i didn't even bother to try to sleep in my bed last night. i got roughly 3 1/2 hours of sleep in the chair with ice on my back. needless to say. i am fucking tired.
but first, i would love if you guys would check this out...
the grocery shopping went pretty good today, other than my fucking back aching like hell while in Kroger. now, mom added to the scroll of a grocery list, so it was a chore to keep the bill under $200.
NXT was excellent last night.
Deadliest Catch was good last night.
Hard Knocks was very good last night.
i haven't watched much of the Olympics today. the USA women's basketball team defeated Nigeria today, 88-74.
the Yankees are currently playing game 1 of their doubleheader today at home against the Angels. they are up 5-0, so far. ok, make that 5-2 now.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite and Big Brother.
i'm hoping the weed gummy i just took kicks in and really helps me relax tonight and maybe space out. that will hopefully help my back pain as well.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
i know i need to ice my back down, so that's all for me kids...
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Al menos hoy no estaba tan húmedo
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
L'Imperatrice w/Fabiana Martone - Danza Marilu
Music of 25 - ME
Mondo Cozmo - Wild Horses
Deer Tick - Sacrosanct
The Dresden Dolls - Pretty In Pink
"If you give me enough time, enough leash, I can become pretty reasonable." - Michael Shannon
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
usually, what will happen in the summer is it will start out cool, warm up real fast and then you'll have a chance of thunderstorms in the late afternoon or early evening. rinse and fucking repeat and you have the summers in the midwest. here lately, it is more likely to add in the chance that those storms will get super big or super violent. there is the beauty of a couple generations not believing climate change is real. good times.
the New York Yankees lost last night at the Mets, 4-3, in 10 innings. they are off tonight and start a series at Boston tomorrow night.
AEW Dynamite was excellent last night.
Mayans M.C. was great last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NJPW.
i will hopefully write some poems today while mom is in physical therapy.
i'm not sure if mom wants to go out to eat today or tomorrow. her birthday is tomorrow.
i'm going to try to be on here tomorrow in the morning.
a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poems:
i did the dishes before i went to bed last night. now, i won't say i got great sleep as i saw the clock way too many times overnight. but, i didn't really wake up until almost 10 AM. i'll take it.
the Yankees won both games of the doubleheader yesterday against Cleveland. and both wins were come from behind victories. the Yankees won Game 1, 13-4. they won Game 2, 6-1. they go for the season sweep of Cleveland this afternoon.
WWE Money in the Bank was really good last night. while i'm not very happy that Theory won the men's briefcase, especially since he wasn't added to the match until right before it started, i am fucking so damn happy that Liv Morgan won the women's briefcase and cashed it in to win the Smackdown's women's championship by defeating Ronda Rousey.
enjoy some music:
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on the DVR tonight will be two episodes of We Hunt Together, The Chi, the season finale of The Man Who Fell to Earth, Flatbush Misdemeanors and Westworld.
i'm not sure what else i might watch today. in a perfect world, i would love to get some writing done.
i will probably be on here sometime in the afternoon tomorrow.
i don't really have any plans for July 4th.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
a big thank you to everyone that has checked out the poems i have had published the last couple of days:
i wanted to have this blog done before now. thankfully, the Yankees are in a rain delay right now, so i've got a little more time than i thought i did.
mom once again fell asleep in her physical therapy today. they were working on getting the rocks back in where they should be in her ears. so, her session went about 30 minutes longer than it was supposed to, which threw a couple of screws into the rest of my day. what she doesn't understand is i'm not angry with her over this; i still believe i can overcome anything. the time limits i put on shit are arbitrary as it is. what i can't stand is the little things, the details of life. a slow driver, a grandma that can't make a sharp turn, a stupid motherfucker that pulls out into traffic without looking, etc. etc. part of it is my stubbornness for sure and part of it is i simply expect too much from humanity.
so i wrote 2 poems today. i typed those up and the two i wrote yesterday. i like all of them. i need to get a few more written and i think i'm going to try to get another round of submissions out this month.
here are your 3 videos for this day of National Poetry Month:
the Yankees lost last night to Toronto, 6-4. i should say they lost to Vladimir Guerrero Jr. he hit 3 home runs last night. oh well. if they do play tonight, the Yankees will be trying to get the split in the series.
the New York Rangers defeated Philadelphia last night, 4-0.
AEW Dynamite was excellent last night.
Snowfall was great last night. i can't wait for the season finale next week.
The Masked Singer was crazy last night, as usual.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Young Sheldon, United States of Al, How We Roll, NJPW, Atlanta and Desus & Mero. i watched NXT UK this afternoon on Peacock. it was really good.
i'm not a very religious person anymore. just had two fucks knock on the door from some church not in the area. they are lucky mom answered the door instead of me.
so yeah, i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i do have one of my favorite songs in mind for Good Friday.
that's all for me kids. i need to ice my back down and go figure out dinner. of course, i had lunch less than 3 hours ago, so this should be interesting.
until then...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
odio a la gente estúpida
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Deana Carter - Strawberry Wine
Mondo Cozmo - Electrify My Love
Francis of Delirium - The Funhouse
GA-20 - Jolene
PM Warson - (Don't) Hold Me Down
"I want more out of life than I've gotten." - Loretta Lynn
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
add in some rain, stupid fucking people, some cunt trying to scam me on PayPal, and a trip to the Kroger pharmacy that i will have to make again tomorrow... what a day from fucking hell this has been.
the rain started right about the time i had to take mom to her physical therapy appointment. my arthritis was raging on the highway. that's always fun. i wrote 3 poems while i was there. i typed those up a little bit ago. i really like them. mom fell asleep while she was in her appointment. i figure she is getting closer to death as she spends nearly all her days and nights in bed now. we went to McDonald's for her frozen coke but the line was too long for her patience. i had got a notice while i was in the waiting room at the physical therapy place that someone sent me an invoice on PayPal. i checked that out when i got home. someone said i bought a gun in February. that made me laugh. thankfully, i was able to cancel the invoice. as i told my sister, if it would have been for a better gun, i might have pressed for the weapon. i had to then make a trip to the post office since there was a piece of mail in our mailbox for someone in a town roughly 20 miles from here. after i dropped that off, i went to Kroger. mom was supposed to get two bottles of pills and the eyedrops she gets that are over the counter. the guy gets everything, rings it up, i pay, and away i go. i get home, mom opens it up and starts to laugh. the pills were right. the eyedrops were the 5% kind. she gets the 2% kind. FUCK ME. so, i guess tomorrow i get to take that shit back to Kroger and hopefully get the right one. i'm in so much pain and so fucking frustrated, this is the type of day where i would feel completely justified to take out a few thousand people and just thin the fucking herd. of course, i'll never get to do that, but what a lovely thought...
the Yankees lost last night to Boston, 4-3. they left a small village on base, so i wasn't surprised they lost. they start a series tonight with Toronto. unless the Yankees pitch really good in this series, they will have to hit to even have a fucking chance against the Blue Jays.
the season finale of Billions last night was excellent. i can't wait for the next season of the show.
the season finale of Super Pumped: The Battle for UBER was good last night.
Power Book IV: Force was really good last night. season finale is next week.
Shining Vale was hilarious last night. that season finale is next week as well.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
Game Theory with Bomani Jones was fucking great last night.
here are your 3 videos for this day of National Poetry Month:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw, American Song Contest and Better Things.
i did listen to episode 390 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
i just watched Manchester United piss away chance after chance and then lose in a penalty shootout after 120 minutes. fuck me. so, there goes any chance of winning the FA Cup this season.
i did write some poems last night. i sent out 18 poems today; 3 to The Beatnik Cowboy and 5 each to Synchronized Chaos, Horror Sleaze Trash and Misfit Magazine. when i hear back from these places, i will pass along the verdicts.
Vice News Tonight had two really good shows this week.
Celebrity Big Brother was good last night. i'm not sure who will get eliminated tonight.
enjoy some music:
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on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, Celebrity Big Brother, AEW Rampage and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on Peacock.
the NHL All Star skills competition is tonight as well. i will probably watch some of that.
i will hopefully be on here tomorrow before the Dayton Flyers play at Saint Louis in the afternoon.
we probably got around 6 inches of snow. we have a few drifts out here that are higher than 6. i guess mom has someone coming out in the morning to shovel the driveway and salt it. i am pissed enough right now, i could go out and do it myself. but, i know damn well, my back won't make it through it.
i need to vacuum the house, so that's all for me kids.
i hope everyone has a great weekend.
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
parece que toda mi vida gira en torno al dolor
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Mondo Cozmo - Meant For Livin'
Boy Harsher - Give Me a Reason
The Weeknd - Blinding Lights
Trevor Something - Lovesong
Ted Hawkins - Long As I Can See The Light
"I would like to be remembered as a person who wanted to be free... so other people would also be free." - Rosa Parks
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
when i got into the shower this afternoon, i tried to get the water as warm as possible, just to see if that helped ease the pain in my back at all. mind you, anytime i get into water that is too hot, i have the tendency to pass out. sadly, ice hasn't been that helpful the last few days. if i had no self control, there is a likely chance i would have drank myself to death this weekend. good times.
the poet of the day for this day of National Poetry Month is John Dorsey.
night 2 of WrestleMania 37 was not as good as night 1. now, the main event was great, which may skew the thoughts of some on night 2, but not me. the only other match that i really enjoyed was Kevin Owens vs. Sami Zayn. hopefully, Raw and Smackdown this week clear a few things up.
the Yankees won yesterday over Tampa, 8-4 in 10 innings. they play tonight at Toronto (they are playing home games in Florida because of the pandemic).
the New York Rangers lost in OT last night at the Islanders, 3-2.
the series finale of Shameless was excellent last night.
VICE was good last night.
City on a Hill was very good last night.
Desus & Mero was hilarious last night.
Last Week Tonight was fucking brilliant as usual.
The Nevers was pretty good last night. i think i am going to like the show.
Batwoman was good last night.
enjoy some music:
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on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Monday Night Raw, The Voice and Miz & Mrs.
i listened to episode 338 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
the guy came this morning to install the new blinds. he had them completely installed in under a hour. they are so much better than the other blinds we had. plus, the ones he put in mom's room gives her total darkness. i'm hoping that will help her sleep better.
i didn't get to bed until around 4 this morning. i thought i was being responsible and didn't try to watch everything last night. so i came into my bedroom around 2 in the morning and thought, i should really check my email before i go to bed. 200 emails later and it was 4 in the morning. oh joy.
let's start with the Manchester United game yesterday. when CR7 scored for Juventus with an incredible goal, i kind of just shook my head and figured that was that. thankfully, Mourinho pulled a master class yesterday with his substitutions. when Juan Mata scored on a beautiful free kick to tie the game, i was happy. when a free kick late got put into the net by Juventus to give United the lead, i was fucking ecstatic. both goals came in the last 5 minutes or so of the game. that's exactly the kind of win they needed going into the Manchester derby this weekend. plus, it puts them even closer to making sure they move on in the Champions League.
right after that ended, mom and i went to the Dayton Flyers game. the one thing i am going to hate about our new seats is i am closer to the bench, so i can see the coach of Dayton, Anthony Grant. and that also means, i can see how incompetent he actually is at the job. Dayton was down their senior captain last night, due to injury. so, this genius decides to further fuck the team by not using all of the available players for the game against North Florida. he only played 7 guys. and of course, as what happens when stupid is running the show, 2 of Dayton's players got cramps in the game. honestly, this shit will drive me fucking insane this season. Dayton has the talent to overcome shitty coaching, but that shitty coach just won't let them. Dayton won last night, 78-70. they play again this weekend.
we went to Waffle House after the game. we were the only ones in there this time.
the season finale of Lucha Underground last night was spectacular. the main event was probably the bloodiest match i have seen in years. man, i hope to god there is a season 5.
American Horror Story was really good last night. i hope the season finale next week is even better.
Total Divas was pretty funny last night.
i watched NXT, 2 episodes of NXT UK and 205 Live this morning. all of them were really good, especially NXT.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, We Are Not Done Yet, The Big Bang Theory, Young Sheldon and The Voice.
i might watch some of the NFL tonight or maybe the MLS playoff game tonight between Portland and Seattle. or maybe some NBA as well.
holy fuck, i just made the mistake of seeing the weather forecast for the next few days. the chance for fucking snow. fuck me. of course it might snow tomorrow, i have to go to the grocery store.
i'll be on here sometime in the afternoon tomorrow i suppose.
that's all for me kids.
Tres hombres con silbatos, ciegos, no buenos.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Broken Bells - Holding on for Life
Mondo Cozmo - Your Motherfucker
P.M. Dawn - Set Adrift on Memory Bliss
"Despair has its own calms." - Bram Stoker
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so Debbie pushed all the right buttons today and i gave her the line i had in my head knowing this day was coming. "at 45, i would hope you know about choices and consequences. you wanted change, this was what you got." as you might imagine, that did not go over well. the best part of the long ass stupid argument today was her believing my mental health is on shaky ground and needs attended to. pot, meet kettle. i left the option to her if she wanted to end the friendship or not. she was too much of a pussy to give me an answer, even though she pretty much gave me her answer in the update on the Gofundme page. i laugh at her belief that i'm upset at her not doing things the right way. there is no right way when fighting cancer. it's called whatever works. she never could get that into her head. she would rather have me tell her how good of a job she was doing and constantly need that affirmation every fucking hour of every fucking day. for someone who brags about being this bad ass and so damn tough because of surviving the streets... and so fucking unwilling to just admit the truth. this shit is scaring the shit out of her. and it should. it's life and death type shit now. and god forbid that i want her to use the social worker, use all the damn resources available to make things as easy as possible. and Debbie never wants to admit, she chose Colorado because weed was legal. i'm not sure you can complain about not having anyone there for you when that was never a concern when going there in the first place. but, once again, what the fuck do i know.
what truly pisses me off about this is i am falling madly in love with this woman in Rome, Italy and i can't fucking enjoy it because my best friend needs to have a fucking argument every fucking day.
and i am an asshole for saying she needs some psychological help immediately. her reply is i will never treat mine. that made me laugh.
i did get up this morning after some really shitty sleep. my left ankle has really been bothering me here lately. i can constantly feel the pressure building up in it. when i crack it (like cracking your knuckles), there is some relief, but it feels like it's just jammed right into my foot. good times. that had me tossing and turning for most of the night.
the grocery store was kind of dead this morning. and of course, they didn't have everything i needed. so, i had to go to the local grocery store to get everything else. all in all, i got it all done before noon. that includes getting gas as well. so, at least i got it all done before it got too fucking hot today. they are saying it's going to feel like 100 for the next few days. joy.
Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.
Big Brother was pretty good last night.
Lip Sync Battle was much better than i thought it was going to be last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be VICE, 2 episodes of NJPW, Major League Wrestling and Real Time with Bill Maher.
the New York Yankees play Boston tonight at home. the Yankees are 1 game behind in the standings, so this is a pretty big series before July hits. hopefully, the Yankees win tonight and win the series.
i wasn't shocked that LeBron opted out today. at least everyone knows what the summer is going to be about in the NBA.
i will probably be on here tomorrow after the World Cup games are over. tomorrow France takes on Argentina and Portugal plays Uruguay. both of those games should be really good.
i hope everyone has a great weekend. if it is hotter than shit where you are, enjoy the air conditioning or remember to drink a little more water than liquor.
todo lo que siempre quise fue que alguien me amara tanto como yo los amaba.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Marshmello - Summer
St. Paul & The Broken Bones - Apollo
Mondo Cozmo - Your Motherfucker
Concrete Blonde - Rosalie
Vic Chesnutt - Flirted With You All My Life
"When you're in love it's the most glorious two and a half days of your life." - Richard Lewis
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
July 1st means so many things... happy birthday to Canada, and to most sports fans, welcome to the silly season. where athletes will become overpaid snobs, where Manchester United will be linked with every good player on the planet, where the New York Rangers will spend too much money on someone too old, and where the Sacramento Kings will never get anyone they really wanted.
i certainly wasn't expecting the New York Yankees to do much last night. i figured getting in at 6 AM, they would still be asleep for the game. thankfully, i was wrong. the Yankees fell behind early but woke up in time to score a ton of runs, enough that the Astros brought in an outfielder to pitch the 9th. the Yankees won 13-4 last night. after the game, i heard the news that the team was calling up Clint Frazier. this was the prospect they got in the Andrew Miller trade last season. i will be VERY interested to see him play.
NJPW was excellent last night. i could definitely see why Kenny Omega vs. Okada II broke the internet a couple weeks ago. i can't wait for the LIVE NJPW event tonight on AXS TV. hopefully it will be amazing and finally give the WWE some competition in this country.
Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious as always last night. sadly, the show is taking July off.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NJPW and ROH.
we had 1.3 inches of rain last night. thankfully, i had enough rum that i managed to get a few hours of sleep.
USA men's national team will play a warm up against Ghana today. that should be a good game to get them ready for the Gold Cup.
some of the NBA contracts last night were incredibly ridiculous. and i couldn't fucking believe Indiana traded Paul George for just 2 players and nothing else. that's someone who is trying to get fired there.
i guess the New York Rangers will have a new backup goalie soon after noon. i suppose Ondrej Pavelec will be able to backup The King. i'm also expecting them to sign a couple forwards and probably an overpriced defenseman today.
that's all for me kids. i hope everyone has a great Saturday. call if you need bail money.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The Phantoms - Watch Me
Mondo Cozmo - Shine
The Black Crowes - Bad Luck Blue Eyes Goodbye (Live)
Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - Push the Sky Away
"Being hot never hurts!" - Debbie Harry
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
while i was watching the final seconds tick away last night as the Dayton Flyers were losing to Wichita State, i tried to focus on the positive. i tried to think about the good times these seniors had over the last 4 years. but, my mind eventually came back to what if #5 wouldn't have died before the season? what if their highest scorer wouldn't have gone 1 out of 10 for the game? what if the selection committee would have actually given Wichita State the seed it deserved? what if there was an actually competent officiating crew that did this game? once again, the officials robbed Dayton of having a decent chance to win a game it absolutely could have. if Dayton got 1 call down the stretch of the game, then Wichita State got about 10. it doesn't help that Scoochie and KP were the only Dayton players to make more than 1 shot the entire fucking game. plus, it's really fucking hard to win when you get out rebounded by 19. and what absolutely pains me the most is the best senior class in Dayton history ends its career on 3 straight losses. Dayton lost 64-58.
i'd really like to thank Wichita State's head coach for the class he showed after the game, especially when talking about Archie Miller and the Flyers seniors. and i'd also like to thank him for publicly blasting the committee for shitting on every non power school in the tournament. hopefully they fucking get their revenge on Kentucky on Sunday.
the New York Rangers lost last night to Florida, 4-3 in a shootout. that's the 6th straight home game the Rangers have lost. i guess they must believe they have already clinched a playoff spot now. they play on the road tonight in Minnesota.
VICE was excellent last night.
NJPW was excellent as well last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was fucking hilarious last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be ROH.
i will probably watch some college basketball tonight although i really couldn't give a shit who wins now.
my sister is bringing lunch, so she should be here soon. when i get done with that, i'll be heading to the grocery store.
i'll be on here tomorrow, most likely after Manchester United plays in the morning.
i hope everyone has a great Saturday. call if you need bail money.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Led Zeppelin - When The Levee Breaks
Mondo Cozmo - Shine
Gary Clark Jr. - When My Train Pulls In (Live)
Iron Maiden - Run to the Hills
"Most of American life consists of driving somewhere and then returning home, wondering why the hell you went." - John Updike
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