well, that escalated quickly...

 so, i am in a bit of shock this morning. my sister got into it with me over our mother this morning. she doesn't like the way i am being her caretaker. my sister doesn't like that mom doesn't have every single pill she needs to take labeled and already into where it needs to go for her to take it. she then complained to me about what the doctor's office gives her after her visits. i explained to my sister that mom is an adult. i treat her as such. there are days where she doesn't feel like living. i respect that because i respect her rights. i told my sister i have come to terms with the fact that mom is going to die and i'm not going to force her to take her pills if she doesn't want to. add in the fact that mom wasn't exactly hungry this morning and that set my sister off. she packed all her shit and told us before she left she is cutting off our phones on Monday, so we need to figure that shit out. 

so yeah, Happy Mother's Day.

i joked with mom, see what happens when a caffeine addict doesn't get her coffee in the morning. basically, my sister doesn't want to be involved, but when she is, it has to be done her way or she takes her ball and goes home.

this isn't how i thought my Saturday morning was going to start. fuck me.

mom did have her MRI yesterday. i wrote 5 poems while she was having that done. i'm really hoping the MRI shows what is going on and hopefully allows the doctors to figure out the next steps. as for the poems, i really liked them. i typed them up around 2 AM or so. i will hopefully get some poems out later today or tomorrow.

Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both pretty good last night.

AEW Rampage was very good last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was very funny last night.

A Black Lady Sketch Show was fucking hilarious last night. the season finale is next week.

here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night:

here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night:

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Saturday Night Live.

Manchester United plays at Brighton today.

i do plan on watching the Kentucky Derby today.

the New York Rangers play Game 3 tonight in Pittsburgh. hopefully, the boys can get a victory tonight.

the Yankees got rained out today, again. the series against the Texas Rangers will now be a doubleheader on Sunday and a day game on Monday.

i guess i'll spend the rest of today going over cell plans and figuring out the best thing for mom and i to do. i know i want to get the phones switched to wherever before my sister cuts them off. if she does that, i guarantee you it will be at some time Monday morning.

that's all for me today kids.

thanks for listening to my little slice of dysfunction.

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

Amo a alguien que se enoja cuando no se sale con la suya todo el tiempo.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Moon Palace - It's a Shame

Paolo Nutini - Iron Sky

Goose - Green River (Live)

Guided By Voices - Who Wants To Go Hunting

Anna Calvi - Tommy

"The aim of argument, or of discussion, should not be victory, but progress." - Joseph Joubert

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: