so, i got to bed around 5 this morning because my mother decided not to actually fall to sleep until 4:30 this morning. i woke up when the phone rang at 9:45 AM and she was already up, like she had a full night of rest. she had no clue what i was talking about. then, later this morning, she decided to be a little stubborn and try to move a plant in the kitchen. of course, she lost her balance and fell. i rushed in there from my bedroom and asked her why her rollator was 3 feet away from where she was on the ground. i checked her for a concussion and then helped her get back on her rollator, after she got the dirt up from the carpet. i really was hoping she was getting over this stubborn streak and knew she could ask for my help with anything. but, apparently she is unwilling to give that up. she set up her appointments for physical therapy before she fell. i'm trying to get her to understand she needs to have some protein with her breakfast each morning as the difference is striking when she doesn't. good times.
the USWNT defeated Mexico last night, 1-0.
Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.
Miz & Mrs was hilarious last night.
so, i woke up this morning and saw that Manchester United was already up 3-0 against Liverpool in Thailand. i figured it was a dream. but, when i saw the video and saw that United won the game 4-0, i was pleasantly surprised. now, i know it's the preseason and nothing really counts right now, but still. i'll take a fucking win over Liverpool anytime, any day.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT, Deadliest Catch, Holey Moley and two episodes of What We Do in the Shadows.
the Yankees start a series tonight at home against the Reds. i'm not sure how much of the game i will watch since i have to watch the Reds broadcast of it.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poems:
my poems "the road to death", "pretending to be cool" and "watching the world turn to blood" have been published at Terror House Magazine. you can read the poems by going here:
i heard back from Matt at Terror House Magazine on my recent poetry submission. my poems "the road to death", "pretending to be cool" and "watching the world turn to blood" have been accepted for publication.
i hate these days where it is humid right from the start. it doesn't fuck with me as much as it does my mother. her Meniere's disease is truly fucking worse when it is humid. she almost becomes a narcoleptic. today she dropped her glass of diet coke in the living room. what makes it even worse, her vision is so bad she thought the coke on the carpet was glass. there's just a glimpse of the fun i have everyday.
the Yankees pissed away a 4 run lead last night and lost to Boston, 11-6. they are off tonight and start a series at home against the Reds on Tuesday night. they are 61-25 this season.
Westworld was really good last night.
Big Brother was good last night. of course, if i was watching the live feeds, i probably would be upset.
Flatbush Misdemeanors was pretty funny last night.
The Chi was excellent last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw and Miz & Mrs.
the USWNT plays Mexico tonight. of course, i don't have Paramount+ so if i want to watch it i have to watch it on my phone in Spanish. hopefully the women will win tonight.
i did listen to Notsam Wresting episode 403 this morning. you can hear that by going here:
so, the trip to Kroger was interesting yesterday. i never thought it would be so damn busy on a Sunday afternoon. i waited longer in line than it took me to find what i was looking for.
i'm not sure when i will be on here tomorrow.
the tomatoes are starting to ripen on the back porch. now, i just need to get them before the birds and insects destroy them.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
Ojalá algún día los poemas fluyan de mí como el agua.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
David Bowie - I'm Afraid of Americans (V1) (Radio Edit)
Radiohead - Karma Police
Blood Orange - Champagne Coast (Live)
MGMT - Time to Pretend
Nine Inch Nails - Closer (Live)
"Genius is more often found in a cracked pot than in a whole one." - E.B. White
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i went out this morning to pull weeds and feed the birds. it actually felt pretty good out there for a change. the humidity wasn't stifling. of course, it was also before 8 AM. so, between doing all that and watering the tomato plants, my back was screaming by late morning. while icing it down, i decided to binge the rest of season 2 of We Hunt Together. i think it was pretty good and clearly, they wrote the finale hoping there would be a season 3.
the Yankees lost last night in Boston, 6-5 in 10 innings. hopefully, they will win the series tonight.
i did watch plenty of MLS games yesterday:
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, Westworld, The Chi and Flatbush Misdemeanors.
i need to go to Kroger to get mom's pills, so that's all for me kids.
i should be on here tomorrow in the early afternoon.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
la procrastinación es una forma simple de maldad
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Muscadine Bloodline - Me On You
The Hu - Black Thunder (Extended)
Trombone Shorty - Back In Black (Live)
Robyn - Dancing On My Own
DJ Shadow & Little Dragon - Scale It Back
"Love is a reciprocal torture." - Marcel Proust
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i've been having some weird dreams lately. mostly about death, depravity, rainbows and laughter. i'm not sure if they are coming from being sleep deprived or they are induced from the constant pain i am in. not that it really matters to me, it is all content for the poems anymore.
the Yankees whipped Boston last night, 12-5. hopefully, they will beat them again tonight.
El Trafico never disappoints. LAFC 3 LA Galaxy 2.
Smackdown and NXT Level Up were both pretty good last night.
AEW Rampage was really good last night.
the season finale of Pause with Sam Jay was great last night.
i did watch most of the NHL Draft. i liked what the Rangers did for the most part. trading their backup goalie to Colorado for 3 draft picks was a surprise. not that they traded him, but that they got that much back in return. they drafted a few centers, which the organization desperately needs. all in all, not bad.
i guess mom called in some more pills to Kroger. so, now i don't have to go until tomorrow afternoon.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
nothing on the DVR tonight.
i do plan on watching some MLS games today. other than that, maybe just catching up on some sleep or writing.
mom wanted Pizza Hut last night for some fucking reason. she wanted to try that Edge pizza. so, against my best judgement, i got it. stupid me. first off, Pizza Hut can't do thin crust worth a shit. the crust was awful. the stuff on top of the crust was fine. what truly pissed me off last night was the order took over 60 minutes to get here. now, if i would have been told that from the beginning, no problem. but, when i'm told 25 to 35 minutes and it takes twice as long, now i'm pissy. and since Pizza Hut acted like it was no big deal. looks like i won't be ordering from there anytime soon.
i think the rain has finally moved on. that should tame my arthritis for at least a few days.
i did open the baseball cards i got yesterday at Big Lots. the 4 packs of 2022 Topps Heritage i opened weren't good at all. i got a few rookies and one high number card. other than that, nothing special at all.
i hope everyone has a great Saturday.
i should be on here tomorrow before i go to Kroger.
until then kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
mucho sol hoy
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Jeremy Pinnell w/Arlo McKinley - Rodeo (Live)
Jac With No K - Morocco
Margo Price w/Mavis Staples & Adia Victoria - Fight To Make It
Khingz - Fort Cash Money
Lettuce w/Bootsy Collins - Keep That Funk Alive
"Always live in the ugliest house on the street - then you don't have to look at it." - David Hockney
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
first off, a little poetry news. i sent 3 poems this afternoon to Terror House Magazine. when i hear back from Matt on them, i'll pass along the verdict.
the Yankees won last night in Boston, 6-5. they are the first team in MLB to 60 wins this season. hopefully, they will win again tonight.
the USWNT defeated Jamaica last night, 5-0. that means they have qualified for the next World Cup.
i did get my order from Repacked Wax today of the basketball cards i ordered. it was great to see some cards from before i was born as i don't have any basketball cards from then. the best card i got in the packs today was an Obi Toppin rookie card. that truly made my day.
The Old Man was excellent last night.
NJPW was really good last night.
NXT UK was good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, AEW Rampage and the season finale of Pause with Sam Jay. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.
i do plan on watching some MLS games tonight, especially El Trafico (LAFC vs. LA Galaxy).
i did go to Menards yesterday after mom's appointment. i found pretty much everything i was looking for. as for mom's appointment, i think she did ask the doctor everything she wanted to. they called this morning to get her physical therapy going again. hopefully, mom will remember to call them back.
i did get my pills at Rite Aid today. i then went to Kroger to get mom's. of course, Kroger's computers were down at the pharmacy, so they couldn't do shit. so, i'll have to go back there sometime this weekend. joy. i did find the Jim Beam coffee i like at Big Lots today, as well as some baseball cards. i'll probably open those up tonight.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
mom has been feeling under the weather today, so i have to figure out what she wants for dinner. hopefully, something that won't make her puke.
i hope everyone has a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shots.
Odio la lluvia
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
FKJ w/Santana - Greener
Mejiwahn w/Liv.e - Heart String Special
PJ Western - Human Machines
Tash Sultana - Electric Feel (Live)
The Criticals - Absinthe
"A person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it." - Jean de La Fontaine
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
i heard back from Cristina at Synchronized Chaos on my poetry submission from yesterday. my poems "a passion for life", "pure fucking misery", "hole in the world town", "this is my life now" and "like some math equation" have been accepted for publication in the July 15th issue of Synchronized Chaos.
so, a little poetry news to pass along first. i sent 5 poems this morning to Synchronized Chaos. when i hear back from Cristina on them, i'll pass along the verdict.
the Yankees whipped Pittsburgh last night, 16-0. that was the Yankees largest shutout win since 1960. they start a series tonight up in Boston. here's hoping they fucking destroy the Red Sox.
Big Brother was good last night. i think i am going to like the new cast.
AEW Dynamite was really good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NJPW and The Old Man. i'll watch NXT UK sometime tonight on Peacock.
the first round of the NHL Draft is tonight. the Rangers don't have a first round pick, so i'll pay only a little attention to what is going on.
the USWNT takes on Jamaica tonight in Group A of the CONCACAF women's championship.
mom once again let anxiety and stress get the better of her so she didn't sleep worth a shit last night. that should make the doctor's appointment a ton of fun today.
depending on how bad it storms today will most likely determine if i go to Menards this afternoon or not.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get my pills from Rite Aid and whatever shopping i'll need to do on Friday for mom.
i need to get some air in the tires of the Highlander and get ready to take mom to her appointment.
with any luck, i'll have news on some more poems i have sent out by tomorrow.
until then...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
el estrés y la ansiedad pueden ser letales
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Trampled By Turtles - It's So Hard to Hold On
Madison Cunningham - Hospital
Kolumbo - The Key Club - 1976
Pulp - Common People (Full Length Version)
Los Lonely Boys - 16 Monkeys
"Don't look back. Something might be gaining on you." - Satchel Paige
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so, it has been storming or at least trying to, all day long. thankfully, i didn't get caught out in the rain while grocery shopping. i did manage to get everything on the grocery list. and since mom found a gift card she had for Kroger, i was able to get everything today for a little over $100. thank god that gift card was $100.
the Yankees lost last night to the Pirates, 5-2. hopefully, they will get a split in the series tonight.
NXT was really good last night.
Holey Moley was crazy as usual last night.
Deadliest Catch was good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, AEW Dynamite and Big Brother.
mom has a doctor's appointment tomorrow afternoon. if i can get my ass in gear, i'm going to try to get the blog done in the morning. if that happens, i might go to Menard's after mom's appointment. of course, that all depends on the weather as well.
ok, that's all for me kids.
i'll be on here sometime tomorrow...
until then...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
Nosotros necesitábamos la lluvia
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
MUNA - Anything But Me
Scott Collins - Be Alright
Xenia Franca - Ancestral Infinito
Thunderpussy - Speed Queen
Red Wanting Blue - Hitchhiker's Lullaby (Live)
"I paint flowers so they will not die." - Frida Kahlo
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
now, most of you already know, i'm not a big gun guy. i have no problem with people who legally own guns, because most of them are responsible human beings. now, with that being said, i will never understand the need for anyone on this fucking planet to own an AR15. i would love to see a complete ban on all semi-automatic weapons in this country, let alone the world. but, i don't have the money that the NRA and all the fucking zombies that follow them have, so that will never happen. so, that also means, shit like yesterday will continue to happen. a legally purchased AR15 used in a mass shooting. good thing i don't pretend that the world is going to help me get through my depression.
Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.
Miz & Mrs was hilarious last night.
the USWNT defeated Haiti last night, 3-0.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be NXT, Holey Moley and Deadliest Catch.
the Yankees play tonight in Pittsburgh. hopefully they will win.
Manchester United finally signed someone...
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
it has been threatening to rain here all day long. we haven't got more than a few drops other than the thunderstorm that came through this morning.
that is all for me kids...
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
piensa en todos los niños que podrían haber sido abortados pero ahora tienen que morir por un arma en su lugar
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Broken Bells - We're Not In Orbit Yet...
Early James - Harder To Blame
Coco Peila - Remember
Nick Dittmeier And The Sawdusters - I Suppose
St. Paul and the Broken Bones - Sea Of Teeth
"I believe in luck: how else can you explain the success of those you dislike?" - Jean Cocteau
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i remember this holiday was a fun one for me when i was a kid. fireworks, cookouts, parties, sunshine, etc... but now as an adult, fireworks don't do anything for me. if i would be having a cookout, i would be the one cooking. i haven't been to a party in years. sunshine isn't that big of a deal to me ever since mom got skin cancer. and the true meaning of independence day is lost on so many sheep in this country. and besides that, not everyone is allowed to celebrate this day. which honestly, to see the amount of bigotry and ignorance still in this country in 2022 is beyond fucking depressing.
and speaking of that, i sat down to write yesterday. 2 hours of sitting and looking at a blank page. 2 hours of nothing. so, now i really know i am depressed. i was hoping a shower at 3 in the morning would help. i got out this morning and fed the birds and watered the tomato plants. and yeah, still fucking depressed. so yeah, not exactly the mood i wanted for the 4th of July.
the Yankees had more errors than hits yesterday. they lost to Cleveland, 2-0. they are off today and start a series in Pittsburgh tomorrow night.
the season finale of The Man Who Fell to Earth was excellent last night.
both episodes of We Hunt Together were good last night. i might just binge the series later this week since there are only 6 episodes.
The Chi was excellent last night.
Flatbush Misdemeanors was pretty funny last night.
Westworld was very good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw and Miz and Mrs.
the USWNT plays tonight against Haiti in group play of the CONCACAF women's championship.
i did watch most of the USMNT U-20 game last night against the Dominican Republic. the USA won 6-0 to win the tournament.
the only tradition i have for the 4th of July anymore is watching the hot dog eating contest. i have that on in the background right now.
Joey Chestnut won his 15th title, eating 63 hot dogs. just imagine that bowel movement.
i did listen to episode 402 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
i did the dishes before i went to bed last night. now, i won't say i got great sleep as i saw the clock way too many times overnight. but, i didn't really wake up until almost 10 AM. i'll take it.
the Yankees won both games of the doubleheader yesterday against Cleveland. and both wins were come from behind victories. the Yankees won Game 1, 13-4. they won Game 2, 6-1. they go for the season sweep of Cleveland this afternoon.
WWE Money in the Bank was really good last night. while i'm not very happy that Theory won the men's briefcase, especially since he wasn't added to the match until right before it started, i am fucking so damn happy that Liv Morgan won the women's briefcase and cashed it in to win the Smackdown's women's championship by defeating Ronda Rousey.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be two episodes of We Hunt Together, The Chi, the season finale of The Man Who Fell to Earth, Flatbush Misdemeanors and Westworld.
i'm not sure what else i might watch today. in a perfect world, i would love to get some writing done.
i will probably be on here sometime in the afternoon tomorrow.
i don't really have any plans for July 4th.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
a big thank you to everyone that has checked out the poems i have had published the last couple of days:
so, i was supposed to have a date today. probably my first one in fuck, i'm not sure how many fucking years. and sadly, i'm at that age now where i always have in the back of my head, something is going to happen to fuck this up. and of course, she had to cancel because of an emergency with her friend. i just sort of chuckled when i got the text as i was literally getting ready to head out the door to go to the bank and then pick her up for lunch. so, i have no clue if she is going to call me tonight or not. this isn't how i wanted to start off the holiday weekend, but that is the beauty of life. it never fucking goes how you think it will. so, instead of lunch on a date i went to the bank and made my deposit. after that, i headed to Meijer to get some things we needed. thankfully, they did have everything i was looking for. and i managed to keep it under $100.
the Yankees lost last night in Houston, 2-1. they start a series tonight in Cleveland.
NXT UK was very good last night.
NJPW was good last night.
Vice News Tonight had two great shows this week.
The Old Man was excellent last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, AEW Rampage and Pause with Sam Jay. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.
the start of NBA free agency did not disappoint.
and UCLA and USC are joining the Big Ten. college football is quickly becoming the younger version of the NFL.
i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
i hope everyone has a great weekend.
if you are going to be drinking and fucking around with fireworks, please record the stupidity for all of us to see.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay socially distant.
get the fucking shot.
quisiera ser una persona positiva
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Penelope Isles - Play It Cool (Alt Mix)
Santigold - Ain't Ready
Guided By Voices - Lizard On The Red Brick Wall
Louise Post - Used To Know Her
Goose w/Father John Misty - I'm Writing a Novel (Live)
"If you got talent, you just have to do you." - Missy Elliott
and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:
my poems "clusterfuck", "the longest line of whatever", "never cool just effective", "tearing at the seams" and "maybe these demons" has been published at Synchronized Chaos. you can read the poems by going here:
