so, my dead to me sister filed a formal complaint about my mother's doctor. now, the hilarious thing is, they had no fucking clue who was her mother and wouldn't have figured it out until mom called this morning. and mom is doing the smart thing, she is making sure my dead to me sister will never have any access to her healthcare ever again. i will have to take mom to the doctor's office later today to fill out that paperwork. so, my dead to me sister did text mom yesterday to wish her happy mother's day and then proceeded to bitch mom out and let her know that she was removing mom and myself from her life insurance and will, etc. so, there are two more calls that mom has to make to get that shit changed on her end as well. when mom told me about the life insurance, it all clicked in for me. my sister has achieved the dream my father never could. she will now have no need to ever think about us ever again. she will just think about the ones she wants to think about. i hope my dead to me sister enjoys that lonely experience she has coming. she isn't cut out for it and will learn the hard lesson... when i burn a fucking bridge down, it stays the fuck down.
the New York Yankees spilt their doubleheader yesterday against the Texas Rangers. they won the first game, 2-1. they lost the second game, 4-2. the finale of the series will be this afternoon.
here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs yesterday:
here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs yesterday:
WWE WrestleMania Backlash was very good last night.
VICE was very good last night.
The Man Who Fell To Earth was excellent last night.
Ziwe was fucking hilarious last night.
Barry was great last night.
The Baby was excellent last night.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
Gaslit was very good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw and the grand finale of American Song Contest.
the New York Rangers play Game 4 in Pittsburgh tonight. i'm really hoping the Rangers can tie the series.
mom isn't going to her physical therapy appointment today. my dead to me sister pissed my mother off so much this weekend that she made herself sick. thankfully, she snapped out of it last night and accepted the consequences of not taking any pills for a day.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
i don't think my dead to me sister has cut off our phones yet. but, for those of you i normally text with, if you don't hear from me for a couple of days, you'll know what has happened. i think we're down to in out debate either going with T-Mobile, Consumer Cellular or Mint Mobile. i'm really hoping mom makes up her mind soon.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
quemaré un puente con gente todavía en él
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Branzino - Golden Days
Nina Simone - Feeling Good
Bush - Alien
Grateful Dead - Ripple
Kendrick Lamar - The Heart Part 5
"Poetry is an orphan of silence. The words never quite equal the experience behind them."
- Charles Simic
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so, after i got done at the UPS store yesterday, i headed over to Big Lots. they had nothing, completely wiped out of any baseball or basketball cards. well fuck. i went to the Dollar Store right next door, and they didn't have anything either. well shit.
i got home in time to watch the Yankees game. when they fell behind yesterday, 4-1, i was very interested if they could come from behind and win. sure enough, the Yankees scored the next 5 runs to sweep the series, 6-4. that's 9 straight wins.3 straight series sweeps. they start a series tonight in Toronto against the Blue Jays.
i did catch some MLS games yesterday. that new stadium in Nashville looks good.
here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs yesterday:
VICE was good last night.
The Man Who Fell To Earth was excellent last night.
Ziwe was fucking hilarious last night.
Gaslit was amazing last night.
Barry was great last night.
The Baby was creepy as hell last night. loved it.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw and American Song Contest.
i did listen to episode 393 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can listen to that by going here:
so, after a few days of really nice weather, it got cold again. we're under a freeze warning for tonight. thankfully, we haven't put out any flowers yet.
mom wanted McDonald's for breakfast this morning. i must have picked the right time to go as there was no line at the Brookville one. of course the trade off for that was the frozen Coke mom wanted wasn't available.
Monday Night Raw was really good last night.
American Song Contest was good last night.
the series finale of Better Things was excellent last night. i will miss this show.
here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:
here are your 3 videos for this day of National Poetry Month:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT, Young Rock, Name That Tune, Mayans and Deadliest Catch.
the Yankees start a series tonight at home against Baltimore. hopefully, they will win.
the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Carolina. they are 4 points behind Carolina for the division title. so, i would love if the Rangers would beat them tonight just to put a little seed of doubt into their heads.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get all the grocery shopping done.
until then kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
con suerte, una ducha caliente ayudará a estos viejos huesos
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Bonnie Raitt - Made Up Mind
Katie Knipp - Chamomile and Cocaine
Lana Del Rey - Video Games
Norah Jones - Come Away With Me
Cat Power - The Greatest
"Poetry's a thing that belongs to everyone." - Natasha Trethewey
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so, today went nowhere close to as planned. mom fell this morning. my guess is she tried to sit on the edge of the bed and fell right off. thankfully, she didn't hit her head. but, she was shaken enough that she decided to cancel her physical therapy appointment today. so, instead of going to that, i had to run over to the local insurance company after my nap today and take a bunch of shit they needed to copy to verify that we are citizens and can keep our health insurance. and of course, right as i left the house to do that, it started fucking raining cats and dogs. fuck me.
the Yankees won yesterday over Cleveland, 10-2. i had a good laugh watching the post game shit on the Cleveland channel. they talked about how the players were so upset after Saturday and then play their worst game of the season on Sunday. i just laughed and thought karma is a motherfucker. the Yankees are off today and start a series against Baltimore tomorrow.
i did watch a few MLS games over the weekend.
Barry was fucking great last night.
The Baby was very good last night.
Gaslit was excellent last night.
The Man Who Fell to Earth was really, really good last night.
here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs yesterday:
here are your 3 videos for this day of National Poetry Month:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw, American Song Contest and the series finale of Better Things.
i did listen to episode 392 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
so, mom woke me up at 4 in the morning last night / this morning. she was talking to herself loud enough that it woke me. i went into her room and she was fully dressed, holding her walker like she was getting ready to leave. i asked her what the fuck was she doing and she said just getting ready to go and then looked at the clock and saw the time. she was like oh shit, 4 again, crazy time. she then looked at the stuffed animals on her bed and said i don't think he's happy with me. i told her to get into bed and go back to fucking sleep. needless to say i really didn't have that luxury. i was up by 6:30, putting the dishes away and making her coffee. and people wonder why i sleep like shit most fucking days.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
until then...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
que pasa cuando el dolor llega a ser demasiado
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Jason Isbell & The 400 Unit - Cigarettes and Wine (Live)
Lyle Lovett - She's No Lady (Live)
Otis Wilkins - Kamakura
Ryan Bingham - The Poet
The SteelDrivers - Ghosts of Mississippi
"The lullaby is the spell whereby the mother attempts to transform herself back from an ogre to a saint." - James Fenton
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i got a little better sleep last night. of course, that meant i was running behind this morning. i did get mom to her doctor's appointment on time. they want her to have a new MRI done on her back. they believe since the last injection didn't work, they might have to make the next one stronger. the new MRI, whenever the insurance approves it, will show how much stronger they should go. she also could be eligible to have a device installed in her that will work to rewrite some of the pain that gets sent on the spinal cord. this part excites me because it is very much like right out of a science fiction novel. knowing my mother, she'll have no interest in that. after we got done there, we drove out to her bank. she had a check to deposit. her eyes were bothering her the whole time. i'm guessing she is going blind. after that, we drove back home, picking up lunch at McDonalds along the way.
Monday Night Raw was good last night but could have been much better.
Better Things was excellent last night. next week is the series finale.
American Song Contest was good last night.
here are your 3 videos for this day of National Poetry Month:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT, Young Rock, Name That Tune, Deadliest Catch and two episodes of Mayans.
Manchester United plays in a little bit at Liverpool. no CR7 today as his young son died yesterday. i really feel for him and the mother of the child. i'm hoping for the best today for United, but i know it will take a miracle to get even a point out of today's game.
the New York Yankees play tonight at Detroit.
the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Winnipeg.
i know at some point tonight i am going to get the trash picked up and get it out and down to the curb.
here are your NBA playoffs highlights from last night:
i should be on here tomorrow after i get all the grocery shopping done.
i know at some point in the next day or so i need to go to the bank and i need to get my laundry done.
that's all for me kids.
i'm going to go ice my back and hope that United doesn't get killed today.
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
mi cuerpo ha visto días mejores
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Andrew Sheppard - Steady Machine
Monsoon - Don't Move
strongboi - Fool Around
Rell Be Free - $FreeMunny
Plato III - Give 'Em Hell
"Sometimes life gives us lessons sent in ridiculous packaging." - Dar Williams
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
April 18th and it fucking snowed. of course. it is supposed to snow some more tonight. but don't worry, it will be in the 70's by Wednesday. and people think i'm crazy when i say there is a conspiracy between mother nature and the medical industry to keep all of us fucking sick all the time.
Easter went well for the most part here. i'm not sure why my sister thought it would be good to make lemon pepper chicken, red potatoes and asparagus in the smallest fucking pan she could find. the baseball cards my mother got me were pretty good. i did get some decent rookie cards in the hanger box. all in all, other than the obvious fucking tension between my mother and sister, i thought the day went well.
the Yankees pissed away a wonderful start from Nestor Cortes yesterday. he struck out 12 and only walked 1 in 5 innings yesterday. of course, the offense didn't do shit as usual, and the Yankees lost 5-0. thankfully, the Yankees are off tonight. they start a series in Detroit tomorrow.
here are your 3 videos for this day of National Poetry Month:
the season finale of Power Book IV: Force was excellent last night.
the season finale of Shining Vale was hilarious last night.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
the season finale of Game Theory with Bomani Jones was really good last night.
here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs yesterday:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw, Better Things and American Song Contest.
mom's physical therapy appointment went well today. i wrote 2 poems while that was going on. i typed those up when we got back home. i think i just about have enough poems to get another batch of submissions out in the next day or two.
i did listen to episode 391 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can hear that by going here:
i should be on here tomorrow before Manchester United plays at Liverpool tomorrow. mom has a doctor's appointment in the morning. then, i think i have to take her to the bank to deposit a check and get some money out. if all goes well, i'll be home in time to write a blog before United plays. if not, i'll write it after the match.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
a la mierda la nieve
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Cowboy Junkies - Powderfinger
Ryan Bingham - Bluebird
My Best Fiend - On the Shores of the Infinite
Tom Waits - Jersey Girl
Chris Stapleton - Cold
"Anything for a quiet life." - Thomas Middleton
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so, i got in a really good nap this afternoon. get enough ice on the back and i'm out with a snap of the fingers. mom and i decided to get our absentee ballots done today. when i went to put the stamps on the envelopes, that was when i realized we only had 1 stamp let. well shit, time to make a trip to the post office. so, i pull up there and park on the street behind another SUV. that driver was coming out of the post office and sure enough, it was the cousin that molested me as a child. that is always the subtle reminder that no matter what good i do in the world, how nice i am to other people, how giving of my time i am, none of it fucking matters as the universe will always hate me.
i guess Kroger can't get the 2% eyedrops that mom needs in anymore. so, i get to take the 5% ones back, i have no clue when, and get the money back for them. i guess mom found the 2% ones on Amazon.com. of course, i guess that is where all of us will be getting our pills soon.
the Yankees lost last night, 3-0, to Toronto. hard to win when you only get 4 hits. hopefully, they will do better tonight.
American Song Contest was pretty good last night.
Better Things was excellent last night.
Monday Night Raw was good last night.
here are your 3 videos for this day of National Poetry Month:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT, Young Rock and Name That Tune.
the New York Rangers play at home tonight against Carolina. since Carolina is 2 points ahead of them in the standings, tonight might as well be a playoff game.
the USWNT plays again tonight against Uzbekistan.
i have a full day of shit tomorrow. i have to have the Highlander to the dealership by 9:30 in the morning. i'm hoping the check engine light is nothing major. if all goes well, i will then have all the grocery shopping to do. and i will probably have to get gas at some point tomorrow. and try to do all of this while dealing with thunderstorms all day long. joy.
thanks to everyone for checking out my latest published poem:
add in some rain, stupid fucking people, some cunt trying to scam me on PayPal, and a trip to the Kroger pharmacy that i will have to make again tomorrow... what a day from fucking hell this has been.
the rain started right about the time i had to take mom to her physical therapy appointment. my arthritis was raging on the highway. that's always fun. i wrote 3 poems while i was there. i typed those up a little bit ago. i really like them. mom fell asleep while she was in her appointment. i figure she is getting closer to death as she spends nearly all her days and nights in bed now. we went to McDonald's for her frozen coke but the line was too long for her patience. i had got a notice while i was in the waiting room at the physical therapy place that someone sent me an invoice on PayPal. i checked that out when i got home. someone said i bought a gun in February. that made me laugh. thankfully, i was able to cancel the invoice. as i told my sister, if it would have been for a better gun, i might have pressed for the weapon. i had to then make a trip to the post office since there was a piece of mail in our mailbox for someone in a town roughly 20 miles from here. after i dropped that off, i went to Kroger. mom was supposed to get two bottles of pills and the eyedrops she gets that are over the counter. the guy gets everything, rings it up, i pay, and away i go. i get home, mom opens it up and starts to laugh. the pills were right. the eyedrops were the 5% kind. she gets the 2% kind. FUCK ME. so, i guess tomorrow i get to take that shit back to Kroger and hopefully get the right one. i'm in so much pain and so fucking frustrated, this is the type of day where i would feel completely justified to take out a few thousand people and just thin the fucking herd. of course, i'll never get to do that, but what a lovely thought...
the Yankees lost last night to Boston, 4-3. they left a small village on base, so i wasn't surprised they lost. they start a series tonight with Toronto. unless the Yankees pitch really good in this series, they will have to hit to even have a fucking chance against the Blue Jays.
the season finale of Billions last night was excellent. i can't wait for the next season of the show.
the season finale of Super Pumped: The Battle for UBER was good last night.
Power Book IV: Force was really good last night. season finale is next week.
Shining Vale was hilarious last night. that season finale is next week as well.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
Game Theory with Bomani Jones was fucking great last night.
here are your 3 videos for this day of National Poetry Month:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw, American Song Contest and Better Things.
i did listen to episode 390 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
so, i had another night where i got to bed around 5 AM. good times. i was up a little after 8 AM this time. i did manage to get a few hours this afternoon in my massage chair. the joys of a little ice on the back and a boring ass baseball game. that always does the trick. of course, i could have done without the rain today. fuck,
here are your three videos for this day of National Poetry Month:
so, Kansas won the national championship last night over North Carolina. i'm really happy i didn't have any money on the game.
Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.
Better Things was excellent last night.
American Song Contest had some very good songs on it last night.
late last night i listened to episode 389 of Notsam Wrestling. you can hear that by going here:
i got to bed around 5 AM this morning. i was up and out of bed at 9 AM. my mother pretty much fell asleep at the same time i did. she got out of bed today at 4 PM. i would have to slip into a coma to ever sleep that long.
i went to the bank today. for some fucking reason, the bank i normally go to was closed. so, i had to drive a town over to go to that bank. that took way longer than it should have. after that, i drove back to Trotwood to go to Big Lots. i had a coupon to use. of course, they didn't have any baseball, football or basketball cards. i found the Jim Beam coffee i like. i also got a new mat for our front door. a couple of toys (Batman, Star Wars) and a better storage box for the cards. i was hoping it would come up to $40 so i could use the coupon i had. it was $33. fuck.
night 2 of WrestleMania was good last night. not as good as night 1, but i think it was better than what i was expecting. i'm hoping that Monday Night Raw tonight is fucking crazy.
the New York Rangers lost last night to the Flyers, 4-3 in a shootout. i'm happy they were able to at least get a fucking point out of the game.
Billions was good last night. the season finale is next week.
Super Pumped: The Battle for UBER was good last night. that season finale is next week as well.
Shining Vale was hilarious last night.
Last Week Tonight was BRILLIANT as usual.
Game Theory with Bomani Jones was excellent last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw, Better Things and American Song Contest.
here are your three videos for this day of National Poetry Month:
we did have some rain here this morning. that's probably why i was up at 9 to be honest. any chance of me sleeping peacefully in the rain died with my youth.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
until then kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck Putin.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
Me encanta un dolor de cabeza que surge de la nada.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
TV Girl x Jordana - Jump the Turnstile
Dirty Heads - That's All I Need
Sinead O'Connor - Drink Before the War
Silk Sonic - Leave The Door Open
Chris Stapleton - Cold
"Love is like a virus. It can happen to anybody at any time." - Maya Angelou
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
