a cold, dreary day...

 i might have got almost 5 hours of sleep last night. some weird dreams, but that's nothing new. the grocery shopping went pretty well today. i got really lucky with getting gas today at Kroger. i had $1 off to use, so i ended up getting gas for $1.65 after that $1 off. as soon as i got done filling up, the price changed to $3.09. add in that the woman running the cash register today didn't scan my Dial Body Wash... the little victories mean so much these days.

The Voice last night was really good.

both episodes of St. Denis Medical were hilarious last night.

NXT was very good last night.

the New York Rangers lost last night at home to Winnipeg, 6-3.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, The Masked Singer, Abbott Elementary and Inside the NFL.

the Dayton Flyers play tonight at home against Ball St. Dayton is 16.5 point favorites tonight. hopefully, they win by more than that.

it is supposed to rain here tonight, so i'm really hoping Dayton wins to temper the misery that will be going on in this house of arthritis.

i should be on here tomorrow after i get mom's eyedrops from Kroger. they of course texted her 2 hours after i was done shopping saying they were ready. good times.

i guess the convicted felon president elect is only going to select those that kiss his fat ass the best to be in his cabinet. i'm fully convinced now that he's going to try to fuck the constitution and just stay in the job until he dies. i guess democracy was a hell of an experiment. as Burroughs said years ago, humans are the disease. we will fuck anything up given enough chances to do so. what i am really going to love is when 70 million people start bitching that their taxes went up. and what a joy this dystopian nightmare will be with no regulations and no checks and balances. 

i will hopefully write some poems tonight. i have a few ready to go and a place in mind to send them.

i need to get going on dinner, so that's all for me today kids...

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Un día frío y triste

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Waking April - Rules

Grant Lee Buffalo - Mockingbirds

Chris Stapleton - Cold

Dorothy - Flawless

In This Moment - Whore

"Life is not a matter of holding good cards, but of playing a poor hand well." - Robert Louis Stevenson

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

what a night...

 yesterday was one of those days that had a little bit of everything. before i get into it, here are your couple of videos for this day of National Poetry Month:

NXT Stand & Deliver was really good yesterday:

night 1 of WrestleMania was amazing. hopefully, tonight will be even better.

the Yankees lost yesterday at home to the Giants, 7-5. hopefully, they will find a way to get a win today.

i did catch the highlights from the Final Four last night.

and i caught some highlights from the MLS games last night.

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

Saturday Night Live was pretty funny last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Succession, Last Week Tonight, Power Book II: Ghost and Yellowjackets.

the New York Rangers play today at Washington.

the New York Knicks play at home tonight against the Wizards.

Manchester United is about to lose to Newcastle, 2-0. put it this way, i have had the game on mute for most of it.

i should be on here tomorrow after mom has physical therapy.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

el viento finalmente se ha calmado

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Primal Scream - Movin' On Up (Live)

Melanie - Psychotherapy (Live)

Grant Lee Buffalo - Fuzzy (Live)

Violent Femmes - Kiss Off (Live)

Marvin Gaye - Let's Get It On (Live)

"We will have a total chaos without books, literature, and library." - Anne Waldman

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

so this is what it feels like to watch your soul die...

 so, right as i was finishing up the blog yesterday, mom fell again. i told her that i was going to do her laundry after i got my blog done. being the stubborn person she is, she tried to get her clothes together and into where we have our washer and dryer. and of course, she knelt down to pick up something up and down she went. i was able to help her better this time, mostly because she did it in her bedroom and not her bathroom. i told her it wasn't wise to start a career as a stunt lady at her age. she has got some pretty nasty bruises. so now i get to end her nights by applying Aspercreme wherever it hurts. at least that shit works better than the pain pills do. fingers crossed, she has managed to not fall today. 3 times in a week is way too much for my liking.

the Yankees lost yesterday to Baltimore, 9-6. the injury bug snuck up again yesterday and the home plate umpire thought everyone was there to see him. a recipe for disaster every fucking time. they are back home tonight to start a series against the White Sox.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

NXT UK was pretty good last night.

the season finale of Young Sheldon was pretty funny last night.

the series finale of The United States of Al was funny, although you could tell they had no clue they were going to be cancelled.

both episodes of the series finale of How We Roll were pretty good last night. with how that ended, i'm pretty sure they thought season 2 was coming as well.

Vice News Tonight had two great shows this week that showed just how fucking corrupt the Louisville, Kentucky police department is. of course, i'm pretty sure most police departments are like that.

the season finale of Atlanta was fucking amazing last night.

NJPW was good last night.

Desus & Mero was fucking hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, AEW Rampage, Real Time with Bill Maher, Pause with Sam Jay and George Carlin's American Dream, Part 1. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.

the New York Rangers play Game 2 tonight at Carolina. i'm really hoping the Rangers play 60 minutes tonight and win.

i did get some baseball cards while i was at Rite Aid last night. $11 for 2 boxes. there was about $30 total of worth between both of them combined. not bad.

the Yankees game just got rained out. so, they will be playing a doubleheader on Sunday now against the White Sox.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i'm about halfway done my with my laundry and i still have 1 load of mom's to do. and at some point tonight, i need to cook dinner and do the dishes.

mom and i had an interesting conversation last night. she believes her sudden turn in shitty health is due to that certain someone and i not getting along any more. i told mom that i was preached to my entire life that choices have consequences. and now that she made her choice, mom doesn't want her to face any consequences. if i had known that all of this, choices and consequences, was hypocritical bullshit, just imagine where i would be now. i understand that no one gives two shits about anything i have missed out on to help my stepfather or my mother as they got older in life. that certain someone has made it painfully clear, that since i don't make money and make a positive contribution to the world, i don't get to have a say or rights or anything in this world. i would like to think differently, but society reaffirms her beliefs more often than mine. 

i told my mother i don't want to see her die like this. no matter what the fuck she thinks, i am trying to give her the best quality of life i can. so yeah, nothing but fun as usual going on here.

i just had a load in the dryer get done, so that's all for me kids...

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

esta no será una muerte bonita

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

J Rocc - One

James and the Cold Gun - Seven

Audioslave - Cochise

TV on the Radio - Province

Grant Lee Buffalo - Fuzzy

"Love is the poetry of the senses." - Honore de Balzac

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

so, i was standing in Big Lots...

 when i got the alert on my phone that Sean Payton was retiring as coach of the New Orleans Saints. this immediately put the doomsday scenario i have had in my head for years into play. he steps away from the Saints and after a year or so, gets that itch to coach and then he's the coach of the Dallas Cowboys. now, thankfully, the Saints will have his rights for three more years, so if that scenario happens, i hope the Saints rip the Cowboys off for a few first round picks and plenty of money. now, if that scenario doesn't happen and he goes into TV or some other role, i will always be happy for the job he did as Saints coach. to get that team a Super Bowl title is so beyond fucking words, let alone to help the city come back from all those fucking hurricanes... some days the news hits you like a punch to the dick. thanks for 16 years coach.

i went to Big Lots to see if i could find any baseball cards. i had the birthday coupon with me. of course, they had none. so, i found some shot glasses i liked and some Jim Beam dark roast coffee. i figure i'm well on my way to being a full fledged alcoholic, why not.

i had to go to Rite Aid today to find the stuff i couldn't find yesterday. and then i went to the local grocery store and got what i would normally get on Wednesday. since i have to take the Highlander in tomorrow, i figured i would get some of the grocery shopping done today. i did get some baseball cards at Rite Aid. there was close to $20 worth of cards in the $5 box.

the New York Rangers defeated the Kings last night, 3-2, in a shootout. the shot Adam Fox made in the shootout is why he should be a Norris Trophy candidate for the next decade for sure.

both episodes of Kenan were pretty funny last night.

That's My Jam was hilarious last night.

Monday Night Raw was good last night. i can't wait for the Royal Rumble this Saturday.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT.

the Dayton Flyers play at home tonight against Fordham. my back is still killing me, so i'll be watching the game on ESPN+. Dayton is a 13.5 point favorite tonight. i feel like Dayton will win but i would be pleasantly shocked if they win by that much.

i need to pick up the trash here and figure out what the fuck i'm making for dinner. so, that's all for me kids.

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

al menos el sol hizo acto de presencia hoy

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Tori Amos - Winter (Live)

Jason Isbell & The 400 Unit - Goddamn Lonely Love (Live)

The Dan Band - Total Eclipse of the Heart (Live)

Grant Lee Buffalo - Fuzzy (Live)

Jeff Buckley - Lover, You Should've Come Over (Live)

"I sing the songs that people need to hear." - Etta James

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

sometimes back pain is like a...

 i will allow you to use your imagination where the fuck i was going with that title.

the grocery stores today were a little busy. i live in dumb as fuck town so usually after election day, it is pretty quiet. no one around here thinks they should have to pay taxes for good roads or schools and usually vote against anything that could actually be of benefit to them. so, when i saw the local paper today talk about a patriotic concert on September 10, 2022, i looked at mom and asked her where the fuck are we moving. because i know damn well this will become a Trump rally, Q bullshit thing that these dumb fucks in this town will love. i am really fucking sick of living in a place where mediocrity is celebrated like a victory. 

i did get some baseball cards today at Rite Aid. there was about $10 worth of cards in the $5 box i got.

the New York Rangers pissed away a 2-0 lead last night and lost at Vancouver, 3-2 in OT. nothing like going to bed pissed off.

The Voice was good last night. i can't wait for the live shows.

NXT was pretty good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, The Masked Singer, Alter Ego, Batwoman and AEW Dynamite.

the only good thing about the Atlanta Braves winning the World Series last night is the last time they won it, 1995, the last Yankees dynasty started the following year. i wouldn't mind history repeating itself.

i made my appointment last night to get my booster Covid shot this Friday. i had thought mom had already made her appointment, because she needs the booster, the flu shot and shingles shot, but i was wrong. so, i think she was a little pissed that i didn't make her appointment as well. oh well.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after i go out to find what i couldn't find today. the prices of everything is through the fucking roof now. i got $250 worth of groceries today for $198. the same shit a few months would have cost me under $120. good times.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

¿Por qué sigues creyendo que Dios realmente se preocupa por ti?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Alanis Morrissette - Uninvited

The Jesus and Mary Chain - Reverence 

Grant Lee Buffalo - Mockingbirds

CoCoRosie - Werewolf

Shrug - Scratch

"With me, writing is 60% imagination, 30 % people you know and 10% you don't know where it comes from." - Terrence McNally

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

i got lucky today...

 so, i got a box of football cards at Rite Aid today and two packs of baseball cards at Meijer that were exclusive to Meijer. to be honest, i got those because they were the only cards at Meijer that weren't overpriced. so, all in all, i paid around $17 for those 3 things. in the football box, i got a hit. in the Colorado pack of college cards, there was a card with part of a jersey in it. that card is going for around $25 on ebay. in the baseball packs, i found a Corey Seager rookie card. that is worth around $20 or so. so, i was pretty pleased after going through all those cards today.

the grocery stores today were tiring as fuck. my back was killing me, fuck, still is to be honest. prices have gone up on just about everything now. but, i got everything on the list, so we should be fully stocked for a bit now.

The Voice was good last night.

NXT had their Halloween Havoc event last night. it was really good. plenty of title changes.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, AEW Dynamite and Batwoman.

here are your highlights from the NBA last night:

the USWNT defeated South Korea last night, 6-0. that's a good way to send Carli Lloyd off into retirement.

that's all for me kids. i have to figure out what is for dinner tonight. 

it got down to 33 degrees here last night. i turned on the furnace. didn't want to, but i did.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

until then...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

la vida no es divertida con problemas de espalda

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

son of the velvet rat - Copper Hill (Live)

Grant Lee Buffalo - Fuzzy

Tom Waits - Chocolate Jesus

Totally Enormous Extinct Dinosaurs - The Distance

Ryan Bingham - Bluebird

"When one burns one's bridges, what a very nice fire it makes." - Dylan Thomas

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

i seem to spend every Friday waiting in line anymore...

 mom had me go out to get some things today (mostly prescriptions that were ready). i found some things at Meijer at a decent price. and then i went to Kroger to get everything else on the list. and there i was standing in line for over 20 minutes, realizing it was approaching 4 in the afternoon again and i still haven't had lunch. good times.

i spent last night drowning in a depression. i find myself talking to strangers more and more these days, really just hoping to find a fucking genuine connection, whatever the fuck that is anymore. so, i met this one last night and we talked for hours and it was really cool until she sent me a pic and i did a google search and it wasn't really her. i have been online long enough to know all the tricks of the scam artists. and when ANY red flags go off in my mind, everything gets deleted. i'm too old for this shit. all last night did was reaffirm my belief that i will die alone some day.

Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.

NXT UK was very good last night.

The United States of Al was good last night.

Clarice was excellent last night.

Dark Side of the Ring was about the horrific back story on Grizzly Smith. i knew the story already, my mother had no clue. but, she quickly understood why Jake the Snake Roberts is how he is now.

Dark Side of Football last night was about all the injuries that football players get and play with.

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

the Yankees lost yesterday to Tampa, 9-2.  the umpires were absolutely awful yesterday. the Yankees start a series tonight with the Red Sox. oh joy.

the USMNT defeated Honduras last night, 1-0. that sets up a match against Mexico on Sunday night in the finals of the Concacaf Nations League.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, AEW, Pause with Sam Jay and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on Peacock.

i have no clue what i'm making for dinner tonight.

i will be on here tomorrow after the USA plays Canada in the first semifinal of the Hockey Worlds tomorrow morning. i think they play at 7 in the morning. so, i'm either going to be in a good mood and tired or pissed off and wide awake with anger. good times.

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

Creo que algunos días llego al fondo de mi barril de soledad

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

American Aquarium - I Hope He Breaks Your Heart (Live)

The Black Crowes - Seeing Things (Live)

Grant Lee Buffalo - Fuzzy (Live)

Jason Isbell & the 400 Unit - Cigarettes and Wine (Live)

"Strength does not have to be belligerent and loud." - Russell Brand

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

got a little lucky today...

 so, i went out looking for some cards today. i decided to go to the Rite-Aid south of where i live. i have had some success there before. i found a Fairfield box of football and baseball cards. both of them had autographed cards in them. that was a welcome surprise today...

the poet of the day for this day of National Poetry Month is Judge Santiago Burdon. i have really enjoyed his work over the last few years. plus, he lives where i want to live one day, Costa Rica.

https://horrorsleazetrash.com/2020/12/28/judge-santiago-burdon-24/

https://horrorsleazetrash.com/2020/08/13/judge-santiago-burdon-21/ 

https://ramingoblog.wordpress.com/2020/07/13/the-ramingos-porch-intrigue-in-denim-a-prose-poem-by-judge-santiago-burdon/

https://www.bestpoetryonline.com/2947/resurrection-tuesday-judge-santiago-burdon

https://heroinlovesongs.com/2020/04/08/judge-santiago-burdon-the-checkout-line/

Monday Night Raw last night was ok at best.

Miz & Mrs was hilarious last night.

The Voice was very good last night.

the Yankees won last night over the Blue Jays, 3-1. hopefully, they will win again tonight.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Young Rock, Kenan, Mayans M.C., NXT and Deadliest Catch.

the New York Rangers play tonight at New Jersey. if the Rangers want any chance to make the playoffs, they need to win all these games against the Devils. they play them 4 games in a row.

the USWNT defeated France today, 2-0.

i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.

i have trash to pick up here and next door, so that's all for me kids.

thanks to everyone that has checked out my latest recording on SoundCloud:

https://soundcloud.com/j-j-campbell/the-sweet-nectar-of-death

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

get the shot.

finalmente, un poco de sol

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Two Minutes To Late Night - Hot for Teacher (Live)

Chris Isaak - Baby Did a Bad Bad Thing (Live)

Trixie Whitley - Breathe You In My Dreams (Live)

Grant Lee Buffalo - Happiness (Live)

"I think childhood is, generally speaking, a preparation for disappointment." - Seamus Heaney

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

always love going to bed at 6 in the morning...

 so, after i got all the baseball and football cards put away last night, i decided to check my email. and after that disaster of a couple hundred emails, i decided to catch up on everything i missed on YouTube. sometimes i have to actually exhaust my brain to get any fucking sleep at all. of course, 4 hours later i was up. i missed the guy at 8 this morning that showed up to shred all the papers my mother wanted to shred. over 100 lbs. of it. so, i'm more or less in a fog today. oh well.

NXT was really good last night.

AEW was good last night.

The Masked Singer was pretty good last night. both mom and i had the right guess this week.

I Can See Your Voice was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Young Sheldon and B Positive. i already watched NXT UK this afternoon, it was pretty good.

i will probably watch some of the 49ers vs. Packers tonight.

i should probably watch V for Vendetta again tonight. that movie feels pretty fucking relevant these days.

mom wants to go to Menards tomorrow. so, i guess i will be on here after we get home from that.

i probably should try to write some poems tonight. hopefully, something will pop into my head while i'm taking a shower.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

contar todos los votos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Morphine - Cure for Pain

Cypress Hill - I Wanna Get High

Grant Lee Buffalo - Fuzzy

LL Cool J - Pink Cookies in a Plastic Bag Getting Crushed by Buildings

"The most heroic word in all languages is revolution." - Eugene V. Debs

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

2020 sucks again...

i was happy to get my latest SoundCloud recording out last night. i did that reading while i was absorbing the death of Chadwick Boseman. i was so shocked to hear about his death, his battle with colon cancer, etc. anytime anyone younger than me dies anymore, i really start to question my own mortality. i don't think i'll ever be able to watch Black Panther again and not cry now.

the Yankees managed to piss away that 4 run lead yesterday in Game 1 against the Mets and lose 6-4. in game 2, they pissed away another lead and lost on a walk off homer to give the Mets a 4-3 victory. the losing streak is now at 7 and this season is quickly turning into a fucking nightmare. the Yankees are up 1-0 right now. i don't have the game on. hopefully, they will win without me watching. the beauty of being superstitious.

Smackdown and 205 Live were both excellent last night, especially the ending of Smackdown.

Room 104 was very good last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be ROH.

the last part of my latest order from Amazon.com came today. i'm hoping i got enough soft sleeves this time to get the rest of my baseball cards ready. i really need to start selling these off, i'm broke as fuck at the moment.

i will probably watch some of the NBA and NHL playoffs today.

i know i need to vacuum the house as well today.

i don't think we got a drop of rain from the remnants of Laura. we needed some, that's for sure.

i will hopefully be on here tomorrow in the morning.

thanks to everyone for the kind words on my latest SoundCloud recording. i really do appreciate them.
https://soundcloud.com/j-j-campbell/a-little-hole-in-the-carpet

i hope everyone has a wonderful Saturday, all things considered.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

el año de la muerte golpea de nuevo

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Leonard Cohen - Hallelujah (Live)
The White Stripes - Jolene (Live)
Grant Lee Buffalo - Fuzzy (Live)
U2 - Bad (Live)

"A superhero movie is only as great as its villains."
                                             - Chadwick Boseman (November 29, 1976 - August 28, 2020)

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: