so, i wrote another 3 poems last night. that makes 17 in the last 5 days. these were some of my darker or darkest poems as i was not in a good headspace last night. try thinking of death for nearly 17 hours and see how good you feel while trying to write. but, i did get some decent sleep after that. so, away we go.
the Yankees won last night at home against Detroit, 2-1. nothing quite like a bottom of the ninth comeback. hopefully, they will win again today.
here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:
here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night.
Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both really good last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was good last night.
Jerrod Carmichael Reality Show was excellent last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Saturday Night Live.
i will be watching WWE Backlash this afternoon. given that it is in France, the crowd should be amazing.
i also will be watching the Kentucky Derby today.
i'm sure i will watch some of the NBA and NHL playoffs today as well.
i should be on here tomorrow in the morning, most likely.
i hope everyone has a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Que el cuarto esté contigo
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Tanerelle - Let Me In
speakeazie - Jamie, You're No Good For Me
Little Feat - Spanish Moon (Alternate Version)
Chris Stapleton - I Should Have Known It
Sturgill Simpson - I'd Have to be Crazy
"I have been enlightened. I have fallen into poetry and it has swallowed me up." - Keith Haring
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
the New York Yankees lost last night at Tampa, 5-4. hopefully, they will find a way to win today. and yes, i wrote that knowing they will most likely lose.
Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both really good last night.
AEW Rampage was crazy last night.
A Black Lady Sketch Show was fucking hilarious last night.
here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night.
here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
nothing on the DVR tonight.
i do plan on watching some of the NBA and NHL playoffs tonight.
the New York Knicks play at Miami this afternoon. the series is tied 1-1.
i do plan to watch the Kentucky Derby when i get back from Menards.
and i'm sure i will watch some of the MLS tonight as well.
i will be watching WWE Backlash tonight on Peacock. it looks like it should be a really good show.
i am going to try to be on here tomorrow before Manchester United plays at West Ham.
i hope everyone has an amazing Saturday.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
otro día para abrir las ventanas
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The Jazzual Suspects - Blue Vaka
12 Rods - My Year (This Is Going To Be)
Modern Fools - Wasting
Grant-Lee Phillips - Billy Bowlegs / Red River
Margo Price - Change Of Heart (EP)
"Dreams are often most profound when they seem the most crazy." - Sigmund Freud
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers out there. i hope you have a wonderful day.
yesterday might have been one of the crazier days of my life. after thinking about the bullshit my sister did yesterday, the more i think she planned the whole thing out. i didn't include in the blog yesterday that my sister came back (she forgot some of her shit in the bathroom) and as she was leaving a second time, she gave my mother a ring back. now, this was the ring my father gave my mother for their 20th wedding anniversary. this was a ring my sister asked my mother to give her, which she did. the fact that my sister made a point to give it back to my mother and say pawn it, chop it up, whatever, i don't fucking want it anymore, makes me believe my sister thinks she was proving a point. as i told a friend last night, my belief is my sister doesn't want to be a part of this family and i am proceeding as that is the way it is going to be from this point forward. now, what truly pisses me off, that person that used to be known as my sister, knows mom can't handle stress that well. knows that mom's health is failing her. so, i was the lucky one that got to see her shit and puke the rest of the fucking day and night. and here it is noon on Sunday and she hasn't made it out of her bedroom yet. i know for a fact, that if my former sister would have it her way, mom would be in a nursing home and forgotten about. yet, i'm the asshole that wants to respect her wishes and watch it play out, as painfully as it could be. now, i'm one that knows how to hold a fucking grudge until the bitter fucking end. and knowing my former sister never let mom know if she made it back home yesterday or contacted her at all, and the level of stress and worry that gives my mother, my former sister is probably a few hours away from being dead to me FOREVER.
the New York Rangers lost to Pittsburgh last night, 7-4. Pittsburgh is now up 2-1 in the series. next game is Monday night.
here are your highlights from the rest of the NHL playoffs yesterday:
i did watch the Kentucky Derby yesterday. i wish the State of Ohio would get its head out of its ass and get sports betting going in this state. when an 80-1 shot wins the Kentucky Derby, i would have loved to had a little piece of that action.
here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs yesterday:
i did watch a little of the MLS games yesterday:
Saturday Night Live was pretty funny last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Barry, The Baby, Last Week Tonight, Gaslit, VICE, The Man Who Fell To Earth and Ziwe. i'll be watching WWE WrestleMania Backlash for most of the evening on Peacock.
oh yeah, as for the Manchester United game. i didn't see much of it as i had to miss the start since i had to run to a different pharmacy and gets the pills called in for my mother before the pharmacy closed. thankfully, i got there with about 8 minutes to spare. by the time i got home, United was already down 1-0. they must have just quit since the final score was 4-0. Brighton whipped them from what the highlights showed. this finally takes away any chance of finishing in the top 4. and as i have said earlier, i won't be surprised when they fail to finish in the top 6.
the New York Yankees play a doubleheader at home today against the Texas Rangers. i guess the rain has finally cleared out of New York. hopefully, the Yankees will win both games today.
and hopefully, my mother will get out of bed and actually feel like eating something today and maybe opening the funny ass gift i got her and the card.
i did do a little poetry work late last night. if i find the time today, i will send those 8 poems out.
i hope everyone had a better Saturday than i did. and i hope your Sunday will be even better than that.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
feliz día de la madre
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Natalie Maines - Mother
Beyonce - BLACK PARADE
Adele - Hello
Brandi Carlile - Creep (Live)
Aretha Franklin - Bridge Over Troubled Water (Live)
"Suffering is not good for the soul, unless it teaches you to stop suffering." - Jane Roberts
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so, i am in a bit of shock this morning. my sister got into it with me over our mother this morning. she doesn't like the way i am being her caretaker. my sister doesn't like that mom doesn't have every single pill she needs to take labeled and already into where it needs to go for her to take it. she then complained to me about what the doctor's office gives her after her visits. i explained to my sister that mom is an adult. i treat her as such. there are days where she doesn't feel like living. i respect that because i respect her rights. i told my sister i have come to terms with the fact that mom is going to die and i'm not going to force her to take her pills if she doesn't want to. add in the fact that mom wasn't exactly hungry this morning and that set my sister off. she packed all her shit and told us before she left she is cutting off our phones on Monday, so we need to figure that shit out.
so yeah, Happy Mother's Day.
i joked with mom, see what happens when a caffeine addict doesn't get her coffee in the morning. basically, my sister doesn't want to be involved, but when she is, it has to be done her way or she takes her ball and goes home.
this isn't how i thought my Saturday morning was going to start. fuck me.
mom did have her MRI yesterday. i wrote 5 poems while she was having that done. i'm really hoping the MRI shows what is going on and hopefully allows the doctors to figure out the next steps. as for the poems, i really liked them. i typed them up around 2 AM or so. i will hopefully get some poems out later today or tomorrow.
Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both pretty good last night.
AEW Rampage was very good last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was very funny last night.
A Black Lady Sketch Show was fucking hilarious last night. the season finale is next week.
here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:
here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Saturday Night Live.
Manchester United plays at Brighton today.
i do plan on watching the Kentucky Derby today.
the New York Rangers play Game 3 tonight in Pittsburgh. hopefully, the boys can get a victory tonight.
the Yankees got rained out today, again. the series against the Texas Rangers will now be a doubleheader on Sunday and a day game on Monday.
i guess i'll spend the rest of today going over cell plans and figuring out the best thing for mom and i to do. i know i want to get the phones switched to wherever before my sister cuts them off. if she does that, i guarantee you it will be at some time Monday morning.
that's all for me today kids.
thanks for listening to my little slice of dysfunction.
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
Amo a alguien que se enoja cuando no se sale con la suya todo el tiempo.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Moon Palace - It's a Shame
Paolo Nutini - Iron Sky
Goose - Green River (Live)
Guided By Voices - Who Wants To Go Hunting
Anna Calvi - Tommy
"The aim of argument, or of discussion, should not be victory, but progress." - Joseph Joubert
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well, when i saw the fans invade Old Trafford today, i was a little shocked. i know there was to be protests today over the Glazers and their shitty ownership of Manchester United. i had no clue they were going to invade the stadium and do damage. i have no clue if United and Liverpool are going to play later today or not now. good times.
the Yankees won yesterday over the Tigers, 6-4. they go for the sweep this afternoon.
i did watch the Kentucky Derby yesterday. i wasn't expecting a wire to wire win.
the New York Rangers lost last night to the Islanders, 3-0. the nail is just about in the coffin now on this season.
ROH was really good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Batwoman, The Nevers, Mare of Easttown, Last Week Tonight, City on a Hill and Desus & Mero.
had a nice little chat with an old friend yesterday. looks like we might be trying to meet sometime this coming week. i told her i would have my people get in touch with her people, etc.
i liked what the New Orleans Saints did in the NFL Draft yesterday. i thought they filled what holes they had on the team.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get back from the bank.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. hope your Sunday will be even better.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
wear your mask.
get the shot.
ha pasado una década desde que tuve relaciones sexuales
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The Black Crowes - Thorn In My Pride (Live)
Will Hoge - Woman Be Strong
Marcus King - Beautiful Stranger
Steve Earle - Colorado Girl
"I still look at myself and want to improve." - David Beckham
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
there was a little frost on the ground this morning. thankfully, that is gone by now. tomorrow is supposed to get up to 80. welcome to Spring in Ohio.
i had a blood blister on my right big toe for the last few days. i finally got it to pop the other night. good times.
the New York Yankees won last night over Detroit, 10-0. hopefully, they will do that again this afternoon.
Smackdown and 205 Live were both really good last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was good last night.
A Black Lady Sketch Show was fucking hilarious last night.
i did like what the New Orleans Saints did in the draft last night. you can never go wrong with anybody from Ohio St. and they got a cornerback from Stanford that might be the steal of the draft. hopefully, they finish up the draft today with some more great players.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be ROH.
the New York Rangers play tonight at the Islanders. i'm hoping they actually put forth an effort tonight.
i will probably watch some of the NFL Draft today, which is going on now.
the Kentucky Derby is today as well. i will watch that later this afternoon.
hopefully, i will be on here tomorrow before Manchester United plays at home against Liverpool.
thanks to everyone for checking out my latest published poem:
it never fails. i went to bed around around 2:30 last night. sure enough, 6:30 this morning i was out of bed to go to the bathroom. i knew i wasn't going to fall back asleep, so i took my blood sugar, got the morning paper and decided to try and actually write some poems. thankfully, i wrote 4 poems this morning. i typed those up and i am pretty pleased with how they came out.
i know i should have more poems to type up soon as i will be stuck in the Highlander over in Indiana when mom is having her oral surgery done. so, i'm looking to get some poems out next weekend i imagine.
the Yankees lost again last night, 6-1 to Baltimore. when Gerrit Cole struck out 8 of the first 9 batters he faced, there would have been no way to convince me this would end up being another game in the loss column for him. the Yankees offense is fucking inept at the moment. they will try to split the series this afternoon.
i did watch the Kentucky Derby yesterday. i was a little surprised to see Authentic win.
here are your highlights from the NBA last night:
here are your NHL highlights from last night:
ROH was pretty good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, Lovecraft Country, The Vow, Love Fraud, We Hunt Together and Power Book II: Ghost.
i will probably watch some of the NBA and NHL playoffs today.
i actually got enough sleeves this time to get all my baseball, hockey, basketball and football cards ready to be sold. now, i just need to put them in some fucking order and get the word out.
i don't have a clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
it certainly doesn't feel like Labor Day weekend, that's for sure.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. hope your Sunday is even better.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
wear your mask.
el dulce alivio de la muerte
music:
Marcy Playground - Sex and Candy
Nine Inch Nails - Physical (You're So)
The Cure - Lullaby
Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This)
"I'm in competition with myself and I'm losing" - Roger Waters
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so, i knew i wanted to get some things done today, and i did. i just wanted to have them all done way before now. oh well...
i did fill up the Highlander today. i have to drive mom over to Indiana for her visit to the oral surgeon. i figured it would be best if i had a full tank when i did that. before i got the gas, i went to the drugstore to get some things. i tried my luck with the baseball cards again and sure enough, i got another hit in one of those boxes from Fairfield. a 2016 Topps Chrome Carl Edwards Jr. rookie card that is autographed. that's worth more than what i paid for the entire box. i also got some 2020 Donruss Optic that had some really good cards in it. all in all, i'm pleased. i also got the second portion of my order from Amazon.com, so i'm hoping i have enough sleeves to get all the cards done and i can start compiling my lists to start selling these damn things.
Smackdown and 205 Live last night were both really good.
Room 104 last night was fucking crazy.
the Yankees split the doubleheader yesterday against the Orioles. they won the first game, 6-5, in extra innings. they lost the second game, 6-3. that ended their 19 game winning streak against Baltimore. hopefully, they will win tonight, but with how they are playing, i'm not going to be shocked if they find another way to lose.
here are your NBA highlights from last night:
here are your NHL highlights from last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be ROH.
i'll probably watch some of the NBA and NHL playoffs tonight.
and i will hopefully get to see some of the Kentucky Derby.
i did watch a little of college football today. it just feels weird not watching Ohio State on a Saturday.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
i am hoping to get a little writing done tonight. i've got a few thoughts swimming in my head, so i know something is coming.
that is all for me kids.
i hope you have a great Saturday.
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
wear your mask.
sigo soñando contigo desnuda
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Dusty Springfield - No Easy Way Down
Led Zeppelin - When The Levee Breaks
Morphine - Hanging on a Curtain
Tori Amos - Putting The Damage On
"You can't fake listening. It shows." - Raquel Welch
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i woke up this morning at halftime of the Manchester United game. they were winning 1-0, so i was tempted to not watch the game at all. but, after taking the morning piss and my blood sugar, i decided to watch the second half. silly me to think United would beat a team that has already been relegated. United hit the woodwork a couple times but ultimately couldn't get more than a 1-1 draw at Huddersfield. with Chelsea's 3-0 win today, United is eliminated from having any chance to finish in the top 4 of the Premier League. joy. not sure how they are going to get players to come to a team that will play in the Europa League next season. but honestly, they need o sell off nearly all of the squad and just start the fuck over.
i wrote 3 poems last night. i'll type those up after i get this blog done.
4 years ago today. my father was put into the ground. i have never been to his grave. i have no clue if i ever will go.
the New York Yankees lost yesterday to the Twins, 7-3. hopefully, they can win the series later this afternoon.
here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:
here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:
the Kentucky Derby was fucking crazy yesterday.
ROH was pretty good last night.
The Shop was excellent last night.
Saturday Night Live was great last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Barry, Veep, Last Week Tonight, Billions and The Chi.
i do plan on watching some of the NBA and NHL playoff games today.
the weather is supposed to be pretty nice here for the next 2 days. of course, more rain on Tuesday.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday is even better.
until tomorrow...
Un río de sangre en los sueños de los ángeles.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Ana Tijoux - La Bala
Mariachi El Bronx - Revolution Girl (Live)
The Iguanas - Mexican Candy
Banditos - I Put a Spell On You
"The only antidote to mental suffering is physical pain." - Karl Marx
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
so i'm currently operating on about 3 hours of sleep. i know this, when i die, i will get the best rest EVER.
the New York Yankees won last night against the Twins, 6-3. it was their first win this season over a team with a winning record. of course, every Yankee victory comes with an asterisk, this time being the injury to starter James Paxton. i guess the MRI showed knee inflammation, so he's the latest player on the injured list. they do get Miguel Andujar back today. hopefully, he doesn't re-injure himself.
here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:
here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:
Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.
NJPW was pretty good last night.
Real Time with Bill Maher was fucking hilarious last night.
Wyatt Cenac's Problem Areas was brilliant last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Saturday Night Live, ROH and The Shop.
i do plan on watching plenty of the NBA and NHL playoff games today and tonight.
i'll be doing my laundry today during the Yankees game.
i'm hoping i get that all done before the Kentucky Derby starts today.
i'll be on here tomorrow probably after Manchester United plays in the morning.
i hope everyone has a great Saturday. call if you need bail money.
usa la fuerza sabiamente, mi hijo
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Hum - Stars
Kiss - War Machine
INXS - Never Tear Us Apart
Caamp - Misty
"I have been enlightened. I have fallen into poetry and it has swallowed me up." - Keith Haring
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
well, last night the cough turned into congestion. lovely. i'm doing my best to try to stay away from mom, as the last thing i want to do is get her sick. i got some cough syrup and cough drops yesterday at the store. i get the feeling i'll be making an appointment with the doctor in a few days. joy.
the New York Yankees took advantage of some Cleveland errors yesterday to win 5-2. that's their 14th win in their last 15 games. they haven't done that since 1998. the Yankees will go for the sweep this afternoon.
ROH was really good last night.
Saturday Night Live was fucking great last night.
here are your highlights from the NHL and NBA playoffs last night:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Billions, I'm Dying Up Here, Westworld, Silicon Valley, Barry, Last Week Tonight and Drop the Mic.
i'll be watching WWE Backlash for most of the evening on WWE Network.
i'll probably watch some of the NHL and NBA playoffs as well today.
i did watch the Kentucky Derby yesterday. the track looked horrible, so i tried to play it safe with the 3 horses i picked. i did pick the favorite, which ended up winning the race. Justify looks like a horse that could win the Triple Crown. my other picks finished 9th and dead last. joy.
i do plan on watching El Clasico today. i try to never miss a match between Real Madrid vs. Barcelona.
that's all for me today kids. i hope your Saturday was great. hopefully, your Sunday will be even better.
voy a ir a toser un pulmón
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Jimi Hendrix - Machine Gun
Cream - Sunshine of Your Love
Bob Dylan - Meet Me In The Morning
"Dreams are often most profound when they seem the most crazy." - Sigmund Freud
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
