i remember why i stopped grocery shopping on Fridays...

i had to go out today and get some pills for mom at the drugstore, pick up my own meds at the grocery store, and then i figured, since i'm out, fuck it, let's find a new hummingbird feeder.

the drugstore wasn't too bad. the grocery store was a fucking zoo. and i went to Meijer to find the hummingbird feeder. thankfully, they still had the one i wanted and it was on sale. i got some things for mom for her birthday (in June) and i got myself some baseball cards. i got a couple nice Mike Trout cards in the packs i got that i'm pretty happy about.

i got home and fed the birds, put out the new feeder and this purple butterfly solar light i got for mom. as i told my mother, the grocery store and Meijer were fucking crazy. i know a holiday weekend is here and everyone is fucking stir crazy, but shit.

Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.

NXT UK was pretty good last night. it was 3 of the best women's matches over the last few years.

Total Bellas was good last night.

Holey Moley was fucking hilarious last night.

Celebrity Escape Room was pretty funny last night.

No Mercy No Malice with Professor Scott Galloway was excellent last night. if i had more teachers like that in my life, i might have actually went to college.

Shelter in Place with Shane Smith was good last night.

Desus & Mero was fucking hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, Betty and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

hard to believe it's already Memorial Day weekend here. hopefully, it will be nothing like last Memorial Day weekend.

i'm hoping i'll get some poems written this weekend. or catch up on some fucking sleep.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

be safe.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands...

until tomorrow kids...

Con suerte, ella no es un estafador

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Wilco - Tell Your Friends
Margo Price w/Jack White - Honey, We Can't Afford to Look This Cheap (Live)
Cody Jinks - Watch the World Die
Khruangbin - So We Won't Forget

"Mediocrity knows nothing higher than itself, but talent instantly recognizes genius."
                                                                                                     - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

i believe i have figured it out...

so, when the pain in my right side started again at 4 in the morning, i think i figured out what the fuck is going on. the lipoma in my abdomen rests on some nerves when i sit too long. as a writer, this is like a kick in the nuts. the only thing that works for me right now is placing ice on my spine and laying flat in my massage chair. eventually, i will probably have to have the lipoma removed. joy.

the New York Yankees whipped Baltimore last night, 11-4. hopefully, they will do it again tonight.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

The Voice did crown the right person last night.

Smackdown was really good last night, as was 205 Live.

the Spring finale of Miz & Mrs. was pretty good last night.

The Jim Jefferies Show was hilarious last night. it will be back on later in the year.

Deadliest Catch was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, What We Do in the Shadows, Dark Side of the Ring and The Wrestlers. i'll watch NXT and NXT UK sometime tonight on WWE Network.

the New York Rangers officially announced JD as their new president today.

it's supposed to rain sometime tonight. so not only do i have the lipoma situation, my arthritis is fucking killing me as well.

good times.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. if i actually get some decent sleep tonight, i'll try to be on here before the Yankees play in the afternoon.

that's all for me kids.

solo los débiles no pueden enfrentar sus miedos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

FKA twigs - Cellophane
Tei Shi - See Me
Marian Hill - Got It

"Of all ghosts the ghosts of our old loves are the worst." - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

riding the waves of pain

if i had to guess, i think i'm dealing with a nerve problem as well as a pulled/strained calf muscle. and when my nerves fire off in my left leg, oh my fucking god. it's not as severe as the pain i had when my sciatic nerve was pinched. this is more of the feeling i would get when i would get high as a teen and wasn't quite sure what i took. and it's not that i don't enjoy the uneasy feeling, it's more of a matter of knowing i won't be able to find the pleasure forever in the pain. it's that unknown side of life that i tend to dread. my tendencies for self-destruction tend to grow a little deeper each day. good times.

the New York Yankees continued hitting home runs last night, defeating Texas 10-5. hopefully that will continue tonight.

here are your highlights from the NHL and NBA playoffs last night:

The Voice was pretty good last night. you could tell the moment was getting to some of them. i honestly think Britton will win it tonight. that being said, i wouldn't be shocked if any of other 3 won either.

Monday Night Raw was good last night.

we had some storms hit last night, right as i was finishing up my dinner. we got 1.5 inches of rain. i figure our yard is going to look like a jungle here before too long.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Smackdown, the finale of The Voice, Deadliest Catch, The Jim Jefferies Show and The Chris Gethard Show. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight.

i will probably watch some of the NBA playoff game tonight as well.

i'm planning on bringing my notebook with me to mom's physical therapy appointment this afternoon. and as long as i can manage the pain, we'll probably be going to a late lunch/early dinner afterwards.

i'm interested to see how many poems i write today. there's a good chance it will be raining while mom's appointment will be going on. that should make things even more interesting.

and at some point today, i need to do the trash here and next door. joy.

that's all for me kids.

¿Qué sucede cuando ya no puedes encontrar el placer en el dolor?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Beck - Go It Alone
Morphine - Cure for Pain
Prince - Let's Go Crazy
Soundgarden - Black Hole Sun

"Mediocrity knows nothing higher than itself, but talent instantly recognizes genius." - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

the calm before the storm

today has been damn near perfect. mid 70's with just a little breeze and not much humidity. the kind of day you open the windows, turn on a ceiling fan and go to sleep for a few hours. which is exactly what i did.

i did manage to type up the 3 poems last night, before midnight. i really like these 3. i'll probably be working up another batch to send out before the end of the month.

the New York Rangers play Game 3 of the Eastern Conference finals tonight. if they can win tonight, they will take complete control of the series. and it would also put them 1 win from the Stanley Cup finals. i've kind of got that good anxiety in my stomach at the moment. i will be in full throat and i am completely rested for the game.

i guess at some point tonight i will flip over and see what the Yankees are doing against the White Sox. their best pitcher came off the disabled list for the start tonight. hopefully he is rusty. if he isn't, the way the Yankees are hitting at the moment, this game could get ugly. and fast.

all in all, i just want to be drinking 2 victory beers before i go to bed tonight.

chances are i will be mowing the grass tomorrow, as long as the weather and my health all cooperate with each other. i'm sure mom would like it done for the holiday weekend.

that's pretty much it for me today. got some new songs i found on iTunes that some of you might notice down in the music section. my tastes are getting more varied, which is truly fucking bizarre.

if i am mowing grass tomorrow, i will be on here before i go out to sweat my ass off. hope this finds everyone well. until we meet again my friends...

peace and chicken grease...

music:

AM & Shawn Lee - Dark Into Light
The Figgs - Je T'Adore
Swedish House Mafia - Save The World (Knife Party Remix)
Bassnectar w/W. Darling - You & Me
Joe Ely - Me and Billy the Kid (Live)
Glamour of the Kill - A Freak Like Me
Muddy Waters - Mannish Boy
Paolo Nutini - Iron Sky

"Where there is no imagination there is no horror." - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle