i had a little conversation with my friend out in California today. even though it was a simple chat on Google+, i could sense the pain she is in. it wouldn't shock me if she ends her life soon. as hard as it is for me to accept that and deal with it, there's a huge part of me that knows she's gone through so much shit that no human ever deserves... she has earned the right to want some peace. i could never give her my blessing to do it, but as i told her today, i will always love her regardless what she decides to do.
so yeah, not my usual day of sports and porn...
i was a busy boy on NoiseTrade once again today. i'll post the links below.
i had to clean the toilets and change out the water filter in the basement. i believe something died down there. usually it's a mouse that falls into the hole where the sump pump is. the insects that live down there love that gift. and the smell of death is one that has scarred this brain forever. between my childhood and living out here on the farm for the last 17 years... the smell of death is as common to me as the smell of flowers. back to the basement... i was cleaning and changing this shit because my sister is coming down for the weekend. and the last thing i really want to hear is my sister bitching about anything. that always boils down to me not having a job and her rubbing her six figure job in my face. good times.
plus, my mother is running a fever. she's got a doctor appointment for tomorrow morning. i'm guessing she might be developing an ear infection. that would explain the hearing aid bothering her so much in the last few days. plus, it could also explain the pain around the shunt. of course, i could simply be hoping for an easy explanation that doesn't involve more MRI's or surgeries.
i did watch American Horror Story last night. it was excellent. hopefully part 2 next week gets even creepier.
there's a big football game on tonight that i will be watching. Denver vs. San Diego. should be a real good game. plenty of fantasy football matchups in this one. i have a couple players going, as do my opponents this week. i picked Denver to win a close one.
my fantasy hockey roster is starting to experience some injuries. thankfully, i'm not afraid to make some big moves. i've got a trick up my sleeve for the next few days. hopefully i will be able to pull it off.
got the season tickets for Dayton basketball today in the mail. i can't expect them to repeat what they did last season (one win away from the Final Four), but i would love to see them have another season that gets them back to the big dance. Saturday is the Red and Blue Game. i'll be interested to see how good the kids look and see which of the upperclassmen are ready to fill the leadership void. should be interesting to see.
the sun actually made an appearance today on the farm. when it wasn't breezy, it actually felt really good for just being 60 degrees. it's supposed to be like this or better for the next three days. hopefully it is.
that's all for me today. i'll be on here sometime tomorrow afternoon. thanks again for allowing me to waste a few minutes of your precious time.
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
American Aquarium - Burn.Flicker.Die
Betty Who - The Remixes
Lenachka - Good Luck
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