welcome to Sunday boys and girls. yesterday was a very long day for me, mostly because i watched mom struggle all day. first off, i watched her fall in her bedroom basically because she was doing stupid shit. why you would need to answer the phone on a Saturday morning after it had stopped ringing is beyond me. add in that it was dark, she can't see worth a shit and once again, wasn't using her rollator. i do understand that accidents happen. i also understand that most of them are preventable. on top of that, she bitched about her laundry yesterday. i reminded her if she actually needs help, just fucking ask. instead, she likes to play this passive aggressive bullshit that honestly drives me up a fucking wall. so, that was most of my yesterday. good times.
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i couldn't get my back to calm down last night. no matter how i tried to sleep, it was useless. eventually, at 5 AM, i finally went to sleep. mind you, i was in bed before 3 AM. i'm not sure if it is stress or actual pain that is fucking with me at times. the weed gummies are helping, but the last thing i want to do is rely on them 24/7. oh well.
so, i checked the Kroger website this morning and holy shit, all my prescriptions were there. so, i called and got the refill of my Gabapentin started. now, i have no clue if they are actually going to get to it today or not. mom takes it as well, so i do have a back up. hopefully, it will be done by the time i go there to do the grocery shopping tomorrow. i'm just happy i was able to get them transferred before that Rite Aid closes.
Monday Night Raw was good last night.
Name That Tune was pretty good last night.
i only watched a little of the Home Run Derby last night.
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on the DVR tonight will be NXT, Deadliest Catch and Hard Knocks off season.
i will probably watch some of the MLB All Star game tonight.
the USWNT has a friendly tonight against Costa Rica.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
until then kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
una mala espalda y lluvia intermitente
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Oddisee - World On Fire
Lord Buffalo - Holus Bolus
Orville Peck & Beck - Death Valley High
Black Joe Lewis & The Honeybears - Sugarfoot
Marc Broussard - Give You the World
"Aren't we all striving to be overpaid for what we do?" - Will Ferrell
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i did get the shopping done today before the rain (other than annoying fucking drizzle) really started today. that was a goal. sadly, it doesn't have to be raining for my arthritis to be fucking killing me. it hurts to walk, to sit, to stand... my mother looked at me today and said aloud, i'm not sure how you are doing this. i looked at her and laughed and said the only way i keep going anymore is i'm not afraid to die.
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gambling didn't go as well as i wanted last night. hopefully, it will be much better tonight.
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on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, The Masked Singer and two episodes of Snowfall.
the Dayton Flyers play tonight at UMASS. i'm hoping Dayton will win tonight.
the USWNT can win the SheBelieves Cup tonight with a win or draw against Brazil.
i should be on here tomorrow after Manchester United plays Barcelona at Old Trafford. i'm really hoping i will be in a good mood since that would mean United would be advancing in the Europa League.
the bathroom renovation is coming along nicely. i have to be up early as fuck tomorrow since the electrician will be here. that's another good sign that things are moving forward.
that's all for me kids.
until tomorrow.
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Odio la lluvia
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Charley Horse - Ball Cap
Ma - CALL
Jason Isbell and the 400 Unit - Death Wish
Black Joe Lewis & The Honeybears - Bitch, I Love You
Ben Harper - Don't Give Up On Me Now
"I demand more of myself than anyone else could ever expect." - Julius Erving
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so, like the devoted fan i am, i got up at 7:15 this morning to watch Manchester United. i went to bed a little after 3 in the morning. 4 hours more or less, ok, let's go. and much like the last game, Manchester United got up 1-0 from a Jadon Sancho goal. and just like the last game, a few minutes into the second half, United pissed away that lead. and i guess this is the new normal. United and Southampton finished 1-1. honestly, i don't think United wants to finish in the top 4. so fucking frustrating to watch.
team USA men's hockey team defeated Canada for the first time in 12 years at the Olympics last night, 4-2. i didn't see that one coming.
Celebrity Big Brother was pretty funny last night.
Smackdown and 205 Live were both pretty good last night.
AEW Rampage was excellent last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was very funny last night.
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nothing on the DVR tonight. i suppose i'll flip between the Olympics and college basketball.
the Dayton Flyers play at home this afternoon against George Washington. i believe the game is on ESPN+. it snowed here this morning. you add that with my Manchester United frustration and i think i'll watch the game at home today.
i will probably be on here in the morning tomorrow, long before the Super Bowl starts.
i told my mother last night if the Bengals win the Super Bowl, i'll be interested to see how many drunks fall into the Ohio river while celebrating.
i hope everyone has a great Saturday.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
eres lo suficientemente mayor para saber mejor
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Shakey Graves - Dearly Departed (Live)
Sly & the Family Stone - I Want to Take You Higher
Black Joe Lewis & The Honeybears - Sugarfoot
Tom Waits - Jersey Girl
Mississippi John Hurt - I Shall Not Be Moved
"Concentration and mental toughness are the margins of victory." - Bill Russell
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i got some shitty sleep last night, but i did manage to at least get the grocery shopping started before noon today. i had to go to the drugstore to look for some things first. of course, they didn't have a couple of the things i was looking for. i did pick up a pack of 2020 Topps Series 1 there and got a couple of hits in it. i was pleased with that. the local grocery store was pretty fucking busy for noon on a Wednesday. the larger grocery store was more of a damn zoo with the elderly leading the pissed off parade. i got most of everything on the list except for some alcohol swabs. i'm hoping that's not the next fucking thing these stupid fucks are hoarding.
i'd love for everyone that reads this blog or comes across this, please click on the link below and actually fucking listen to it and i mean, REALLY FUCKING LISTEN TO IT! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqe2D66gfFo
Deadliest Catch was really good last night.
WWE Backstage was excellent last night. i could listen to CM Punk and Daniel Bryan talk for hours and hours on wrestling and life. you can find that video by going here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T09HKU-sE74
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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, NXT, AEW and What We Do in the Shadows.
i finally got an appointment scheduled to have my nurse visit with one of my doctors. i was supposed to get a shot back in April, but the fucking pandemic got in the way of that. so, i'm really hoping the nurse is right and it will be fine to have it done on Monday.
i'm holding out hope that maybe i can get my hair cut tomorrow. i know it's a long shot at best, but fuck, my bangs are down past my eyes now.
i'll be on here sometime in the afternoon tomorrow. if i get a haircut, i'll do a before and after shot.
until tomorrow kids...
keep up the fight.
fuck racism.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands...
las condenas son más importantes que simplemente ser acusado de un delito
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Black Joe Lewis & The Honeybears - Five Dollars
Ben Harper - Don't Let Me Disappear
Fantastic Negrito - An Honest Man
Gary Clark Jr. - This Land
Run The Jewels - RTJ4
"All my life, I have maintained that the people of the world can learn to live together in peace if they are not brought up in prejudice." - Josephine Baker
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i think for the majority of my adult life, i haven't been in a relationship with anyone on Valentine's Day. now, while i probably have saved thousands of dollars, i'm not exactly happy that loneliness has become a natural feeling for me. but, shit happens.
so, i guess sometime after i got my shower done yesterday, there was a huge water main break in the county i live in. the whole country was under a boil advisory. shit, i think it still is. i'm hoping this is a wake up call to all these assholes around here that the infrastructure needs to be fucking updated badly. of course, when you are surrounded by Republicans, they want shit but they don't want to pay for it. i will always maintain that people would pay higher taxes if they actually knew what the money was being used for. god forbid, people would have to pay more but got free higher education, free healthcare, better roads and an infrastructure that wouldn't fail every time there is a big rain storm. but that will never happen because these assholes still believe that capitalism isn't fucking them over. fucking fools.
NXT was really good last night.
NXT UK was really good yesterday as well.
The Masked Singer was crazy last night. another week i was correct again.
the finale of Celebrity Big Brother went the way i was expecting once Ricky made the wrong choice at the end. i'm not sure why he thought he could win against Tamar. and i wasn't surprised when she got every vote at the end. i'm really happy Tom Green won the favorite house guest.
You're the Worst was hilarious last night.
Drop the Mic was very good last night.
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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Will & Grace, Gotham and Lip Sync Battle.
i'm guessing i will be on here tomorrow after a trip to the grocery store.
mom has physical therapy later this afternoon. i'm hoping to get some more poems written.
that's all for me kids. enjoy your Valentine's Day with your special someone. and if you are alone, drinking never cures the pain, but it does the best job it can.
until tomorrow...
el amor es una bestia voluble
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Valerie June - Somebody to Love
Percy Sledge - When a Man Loves a Woman
Black Joe Lewis & The Honeybears - Bitch, I Love You
Taj Mahal - That's How Strong My Love Is
"It is easier to build strong children than to repair broken men." - Frederick Douglass
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my mother asked me what i was giving up for lent. i laughed and told her i quit giving a shit about organized religion when organized religion gave up on me.
i wrote 9 poems yesterday in the waiting room of mom's physical therapy. i typed them up last night, a little later than i wanted to. more on that later. i did like a few of them. i will probably have another writing session tomorrow and then it will be time for another round of submissions.
after physical therapy, we went out for a late lunch/early dinner. apparently, my body can't go 6 hours without food anymore. i had my usual for the place we were at. in hindsight, i should have had lunch at the house and just a few bites for the early dinner.
the one thing i liked about the house we now live in is there is a bathroom not that far away from the door going into the house from the garage. sadly, it wasn't close enough yesterday. thankfully, i like my pants cuffed so i didn't have to clean up any shit off of the carpet. but, there's a certain finality of just fucking kill me now when you're 42 years old and sitting on a toilet looking down at a pile of shit in your underwear and down your leg. i would ask how many fucking times i need to be humbled, but i know no one is fucking listening. my stomach was in knots all fucking night. i had to have some liquor just to settle it to get a few hours of sleep. as i told my mother this morning, either i'm starting to have the same stomach problems she has or my alcoholism is taking over the show. regardless, i am old enough to know this won't end pretty.
happy valentine's day
mom's appointment this morning went well. she's not crazy or losing her mind as she likes to think. all her tests pointed out that she's too stressed and moderately depressed as well. as i told her as we were leaving, it always comes back to her lack of self-confidence. i know a few of you just read that and laughed out loud thinking of my mental hangups.
i did go to the bank today and picked up a prescription at the grocery store. it was a gloomy drive around town. perfect for this fucking day.
the New York Rangers gave up 3 goals in the first 6 minutes or so last night at Minnesota. that was too big of a hole to climb out of as they lost 3-2. all the kids looked pretty good. it would be nice to see some veterans start to get traded from the team.
Smackdown was a clusterfuck last night.
205 Live was really good last night. i am liking the new direction of the show now.
Baskets was pretty funny last night.
Hate Thy Neighbor was about some crazy anti-abortion fucks. given my stance on god these days, you can imagine what i thought of the show.
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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and Celebrity Big Brother. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network.
the Dayton Flyers play tonight at George Mason. since this team can't find a way to win on the road. i won't be hoping for a win tonight.
i got up this morning in time to watch team USA blow a 2-0 lead to Slovenia at the Winter Olympics in hockey. they lost 3-2 in overtime. i heard the names of so many failed New York Rangers players that i completely understood the loss.
i will probably be on here in the morning tomorrow most likely. that way if i do end up doing some more writing in the waiting room tomorrow, i'll type those up in the afternoon. but, as we all know, plans are meant to be blown up in your fucking face.
that's all for me kids. i need to figure out what the fuck i'm having for dinner.
me gustarÃa enamorarme, pero solo a los muertos parece gustarme
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Black Joe Lewis & The Honeybears - Bitch, I Love You
Otis Redding - I Love You More Than Words Can Say
Sade - No Ordinary Love
"It is easier to build strong children than to repair broken men." - Frederick Douglass
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i made sure to wear light colored clothes today as i knew i was going to be outside a little and it was supposed to be around 90 with a completely unbearable humidity. so i broke out my bright ass yellow t-shirt, figuring that should do the trick. walking just 10 feet from the parking lot to the pizza place mom and i went for lunch, i was sweating like a crook walking into church.
i did do a little poetry writing last night and this afternoon. in total, i typed up 7 poems this afternoon. i really like a few of them. i have enough for another round of submissions, so you have been warned.
i did watch a little of the All-Star game last night. ex-Yankee Robinson Cano hit the go ahead home run in the 10th inning (50 years to the day that Tony Perez hit a home run in extra innings of the All-Star game in 1967) and ex-Yankee Andrew Miller got the save as the American League won 2-1.
Deadliest Catch was crazy last night. there's no way you would catch me doing anything in a fucking arctic hurricane.
Smackdown was pretty good last night.
205 Live was pretty good as well.
The Jim Jefferies Show was fucking hilarious last night.
The Defiant Ones, Part 3 was mostly about the rap war in the early 90's. i also enjoyed the behind the scenes stories on how Interscope Records signed Nine Inch Nails away from TVT Records.
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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Big Brother, Lucha Underground, Snowfall, Lip Sync Battle and The Defiant Ones, Part 4. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network.
i'm really hoping that the boys have their heads on straight tonight and are ready to dominate when the USA plays Martinique tonight in the Gold Cup.
mom did pretty good today. amazingly, the place where she had her doctor's appointment and had to get some blood work done was running smoothly today. i just wish she could actually get some sleep at night. she more or less sleeps only in the day now.
i will be on here tomorrow before i take mom to her physical therapy appointment. hopefully the storms tomorrow aren't as bad as yesterday's storms were. there are still some people in this county without power.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Bullet for My Valentine - Don't Need You
Eagles of Death Metal - I Only Want You
The Afghan Whigs - Let Me Lie to You
Black Joe Lewis & The Honeybears - Bitch, I Love You
"This world is but a canvas to our imagination." - Henry David Thoreau
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when i used to live on the farm, raining at night would help me sleep. i'm sure the metal roof had something to do with that. now, given that i have arthritis head to fucking toe, rain at night means i can't fucking sleep worth a shit. and on these restless days, i have a tendency to let my mind drift into the ether of my past. that usually means old names from past lovers end up in Google searches for some hate myself kind of reason. one search like that today lead to a 3 page poem that might end up as my next Soundcloud recording.
and the other problem with those searches is my mind truly just fucking with me. i once wrote in a poem about a cat i had slapping a reflection of itself. that's the kind of self hatred i can admire. i am truly fucking brutal to myself. it's an endless cycle that's completely unhealthy, but i'm not exactly hoping to live forever. but, at some point before i die, i would like to be in a healthy relationship again that might even end up with the possibility of sex, who knows. to even type it, it feels like it's fucking impossible.
these are the days where i have the music, the books, the alcohol and an wicked imagination. if i was van Gogh, i'm sure i would have no ears by now. i'm supposedly blessed to have these talents. each time i hear that, the first thing that comes to my lips is FUCK YOU.
the New York Yankees flirted with perfection yesterday. Michael Pineda took a perfect game into the 7th inning. not bad to retire the first 20 batters in a row. if he could only be like that normally when he pitches. the offense opened up the game late and the Yankees won their home opener over Tampa 8-1. that's a nice way to start a homestand.
Monday Night Raw was pretty interesting last night. i was really surprised at who came over from Smackdown. i'm hoping to be just as surprised to see who goes from Raw to Smackdown tonight. it will probably take a few weeks to really see how the shows adjust to all the changes. i do love Bray Wyatt on Monday Night Raw though. i would love to see him against Finn Balor one day, especially when Finn is the "Demon". that has amazing written all over it.
A Goodbye to Girls was pretty good last night. i'm very interested to see how the series is going to end on Sunday.
The Voice was really good last night. i think i have my favorite performance of the season now.
the live episodes will finally start on Monday.
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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, The Voice, Deadliest Catch and Smackdown. i'll watch 205 Live on WWE Network sometime tonight.
the NHL playoffs start tomorrow. i'm all ready to not shave again until June. hopefully the New York Rangers have a long run in them this year.
the trash is all picked up and i believe i'm ready to go spend some quality time in the massage chair.
i have no clue when i'll be on here tomorrow. i'm guessing late afternoon.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Black Joe Lewis & The Honeybears - Bitch, I Love You
The Right Now - Half as Much
Guided by Voices - As We Go up We go Down
Bruce Springsteen - Tougher Than the Rest (Live)
"Writing is the only way I know to demand justice from an uncaring universe." - Dorothy Allison
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just when i thought i was getting better... i've coughed so damn much my throat now tastes like blood. i haven't bothered to even try to call the doctor as i know they are probably booked solid. but, on the bright side, my blood sugar was below 100 this morning. if i only didn't have to be sick as fuck for that to happen.
The Big Bang Theory was really funny last night. go ahead and give Jim Parsons another Emmy Award.
Life in Pieces was hilarious last night.
Fuck, That's Delicious was an extended cut from the Chicago episode.
Baskets was fucking great last night.
Lip Sync Battle was pretty good last night as well.
the New York Rangers won last night 4-3. they are finally winning at home again. they can sweep the homestand on Saturday night against Colorado.
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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, NJPW and Real Time with Bill Maher.
the Dayton Flyers play a massive game tonight at Rhode Island. if Dayton wins, the seniors will tie the all-time win record for a class at Dayton and they will also have the sweep of Rhode Island this season. if Dayton loses, they no longer control their own destiny in the A10. it should be a really good game. it's on ESPN2 tonight at 7.
i will probably be on here tomorrow after Manchester United plays in the morning.
i hope everyone has a great weekend. i hope this is the weekend i start to get better and actually feel good enough to write. what a concept.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Black Joe Lewis & The Honeybears - Black Joe Lewis & The Honeybears EP
Michael Burks - Cross Eyed Woman
Prince - P Control
"Accomplishments have no color." - Leontyne Price
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ANY feedback i get from people, i love. be it great, bad, hateful, whatever... the worst thing any artist (did i just go there with myself?) can get in response to their work is indifference. now, i wish i got more praise than i currently get, but... the hate mail never gets old. and honestly, i don't give a shit if you hate my writing, hate me as a person, hate my music or hate my political views... all of that is fair game. but, don't make the mistake the cunt from yesterday made and include my family in it. if you EVER really want to see someone gleefully walk that line of insanity, cross the line that never should be crossed. and trust me, as my mother pointed out years ago, i'm fine with a cot and 3 meals a day. when i tell everyone i write so i don't kill people, they tend to think i'm joking. there are moments in my life, and yesterday was one of them, where no one would ever want to see how close to the truth my "joke" really is. there's your warning.
the New York Rangers lost last night to Buffalo 4-3. it was the first game all season they lost when entering the 3rd period with a lead. hopefully they will use the game as a wake up call. they play Carolina again tomorrow.
The Big Bang Theory was excellent last night.
Life in Pieces was fucking hysterical last night.
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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, 2 episodes of NJPW and a concert/interview with Fitz and The Tantrums.
today was the second day in a row with no sun at all. i had to get out of the house this afternoon or i felt like i was going to explode. thankfully, i had a check that i needed to deposit and mom had mail to go out. that got me out of the house for at least 30 minutes. thankfully, i get to go out for longer than that tomorrow.
i'll be at the Dayton Flyers game tomorrow afternoon against Winthrop.
i will probably do a blog after i get home from the game. Saturday morning will be back to back soccer matches; Manchester City vs. Chelsea and then Real Madrid vs. Barcelona. right after those get over, it's off to the basketball game.
i hope everyone has a great weekend. call if you need bail money.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Margo Price - NPR Tiny Music Desk Concert
Black Joe Lewis & The Honeybears - Black Joe Lewis & The Honeybears EP
Sia - Angel by the Wings
Sinead O'Connor - Trouble Will Soon Be Over
"I don't set out to offend or shock, but I also don't do anything to avoid it." - Sarah Silverman
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