so, i didn't get much sleep last night. the freezing rain got my arthritis raging and nothing really helped. i think i slept in like 30 minute intervals. joy.
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this day is somewhat hard for me, mostly because i don't think i have ever been in a relationship on Valentine's Day. 49 fucking years on this planet. let that sink in. but, i also don't want to be the asshole today and just shit all over those in relationships that have special plans or dinners, etc. such a delicate line to walk on. so yeah. a mix of depression and what can i distract myself with. joy.
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i have always wanted to be one of those people that don't wake up until noon. the problem is, i have to go to sleep sometime around 8 in the morning for that to happen. so, when i went to sleep this morning at 5:41 AM, i was pretty happy when i woke up at 10:45 AM. maybe these meds they have me on now are actually helping me lose weight and sleep. what a concept.
i happened to watch the Sly Lives (AKA The Burden of Black Genius) today on HULU. it was fantastic. i highly recommend everyone checking it out.
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so, the reason i did the grocery shopping yesterday was the chance of freezing rain today. mom is at the point now where she worries about everything. i am at the point of my life where i couldn't give a shit either way. when it looked like it was going to be bad last night, she told me over and over again how happy she was i got the grocery shopping done already. i'm trying to do my best to make sure she has a good life with what she has left.
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looks like the New Orleans Saints have a new head coach.
enjoy some music:
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on the DVR tonight will be NXT and St. Denis Medical.
i'm going to try to do the grocery shopping today and get back before the Champions League starts this afternoon. i believe we have some ice coming tomorrow.
i did watch some college hockey last night.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
i need to start getting ready to go to the grocery store.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
No estoy seguro de quién llamó esta mañana
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Middle Sattre - Corrupted (Uncorrupted)
Lonnie Holley - Protest With Love
Coldplay - A Rush Of Blood To The Head
Donny Hathaway - A Song for You
Buddy Guy - Feels Like Rain
"I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work." - Thomas A. Edison
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i guess i knew in the back of my mind there was always the chance the Eagles could blow out the Chiefs in the Super Bowl. i just never expected it to happen. in hindsight, i probably should have. the Eagles whipped the shit out of the Chiefs last night, 40-22. considering it was 34-0 at one point, the game was effectively over by halftime. i won 2 bets out of the 20 or so i placed for the game. thank god the largest bet i made was only $5. the halftime show was great. i think it showed just how amazing Kendrick Lamar is. the commercials were pretty good as well.
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well, the day is finally here. Super Bowl Sunday. it honestly should be a really good game. the Chiefs going for 3 in a row. the Eagles, in my opinion, have the best roster in the NFL. but, you don't make money betting against Patrick Mahomes. so, i think the Chiefs will win a close game. i hope, mostly because of my bets, that it will be a high scoring game.
the New York Rangers won last night in Columbus, 4-3.
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i'm pretty sure i'll end up watching most of the Puppy Bowl today.
i just watched Liverpool get knocked out of the FA Cup by Plymouth. they are in last place of the division below the Premier League. that is the beauty of the FA Cup.
i'm sure i'll watch some other sports today before the Super Bowl.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday.
i hope your Sunday will be even better.
best of luck to all the gamblers today.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
until then kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
domingo del super bowl
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
The Barr Brothers - You Would Have to Lose Your Mind
New Edition - Can You Stand the Rain
Elton John & Brandi Carlile - Who Believes In Angels?
Fugees - Killing Me Softly
Luniz - I Got 5 On It
"No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow." - Alice Walker
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i heard back from Cristina at Synchronized Chaos on my recent poetry submission. my poems "most of my adult life", "where nothing good ever happens", "starts to taste like sorrow", "she said i love you two days ago" and "some majestic soul" have been accepted for publication.
as i explained to my mother last night about sports karma, i told her since Manchester United got a win they probably didn't deserve, the games tonight are going to be a punch in the dick. sure enough.
the New York Rangers lost last night at home to the Penguins, who were missing their two best players, Crosby and Malkin. the Rangers lost, 3-2. well, they play tonight at Columbus. i won't be shocked if they fucking lose tonight as well. and if they do, it will be time to blow up the team and be sellers at the trade deadline.
the Dayton Flyers lost last night at home to VCU, 73-68. you can't have more turnovers than assists in a game and win. and the sad thing is, Dayton was winning in the second half. yet another piss poor coaching job... they will have to win the A10 tournament now if they want to make the NCAA tournament.
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Manchester United was fucking awful in the first half today. Leicester wasn't much better, but they were up 1-0 at halftime. at least United woke up in the second half. to be honest, they couldn't play worse. Garnacho came on and did very well. Zirkzee scored the first goal. Harry Maguire scored the game winner late, even though he was clearly offside. thank god there was no VAR today. United won 2-1 to advance to the next round of the FA Cup.
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today has been one of those days where my arthritis has been dragging me down. i did make it to Kroger to get the muscle relaxers they ordered for mom. they seem to be working so far. i think she finally got some sleep last night. glad she did, i might have got a good 3 hours. i did get a couple hours this afternoon with ice on my back. always fun to put ice right on your spine and try to freeze all the activity going down the spinal cord. good times.
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my poems "drag queens and lost regrets", "after many tumultuous years", "if i could be so lucky", "choked off from enjoyment" and "whatever state of mind you find yourself in" have been published at Lothlorien Poetry Journal. you can read the poems by going here:
so, mom found her glasses last night. they were between her bed and nightstand. she's been really struggling to get some good sleep here lately. i tell her all the time, autopilot is not your friend. she tends to forget that, like most things.
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the Dayton Flyers won last night at home against Davidson, 69-63.
NXT was really good last night.
St. Denis Medical was hilarious last night.
the grocery store was a little busy today. of course, we have weather coming, plus the Super Bowl is this weekend, so people were in a bit of a panic. i more or less stick to the list or i shop to plan the meals for the next few days. mom is basically on toast right now, so i am more or less cooking for myself. and i'm pretty simple. a sandwich will do.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be AEW Dynamite, Abbott Elementary and Inside the NFL.
the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Boston. the Rangers are basically at the point where they need to win just about every game to have a shot at making the playoffs.
i will probably be on here tomorrow after i get mom's pills from Kroger. she's not sure what they called in for her, but i'm guessing it will be ready by tomorrow afternoon.
i need to go figure out dinner and get ready to watch some hockey.
that's all for me kids...
until tomorrow...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
back lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
misterio resuelto
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Her Mana - Oh This Moment
ORA - Life Witness
Birdtalker - Season of Charade
Valerie June - Tonight I'll Be Staying Here With You
Tracy Chapman - Give Me One Reason
"Language is a virus from outer space." - William S. Burroughs
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somehow, my mother has lost her glasses. we have looked all over her room and haven't found them. i get the feeling this is going to be my future until her death. joy.
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on the DVR tonight will be NXT and St. Denis Medical.
the Dayton Flyers play tonight at home against Davidson.
i'm doing a little experimenting for dinner tonight. i got some onions and mushrooms i need to use. so, i'm thinking of cooking them with some ground turkey and then add some cheese and that will be dinner. mom's teeth are going bad, so she can only eat soft stuff. i figure that should work.
i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.
i did write 1 poem last night. it seems i'm writing more about death and suicide lately. go figure.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
El caso de las gafas perdidas
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Gus Baldwin & the Sketch - (She's Gone) Arigato
Okonski - Dahlia
Bad Brains - Kick Out the Jams
TV on the Radio - Province
Street Sweeper Social Club - The New Fuck You
"Memories of our lives, of our works and our deeds will continue in others." - Rosa Parks
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so, it was another one of those nights where i didn't get to bed until 5 in the morning. life gets exhausting sometimes, and i am certainly in that fucking rut. trying to manage my pain and my mother's pain, such a fucking joy.
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the New York Rangers won last night at home against Las Vegas, 4-2. Jonathan Quick became the first American born goalie to win 400 games.
the Grammy Awards last night were good. amazingly, i knew most of the musical acts.
Dexter Original Sin was very good last night.
enjoy some music:
and now some of this and that:
on the DVR tonight will be The Voice. i'll watch Monday Night Raw sometime tonight on Netflix.
i did get to finally vacuum the house today. mom tends to always go to sleep when i want to do it. she pulled that passive/aggressive bullshit today and i just went ahead and did it anyway. i can take so much shit, to a point. as i have told her, just like she grilled into me as a child... choices and consequences.
i'm hoping to get some poems written tonight. i know i need to send another round of submissions out soon.
i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.
i hope everyone had a great weekend.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
quemando la vela por ambos extremos
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Alicia Keys - Fallin'
Beyonce - TEXAS HOLD 'EM
Chappell Roan - My Kink Is Karma
The Weeknd - Blinding Lights
Kendrick Lamar - Not Like Us
"Fame is a vapor; popularity an accident; riches take wings; the only earthly certainty is oblivion."
- Horace Greeley
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so, i got up early this morning so i could watch the Manchester United game. they lost to Crystal Palace at home, 2-0. besides that, they probably also lost Lisandro Martinez to a really bad injury as he was carted off the field in tears. fuck me.
i plucked an ingrown hair off of my face a few minutes ago. i just now got the bleeding to stop. i swear, one fucking thing after another.
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the Royal Rumble last night was excellent. i was legitimately shocked when Jey Uso won the men's Royal Rumble. i didn't think the WWE would have the balls to have him beat John Cena at the end. and to be honest, this is exactly how i want Cena to go out. lose every match he has in his retirement tour. that's the best way for him to pass the torch to the next generation. Charlotte winning the women's Royal Rumble made plenty of sense. it was so cool to see Alexa Bliss back. all in all, it was an excellent start on the road to WrestleMania.
AEW Collision was ok last night.
Austin City Limits was really good last night.
the New York Rangers lost yesterday at Boston, 6-3. J.T. Miller scored 2 goals in his return to the team. hopefully, the boys will win tonight at home against Las Vegas.
enjoy some music:
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on the DVR tonight will be Dexter: Original Sin. i will probably be watching the 2025 Grammys for most of the evening.
mom and i had a little talk last night about my concerns with her. i don't like that she can't remember how she fell yesterday. in my mind at least, that has to be yet another sleepwalking episode. i told her last night that with how things are now, i don't see her making it through this year.
there was a massive NBA trade last night. and by massive, i mean shocking as fuck.
not sure what i'm going to do this afternoon other than vacuuming the house once mom wakes up.
i should be on here in the afternoon on Monday most likely.
i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.
until tomorrow kids...
fight the power.
fuck racism.
fuck hatred.
fuck war.
fuck the police.
black lives matter.
stay healthy.
wash your fucking hands.
stay off of the fucking streets.
get the fucking shot.
Debería haberme quedado en la cama
be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.
peace and chicken grease...
music:
Chris Stapleton - Think I'm In Love With You
Muddy Waters - Mannish Boy (Live)
Otis Redding - Cigarettes and Coffee
Marc Broussard - Lonely Night in Georgia (Live)
Brian McKnight - Anytime
"Mistakes are the portals of discovery." - James Joyce
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