so, i finally got a hold of someone at Humana to find out about my Medicaid cards. they said the cards were mailed out on March 21st. it will take 7 to 8 days to arrive. well, they weren't in the mail today, so i'm assuming they will be in the mail tomorrow. and then i will have to cancel my Anthem insurance (there's $600 saved) and then go to Kroger to get my new insurance into the system and pick up the pills that are ready there. i found out today that my doctors do take the new insurance, so i should be good to go on my appointment on April Fools Day. i will have to make an appointment to get the blood work done on Monday. now, if the cards aren't in the mail tomorrow, i will blow my lid, be pissed beyond belief and realize the whole system will drive me to killing myself. good times.
i did watch the Yankees game yesterday. they won over the Brewers, 4-2. hopefully, this will be a good season. Austin Wells became the first catcher and first Yankee EVER to hit a lead off home run on opening day.
i did watch a good portion of the college basketball games last night. i went 4-0.
mom got sick yesterday, so she didn't go to the podiatrist. i'm not sure she's feeling much better today. it did warm up today, so we're airing out the house for a few hours. this is what i like to call trapping all the hot air in so i can't sleep worth a shit but she will be nice and warm.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown and Real Time with Bill Maher.
i will watch some college basketball tonight as well.
the New York Rangers play tonight at Anaheim.
i did finally see A Complete Unknown today. i noticed it was on HULU so i watched it this afternoon. it was good.
i will most likely be on here in the morning, unless the Medicaid cards show up in the mail early tomorrow. then, i will be on here after that chaos is over.
i hope everyone has a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Finalmente habló con un humano
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Mark Pritchard & Thom Yorke - This Conversation Is Missing Your Voice
Republica - Drop Dead Gorgeous
The Chemical Brothers - Galvanize
Daft Punk - One More Time
The Crystal Method - Busy Child
"Loving Chicago is like loving a woman with a broken nose." - Nelson Algren
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
the Yankees start their season today at home against the Brewers. other than the ton of injuries they had during spring training, i'm hoping the Yankees get off to a good start this season.
hopefully, i will have a good season gambling. the way my life is going right now, i don't have much of a choice.
i only saw the highlights from AEW Dynamite last night. it was ok.
The Masked Singer was crazy as usual last night.
Abbott Elementary was hilarious last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
nothing on the DVR tonight. i'll be flipping between the sweet sixteen college basketball games and some baseball most likely.
i have to take mom to the podiatrist today. at least that isn't a far drive.
i think mom really likes her new glasses. i think she might get to use her new sunglasses today.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. they haven't delivered the mail yet today, so if my Medicaid cards are in there, i have a shit load of things i need to do that will probably change when i will be on here tomorrow.
best of luck to everyone gambling on baseball and basketball today.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
día de apertura
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Tunde Adebimpe - God Knows
Mannequin Pussy - I Got Heaven
The Rolling Stones - Tumbling Dice
Paul Cauthen - Cocaine Country Dancing
Beach Slang - American Girls and French Kisses
"Trying to make a feature film yourself with no money is the best film school you can do."
- Quentin Tarantino
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
this almost feels like a battle of cat and mouse. not a damn thing in the mail today i was actually hoping for. this is doing wonders for my stress level.
grocery shopping went ok today. thankfully, i kept it under $200. after i got done with that, i had to take mom to get her new glasses. i am really hoping that now that she can see better, she will have a bit more confidence about everything.
the New York Rangers lost last night at the Los Angeles Kings, 3-1.
NXT was very good last night.
St. Denis Medical was hilarious last night.
Dark Side of the Ring brought back some memories last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, Abbott Elementary and The Masked Singer.
i should be on here tomorrow before i take mom to the podiatrist.
tomorrow is opening day in MLB. the Yankees play at home against the Brewers.
i need to get this done and get started on dinner.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Todavía esperando
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Lady Wray - Best For Us
Silk Sonic - Leave The Door Open
Childish Gambino - Stay High
Erykah Badu - On & On
PJ Morton - Please Don't Walk Away
"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on." - Robert Frost
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i have a doctor's appointment on April 1st. i need to get bloodwork done. i am patiently waiting, i mean as fucking patiently as i possibly fucking can, for my Medicaid cards to show up so i can make the fucking changes to all the shit i have going on. i need to cancel Anthem, but i'm not doing that until the cards show up. and what really pisses me off, if i have been in the system since the 1st, why don't i have any cards 24 fucking days later? makes no fucking sense possible. i got a text from Kroger today that my Rybelsus will cost $2.657.56 to fill. basically, i am now in a Leonard Cohen song where it is way more cost effective to die than continue to struggle to live.
speaking of that, mom's doctor's appointment yesterday was interesting, she is a bit of a chatty person, always her nature. so, she admitted to having thoughts of suicide, etc. one, that pissed me off as it clearly is a reflection on the job i am doing as caretaker. second, of course they want her to think about taking some more pills to perhaps lighten her mood. third, why the fuck are these appointments two fucking hours long.
we went to Arby's after the appointment and got home in time to watch Monday Night Raw. it was a really good show, once again.
The Voice was very good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT, St. Denis Medical and Dark Side of the Ring.
the New York Rangers play tonight at the Los Angeles Kings.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
i'm probably doing pizza for dinner and my best guess is it will be raining when i take the trash out. joy.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Date prisa y espera
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Black Country, New Road - Besties
Guided By Voices - Motor Away
John Mellencamp - Jackie Brown
INXS - Not Enough Time
Old Crow Medicine Show - Methamphetamine (Live)
"Saddle your dreams before you ride em." - Mary Webb
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i got 13 out of 16 of the sweet sixteen correct, so i am pretty happy about that.
the USMNT lost to Canada yesterday, 2-1. it is quite obvious, they need a much larger group of players to choose from.
The White Lotus was amazing last night.
The Righteous Gemstone was fucking hilarious last night.
The Americas was very good last night.
Power Book III: Raising Kanan was great last night.
Yellowjackets was fucking insane last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Voice.
i think Monday Night Raw is on Netflix this afternoon. i am going to try to watch that when i get home from taking mom to her doctor's appointment.
i talked to my insurance agent this morning. i finally got the letter he was telling me to call him about back in January. i guess on March 1st, Medicaid approved my application. he sent the application in December of last year. he was happy that they accepted me as it should drive the prices down for me. i had one question though. if i got approved on March 1st and didn't know about it until March 22nd, what 3 to 4 day period am i to believe that my Medicaid card will be sent to me? he believes i should already have it, as do i. he did give the number to cancel my other insurance with. thankfully, that hasn't been paid yet for next month.
i'm not going to cancel the insurance until the cards come, that's for sure.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
until then...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Creo que trece de dieciséis es bastante bueno.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Alice In Chains - Brother (Live)
William Fitzsimmons - Beautiful Girl (Live)
Pearl Jam - Black (Live)
The Civil Wars - Billie Jean (Live)
My Morning Jacket - Bermuda Highway (Live)
"I would rather wake up in the middle of nowhere than in any city on earth." - Steve McQueen
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i got my usual 4 hours of sleep last night. but, this time, i got it all at once. i didn't wake up every 45 minutes or so. amazingly, i actually felt refreshed waking up this morning. what a concept.
so, i lost 2 sweet sixteen teams yesterday. if that is all i lose and i get 14 of the 16 right, i will be happy. i doubt i will get that lucky today.
the Dayton Flyers lost yesterday at Chattanooga, 87-72. that ends the college careers of 5 players. who knows how many transfer out or in. i just know the team will look different next season.
the New York Rangers won yesterday at home over Vancouver, 5-3.
i did watch plenty of college basketball yesterday.
AEW Collision was ok last night. part 2 is on tonight.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Americas, AEW Collision, The White Lotus, The Righteous Gemstones, Power Book III: Raising Kanan and Yellowjackets.
the USMNT plays tonight against Canada in the 3rd place game of the Concacaf Nations League.
i guess we might get some snow today. ah, spring in Ohio.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Así es como se siente dormir
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
My Morning Jacket - Tyrone
The Cure - Pictures Of You
Muddy Waters - Champagne & Reefer (Live)
Levon Helm - Wide River to Cross
The Who - Won't Get Fooled Again
"There's no shortage of material in life." - Jonathan Ames
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i heard back from Cristina at Synchronized Chaos on my recent poetry submission. my poems "changed his mind", "to ever repair", "one too many rainbows", "saw something different" and "never fall in love with me" have been accepted for publication.
i really thought there was going to be some upsets last night in the NCAA tournament. sadly, that didn't really happen. at least, that is how i'm explaining going 11-7 on night 2.
Smackdown was very good last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Collision.
the Dayton Flyers play today at Chattanooga in the NIT.
the New York Rangers play this afternoon at home against Vancouver.
and of course, plenty of college basketball today.
i took mom to downtown Dayton yesterday to get some death certificates. i hadn't been downtown in years. but, eventually, muscle memory kicked in. after that, we got some McDonald's for lunch.
i wrote 2 poems last night so i could send that submission out. they both were good but quite the struggle to write. joy.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
i hope everyone has a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Desear no es lo mismo que conseguir
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Luke Marzec - I Can't Get You Out Of My Mind
Cat Power - It's All over Now, Baby Blue (Live)
Bright Eyes - Waste of Paint
Charles Bradley - Why Is It so Hard?
Tom Waits - Come On Up To The House
"I wasn't kissing her, I was whispering in her mouth." - Chico Marx
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so, i went 14-2 yesterday on the college basketball games. hopefully, i can repeat that today.
there's where the good news ends. the USMNT lost to Panama last night, 1-0. Panama's only shot on goal went in basically at the death of the game. fuck me. simply not good enough and honestly, the team has a ways to go to even sniff success in the World Cup, eventually.
the New York Rangers lost last night at home to Toronto, 4-3.
i slept like shit last night. could never get the pinched nerve to calm down, so basically i slept in 45 minute shifts. joy.
i have to take mom to get some death certificates today. i love taking care of some legal shit that could have been dealt with nearly a decade ago.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown and Real Time with Bill Maher.
by this time tomorrow, the Dayton Flyers will be getting ready to play in the NIT.
so, the goal will be to get the blog done before that game tomorrow.
i think the weather is supposed to be shitty this weekend, so that will be good for watching college basketball.
i'm going to try to take a nap before i have to start driving. thankfully, it won't be a far drive.
i hope everyone has a great weekend.
best of luck with your brackets and your gambling today.
until tomorrow kids...
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Victoria Canal - Talk
Tracy Chapman - Give Me One Reason
Tori Amos - Total Eclipse Of The Heart (Live)
Lauren Eylise - Peaks & Valleys
Fiona Apple - Shadowboxer
mi soporte todavía se ve bien
"What other people think of me is none of my business." - Gary Oldman
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
we have a wicked cold front getting ready to come through here tonight. it was in the 60's today. they just said on the weather that it won't make it to the 40's tomorrow. good times.
grocery shopping went pretty well today. my pinched nerve didn't fuck with me too much. now, when i got home and mom was still asleep... that was when my pinched nerve decided to be an asshole. but, i got all the groceries in and put away. i got mom a Pecan Snickers bar when i was in the checkout lane. i figured when i saw that she was still asleep, she would eat it for her breakfast at 4 in the afternoon.
the New York Rangers lost last night at home to Calgary, 2-1. if they are going to play like that the rest of the season, they will not make the playoffs.
i did watch some of both games of the First Four last night. Alabama State won with a crazy fucking ending. North Carolina beat the piss out of San Diego St.
tonight, Mount St. Mary's plays American and Xavier plays Texas.
NXT was really good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, The Masked Singer and Abbott Elementary.
the Dayton Flyers play at Florida Atlantic tonight in the NIT.
i will probably watch some of the First Four tonight.
i will most likely be on here in the morning tomorrow, hopefully before the NCAA tournament games begin.
i know the USMNT plays Panama tomorrow night.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Aquí vienen las tormentas
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Jaco Jaco - Favorite Kind of People
Ana Tijoux - Muevelo
Beck - Go It Alone
Dave Matthews Band - Digging A Ditch
Brother Marshall & The Choir of Fire - All the Gold In California
"The road to hell is paved with works-in-progress." - Philip Roth
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so, i thought i got some sleep last night. of course, i was up this morning at 6:30 AM. by 10 AM, i was in my massage chair, watching the Dan Patrick Show. next thing i knew, it was 1:30 in the afternoon. i guess i get better sleep in my massage chair. so, i know the pinched nerve is definitely back. joy.
i was driving home from the bank today and a poem came to me. it never fucking fails, the good ones always come when i don't have a chance to write them down. thankfully, i basically repeated it to myself and wrote it out by the time i got home.
Monday Night Raw was excellent yesterday.
The Voice was very good last night.
i hit a 10 team parlay last night on NBA games. that certainly was unexpected. i always love turning $2.10 into a little over $70.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT.
the First Four starts tonight. St. Francis plays Alabama State and North Carolina plays San Diego St.
the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Calgary.
i have no clue what i'm going to make for dinner tonight.
i will probably be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
until then kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Trae la locura
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Empire Pool - High Class, Wine Glass
Anderson East - Chasing You
Willie Nelson w/Rodney Crowell - Oh What A Beautiful World
Cigarettes After Sex - Neon Moon
Sleep Token - Emergence
"We are most alive when we're in love." - John Updike
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
Manchester United won yesterday at Leicester, 3-0. other than another fucking injury to another defender, it was a good victory.
the New York Rangers lost last night at home to Edmonton, 3-1.
The Americas was very good last night.
The White Lotus was fucking great last night.
The Righteous Gemstones was great last night.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
Power Book III: Raising Kanan was very good last night.
Yellowjackets was fucking crazy last night.
i did fill out some brackets for the NCAA tournament last night. i have Florida winning for the men and UCLA winning for the women. the Dayton Flyers will be playing in the NIT yet again.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Voice. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw on Netflix this afternoon as it will come on at 3 PM. i love that Netflix will be airing the episodes from Europe live in the USA.
the weather took a turn to the cold last night. that might be why i slept a little better. i woke up this morning and mom was in her massage chair sleeping. by the time i got done with breakfast, she was back in her bed. i think the health problems she has been having here recently have really gotten to her. the projectile vomiting yesterday had some end of life shit attached to it. good times.
the First Four games start tomorrow at UD Arena. if i had those tickets still, i would make a killing selling them with North Carolina, Xavier and Texas coming.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Feliz día de San Patricio
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The Chieftains w/Sinead O'Connor - The Foggy Dew
The Dubliners - Whiskey In the Jar
Flogging Molly - Drunken Lullabies
The Rumjacks - An Irish Pub Song
Dropkick Murphys - Kiss Me, I'm Shitfaced (Live)
"Time moves in one direction, memory in another." - William Gibson
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so, i caught mom sleepwalking last night. at least she was using her rollator. she swore she heard other people inside of the house. i told her, unless you can hear inside of my head, then no.
the New York Rangers won last night in Columbus, 4-0. that puts the Rangers in a playoff spot for right now. they face Edmonton today at home.
i did watch some MLS games last night.
AEW Collision was pretty good last night.
i did watch a ton of basketball yesterday.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Americas, The White Lotus, The Righteous Gemstones, Last Week Tonight, Yellowjackets and Power Book III - Raising Kanan.
i'm sure i will watch plenty of college basketball today, soccer and hockey.
Manchester United plays at Leicester today. hopefully, they will win.
it should be interesting to see what the brackets will look like later today.
i turned the furnace back on. it is supposed to get down to 30 tonight.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
un domingo lluvioso
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Otis Redding - You Don't Miss Your Water
Warren Haynes - Soulshine (Live)
The Allman Brothers Band - It's Not My Cross To Bear
Tears for Fears - Woman In Chains
Ann Peebles - I Needed Somebody
"When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading." - Henny Youngman
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i think i got close to 4 hours last night. probably a little over 3 is more likely, but i did feel like i got some sleep when i got up this morning. i got up right before the thunderstorms were going to pound us. the tornado watch has expired but we now have a high wind advisory until tomorrow morning.
the Dayton Flyers pissed away a lead late last night and lost against St. Joe's in overtime, 73-68. that means Dayton will once again miss the NCAA tournament. but, i'm guessing they will get an invite to the NIT, which i wish they would turn down as that should be beneath at this point.
Smackdown was excellent last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious last night.
a big thank you to everyone that checked out my latest published poems:
my poems "boring is good", "a touch of genocide", "murder mystery", "in this vapid wasteland" and "the beauty of a few drinks in" have been published at Synchronized Chaos. you can read the poems by going here:
