i remember when the leaves would change color before they fell to the ground...

i believe it's supposed to get into the 90's here for the next few days. we had a little rain yesterday, but we're clearly in a fucking drought. our tree in the front is losing leaves before they even change color. joy.

the New York Yankees lost yesterday to the Rangers, 6-1. they won't play again until Friday when they play the Twins back in the Bronx. hopefully, the Yankees have a nice long run in them for the playoffs this season.

the New Orleans Saints defeated Dallas last night, 12-10. the defense was amazing last night. i still don't believe they have won these last two games without Drew Brees. they play Tampa Bay this coming Sunday.

Succession was great last night.

Ballers was good last night.

The Righteous Gemstones was pretty funny last night.

Last Week Tonight was hilarious as usual.

Power was great once again last night.

The Affair was excellent last night.

On Becoming A God in Central Florida was good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Voice and The Deuce. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening.

Manchester United plays Arsenal today. since mom wants to go out to eat after her doctor's appointment, i probably won't see any of the game.

i might watch some of the Monday night game tonight between the Bengals and Steelers.

i did listen to episode 258 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
https://soundcloud.com/notsamwrestling/hornswoggle-pt-2-notsam

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

i need to get my blood drawn tomorrow for my appointment next week. i will probably be on here after i do that in the morning.

that's all for me kids. until tomorrow...

a todos los idiotas que no creen en el cambio climático ... jódete

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

AC/DC - Heatseeker
Tei Shi - Red Light
Grace Potter - Love Is Love
Orgy - Blue Monday

"I don't care what anybody says about me as long as it isn't true." - Truman Capote

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

response from Heroin Love Songs

i heard back from Jack at Heroin Love Songs on my poetry submission from last month. my poems "the rising cost of booze" and "i would be famous one day" have been accepted for publication.

apparently, i have the neck of someone in their 60's...

i got the results from my x-rays this morning. apparently, the arthritis has set up in my neck and is causing chaos. i have some bone spurs and i'm going to assume, that is what is causing the pinched nerve. of course, i still have to take that EMG, which should clear up any doubts.

i spent a good portion of yesterday watching the Global Citizen music festival.

the New York Yankees lost last night at the Rangers, 9-4. they play their final game of the regular season this afternoon. they will play the Twins in the playoffs.

Ohio State started off on fire last night and whipped Nebraska 48-7. Ohio State really looks like a team that will compete for a national championship this season.

Saturday Night Live was hilarious last night.

ROH was good last night.

both episodes of NJPW were good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Power, Succession, Ballers, The Righteous Gemstones, Last Week Tonight, The Affair and On Becoming A God in Central Florida.

the New Orleans Saints play tonight at home against Dallas. that should be (hopefully) a great game.

i know mom has a doctor's appointment tomorrow. i'm going to try to get the blog done in the morning, mostly because when we get home, i'll be trying to catch the last of Manchester United vs. Arsenal.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday is even better.

until tomorrow kids...

Estaré muerto antes de que te des cuenta

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

OneRepublic - Somebody To Love
H.E.R. - Hard Place
Queen - Who Wants to Live Forever
Alicia Keys - No One

"In order to attain the impossible, one must attempt the absurd." - Miguel de Cervantes

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

well, i think i know where the pinched nerve is now...

i went this morning to get the x-rays done for my spine and neck. i had 5 x-rays done and given the positions my body was in, i'm 99.999999% sure the problem is in my neck. as i told my mother when i got home, it's a damn good thing my pain tolerance is as high as it is or that woman doing the x-rays would have got punched in the fucking face. my right arm was on fucking fire. now i have to wait for central scheduling to call and schedule my EMG. joy.

i went and got some breakfast and brought it back to the house. after i got done eating, i iced my back down and of course fell asleep for about 30 minutes. and now after going through over 300 emails... i told my mother the next time i haven't checked my email by noon, just go ahead and put a gun in my mouth.

the New York Yankees won last night over the Rangers, 14-7. hopefully the offense shows up again tonight.

WWE Smackdown's Greatest Hits was sort of like a class for anyone who hasn't watched WWE in the last 20 years but is planning on doing so now that Smackdown will be on FOX.

Murder in the Bayou was fucking great last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious last night.

Room 104 was fucking crazy last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

tonight on the DVR will be NJPW, ROH and Saturday Night Live.

Ohio State plays tonight at Nebraska. i'm very interested to see how Ohio State plays in a very hostile environment.

i will probably spend most of the day icing my body down in my massage chair.

the New York Rangers play their final preseason game tonight against the Islanders. i'm sure i'll see the highlights at some point tonight.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday. call if you need bail money.

i should be on here tomorrow in the morning, unless mom needs me to go somewhere for her. i got the birds fed this morning before it got hot outside.

until tomorrow kids...

abraza el dolor, es lo más cerca que estarás de un beso

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Orville Peck - Turn to Hate
Tedeschi Trucks Band - High & Mighty EP
Gary Clark Jr. - Pearl Cadillac
John Prine w/Iris DeMent - In Spite of Ourselves (Live)

"They may call me a sinner, but I am at peace with myself." - Brigitte Bardot

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

a taste for gin

my poem "a taste for gin" has been published at The Rye Whiskey Review. you can find the poem by going here: https://ryethewhiskeyreview.blogspot.com/2019/09/a-taste-for-gin-by-jj-campbell.html

well, i always have good intentions...

i went to bed last night before 3 AM. i told myself i needed to get up early. so, i first saw the clock at 4:10 AM. fuck me. i eventually got out of bed around 8:30 this morning. i wanted to wait until mom was up to go get at least the x-rays done. she didn't get up until after 11 AM. so yeah, i didn't go to get the x-rays done. she told me i should have just woke her up. i said yeah, i start treating you like a child and i'm sure i'll have a big surprise waiting for me in your will. thanks for taking care of me all those years, but i'm leaving you nothing. she laughed but never indicated that wouldn't happen. so yeah. hopefully i can go tomorrow.

the grocery store wasn't too bad today. i had this black woman walk past me near the produce that smelled like paradise. i watched her out of the corner of my eye. of course, she was there with what i'm guessing is her husband or weightlifter boyfriend. prices keep going up. thankfully, i'm good at math. i got everything on the list today for a little over $100. of course, i would have felt better about that if it wasn't fucking 90 degrees when i walked out of the store. the "experts" say fall will get here before too long. i'm calling bullshit. we only have two seasons anymore. hot and cold.

Young Sheldon was good last night.

The Unicorn was pretty funny last night.

Perfect Harmony was really good last night.

Mr Inbetween was hilarious last night.

the New York Rangers won last night over the Flyers, 2-1 in a shootout. that's two wins in a row now. hard to believe hockey will be starting their regular season soon.

i did watch a good portion of the NFL game last night. that was a game the Eagles pretty much had to win.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Murder in the Bayou, Real Time with Bill Maher, Room 104 and WWE Smackdown's Greatest Hits.

the New York Yankees will start their final series of the regular season tonight in Texas against the Rangers. i think it's also the last baseball games to be played in that stadium. talk about having money to burn. the stadium the Rangers currently play in is only 26 years old.

i will probably be on here tomorrow either in the morning or early afternoon. Ohio State doesn't play until Saturday night.

and i'm hoping someone wakes up at a decent time tomorrow so i can go get some x-rays done.

i hope everyone has an amazing weekend. it's supposed to be hotter than shit here. exactly how i want the final weekend of September to be.

until tomorrow kids...

la esperanza es una palabra que perdí hace años

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Broken Bells - Good Luck
AJR - 100 Bad Days
Sturgill Simpson - Sing Along
Samantha Jayne - Damn I Love this Friday Night

"I enjoy the freedom of the blank page." - Irvine Welsh

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

laughing on the cross

my poem "laughing on the cross" has been published at Horror Sleaze Trash. you can find the poem by going here: https://horrorsleazetrash.com/2019/09/27/j-j-campbell-24/

response from Horror Sleaze Trash

i heard back from AG at Horror Sleaze Trash on my recent poetry submission. my poems "laughing on the cross" and "the poet took over" have been accepted for publication.

i have no patience for incompetence...

it's always the little things that people do that drive me fucking crazy at times. for instance, my doctor's appointment today was to get my third shot for my Hepatitis B vaccine. i told 3 different people about it and they all marked it down, but who was the one who didn't... the nurse practitioner. so when the woman came in to give me my flu shot, i told her i was supposed to also get the Hep B shot and she looked at me like i had three heads. she then got into my file and sure enough i was right (imagine that) and she then had to go find the one that had to enter it to sign off on it. this was supposed to be a 30 minute appointment today. i was in the place for over 60 minutes. i get to have an EMG so we can finally figure out where the pinched nerve is. i also have to get 2 x-rays of my spine done. joy.

i raced home because mom wanted to get her haircut today. we went. i'm not thrilled with my results, but i also don't really give two shits how i look anymore. mom for some reason wanted Wendy's after that. there's one on the way home from the strip mall we got our haircuts at, so we got food there and brought it home.

i'm running on roughly 4 hours of sleep at the moment. i stayed up late to finish that country music documentary on PBS. i watched all 8 episodes. it was worth my time.

the New York Yankees lost last night down in Tampa, 4-0. they only had 1 hit in the game. they are off tonight and start the final series of the regular season against the Texas Rangers tomorrow night.

NXT and NXT UK were both really fucking good last night.

the season finale of Big Brother went as i expected. Michie won 6-3 over Holly. i thought it was a little shitty, but i did laugh, when they told Michie right before he won how America viewed him as a racist and a woman hater for his actions this season.

American Horror Story was excellent last night.

Cake was fucking great last night. i think i am really going to enjoy this show.

The Masked Singer was really good last night. i went 1 for 2 on my guesses.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Young Sheldon, The Unicorn, Perfect Harmony and Mr Inbetween.

the New York Rangers play at home tonight against the Flyers. i'll probably get to watch the highlights at some point tonight.

i'll probably watch a little of the NFL game tonight between the Eagles and Packers.

i did listen to episode 257 of Notsam Wrestling this afternoon. you can find that by going here:
http://notsam.com/wrestlingpodcast/2019/9/26/notsam-wrestling-257-hornswoggle

i'll be on here tomorrow after i get done at the grocery store. i'm planning on spending my morning getting the x-rays done at the very least. i believe the EMG has to be scheduled. of course, all i can think is more money i don't have being spent on this shit.

that's all for me kids. hopefully tomorrow i'll be in a better mood.

until then...

ser rico o morir joven

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Old Crow Medicine Show - Wagon Wheel
Jaime Wyatt - Misery and Gin
Dwight Yoakam - Guitars, Cadillacs
Johnny Cash - Hurt

"The progress of an artist is a continual self-sacrifice, a continual extinction of personality."
                                                                                                       - T.S. Eliot

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running on fumes...

i guess you could say i'm on the comedown now... of course, i'm burning the candle at both ends again. as i tell anyone who wants to listen. place your bets on the under on how many years i live. i can easily say i won't be here 25 years from now. and if i am, you can blame whatever angel decided i was worth the effort.

i had to take mom to get her blood work done again today. i guess her doctor didn't like the kidney numbers on the earlier one this week. she sees him on Monday. after that, she wanted to go to Bob Evans. i joked that it was before 4 PM, so we should beat the early dinner crowd. our waitress was on her first day on the job. that was fun. i gave her a good tip, mostly because she was drop dead gorgeous.

the New York Yankees lost last night in 12 innings to Tampa, 2-1. hopefully, they will get the split in the series tonight.

the New York Rangers got their first win of the preseason last night, 3-1 over the Islanders.

Smackdown was good last night, as was 205 Live.

Mayans M.C. had a nice oh fuck moment last night. loved it.

Mr. Mercedes was excellent last night.

The Voice was good last night.

The Jim Jefferies Show was hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT, the season finale of Big Brother, American Horror Story, Cake and The Masked Singer. i'll watch NXT UK sometime tonight on WWE Network.

Manchester United played Rochdale today in the League Cup. thank god i didn't watch. United ended up winning on penalty kicks, 5-3. i believe Rochdale plays 2 leagues below United. great.

i'll be on here tomorrow in the late afternoon again. i have a doctor's appointment at 2. when i get back home, i think mom wants me to take her to get her haircut. lord knows, i need one as well. so, if that happens, i'll be on here after we're all done.

that's all for me kids. thankfully tonight is full of mindless entertainment.

until tomorrow...

¿Cuándo va a enfriarse el clima?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Willie Nelson & Merle Haggard - Pancho and Lefty
Hank Williams Jr. - Family Tradition
Guy Clark - L.A. Freeway (Live)
Gram Parsons & Emmylou Harris - Love Hurts

"Careers very rarely are a waste of time; jobs usually are." - Donald Glover

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sometimes the brain just forgets to shut off...

i have been on full blast since i got back from mom's appointment today. and of course, since i procrastinate as much as i create, i'm behind as usual.

i did write 4 poems today while in the waiting room. i'm really hoping that the injections help mom. i made her use her walker today. the nurse told me afterwards to really pay attention to her, she was making the nurse nervous. oh great.

i sent out 11 poems today, 3 each to The Beatnik Cowboy and Rusty Truck; 5 to Horror Sleaze Trash. when i hear back from these places, i will pass along the verdicts.

rest in peace Robert Hunter. you probably influenced me as much as any writer on this earth.

The Voice was pretty good last night.

The Deuce was excellent last night.

Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, Mayans M.C., Mr. Mercedes, The Voice and The Jim Jefferies Show. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

the New York Yankees play tonight down in that dump in Tampa. hopefully the Yankees can get a victory over a team that knows it needs to win to make the playoffs.

the New York Rangers are at home tonight against the Islanders. i might watch some of the game.

i still have trash to pick up here and next door, so that's pretty much all for me kids.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i have pills to pick up and god knows what else.

until tomorrow...

solo unos pocos morirán con gracia

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Grateful Dead - Ripple
Johnny Cash & Bob Dylan - Girl From The North Country
Sammi Smith - Help Me Make It Through the Night
Morgane & Chris Stapleton - You Are My Sunshine

"All good writing is swimming under water and holding your breath." - F. Scott Fitzgerald

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

my 5 poems at Ink Pantry

my poems "lost a battle to suicide", "for the rest of our lives", "an old lover whistling in a graveyard", "my therapist" and "pressing my lips" have been published at Ink Pantry. you can find the poems by going here: http://www.inkpantry.com/poetry-drawer-lost-a-battle-with-suicide-for-the-rest-of-our-lives-an-old-lover-whistling-in-a-graveyard-my-therapist-pressing-my-lips-by-j-j-campbell/

it's a long line of stubborn assholes...

i had to take my mother to her doctor's appointment today. her back is really killing her, but she thought she could just use her cane. i have to remind her from time to time that pride will end up killing her. after we were done with the appointment, i was helping her sit down outside on a bench and of course, she ended up falling. it looked like her shoe somehow came off and she twisted her ankle. it took a nurse, myself and two other women to help her up. of course, she was more embarrassed than anything. i told her on the way home her indecisiveness is killing her. she's talked for weeks about getting a new walker, yet hasn't ordered one or told me what to go out and get. i told her as plainly as i could, i will help you if you want it, if you don't want it, you won't get it. the appointment went well. her liver numbers are good. she's pissed about gaining 8 lbs. this week. thankfully, she gets her injections tomorrow morning.

the New York Yankees won yesterday against Toronto 8-3. that finished up their season at home. they are off tonight and start a 2 game series at that dump down in Tampa tomorrow night.

the New Orleans Saints won at Seattle yesterday, 33-27. that was a pleasant surprise. they face Dallas at home next Sunday night.

Big Brother was good last night. i know Holly won the second HOH, so it will be Michie vs. Holly in the final HOH of the season. i would be shocked if they didn't take each other to the finals.

Succession was good last night.

The Righteous Gemstones was pretty funny last night.

Ballers was very good last night.

Power was yet another holy fuck why did he have to die episode. this season has been fucking nuts.

The Affair was excellent last night.

On Becoming A God in Central Florida took another dark twist last night. loved it.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw, The Deuce and The Voice.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after mom gets her injections.

i might try to get some poems out as well tomorrow.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

rest in peace to Sid Haig and Carl Ruiz. two genuine souls that always made me smile.

until tomorrow kids...

abraza la muerte como si fuera la mejor amante que alguna vez tendrás

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Black Sabbath - Black Sabbath
Iron Maiden - The Number of the Beast
Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This)
Slayer - Seasons in the Abyss

"I never wanted to be famous. I only wanted to be great." - Ray Charles

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

response from The Rye Whiskey Review

i heard back from John at The Rye Whiskey Review on my poetry submission from two weeks ago. my poems "finishing off a bottle of scotch", "a taste for gin", "now the war begins" and "ten shots of booze" have been accepted for publication.

it never fails...

i wrote 6 poems last night. i put off typing them up last night because i wanted to get some sleep so i would be up on time this morning to watch Manchester United. silly me.

Manchester United lost to West Ham today 2-0. injuries are crippling United at the moment and the team just has no fucking imagination as well. i stopped watching at halftime to start typing up those poems.

i really like the 6 poems i wrote. i guess my night with the third eye open paid off. sometime this week, if i can find the time, i'll send out another round of submissions.

Ohio State came out flat yesterday against Miami. both my mother and sister graduated from Miami. thankfully, Ohio State flipped the switch and scored the next 76 points. holy shit. Ohio State plays next week at Nebraska.

the New York Yankees defeated Toronto yesterday 7-2. hopefully the Yankees will win the series today, which happens to be the final home game of the season.

i did watch a few college football games yesterday. i enjoyed the Michigan loss. Notre Dame vs. Georgia was pretty good. UCLA vs. Washington St. was fucking crazy last night.

the New York Rangers lost last night in Philadelphia, 4-1. they haven't won a preseason game yet. joy.

ROH was pretty good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, Power, Succession, Ballers, The Righteous Gemstones, The Affair and On Becoming A God in Central Florida.

the New Orleans Saints play this afternoon in Seattle. i'd love to see the Saints win but i'm not holding my breath.

mom has a doctor's appointment tomorrow afternoon. i will probably be on here when we get back home.

i hope everyone had a good Saturday. hopefully, your Sunday will be even better.

until tomorrow kids...

no hay alegría en perder

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Flatt Lonesome - Highway of Pain
The Black Lillies - Where The Black Lillies Grow
Tyler Childers - Nose On the Grindstone (Live)
Turnpike Troubadours - Come as You Are

"I've spent my life butting my head against other people's lack of imagination." - Nick Cave

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technically, the last weekend of the summer...

it's another hot and muggy day today. i could feel myself sweating while walking out to get the mail. good times.

the New York Yankees lost last night to Toronto, 4-3. hopefully, they will get a victory this afternoon.

the New York Rangers lost last night to the Devils, 4-2. i didn't watch much of the game.

AAA Presents Lucha Invades NY was pretty good last night.

Murder in the Bayou was excellent last night.

Room 104 was great last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be ROH.

Ohio State plays Miami (Ohio) this afternoon. i'm hoping Ohio State doesn't think all they have to do is just show up and they will win.

i'm sure i will watch plenty of other college football games today and tonight.

i did vacuum the house this morning. now, i really could use some ice for my bad back.

i should be on here tomorrow after the Manchester United game in the morning.

i hope everyone has a great Saturday. call if you need bail money.

until tomorrow kids...

no es fácil levantarse cada mañana sabiendo que no eres amado

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Cream - Sunshine of Your Love
Jimi Hendrix - Voodoo Chile (Slight Return)
Prince - Let's Go Crazy
Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb (Live)

"The trust of the innocent is the liar's most useful tool." - Stephen King

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

spent last night with the third eye open...

i didn't get to bed until 6 this morning. as much as i wanted to be celebrating the Yankees finally winning another division title, last night was more of a poetic depth plunge into my darkness. i find as a poet i often have to hang out with my demons to gain a better understanding of how to effectively use them in this fucking world. now, what usually happens is i will have a poetry dump here in the next couple days where 10 or 15 poems will appear out of nowhere. and with the doctor visits coming up, i should have the time.

the New York Yankees won last night over the Angels, 9-1. it was their 100th win of the season and it clinched the American League East for the first time since 2012. Aaron Boone became the first manager to win 100 games in both of his first two seasons as a manager. the Yankees start their final series at home before the playoffs tonight against Toronto.

Big Brother went as i expected last night. Michie voted out Cliff. Michie won the first HOH of the final 3. he will face the winner of Nicole vs. Holly in the final HOH of the season.

Mr InBetween was very good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Real Time with Bill Maher, Room 104, Murder in the Bayou and AAA Presents Lucha Invades NY.

the New York Rangers are playing tonight at the Devils. i might watch some of that.

the grocery store was a zoo today. the line for the gas station was out to the street, so i had to get gas after i got the groceries. of course, it was only like 88 degrees today. thankfully, i didn't buy any frozen shit today. between gas, and both grocery stores, i think i spent a little over $110. in my mind, that's a win.

i will be on here tomorrow before Ohio State plays in the afternoon.

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

until tomorrow kids...

uno al día una mujer se dará cuenta de lo que todos los demás se han estado perdiendo conmigo

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The Chieftains w/Sinead O'Connor - The Foggy Dew
Willie Nelson - Amazing Grace
John Coltrane - Blue World
Ray Charles - Let's Go Get Stoned (Live)

"Sex appeal is fifty percent what you've got and fifty percent what people think you've got."
                                                                                                     - Sophia Loren

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i suppose it would be cheaper if i died...

i got another sign from the universe today that i won't be living on earth for a long time. i paid out nearly $600 that i don't have for those two procedures i had last week. now, mom is probably going to reimburse me for those, but i know that won't last forever. and when i handed her the receipt i told her, it's simply another sign my death would be easier for all of us. good times.

i did make a deposit at the bank today. i really wish the weather would fucking finally change to fall.

the New York Yankees lost last night to the Angels, 3-2. their magic number is still at 1, so a victory tonight will give them the series and the American League East.

the New York Rangers played their first preseason game last night. of course, i didn't get to watch it due to the NHL's stupid blackout policy. the Rangers lost to the Devils, 4-3.

NXT was fucking amazing last night. if this is what the live shows are going to be like, holy shit i am so happy to be alive and be a wrestling fan.

Big Brother was good last night. i'm fully convinced that Michie will vote out Cliff tonight.

American Horror Story was excellent last night. looks like it is going to be another great season.

A Little Late with Lilly Singh Primetime Special last night was pretty good.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother and Mr InBetween.

i did listen to episode 256 of Notsam Wrestling today, as well as the bonus podcast. you can find both of those by going here: http://notsam.com/wrestlingpodcast/2019/9/19/notsam-wrestling-256-adam-cole and https://soundcloud.com/notsamwrestling/nxt-on-usa-episode-1-reaction

Manchester United won today, 1-0 in the Europa League. i was hoping to watch the game, but of course they are making people pay for it now. so, i simply followed along online. it sounded like there were plenty of chances. thankfully, Mason Greenwood decided he wanted to score. United plays again on Sunday against West Ham.

i will probably watch some of the NFL game tonight, mostly because there won't be much else on. the Titans play the Jags.

i will be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.

that's all for me kids. until tomorrow...

no me importa la idea de la muerte, la idea de que nadie me extrañe es la noción preocupante

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Johnny Cash - Folsom Prison Blues (Live)
Tom Waits - 16 Shells from a Thirty-Ought Six (Live)
Willie Nelson - Always On My Mind (Live)
Dave Matthews Band w/Warren Haynes - Cortez the Killer (Live)

"There comes a point when a dream becomes reality and reality becomes a dream." - Frances Farmer

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

hopefully, tonight is the night...

the New York Yankees won last night over the Angels, 8-0. the Rays lost last night to the Dodgers, so the Yankees magic number is down to 1. with a victory tonight, they would win the division for the first time in 7 seasons and would get their 100th win of the season.

They Shall Not Grow Old might have been the best war documentary i have EVER seen. it doesn't romanticize war. it had some of the most graphic images i can remember in any war documentary. i highly recommend everyone watching this.

Smackdown was good last night, as was 205 Live.

Mayans M.C. was excellent last night.

Mr. Mercedes was very good last night.

The Jim Jefferies Show was fucking hilarious last night.

i wept during the episode of the country music documentary last night on PBS. i can remember my grandmother singing me Hank Williams songs when i was really young, like 3 or 4. the memories were flooding back last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be NXT, Big Brother, American Horror Story and A Little Late with Lilly Singh Primetime Special. i watched NXT UK this afternoon, it was really good.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after Manchester United plays in the Europa League. i'm really hoping i will be in a good mood.

i didn't get to bed until 5 this morning. at least i got breakfast in me before noon.

that's all for me kids. i'm off to go watch the Yankees win a division finally.

until tomorrow...

el sabor de la victoria es tan dulce

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Motorhead - 1916
Van Morrison - Dark Night of the Soul
Ryan Bingham - The Poet
Hank Williams - I'll Never Get Out of This World Alive

"Life would be so wonderful if we only knew what to do with it." - Greta Garbo

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: