theory is the coach knows he can't coach these players so he's trying to get them to transfer or leave the school so he can bring in players that he wants to think he can coach. even a decent fucking coach would try to make something out of what he has. but Anthony Grant knows the school doesn't have the balls to fire an alumni after just 1 season. VCU won yesterday 88-84 in OT.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Celebrity Big Brother, Our Cartoon President, Homeland, The Chi, Here and Now, Crashing and Divorce.

we got some freezing rain last night. i nearly fell on the driveway this morning while going to get the paper. thankfully, i was able to get to the grass and get down there without falling.

USA Soccer elected a new president yesterday. i guess they decided that the status quo is good enough.

i think i have to take mom to have some testing done tomorrow for her disability claim. i believe that is in the morning. so, i'll probably be on here after that happens.

the New York Rangers play this afternoon up in Winnipeg. i'd love to see them build on their win against Calgary, but i'm not counting on it.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. hopefully your Sunday is even better.

hay días en que no hay suficiente alcohol

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Willie Dixon - Back Door Man
John Lee Hooker - I'll Never Get Out Of These Blues Alive (Live)
B.B. King - Sweet Little Angel (Live)
Otis Rush - I Can't Quit You Baby

"Discontent is the first necessity of progress." - Thomas A. Edison

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: