4th of July

i'm not big on parades or fireworks anymore. i don't care for anyone who wears the flag as clothing. the premise of what the United States of America should actually be, where everyone is free and equal, is a noble yet naive belief. i hate that i can't do more to change this place for the better, but that's an argument about capitalism for another day. go enjoy your hot dogs, your fireworks, your endless amount of beer and a president that believes this holiday should be a tribute to him. part of me almost wishes those tanks would be loaded and... i don't trust free speech in this country anymore so i'll keep those joyous thoughts to myself.

the New York Yankees won last night over the Mets, 5-1. they start a four game series down in that dump in Tampa tonight. the Yankees have a 6 1/2 game lead over Tampa in the division.

Vice News Tonight was pretty good last night.

both episodes of The Wrestlers last night was excellent. i believe that's the end of the series.

Big Brother was pretty crazy last night. i guess for the first 4 weeks, the evicted house guests are going to still be living in the house. that should be interesting.

NXT was really good last night.

the USMNT defeated Jamaica 3-1 last night. they still haven't played a complete game yet in the Gold Cup. they will probably have to to defeat Mexico in the finals on Sunday.

Sunday will be an amazing day for U.S. Soccer. the women playing in the World Cup finals in the morning and then men playing in the Gold Cup finals in the evening. i know damn well which team has the better chance of winning.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

nothing on the DVR tonight.

i did watch the hot dog eating contest this afternoon. after that, i had to make a run to the local grocery store as mom decided she wanted some things from the deli to eat for the next couple of days; potato salad, coleslaw, etc.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after a trip to the larger grocery store.

i have clothes to fold and another load to put in the washer, so that's all for me kids.

if you are doing the fireworks, be safe, have fun, call if you need bail money.

enjoy the 4th. at least someone should.

Creo que mi alma estaba amargada incluso cuando era un niño.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Bruce Springsteen - Born in the U.S.A.
Shooter Jennings w/George Jones - 4th Of July
Jason Isbell & the 400 Unit - TVA (Live)
Jamey Johnson - In Color
John Prine - Paradise (Live)

"Easy reading is damn hard writing." - Nathaniel Hawthorne

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you have no clue how happy this made me...

we are now into this summer pattern of it getting warm every morning and then the afternoon is nothing but storms. joy.

this morning i was putting away the trash can next door when the neighbor to that house came out and talked to me. he asked me if i liked all these birds? i have like 4 bird feeders in the front yard. i told him it's mostly for my mother. he asked if she likes watching them. i said yes. he looks at me and says with a rather loud voice those birds nest in that tree over there and shit all over any of the cars i leave out in the driveway. inside my head, i was fucking laughing. out of my mouth came, oh yeah? i didn't bother to apologize or ask if he wanted me to do something about it. i simply walked away. when i told mom about it, i said i might get some bird food with some berries in it next time, make it a little more colorful for him. mind you, this old guy is a Republican and acts like he runs the cul-de-sac. that might be the best joy i have this week.

the rain today has started a pain in my neck that runs all the way down my spine. i really could use some high grade shit right now.

the New York Yankees lost last night to the Mets, 4-2. their home run streak ended at 31 games. oh well. hopefully they get back to winning tonight.

i turned on the Gold Cup last night right at the start of extra time. i felt bad for Haiti, as the penalty was a little harsh (still the right call though) and they hit the crossbar with like 2 minutes left in the game. Mexico won 1-0. they will advance to the finals to play the winner of Jamaica vs. USA tonight.

i really hope the USA plays better tonight or i don't think they will get past Jamaica.

the Netherlands defeated Sweden today 1-0 at the Women's World Cup. that game went to extra time as well. so the final on Sunday will be the Netherlands vs. USA. the third place game on Saturday will be Sweden vs. England.

Smackdown was pretty good last night but nowhere close to as good as Raw was. 205 Live was really good last night.

Songland was pretty good last night.

Deadliest Catch was excellent last night. the whole episode was about all the theories about what cause the Destination to sink two years ago.

Big Brother was pretty good last night. i expect some crazy shit tonight at the eviction.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Big Brother and two episodes of The Wrestlers. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i watched NXT UK this afternoon. it was excellent.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i know most of the day tomorrow i will be doing my laundry. i'll probably try to get a blog done in the morning or early afternoon maybe.

hope the weather is better wherever you are.

and if you are traveling for the Fourth of July, be safe.

until tomorrow kids...

Imagina si alguien realmente te amara

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Our Lady Peace - Superman's Dead
Slayer - Raining Blood
Tom Waits - Cold Water
Two Feet - I Feel Like I'm Drowning

"One of the first signs of the beginning of understanding is the wish to die." - Franz Kafka

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while i should have been asleep...

i mailed out 9 poems this morning. as in morning, i mean having a creative outburst around 3 in the morning. i sent 4 to Hobo Camp Review and 5 to The Writing Disorder. when i hear back from these places i will pass along the verdicts.

the New York Yankees won last night over Toronto, 4-3. they hit 4 solo home runs, which set the new MLB record for consecutive games with a home run. hopefully, they will get the sweep this afternoon.

in Gold Cup action last night, Jamaica and Curacao finished 1-1 and Honduras knocked out El Salvador 4-0. tonight, Trinidad & Tobago take on Guyana and Panama and the USA will face each other to see who wins the group. the winner takes on Curacao in the start of the knockout rounds.

the Women's World Cup has reached the final 8. tomorrow, Norway takes on England. on Friday, France plays the USA. and on Saturday, Italy plays the Netherlands and Germany takes on Sweden.

Smackdown was pretty good last night, as was 205 Live.

Deadliest Catch was crazy last night.

Songland was very good last night.

Big Brother was hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, True Justice: Bryan Stevenson's Fight For Equality, Big Brother and two episodes of The Wrestlers. i'll watch NXT and NXT UK sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i forgot how backwards the city i live in is on my drive to the post office this morning. nothing quite like seeing someone proudly putting up their confederate flag. the ignorance in this town makes no fucking sense to me.

i go to the doctor tomorrow afternoon. i'm sure i will be told i need to go back on the one medication or be given a new medication as my blood sugar numbers have completely gone to shit. i will probably be back on here after that tomorrow. joy.

the feels like temperature was already to 90 before noon today. so yeah, i'll most likely be indoors for most of the rest of the day.

until tomorrow kids...

dormiré cuando esté muerto

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Ryan Bingham - The Weary Kind
Sinead O'Connor - Trouble Will Soon Be Over
Morcheeba - Trigger Hippie
Roland Gift - That's How Strong My Love Is

"The true measure of a man is what he would do if he knew he would never be caught." - Lord Kelvin

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my brain is somewhere around 25, my body is nearing death...

i wanted to write this blog in the morning, but of course, between arthritis, apathy and just pure fucking pain, i didn't get out of bed until 10. that left really no time since i had to get ready to take mom to her doctor's appointment. that appointment is about a 45 minute drive. joy. and of course, between the tornado damage and construction, everything around here is a clusterfuck. thankfully, i took the right back roads and got her down there on time.

i don't think she met any doctors today, more like a nurse practitioner. this one was like a dream woman, tattoos everywhere and stunning, i mean fucking stunning eyes. i was hoping she was going to pick up on the vibe i was putting out. of course, that never happened. the appointment went really well. after that, mom wanted to go to lunch at Rusty Bucket. they were a little crowded, but not too bad. the food was excellent as always. the drive home was a bit of a drag, mostly because of fucking horrible drivers and the heat. of course, now i feel it is raining again.

i got home in time to watch the rest of the Yankees game and some of the Women's World Cup.

the Yankees won last night over the Rays, 6-3. this afternoon, they completed the sweep, defeating Tampa Bay 12-1. that victory was CC's 250th of his career. it also means the Yankees are 3 1/2 games up in the division now. they start a series with Houston tomorrow night.

the USMNT won last night, 4-0 over Guyana. when it was only 1-0 at halftime, i was not happy. i was a little more pleased by the end of the game.

Smackdown was pretty good last night, as was 205 Live.

Deadliest Catch was really good last night.

Songland was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and The Wrestlers. i'll watch NXT and NXT UK sometime tonight on WWE Network.

here are your scores from the Women's World Cup:
England defeated Japan 2-0 and Scotland vs. Argentina finished 3-3.

in the Gold Cup last night, Panama defeated Trinidad & Tobago 2-0. tonight, Cuba takes on Martinique and Canada plays Mexico.

i hope everyone had a good Juneteenth. if you don't know what that is, please educate yourself and stop being fucking stupid.
https://www.thedailybeast.com/its-juneteenth-and-a-white-nationalist-is-president

i will probably be on here tomorrow after a trip to the bank. thankfully, mom doesn't have anyplace for me to take her tomorrow.

that's all for me kids. until we meet again...

Espero el dulce alivio de la muerte.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

flora cash - You're Somebody Else
Stone Temple Pilots - Big Empty
Harvey Danger - Flagpole Sitta
Tash Sultana - Salvation

"Being a sex symbol has to do with an attitude, not looks. Most men think it's looks, most women know otherwise." - Kathleen Turner

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the winds of hell arrive...

it has been really windy today. the sky has looked like rain all damn day and it hasn't got out of the 60's all day long. i'm hoping it will fucking rain soon as i'm sick of the ache. i feel like i have gone through every ice pack we have today. joy.

i did watch all of Game 7 of the Stanley Cup Final last night. as a guy who loves to see everything Boston choke in a final, i was a happy man last night. here are your highlights:

NXT was really good last night.

The Wrestlers was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Lip Sync Battle, Life in Pieces, Desus & Mero and Baskets.

i did listen to episode 242 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:

https://soundcloud.com/notsamwrestling/joey-ryan-notsam-wrestling-242

the New York Yankees start a 4 game series tonight in Chicago against the White Sox. hopefully, the Yankees can get back to winning series again. they are in first place in the division by a 1/2 game.

i did watch a little of the Women's World Cup today. China vs. South Africa did help me get a little more sleep.

Game 6 of the NBA Finals is tonight. i will probably watch some of that, especially near the end of the game. as much as i would love to see a Game 7, i won't believe it until i see it happen.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after a trip to the grocery store.

the wind is so damn bad here it blew open the door that goes into our garage. good times.

that's all for me kids. until tomorrow.

La esperanza solo te llevará tan lejos como tu creencia en ti mismo.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Halestorm - Freak Like Me

In This Moment - Whore

Dusty Springfield - Spooky

Concrete Blonde - Bloodletting (The Vampire Song)

"The innocent and beautiful have no enemy but time." - William Butler Yeats

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3 hours of sleep and 5 pages of poetry...

i came up with the title of the poem last night while trying to fall asleep. three drag queens away from the circus being complete. apparently, that excited me enough that in my 3 hours of sleep, which honestly, is just a fucking nap, i must have been writing the poem. this was at 5 in the morning. so at 8 in the morning, i got up and wrote the poem about the two hours in the DMV yesterday. that poem ended up being 5 pages long. when i typed it up this morning, i was laughing. mom asked to read it and she laughed as well. i figure that's a good sign. i have no damn clue what i am going to do with it. i'm toying with the thought of making it a little book by itself. who knows.

the USWNT destroyed Thailand yesterday 13-0. everyone who didn't like that really pisses me off. as i told my mother, it's this fucking generation of everyone gets a damn trophy. i'm from the step on the neck and cut off the head of your opponent generation. i loved that they kept on scoring. i hope they do that all fucking tournament. now, i know that won't happen. but, i do love their chances of winning the Women's World Cup once again.

the New York Yankees won the first game of the doubleheader yesterday, 12-5. they lost the second to the Mets, 10-4. oh well. they are off tonight and start a 4 game series tomorrow in Chicago against the White Sox.

Songland was really, really good last night.

Deadliest Catch was great last night.

Smackdown was ok last night. 205 Live was much better than i was expecting. and NXT UK this afternoon was really good.

Ice on Fire was excellent last night. i think i really enjoyed it mostly because it talked about things that can be done right now to stop climate change. too bad there are so many so dumb fucks that don't believe in it.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and The Wrestlers. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i will be watching Game 7 of the Stanley Cup Final for most of the evening.

i did watch some of the Women's World Cup today as well.

i think some rain is going to move into the area tonight. at least that is what my back is telling me right now.

until tomorrow kids...

abrazar el dolor y encontrar el placer

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Daft Punk - Alive 2007 (Live) (Deluxe Edition)
Portishead - Roseland, NYC Live
Grant Lee Buffalo - Live At the Royal Festival Hall

"you don't have to have an attitude if you're famous." - Adriana Lima

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a busy day...

so, i wanted to wake up and get right to the poems this morning. small glitch in that plan. for some fucking reason, i had 256 emails. that took me over 90 minutes to get through all that. needless to say, that pushed everything back today. and as usual, it was all my fault. (those are my mother's words, not mine)

i did send out 30 poems today. 3 each to Rusty Truck, The Beatnik Cowboy and Mad Swirl; 5 each to Horror Sleaze Trash, Synchronized Chaos (already accepted for publication) and Rust Belt Review; 6 poems to Record Magazine. when i hear back from these places i will pass along the verdicts.

by the time i got that all done, it was 2 in the afternoon. mom wanted to go get her hair done. it was hot out and she doesn't do well in the heat. we waited for about 30 minutes and she finally got called up to get her hair done. about 30 minutes later she was finished. i guess it had been 34 weeks since she had anything done to her hair. i needed to go pick up a prescription of mine at the grocery store. after that, mom decided she wanted to go to Bob Evans for lunch. since we got out of there around 5, it might as well been dinner.

so yeah, it was one of these days where i'm running around like a chicken with the head cut off. good times. tomorrow might be more of the same. more on that later.

the New York Yankees lost last night in Toronto, 11-7. the bullpen shit the bed last night. hopefully they will avoid the sweep tonight.

here are your highlights from Game 3 of the NBA Finals:

NXT and NXT UK were good yesterday.

The Wrestlers was very good last night.

the USMNT lost to Jamaica last night, 1-0. there's 2 hours i'll never get back in my life.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Lip Sync Battle, Life in Pieces and Desus & Mero.

Game 5 of the Stanley Cup Final is tonight. i will probably watch a good amount of that.

so, the WWE is doing Super Showdown tomorrow afternoon on the WWE Network. i think it's around 2 PM or so. my goal is to get the grocery shopping done in the morning so i have a reasonable shot at getting the blog done before the wrestling starts. of course, that also means i need to get to bed before 5 in the morning, which is sadly becoming my new normal.

so yeah, hopefully i will be on here around noon tomorrow and i will already have some shit done.

that's all for me kids. until tomorrow...

un hombre sin hogar me iba a contar el secreto de la vida ... todavía estoy esperando

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Japanese Breakfast - Head Over Heels
Dead Man's Bones - My Body's a Zombie for You
Tomasa Del Real w/Eli Fantasy - Braty Puti
Beach Slang - Love My Way

"The task of a writer consists of being able to make something out of an idea." - Thomas Mann

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sometimes the ache becomes this dull pit that sticks with you for hours...

my arthritis has been on this kick since this morning. just this dull fucking pain that i can't shake. good times.

i was a bit shocked this morning. we had our trash and recyclables picked up and our mail delivered before noon. either they all were on the ball this morning or they saw the reports of rain this afternoon as well. of course, that rain never came. you couldn't tell my joints that though.

the New York Yankees lost last night in Toronto, 4-3. they left a small village on base last night and honestly, i don't think they ever win when Angel Hernandez is behind the plate. easily, one the worst umpires i have seen in my life, and that's saying something.

Smackdown was good last night. it could have been better, but it's obvious the company is focusing all their attention on Super Showdown this Friday.

205 Live was really good last night.

Songland was great last night, although i thought the winning song was better as the original than what was put out after being worked on.

Deadliest Catch was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight and The Wrestlers. i'll watch NXT sometime tonight on WWE Network. i watched NXT UK this afternoon. it was really good.

the USMNT play a friendly tonight against Jamaica. this is the last game before the Gold Cup.

Game 3 of the NBA Finals is tonight. i will probably watch some of that.

i think right now i'm going to take a long shower and hope some warm water works some magic on me.

i'll be on here tomorrow after i hopefully send some poems out.

until tomorrow kids...

Necesito llegar lo suficientemente alto como para tirar de las estrellas a través de mis ojos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Diane Coffee - Everyday
The Killers - All These Things That I've Done
MGMT - Time to Pretend
Morphine - You Look Like Rain

"As I have not worried to be born, I do not worry to die." - Federico Garcia Lorca

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the water is back, sort of...

we are still under a boil advisory, but at least we have enough water now we can flush the fucking toilets. i guess the National Weather Service has said there was 14! tornadoes on Memorial Day. fucking hell.

mom sent me a pic of what happened to the house i grew up in. when i saw it, all i could do was laugh. the tornado took a direct hit to my old bedroom. and people think i'm crazy when i say the powers that be are out to get me...

hopefully the boil advisory will be over by tomorrow. i'd love to actually take a fucking shower before i go to the grocery store.

the New York Yankees won yesterday against San Diego, 7-0. they start a series at home tonight against Boston. the Yankees could really bury the Red Sox if they take care of business in this series.

here are your highlights from Game 2 of the Stanley Cup Final:

Game 1 of the NBA Finals starts tonight.

NXT and NXT UK were both pretty good last night.

the season finale of What We Do in the Shadows was excellent last night. i can't wait for season 2.

The Wrestlers was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Lip Sync Battle, Life in Pieces and Desus & Mero.

i did listen to episode 240 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
http://notsam.com/wrestlingpodcast/2019/5/30/notsam-wrestling-240-ecw-barely-legal-retrospective

i did write 3 poems last night. i typed those up this afternoon. May has been a slow ass month for me for writing. i'm hoping it will pick up in the next few weeks. of course, since i did write so much in the previous 3 months, i still have plenty to send out.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after a trip to the grocery store.

there's another chance of strong storms tonight.  oh joy.

until tomorrow kids...

La madre naturaleza está tratando de eliminarnos.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Mavis Staples - Change
Mississippi John Hurt - I Shall Not Be Moved
Otis Redding - A Change Is Gonna Come
Marvin Gaye - What's Going On

"When you pick up a guitar, you don't put down your First Amendment rights." - Tom Morello

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i haven't showered in 4 days...

the water facility here in Brookville took a direct hit from that tornado. the city called this morning and said they could have the water running again by tonight. in the same breath, they said you could get water for drinking and flushing the toilets at the new fire station. since we didn't really have any damage from the storm, i didn't feel right going up there to get water. i needed to get paper plates from the grocery store, so i decided to get the water there. one problem, the grocery store didn't have any. i had to drive to Meijer and get some. i got 4 jugs so we could at least flush the toilets. and, that would give me 4 jugs i could take to the fire station tomorrow to get more water in case the water isn't back up and running tonight. it's humid as fuck today. good times.

the New York Yankees lost yesterday, 5-4. they were down 4-0 before i could even get the game on last night. they are up 3-0 so far today. hopefully, they will win today and win the series over San Diego.

Smackdown was pretty good last night, as was 205 Live.

Deadliest Catch was really good last night.

Songland was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, the season finale of What We Do in the Shadows and The Wrestlers. i'll watch NXT and NXT UK sometime tonight on WWE Network.

Game 2 of the Stanley Cup Final is tonight. i do plan on watching some of that.

i might watch some of the Europa League final today between Chelsea and Arsenal.

i didn't go look at storm damage this morning. i have seen enough on the news for my taste. i think it was an EF3 tornado that touched down in the neighborhood i grew up in. i think a couple of the families that were there when i was growing up still live there. i know the people that lived next door to us had to get a tarp on their roof and won't have any power back on until June 3rd at the earliest.

and of course, there's a chance for more storms the next 2 days.

that's all for me kids. i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

me pierdo en tu oscuridad

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Jason Isbell - Cover Me Up
Ryan Bingham - Until I'm One with You
Hayes Carll - i Don't Wanna Grow Up
Lenny Kravitz - Always On The Run

"She said she was approaching forty, and I couldn't help wondering from what direction." - Bob Hope

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i guess this stuff works...

mom let me use some of her CBD oil last night. i was really hoping it was going to work. well, when i woke up in my bed this morning at 8 with about 6 hours of not great but better than i had been getting sleep, i was thrilled. my side hasn't hurt since she put the oil on it. so, after two nights of fucking hell, i'm going to go out on a limb and say the shit works.

team USA is trailing Russia 2-1 in the quarterfinals at the World Hockey Championships this morning. hopefully, that will change by the end of the game.

the New York Yankees won last night in Baltimore, 7-5. they go for the sweep this afternoon.

NXT and NXT UK were both excellent last night.

Dark Side of the Ring was really good last night.

The Wrestlers was great last night.

What We Do in the Shadows was hilarious last night. the season finale is next week.

felt kind of weird having no playoffs on last night. Game 5 of Toronto vs. Milwaukee will be on tonight.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Life in Pieces and Desus & Mero.

i did listen to episode 239 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
https://soundcloud.com/notsamwrestling/x-pac-notsam-wrestling-239

we had some rain come through this morning. my arthritis flared up a little bit while that was going on.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after a trip to the grocery store. given that a holiday weekend is coming up, i'm expecting the stores to be fucking crazy on Friday.

that's all for me kids. until tomorrow...

Una mejor vida con la química

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Slipknot - All Out Life
Disturbed - Down with the Sickness
Black Sabbath - Sweet Leaf
Metallica - Bleeding Me

"You're not a wave, you're a part of the ocean." - Mitch Albom

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i believe i have figured it out...

so, when the pain in my right side started again at 4 in the morning, i think i figured out what the fuck is going on. the lipoma in my abdomen rests on some nerves when i sit too long. as a writer, this is like a kick in the nuts. the only thing that works for me right now is placing ice on my spine and laying flat in my massage chair. eventually, i will probably have to have the lipoma removed. joy.

the New York Yankees whipped Baltimore last night, 11-4. hopefully, they will do it again tonight.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

The Voice did crown the right person last night.

Smackdown was really good last night, as was 205 Live.

the Spring finale of Miz & Mrs. was pretty good last night.

The Jim Jefferies Show was hilarious last night. it will be back on later in the year.

Deadliest Catch was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, What We Do in the Shadows, Dark Side of the Ring and The Wrestlers. i'll watch NXT and NXT UK sometime tonight on WWE Network.

the New York Rangers officially announced JD as their new president today.

it's supposed to rain sometime tonight. so not only do i have the lipoma situation, my arthritis is fucking killing me as well.

good times.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. if i actually get some decent sleep tonight, i'll try to be on here before the Yankees play in the afternoon.

that's all for me kids.

solo los débiles no pueden enfrentar sus miedos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

FKA twigs - Cellophane
Tei Shi - See Me
Marian Hill - Got It

"Of all ghosts the ghosts of our old loves are the worst." - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle

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