goodbye to 2019...

i won't miss this year, that's for sure. my biggest glimpse into my future came in 2019. poor health and a medical system built to fail while the rich get richer. as for a positive, my writing did become a touch more prolific, although at some point before i take my own life, i wouldn't mind getting nominated for a Pushcart Prize.

i wrote 9 poems while mom was doing her physical therapy yesterday. that gives me 61 for the month of December. not too bad.

i had to take mom to Lowe's this afternoon to get a new head for the faucet in the kitchen sink. thankfully, they had it. i went to the bank and made my final deposit for the year. and then i had to drive mom out to her bank in the county next to us to get some money out. there was a bit of snow/rain and howling winds all day today. joy.

the USA defeated Czech Republic yesterday, 4-3 in OT at the World Juniors. the USA finished second in the group. that means they will play Finland on Thursday in the quarterfinals.

the Dayton Flyers defeated North Florida last night, 77-59. Obi Toppin had 31 points last night, including 10 dunks. some of the dunks i still can't fucking believe. he's obviously going to the NBA next season, so i'm going to try to enjoy this season at Dayton as much as possible. thankfully, the non-conference schedule is over now. hopefully, this will be the season Dayton wins the A-10.

Monday Night Raw was fucking crazy last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be WWE Backstage.

the New York Rangers play tonight at Edmonton. this starts another western road trip for the boys. hopefully, they can get a victory tonight.

in the music section below i have my top 5 songs of 2019 in order, 1-5. as you might notice, i have a different taste than most humans.

i hope everyone has a great New Year's Eve. i hope 2020 brings you everything you want.

i will be on here tomorrow probably before Manchester United plays Arsenal. in case i'm not, here's the preview:

that's all for me kids. until tomorrow...

feliz año nuevo, que todos tus deseos se hagan realidad

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Sturgill Simpson - The Dead Don't Die
Lizzo - Juice
Sharon Van Etten - Seventeen
DOPE LEMON - Salt & Pepper
Van Morrison - Dark Night of the Soul

"Creativity takes courage." - Henri Matisse

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

last Monday of the decade...

we had a massive cold front move through last night. i was miserable most of yesterday. it rained all damn day. today, it's nothing but wind and the cold weather coming back. joy.

USA defeated Russia yesterday at the World Juniors, 3-1. that's 5 straight victories over Russia. the USA plays the Czech Republic this afternoon in the final game of group play.

the New Orleans Saints defeated Carolina yesterday, 42-10. but, Green Bay and San Francisco both won, so the Saints are the #3 seed in the NFC playoffs. they play at home on Sunday against the Vikings.

the season finale of Dublin Murders last night was fucking excellent.

Shameless was hilarious last night.

Ray Donovan was very good last night.

i finally got to watch Us last night. i didn't find it really scary but it was a psychologically brilliant movie. Jordan Peele is a fucking genius.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw.

the Dayton Flyers play tonight at home against North Florida. this will wrap up the Flyers non-conference schedule.

i did listen to the latest episode of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
https://soundcloud.com/notsamwrestling/the-2010s-in-wwe-a-decade-in

mom has her last physical therapy session today. i'll probably write a few poems while i'm there.

that's all for me kids. i hope everyone had a great weekend.

lluvia y dolor, gemelos tóxicos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Buddy Guy - Feels Like Rain
The Jesus and Mary Chain - Some Candy Talking
Concrete Blonde - Tomorrow, Wendy
Luniz - I Got 5 On It

"A people always ends by resembling its shadow." - Rudyard Kipling

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

when anger becomes hatred...

i knew Ohio State was playing with fire last night when the settled for field goals instead of touchdowns against Clemson. then add in the SEC officials (yes, i'm talking about you, you in-bred, backwoods, dumb fucks that should never be allowed on a football field again) and i had that awful feeling come up once again. that being said, Ohio State did have a chance to win the game in the final minute. Ohio State's wide receiver made a mistake and wasn't on the same page with the quarterback and well, fuck, everyone knows what happened next... Clemson 29 - Ohio State 23. to all the players either leaving early or graduating, thank you for your time at Ohio State. you will be missed. for the ones coming back, use the anger in your gut as fuel for next season. as for the officials in the game, especially the replay official, please fucking DIE.

in the other game, LSU fucking destroyed Oklahoma, 63-28. hopefully they will do the same thing to Clemson on January 13th.

the New York Rangers won in OT last night in Toronto, 5-4.

Manchester United won 2-0 yesterday.

ROH last night was another best of show.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be the season finale of Dublin Murders, Shameless and Ray Donovan.

USA takes on Russia today at the World Juniors. Russia destroyed Canada yesterday, 6-0.

the New Orleans Saints finish up the regular season today at Carolina. if the Saints win and the Packers AND 49ers lose, then the Saints will be the #1 seed in the NFC playoffs. if only one of them lose, the Saints will be the #2 seed in the playoffs. if they both win, the Saints will be the #3 seed in the playoffs and take on the Vikings.

the rain started last night during my 4 hours of something resembling sleep. it's supposed to rain all day long and eventually turn over to some snow. joy.

i hope everyone enjoyed their Saturday. hopefully, your Sunday will be even better.

i will probably be on here tomorrow in the morning. mom has her final physical therapy session in the afternoon tomorrow.

until then...

joder esos árbitros

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Lyle Lovett - She's No Lady (Live)
Muddy Waters - Champagne & Reefer (Live)
B. B. King - The Thrill Is Gone (Live)
John Lee Hooker - I'll Never Get Out Of These Blues Alive (Live)

"Rebellion is the only thing that keeps you alive!" - Marianne Faithfull

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

i know one thing, i hope i can sleep better in 2020...

i think i might have got 5 hours of tossing and turning in last night. this shitty weather is slowly killing me. we're going to have a big temperature drop and i know i'm going to be miserable when all the rain hits.

i had to take mom out to the drug store this morning as she forgot to put some things on the grocery list. we had $10 off that she didn't realize, so it all worked out in the end.

the New York Rangers defeated Carolina last night, 5-3. they are in Toronto tonight.

Smackdown was pretty good last night. 205 Live was the second part of the best of for the year.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be ROH.

Manchester United plays later this afternoon. hopefully, they can get another victory.

today is the final four for the college football playoffs. in the first game, LSU takes on Oklahoma. in the second game, Ohio State takes on Clemson. both games should be really good.

i will probably be on here tomorrow in the morning.

i hope everyone enjoys their Saturday. call if you need bail money.

until tomorrow kids...

espero poder relajarme hoy

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Age Nowhere - Stillwater
Guided By Voices - Heavy Like the World
Shrug - Last Best Thing
The Boxcar Suite - Hard to Deliver

"Sooner or later, if man is ever to be worthy of his destiny, we must fill our hearts with tolerance."
                                                                                         - Stan Lee

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

just enjoying the nagging pain...

we're supposed to get a shitload of rain this weekend. apparently, my arthritis is already enjoying the anticipation of that rain. i have been miserable since i woke up this morning. exercise hasn't helped. the pain pills haven't helped. i'll have to ask my old friend alcohol for a helping hand this evening. joy.

i went to the bank this morning and one of the guys that works there took my deposit. he asked me if i knew i could deposit the checks at the ATM? i said yes. i chuckled on the inside, god forbid i come inside for some human interaction and you have to do some fucking work. the last guy that helped me there made me get my ID out. the women that work there never do. haters.

the grocery store was not as much chaos as before Christmas, but still a fucking zoo. 4 checkout lanes open on a Friday. fuck me. of course, once i got all my groceries out of my cart, 3 more lanes opened up. god hates me. i got everything on the scroll and with a little help from a gift my mother got, i kept it under $100.

i got back in time to watch the last two periods of the USA vs. Germany today at the World Juniors. the USA came from behind and defeated Germany today, 6-3. that was a much needed win.
https://www.iihf.com/en/events/2020/wm20/news/16954/u-s-back-on-track

late last night i listened to the latest podcast from Notsam Wrestling. you can find that by going here:
http://notsam.com/wrestlingpodcast/2019/12/27/top-10-impactful-wwe-superstars-of-2019-thursday-notsam-thursday

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i will probably watch some college football tonight as well.

the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Carolina. hopefully, the Rangers will get a victory.

i do plan on being on here tomorrow in the morning, hopefully. tomorrow is going to be a busy one. Manchester United plays in the afternoon and that will go right into the college football playoffs. more on all that tomorrow.

i hope everyone has a great weekend, the final weekend of the decade.

until tomorrow kids...

todo lo que quiero es que la reina de neón me ame algún día

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Lana Del Rey - Fuck it I love you
Lenny Kravitz - Can't Get You Off My Mind
Norah Jones - Don't Know Why
Otis Redding - I Love You More Than Words Can Say

"Without tenderness, a man is uninteresting." - Marlene Dietrich

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

Boxing Day

as an American, Boxing Day to me has always meant plenty of soccer games from England. now that i'm older, i understand the holiday more, but i'm still all about the soccer games.

Manchester United fell behind 1-0 early today against Newcastle and i immediately thought, shit, here we go again. thankfully, today was not the same old same old. United scored 3 straight before halftime. all 3 strikers scored the goals. Anthony Martial would add a second in the second half to put United up 4-1. that would be the final score of the game. they desperately needed this victory today.

what Dec. 26th also means to me is the start of the World Juniors tournament for hockey. the tournament this year is in the Czech Republic. team USA played Canada today. the USA blew a 2 goal lead as Canada scored the next 4 goals. the USA worked their way back to even the game at 4. that lasted all of 7 seconds, as Canada scored again and eventually won the game 6-4. it's not the end of the world for the USA, but it makes the road to a gold medal that much harder. i believe they play Germany tomorrow afternoon. that's now a MUST win game.

NXT was really good last night. NXT UK was a recap of 2019 this afternoon.

i did watch plenty of NBA games yesterday.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

nothing on the DVR tonight. i might end up doing some writing tonight. hell, i might try getting some sleep. i know, i can hear your laughter from here.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done and make a trip to the bank.

i hope everyone had a great Christmas. there was a little snow left in our neighbor's yard... so that's as close as we got to a white Christmas. i believe the high yesterday was 62. the joys of climate change.

time to get ready for this year and decade to be over soon.

until tomorrow kids.

solo espero que la luz al final no sea un tren

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Shrug - Wake Up, Sugarplum
Simon & Garfunkel - The Boxer
The Delta Saints - Crazy
Broken Bells - Holding on for Life

"I have no money, no resources, no hopes. I am the happiest man alive." - Henry Miller

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

Merry Christmas

i hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas.

my sister, mother and i had breakfast together this morning and then exchanged gifts. i think my mother and sister both liked what i got them. i got a few things i wanted and a couple more i needed... so all in all, this morning went as good as probably was possible.

i hope everyone enjoyed my little gift last night. if you haven't listened to it yet, go here:
https://soundcloud.com/j-j-campbell/for-something-other-than-money

we watched The Night Before last night. that's become our Christmas movie i guess. it still makes me laugh.

WWE Backstage was pretty good last night.

i also watched some of the football game last night between Hawaii and BYU.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT.

i know i'll watch plenty of basketball games today.

i think my sister is going to leave sometime after lunch.

i have to get out the trash tonight since they will be picking it up tomorrow.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after Manchester United plays.

mom has said something about going out tomorrow and looking for a new car. i'll believe that when i'm on the lot looking. our 2002 Toyota Highlander only has close to 250,000 miles on it.

i hope everyone has a great day. hard to believe the final days of this decade are right around the corner.

until tomorrow kids...

Feliz Navidad

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Trans-Siberian Orchestra - Christmas / Sarajevo 12/24
Darlene Love - Christmas (Baby Please Come Home)
Bruce Springsteen & The E Street Band - Merry Christmas Baby
William S. Burroughs - The Junky's Christmas

"The whole world is about three drinks behind." - Humphrey Bogart

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

my latest SoundCloud recording...

my poem "for something other than money", recently published in Chiron Review #117, is my latest SoundCloud recording. you can listen to the track by going here:
https://soundcloud.com/j-j-campbell/for-something-other-than-money

the perfect day for back pain...

my back tightened up this morning and after a few hours on ice, it isn't any better. so yeah, just fucking perfect for Christmas Eve.

the Dayton Flyers won last night over Grambling State, 81-53. Ibi Watson scored a career high 30 points in his first start of the season. he was replacing an injured Jalen Crutcher, sitting out because of concussion protocol. thank god Dayton is much deeper this season than previous years.

i wrote 10 poems yesterday while mom was doing physical therapy. i think that puts me at over 50 for the month. not too shabby.

when i got home from the basketball game last night, i saw the New York Rangers score and decided i didn't need to watch the highlights. they lost to Philadelphia, 5-1.

Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.

i didn't watch much of the NFL game last night. of course, the fucking Vikings spit the bit, losing to the Packers, 23-10. it's most likely the Saints are going to end up the 3 seed in the NFC playoffs. if that happens, they will play the Vikings in the playoffs in New Orleans.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be WWE Backstage.

i guess my sister is coming down way earlier than mom and i expected. i'm pretty sure given the pain i am in, i'm going to have to bite my tongue quite a bit for the next 48 hours or so.

i'm pretty surprised mom hasn't had me go out and get something today. maybe she didn't forget anything for her recipes this year.

i hope everyone has a great Christmas Eve.

i will be on here probably pretty early tomorrow. i don't expect anyone to need to read this blog on Christmas day. although, i'm more than happy if anyone decides to do so.

if i get a wild hair up my ass, i might have a little Christmas gift for everyone tomorrow.

that's all for me kids. until tomorrow...

espero que santa te traiga algo lindo

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Small Town Titans - You're a Mean One, Mr. Grinch
Bruce Springsteen - Santa Claus Is Comin' to Town (Live)
The Pogues - Fairytale of New York
Robert Earl Keen - Merry Christmas from the Family (Live)

"You learn all the best stuff in life after you leave school." - Lemmy

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

response from Raw Dog Press

i heard back from R. Gerry at Raw Dog Press on my poetry submission from awhile back. my poems "we will always have paris" and "the long wave" have been accepted for publication in March 2020.

for something other than money

my poem "for something other than money" has been published in Chiron Review #117. you can find more about the issue by going here: http://www.chironreview.com/

the worm has turned...

when the New Orleans Saints got down 14-0 yesterday, i wasn't happy. thankfully, the team woke up in the second quarter and showed just how dangerous they can be in the playoffs. Michael Thomas set the NFL record for receptions in a season. he still has a game to go. the Saints won 38-28. right now, they are the 2 seed in the NFC playoffs. hopefully, the Vikings beat the Packers tonight and the Saints will be one step closer to that #1 seed.

the New York Rangers ended their losing streak yesterday with a dominating 5-1 win over Anaheim. they play tonight at Philadelphia.

Dublin Murders was excellent last night. the season finale is next week.

Ray Donovan was very good last night.

Shameless was fucking hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw.

i'll be at the Dayton Flyers game tonight. they are playing Grambling State. hopefully, Dayton wins big tonight.

i did listen to episode 270 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
https://soundcloud.com/notsamwrestling/rob-bartlett-notsam-wrestling

mom has physical therapy this afternoon. i will probably write a few poems while i'm there.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

Happy Christmas Eve Eve

no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i think my sister is supposed to get down here in the evening of Christmas Eve. she leaves Christmas day because she has to work the next day.

i'm off to go ice down my back and get ready to take mom to her physical therapy.

until tomorrow kids...

ella tuvo el beso más dulce que puedas desear

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Tom Waits - Christmas Card From A Hooker In Minneapolis
AC/DC - Mistress For Christmas
Run-DMC - Christmas In Hollis
John Prine - Christmas In Prison (Live)

"It's an art to live with pain... mix the light into gray." - Eddie Vedder

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

like a punch to the dick...

let me preface this by saying, you should never lose a game that you had a 14 point lead in or get out rebounded like a boys team playing against men. that said, the way Dayton lost to Colorado yesterday was like a punch to the dick. the refs were fucking horrific. and i know i often complain about officiating, but normally it isn't the deciding factor in a game. yesterday was a different case. every possible call, either correct or judgment or just fucking make it up as you go along, went against Dayton. and to top it off, losing at the buzzer to a wide open 3 point shot to lose by 2 in overtime was salt in the fucking wounds. and to top it off again, Colorado's coach bitched after the game about so many Dayton fans at the game in Chicago. too bad the asshole coaches at a fucking school where no one cares about basketball because it's a football school. hopefully Dayton bounces back from this loss with an ass whipping tomorrow night at home.
https://daytonflyers.com/news/2019/12/21/dayton-mens-basketball-falls-in-overtime-to-colorado-at-chicago-legends.aspx

now let me get to the shit show that was Manchester United this morning. how is it even fucking possible to defeat Tottenham and Manchester City and then turn around and lose 2-0 to Watford. to fucking Watford. unfucking believable. just as i had some belief that this team was going to actually make the top 4 this season, they turn in a fucking horrible performance, on the road, and erase all fucking hope completely. thank god i fell asleep for some of it.

Saturday Night Live was fucking great last night. i laughed my ass off at all the old characters i remembered from my youth from Eddie Murphy. probably the best show of the season so far.

ROH was pretty good last night.

i did watch some of the college basketball games, NFL and NHL last night. after the Dayton game, all i really wanted to see was some fucking violence. at least the boxing last night gave me that.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Dublin Murders, Ray Donovan and Shameless.

the New York Rangers play this afternoon at home against Anaheim. i would love to see them end their losing streak.

the New Orleans Saints play a tough road game today at Tennessee. i would be thrilled if the Saints got a huge road win today.

between the Dayton loss and Manchester United loss, my anger and stress is through the fucking roof at the minute. two more losses this afternoon and shit will be broken in no time.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. hope your Sunday is even better.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow. mom has physical therapy Monday afternoon. i have a basketball game Monday night. so, if my ass is up early enough, i might pound one out in the morning. i'm not even in the mood to think of that as dirty either.

until tomorrow kids...

es de esperar que el gusano se convertirá en unas horas

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Die Nasty - It's Christmas (My Family's All Dead)
Mud On My Bra - Allergic To Christmas
Pearl Jam - Don't Believe In Christmas
Kristian Bush - Thinking About Drinking for Christmas

"Man thrives where angels would die of ecstasy and where pigs would die of disgust."
                                                                                - Kenneth Rexroth

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

and here comes all the melting...

what little chance we had at a white Christmas is starting to melt away today. with temps getting up into the 50's in the next couple days, i doubt it will be anything but mud for Christmas this year.

i took mom out shopping this morning. she wanted to go to the drugstore to get some things. i think she found everything she was looking for.

Smackdown was very good last night.

205 Live showed some of the best matches from the show this year last night. next week will be more of the same.

the New York Rangers lost last night to Toronto, 6-3. that's 3 losses in a row now. i'm hoping another long skid isn't coming.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Saturday Night Live and ROH.

the Dayton Flyers play tonight in Chicago against Colorado. it's another chance for Dayton to get a big neutral court victory that will help them in March come tournament time. and it's a chance for a little revenge on the team that defeated them last season in the NIT.

i'll probably watch some other college basketball and football games, as well as the NFL games today.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i imagine it will be after Manchester United plays. here is a preview of that:

the Rangers and the New Orleans Saints play right around the same time tomorrow. if i'm not on here before they play, expect a blog way later in the afternoon than normal on the weekend.

i hope everyone enjoys their Saturday. call if you need bail money.

until tomorrow kids...

nunca me importó una navidad blanca de todos modos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Butch Walker - Santa'Self (Fuck Your Christmas Party)
James Brown - Santa Claus Go Straight to the Ghetto
The Dollyrots - I Saw Mommy Biting Santa Claus
Fitz & The Tantrums - Santa Stole My Lady

"Without music to decorate it, time is just a bunch of boring production deadlines or dates by which bills must be paid." - Frank Zappa

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

endless void of fear

my poem "endless void of fear" has been published at Horror Sleaze Trash. you can find the poem by going here: https://horrorsleazetrash.com/2019/12/21/j-j-campbell-29/

one of those days where i wish i would have killed myself years ago...

i'm 43 years old. i first thought of suicide at age 8. now imagine 35 years of wondering about what if... i absolutely fucking hate having my time wasted. getting to a doctor's appointment early and having to wait and then wait some more and then wait even longer to be told, hey, just keep on doing what you're doing and if you still feel good in 2 months, you don't have to worry about a follow up. and then go to the grocery store, for the second time in the same day, to pick up a prescription that wasn't ready when you were doing your grocery shopping... there's another 30 minutes of my life i won't get back. a line 10 deep because the store only has two people working the registers in the pharmacy. brilliant. ah, that's right, if they work more than 29 hours, they get health insurance... i remember now. the kicker to today was i had to take off my ear rings for the new x-rays. i was having problems with the one in my right ear (i switched to posts as my hoops died after 20 years) and sure enough, the post was up in the hole. i couldn't get it and it freaked the nurse out so much she thought she was going to puke. thankfully, mom was able to get it out when i got home. hopefully, Santa brings some new fucking ear rings this year.

and yet another bitch of mine, i figured out why i have to ask for a refill every month on my gabapentin. apparently, the state of Ohio doesn't allow any refills on it because most meth abusers are on it as well. so, apparently, i need to get to cooking in the backyard i guess. my A1C is now 7.7, which is basically i should be losing a body part now. the APRN finally realized i need to be put back on the drug i was taken off of, like i had been asking her for six months now. nice to know i have to drive myself to near death to get my way. so, hopefully soon my A1C will get back to "normal" numbers.

fuck, i am so fucking tired of this shit anymore. i did go to the bank again today as my health care provider sent me back the payment i sent in twice. i just love when they send me a bill online and then send me a bill in the mail two weeks later, fucking assholes.

as you might imagine, i'm in a pissy mood.

NXT UK was pretty good last night.

i watched a ton of basketball and hockey last night. i was hoping to get some decent sleep, but of course, that never fucking happens. i had some weird ass dreams about lovers from my past that made no fucking sense at all. joy.

i did manage to get all the grocery shopping done before 1 PM today.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network. i believe 205 Live for the next two weeks are going to be best of shows.

the New York Rangers are playing tonight at home against Toronto. it's currently 2-2 in the first period. hopefully, the Rangers will find a way to win tonight. i need some fucking alcohol.

mom wants to go out shopping tomorrow morning, so i should be on here after that. i know at some point tomorrow, i need to start wrapping gifts. i wrap all the gifts in newspaper, that way all of it can be fucking recycled afterwards.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. best of luck with your last minute shopping.

until tomorrow kids...

hay días simplemente detesto todo el puto mundo

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Trent Reznor & Atticus Ross - LIFE ON MARS?
Noah Wotherspoon Band - Troubled
Bettye LaVette - Somebody Pick Up My Pieces
Levon Helm - Wide River to Cross

"Being spokesman for a generation is the worst job I ever had." - Billy Bragg

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

where does the time go...

it just dawned on me last night that Christmas is now less than a week away. i guess i need to start wrapping gifts.

i wrote 6 poems yesterday while mom was doing her physical therapy. that gives me 41 for the month so far. not too bad.

the season finale of The Masked Singer was good last night. i got all 3 of my guesses correct.

AEW was really good last night.

NXT was fucking great last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

nothing on the DVR tonight. i'll watch NXT UK sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i will be on here tomorrow after my doctor's appointment for my neck. i'm interested in seeing how that appointment goes, especially since i have already done the physical therapy for my neck and no longer have any pain in it.

i think the doctor's appointment today is about checking my A1C and just a general follow up at the end of the year type shit.

i have a shower to go take, so that's all for me kids.

until tomorrow...

tres mierdas antes del mediodía una vez más

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Greg Dulli - Black Is the Color of My True Love's Hair (Live)
Mavis Staples - Why Am I Treated So Bad? (Live)
Patty Griffin - When It Don't Come Easy (Live)
Otis Redding - I've Been Loving You Too Long (Live)

"Death is the beginning of something." - Edith Piaf

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: