the snow stayed away...

 so, i guess the snow we were supposed to get last night stayed to the south of us. i don't mind that, mostly because i didn't want to have to shovel this morning.

i did send out 5 poems this morning to Synchronized Chaos. when i hear back from Cristina on those, i will pass along the verdict.

the New York Rangers won in Chicago last night, 6-2. they play tonight at home against Colorado.

NXT was really good last night.

The Voice was good last night. the 3 people i picked to make the finals a month ago did. that made me happy last night.

enjoy some music:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, AEW Dynamite, The Masked Singer, the season finale of Alter Ego and Hard Knocks.

Manchester United plays today at home against Young Boys in the Champions League. they have already qualified for the next round, so i am interested to see who starts the game today.

the Dayton Flyers play tonight on the road, at SMU. i would love to see Dayton win tonight. Dayton are 4 point underdogs.

i'm hoping mom has the grocery list done as i would love to get out of here soon and get the grocery shopping done.

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

i should be on here tomorrow in the afternoon.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

tal vez la mujer de mis sueños nunca existió en absoluto

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Tyler Childers - Shake the Frost (Live)

Hayes Carll - Stomp and Holler (Live)

Ray Wylie Hubbard - Drunken Poet's Dream (Live)

John Prine - Mexican Home (Live)

Robert Earl Keen - Merry Christmas from the Family (Live)

"Listen, real poetry doesn't say anything; it just ticks off the possibilities. Opens all doors. You can walk through any one that suits you." - Jim Morrison

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start the month off with pain...

 so, i had to sit in on mom's physical therapy session yesterday. i didn't get the chance to write any poems. i guess mom's sciatic nerve is pinched. plus, her left shoulder has some problems as does her right hip. at least she has the same physical therapist as she did two years ago. so, he knows what he's gotten himself into.

it is raining today, so this truly is the house of misery.

The Voice was good last night. i was a little surprised at one of the eliminations last night. but, the 3 i picked for the finals are still in it...

NXT was excellent last night. i can't wait for War Games this Sunday.

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, The Masked Singer, Alter Ego and Hard Knocks.

the Dayton Flyers play tonight at home against Alabama State. Dayton is a 20 point favorite. i'm hoping they actually play like one tonight for a change. it is supposed to be a full house tonight. i'm guessing the roars will be loud after that tournament win in Florida.

the New York Rangers play tonight at home against the Philadelphia Flyers. hopefully, the boys continue to find ways to win.

i want to thank everyone for checking out my latest published poems:

https://synchchaos.com/poetry-from-j-j-campbell-53/

i should be on here tomorrow in the morning. i think mom is going to cancel her appointment tomorrow, so that should free up my day. this is the first time she has ever dealt with nerve pain. i'm trying to give her what i remember when i dealt with this shit 13 years ago.

that's all for me kids. i need to go ice my back and go get the groceries before the basketball game tonight.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

este no es el día para probar suerte conmigo

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Goose - Sinnerman

Phoebe Bridgers - Day After Tomorrow

Tom Waits - Christmas Card From A Hooker In Minneapolis

Violet Orlandi - Wicked Game

Spiritualized - Always Together With You

"Everyone carries around his own monsters." - Richard Pryor

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and here comes the wind...

 it never fucking fails, if it is going to be windy around here, it has to happen on trash day. at least i haven't had to go chasing anything, yet...

the New York Rangers won last night over Montreal, 3-2. 

the USMNT was lucky to get a 1-1 draw against Jamaica yesterday. considering how they played, the draw was certainly better than a loss. they are second in the group now as Canada beat Mexico last night.

The Voice was good last night. the two that got eliminated were the two i gave the lowest scores to, so i wasn't sad at all to see them leave.

NXT was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, AEW Dynamite, The Masked Singer, Alter Ego, Batwoman and Hard Knocks.

i'll be at the Dayton Flyers game tonight at home against Lipscomb. i'm really hoping Dayton plays better tonight and wins.

before i do that, i need to get the grocery shopping done and go to the bank.

so, that's all for me kids.

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

al viento le encanta aullar aquí

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Tori Amos - Hey Jupiter

Candlebox - Cover Me

Beck - Go It Alone

The Breeders - Do You Love Me Now?

Paolo Nutini - Iron Sky

"You can tell everything from the eyes." - Jeff Buckley

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i had a realization today...

 before i get to some pretty depressing news, a little about the basketball game i went to last night.

the Dayton Flyers defeated UIC 64-54. now, when Dayton was trailing by 7 at halftime, i was hoping for the best in the second half. midway through the second half, Dayton was down by 9. i credit Daron Holmes II for getting more active on defense and getting the crowd involved. and once the crowd got involved, it was like a hurricane just hit the place. the roars never ended and Dayton went on a 19-0 run. i have missed that sound for so damn long now. it nearly brought tears to my eyes. Dayton is incredibly young this season. i feel like most of these games are going to be tales of youth and learning experiences. thankfully, they survived the first one.

NXT was pretty good last night.

The Voice was good last night. none of my favorites got eliminated, so i'm happy.

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

here are some college basketball highlights from last night:

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, AEW Dynamite, The Masked Singer, Alter Ego and Batwoman.

so, the first part of my grocery shopping today was fine. and then i got to Kroger. i got everything that was left on the list and got in line to checkout. as i was getting my things on the belt, the scale at the register broke. i started putting my things back into my cart and the cashier looked at me and jokingly said it is all my fault. i shook my head yes and then it dawned on me. i only have these kind of days because i talked myself out of killing myself when i was 8 years old. it is painfully obvious that i have peaked already in my life and now i am simply running out the clock. now, i know this is the depression talking, or a bruised ego or better yet, a broken soul. i'm not sure how much longer i can take all of this. and i truly want to believe, a good night of sleep will snap me out of this. but the more i think of just how fucking elusive that is, the more i believe i will be doing my best Dylan Thomas impersonation very soon. a few of you probably know exactly what i meant by that. for those of you that don't, you need to widen your third eye very soon.

i did get some baseball cards today at Rite Aid. i paid $5 for the box. there was about $10 worth of cards in it.

i should be on here sometime tomorrow in the afternoon. i'm not sure if mom is going to send me to Meijer to look for some things or not. 

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

no tengo miedo de morir

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Low - Stay

Metallica - One

The Cure - Lullaby

Valerie June - Shotgun

Jason Isbell and the 400 Unit - Codeine (Live)

"Genius is talent set on fire by courage." - Henry Van Dyke

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depression is winning this war...

 my mother decided to sleep in to noon today. so i was up most of the morning, trying to stay quiet enough so she could sleep. just me and my thoughts these days aren't necessarily a good thing. i can feel the depression sinking deeper into me. now, i always hope i can do what i normally do, and that is take a blank page of paper and start writing out the pain. the problem i have is that isn't even coming to my mind anymore these days. i truly hope i will write something late tonight after i shower. but, i also know maybe life is coming to the end of the circle for me. not death per se, but an ending of some kind.

Vice News Tonight had another great two shows this week.

AEW Dynamite was excellent last night.

here are your NBA highlights from last night:

The Masked Singer was crazy last night.

Alter Ego was pretty good last night.

Batwoman was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Young Sheldon, United States of Al, B Positive, Cake and Desus & Mero. i watched NXT UK this afternoon on Peacock. it was really, really good.

i'm sure i will watch some of the NFL game tonight between the Colts and Jets. since mom is a Jets fan, i'm sure she'll be interested to see it.

i should be on here tomorrow after i get my booster shot at Rite Aid. mom made her appointment today for Monday to get the shot. 

i need to go get started on dinner. i believe we're having tacos tonight.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

me dejaste caer una bomba

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The Gap Band - You Dropped a Bomb on Me

Jack White - Taking Me Back

alt-J - U&ME

PJ Harvey - Down by the Water

Joe Bonamassa - Mind's Eye

"I would never have done what I'd done if I'd considered my father as somebody I wanted to please." 

                                                                                             - Robert Mapplethorpe

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sometimes back pain is like a...

 i will allow you to use your imagination where the fuck i was going with that title.

the grocery stores today were a little busy. i live in dumb as fuck town so usually after election day, it is pretty quiet. no one around here thinks they should have to pay taxes for good roads or schools and usually vote against anything that could actually be of benefit to them. so, when i saw the local paper today talk about a patriotic concert on September 10, 2022, i looked at mom and asked her where the fuck are we moving. because i know damn well this will become a Trump rally, Q bullshit thing that these dumb fucks in this town will love. i am really fucking sick of living in a place where mediocrity is celebrated like a victory. 

i did get some baseball cards today at Rite Aid. there was about $10 worth of cards in the $5 box i got.

the New York Rangers pissed away a 2-0 lead last night and lost at Vancouver, 3-2 in OT. nothing like going to bed pissed off.

The Voice was good last night. i can't wait for the live shows.

NXT was pretty good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, The Masked Singer, Alter Ego, Batwoman and AEW Dynamite.

the only good thing about the Atlanta Braves winning the World Series last night is the last time they won it, 1995, the last Yankees dynasty started the following year. i wouldn't mind history repeating itself.

i made my appointment last night to get my booster Covid shot this Friday. i had thought mom had already made her appointment, because she needs the booster, the flu shot and shingles shot, but i was wrong. so, i think she was a little pissed that i didn't make her appointment as well. oh well.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after i go out to find what i couldn't find today. the prices of everything is through the fucking roof now. i got $250 worth of groceries today for $198. the same shit a few months would have cost me under $120. good times.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the fucking shot.

¿Por qué sigues creyendo que Dios realmente se preocupa por ti?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Alanis Morrissette - Uninvited

The Jesus and Mary Chain - Reverence 

Grant Lee Buffalo - Mockingbirds

CoCoRosie - Werewolf

Shrug - Scratch

"With me, writing is 60% imagination, 30 % people you know and 10% you don't know where it comes from." - Terrence McNally

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we missed the rain but not the pain...

 we really didn't get much rain today. but with my luck, it doesn't fucking matter. as long as the rain is nearby, my arthritis is dancing with joy. nothing like sitting and watching tv and all my joints start to flare up at the same time. as i told my mother, these are the days a fucking morphine drip was created for.

Vice News Tonight had two great shows this week.

the season finale of American Horror Story: Double Feature was crazy last night.

The Masked Singer was very funny last night.

Alter Ego was good last night.

WWE Crown Jewel today was better than i was expecting.

NXT UK was very good today as well.

i did watch some of the NBA last night. here are your highlights:

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Young Sheldon, United States of Al, B Positive, Cake, Desus & Mero, What We Do in the Shadows and Dark Side of the Ring.

the New York Rangers play tonight in Nashville. hopefully, they can keep on winning.

the USWNT plays a friendly tonight against South Korea.

the pills that i called in to Kroger yesterday still aren't ready. that makes me laugh. so, i imagine at some point tomorrow i'll have to go get those. my sister is coming down for the weekend in the afternoon. so, i will hopefully get the blog done in the morning tomorrow. no promises though.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

¿Alguna vez has caído en un agujero y sabes que nunca saldrás vivo de él?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

DOPE LEMON - Hey You

Dua Lipa - Levitating

D'Angelo - Brown Sugar

Tori Amos - Northern Lad

Glass Animals - Heat Waves

"No mind is thoroughly well organized that is deficient in a sense of humor." - Samuel Taylor Coleridge

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and of course, CR7 to the rescue...

 so, i got home from the grocery store right in time to watch the Manchester United game today. of course, they went down 2-0 in the first half against Atalanta. i was so angry during the first half, i went through the baseball cards i got today instead of watching most of it. paid $5 for the Fairfield box, there was around $12 worth of cards in it. i had lunch and then watched the second half. Rashford scored to make it 2-1. Maguire of all people scored to make it 2-2. and of course, Cristiano Ronaldo scored to win the game for United, 3-2. they are now on top of the group in the Champions League. hopefully, this gives them some good thoughts going into the weekend where they play Liverpool on Sunday. 

the grocery stores today were ok. my back has been killing me all day long. i helped take down all the tomato plants last night and get it all out for the trash today. mom helped putting the vines in the trash bag, but i did most of everything else. i'm paying for it today.

The Voice was good last night.

NXT was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, The Masked Singer, Alter Ego, Batwoman and the season finale of American Horror Story: Double Feature.

i did watch some of the basketball games last night.

i guess the good weather ends tonight as we have rain coming in. i could tell it was coming as i noticed all the farmers trying to get their crops harvested today. 

i will be on here tomorrow sometime in the afternoon, after wrestling is over.

until then kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

algunos hombres son dioses

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The Holydrug Couple - Baby, I'm Going Away

Hannah Cartwright - Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow

Cleo Sol - Don't Let It Go to Your Head

Diane Coffee - Everyday

a-ha - Take on Me

"Genius is the recovery of childhood at will." - Arthur Rimbaud

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not enough time...

 my mother used to call it being busier than 9 cats covering up shit in a windstorm. it happens every fucking Wednesday. i have way too much to do, not enough time to even think of doing it all, doing it anyway, fucking up my back, not getting any sleep and taking years (hopefully) off of my life.

the grocery stores today were crazy. for some fucking reason, Kroger is changing their store around yet again. eventually, i'll get sick of this shit and shop somewhere else. i nearly got everything on the damn scroll. i didn't find any Crystal Light at Kroger. so, the usual Thursday get what you forgot day of shopping will commence once again. i'll probably go to Meijer.

i did get some baseball cards today and some basketball cards. the basketball cards were $7 for a pack. a bit steep but they are Prizm cards, so each card is worth around $2 or more. so, $7 for 15 cards isn't too bad. the baseball cards were a Fairfield box. i found a 1990 Fleer Larry Walker rookie card in it, so i'm pretty fucking happy with that. all in all, i spent $12 and there was around $60 worth of cards. sounds good to me.

The Voice was good last night.

NXT was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, The Masked Singer, Alter Ego and American Horror Story: Double Feature.

the USMNT takes on Costa Rica tonight in Columbus. since they fucked up in Panama, tonight basically becomes a MUST win game.

the New York Rangers start their season tonight in Washington. i really hope they win tonight, get a little revenge on Tom Wilson, and come back home ready for the home opener tomorrow night against Dallas.

i will hopefully get the shopping done early tomorrow and be on here in the afternoon.

the first of the Christmas gifts i ordered for my mother and sister arrived today. i will hopefully have 9 of the 10 items here by next Monday. the 10th item is coming from Asia, so i know there is a more than likely chance it won't get here in time for Christmas. 

that's all for me kids. i really need to ice my back before the games tonight and get started on dinner.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

el próximo chico que encuentre conduciendo y hablando por teléfono voy a sacarlos de la carretera

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The Chieftains w/Sinead O'Connor - The Foggy Dew

King Hannah - A Well-Made Woman

George Michael - One More Try

Elton John - I Guess That's Why They Call It The Blues

LCD Soundsystem - All My Friends (Live)

"The only truly anonymous donor is the guy who knocks up your daughter." - Lenny Bruce

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well, that's all for the baseball season for me...

 the Yankees lost last night to Boston, 6-2. i will be stunned if Aaron Boone is back next season. personally, i hope he's not. he was given a team 4 years ago that was 1 game away from the World Series. he never got the team that close in his 4 years, and he had Stanton and Cole on top of it. the whole thing for me is if Boone goes, then Cashman has to go as well. they need a whole organizational switch and fucking realize that all these teams have passed them by. if The Boss was still alive, i think a few of them would have been walking back from Boston last night.

The Voice was good last night. i can't wait for the battles to begin.

NXT was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, AEW Dynamite, Rhodes To The Top, The Masked Singer, Alter Ego and American Horror Story: Double Feature.

so, i got the grocery shopping done just in time today to get rained on. i was hoping i went early enough that i would avoid the rain. not so much. i did get my mom a dozen yellow roses today. those are her favorite. i'm hoping they cheer her up from a couple of really shitty days.

my best guess is she blacked out yesterday and that caused her fall. i have stressed to her endlessly that she can ask me for help with anything and how pride will kill her before any sickness she has. she had me do some of her laundry today. as i joke with her, all part of staying in the will.

i'm waiting to hear back from this guy on the west coast who might be interested in some baseball cards. i'm currently running this deal of 150 cards of your favorite team for $15. the price includes shipping. if any of you reading this might be interested, just email me at jcampb4593@aol.com and let me know.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow. i would love to get some writing done either late tonight or tomorrow.

the New York Rangers play tonight at home against the Devils. this is their next to last preseason game. hopefully, the Rangers will win.

that's all for me kids. i have a bad back aching for an ice pack and my massage chair.

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

los poemas fluyen como melaza

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Chris Stapleton - Nothing Else Matters

Cowboy Junkies - Sweet Jane

Hannah Cartwright - Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow

Nirvana - Where Did You Sleep Last Night? (Live)

Dave Matthews Band w/Warren Haynes - Cortez the Killer (Live)

"I give thanks everyday that I've been able to take my craziness and make it work for me." 

                                                                                               - Fritz Scholder

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