burning the candle at both ends...

 so, it was another one of those nights where i didn't get to bed until 5 in the morning. life gets exhausting sometimes, and i am certainly in that fucking rut. trying to manage my pain and my mother's pain, such a fucking joy.

here are your links for this day of Black History Month:

https://blackfacts.com/fact/u-of-alabama-first-black-student

https://blackfacts.com/fact/negro-baseball-league-founded

the New York Rangers won last night at home against Las Vegas, 4-2. Jonathan Quick became the first American born goalie to win 400 games. 

the Grammy Awards last night were good. amazingly, i knew most of the musical acts.

Dexter Original Sin was very good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Voice. i'll watch Monday Night Raw sometime tonight on Netflix.

i did get to finally vacuum the house today. mom tends to always go to sleep when i want to do it. she pulled that passive/aggressive bullshit today and i just went ahead and did it anyway. i can take so much shit, to a point. as i have told her, just like she grilled into me as a child... choices and consequences.

i'm hoping to get some poems written tonight. i know i need to send another round of submissions out soon.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

quemando la vela por ambos extremos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Alicia Keys - Fallin'

Beyonce - TEXAS HOLD 'EM

Chappell Roan - My Kink Is Karma

The Weeknd - Blinding Lights

Kendrick Lamar - Not Like Us

"Fame is a vapor; popularity an accident; riches take wings; the only earthly certainty is oblivion." 

                                                                                 - Horace Greeley

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i should have just stayed in bed...

 so, i got up early this morning so i could watch the Manchester United game. they lost to Crystal Palace at home, 2-0. besides that, they probably also lost Lisandro Martinez to a really bad injury as he was carted off the field in tears. fuck me.

i plucked an ingrown hair off of my face a few minutes ago. i just now got the bleeding to stop. i swear, one fucking thing after another.

here are your links for today for this day of Black History Month:

https://blackfacts.com/fact/district-of-columbia-abolishes-slavery

https://blackfacts.com/fact/eleven-people-arrested-after-sit-in

the Royal Rumble last night was excellent. i was legitimately shocked when Jey Uso won the men's Royal Rumble. i didn't think the WWE would have the balls to have him beat John Cena at the end. and to be honest, this is exactly how i want Cena to go out. lose every match he has in his retirement tour. that's the best way for him to pass the torch to the next generation. Charlotte winning the women's Royal Rumble made plenty of sense. it was so cool to see Alexa Bliss back. all in all, it was an excellent start on the road to WrestleMania.

AEW Collision was ok last night.

Austin City Limits was really good last night.

the New York Rangers lost yesterday at Boston, 6-3. J.T. Miller scored 2 goals in his return to the team. hopefully, the boys will win tonight at home against Las Vegas.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Dexter: Original Sin. i will probably be watching the 2025 Grammys for most of the evening.

mom and i had a little talk last night about my concerns with her. i don't like that she can't remember how she fell yesterday. in my mind at least, that has to be yet another sleepwalking episode. i told her last night that with how things are now, i don't see her making it through this year. 

there was a massive NBA trade last night. and by massive, i mean shocking as fuck.

not sure what i'm going to do this afternoon other than vacuuming the house once mom wakes up.

i should be on here in the afternoon on Monday most likely.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off of the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Debería haberme quedado en la cama

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Chris Stapleton - Think I'm In Love With You

Muddy Waters - Mannish Boy (Live)

Otis Redding - Cigarettes and Coffee

Marc Broussard - Lonely Night in Georgia (Live)

Brian McKnight - Anytime

"Mistakes are the portals of discovery." - James Joyce

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i pulled an all-nighter...

 so, my luck has been incredibly shitty here lately, so i decided to pull an all-nighter last night. i wrote a poem around 2:30 in the morning and when i went to type it up, my thumb drive fucking broke on me. of course, my arthritic hands dropped it. that thing has the last decade of my poems on it. so, when i put it back together and saw that it still worked, i decided to retire it. also, i couldn't find the cap for it, so i put it in a bag so it would at least be away from dust and dirt. as for the poem, i love it. hopefully, i'll squeeze a couple more from this rock and get some submissions out there.

gambling was incredibly hard yesterday. i missed two fucking parlays by 1 3 pointer and by .5 points. that was the difference between nothing and $75. hence, the all-nighter. i figure if the kicks to the dick continue tonight, time for a shave, haircut, whatever voodoo i need to do to turn the fucking worm.

here are your links for this day of Black History Month:

https://blackfacts.com/fact/peabody-fund-established

https://blackfacts.com/fact/bob-marley--birthday

https://blackfacts.com/fact/jonathan-jasper-wright-1

the Grammys last night were good. i watched most of the show. hell, i even knew most of the performers.

Your Honor was very good last night.

Murder in Big Horn was so sad to watch last night. it always sickens me how the United States have treated Native Americans.

The Last of Us was really good last night.

the New York Knicks won last night at home against Philadelphia, 108-97. that was one of the few picks i got right last night.

here are your NBA highlights from yesterday:

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw and STAND.

the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Calgary. hopefully, the boys get off to a good start after the All-Star break.

i did listen to episode 433 of Notsam Wrestling this afternoon. you can hear that by going here:

https://www.stitcher.com/show/sam-roberts-wrestling-podcast/episode/cody-roman-sami-how-to-get-to-wrestlemania-notsam-wrestling-433-211586185

i have spent most of today doing my laundry. 

i will probably be on here tomorrow after i go to Rite Aid to pick up my prescription.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

creo que finalmente he encontrado el uno

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Beyonce - BREAK MY SOUL

Kendrick Lamar - The Heart Part 5

Samara Joy - Can't Get Out of This Mood

Steve Lacy - Amber

Robert Glasper w/Killer Mike, BJ the Chicago Kid & Big K.R.I.T. - Black Superhero

"Truth is everybody is going to hurt you: you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for." - Bob Marley

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much warmer today...

 i slept a little longer than normal this morning. i got somewhere near 6 hours of sleep, which is like a coma for me anymore. the Spanish princess and i texted each other last night. i think we have a better understanding of what we have and what we both want. it is like i can feel the relationship i have always wanted right at my fingertips, but still can't touch it yet. 

gambling went well yesterday, right up to the point where Gonzaga shit the bed and lost in OT. that punch to the dick destroyed a parlay i had going that would have turned $3 into $70. oh well. hopefully i will do better today.

here are your links for this day of Black History month:

https://blackfacts.com/fact/hank-aaron--birthday

https://blackfacts.com/fact/congressman-thaddeus-stevens-offered-an-amendment

https://blackfacts.com/fact/suit-seeking-to-bar-englewood-n-j-from

the NHL All-Star game yesterday was pretty good.

the New York Knicks lost in OT yesterday at home to the Clippers, 134-128. they play at home today against the 76ers.

here are your NBA highlights from yesterday:

NXT Vengeance Day was excellent last night.

the Dayton Flyers lost last night at Saint Bonaventure, 68-59.

Saturday Night Live was amazing last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Last of Us, Your Honor and Murder in Big Horn. i'll probably be watching the Grammys for most of the night.

i'm sure the rest of today i will be watching some sports and doing laundry. i have zero interest in watching the Pro Bowl, so it will be soccer and college basketball for the rest of the day. 

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

se siente como un día para volver a la cama

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Michal Leah - The Way I Love You

Linda Ronstadt - Long Long Time

Miles Davis - Blue in Green

Etta James - At Last

Muddy Waters - Champagne & Reefer (Live)

"Failure is part of success." - Hank Aaron

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thank you Drew Brees...

 so, Drew Brees announced his retirement from the New Orleans Saints yesterday, 15 years to the day he signed with the team. he is easily the best quarterback in team history and in my opinion, one of the greatest of all-time.

i had to go out and do some things today. mom needed a few things and to have some pills picked up. i needed to go to the bank and make a deposit. and of course, it was raining the whole fucking time.

Manchester United won yesterday over West Ham 1-0. it should have been a much bigger score, but i guess the own goal from West Ham will have to do.

the finale of Allen v. Farrow was good last night.

Last Week Tonight was brilliant as usual.

Batwoman was really good last night.

Shameless was hilarious last night.

Desus & Mero was fucking great last night.

Vice was excellent last night.

The Luminaries was a bit of a mind fuck last night.

so, i did watch the Grammys last night. amazingly, i think i knew most of the songs that won.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Monday Night Raw, The Voice and Beartown.

i did listen to episode 334 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:

https://omny.fm/shows/notsam-wrestling/no-more-gate-keeping-mike-mansury-notsam-wrestling

so, much to my amazement, the Dayton Flyers made the NIT field last night. of course, once i saw the number of teams that declined, i quickly realized why Dayton was included. the school still thinks the NIT means something. sadly, most of the fan base does as well. they play Memphis on March 20th i believe.

as for the NCAA tournament, i think Gonzaga has the easiest route to the Final 4.

Dayton's old coach got fired from Indiana today. i'm a little surprised that Archie didn't do better there.

the New York Rangers play at home tonight against Philadelphia. hopefully, the boys find way to win tonight.

the Yankees won yesterday over the Blue Jays, 5-1. they defeated the Phillies today, 4-2.

i have no damn clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

i guess i did put out the grass seed at the right time today. now, if it actually does warm up the next few days, it might actually work.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

todos tienen un pequeño criminal dentro de ellos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Beyonce - BLACK PARADE

H.E.R. - I Can't Breathe

Billie Eilish - everything i wanted

Megan Thee Stallion w/Beyonce - Savage Remix

"I'm a very strong believer in listening and learning from others." - Ruth Bader Ginsburg

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