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Showing posts with label placebo. Show all posts

Friday, September 27, 2024

i've had better days...

 so, the remnants of the hurricane have been pounding us all damn day. my arthritis is having a field day. but, that was just the start of the shit day i have had. my doctor's appointment was at 2:30. i got there at 2:15. i checked in and the woman at the desk said they tried to call you this morning because the woman you were supposed to see isn't here today. i never got the message or heard the phone. more on that in a bit. she asked me if i wanted to reschedule now? i said yes. i was hoping that someone there later in the afternoon would have an opening. of course not. so, my appointment now will be Monday at 12:30. joy. i texted mom to ask her to check the messages and see if they called this morning to reschedule my appointment. now, the doctor's office is about a 30 minute drive from the house. so, there was a hour of me driving in the rain today. i got home, and of course, mom knew nothing of the text message i sent. she told me before i left that she checked the phone and there were no messages. she checked again when i got home and i guess the doctor's office called at 7 this morning. i didn't get up until 8:15. so, i now get to be the one to always check the messages. we get 50 fucking calls a day from spam or fuckers trying to get mom to switch her Medicare. i'm at the point where i want to get rid of the land line and preferably with a shotgun. and i'm in too much pain to be angry. these are the days where the 8 year old me is laughing in the corner, shaking his head, knowing he was right. (for anyone who doesn't get the reference, i was 8 years old the first time i ever thought of suicide)


the Yankees won last night at home against Baltimore, 10-1. that clinches the AL East. they have a magic number of 2 for the best record in the American League. they start a series tonight at home against Pittsburgh.







the New York Rangers played at home last night against Boston. they won the preseason game, 5-2.





Big Brother was good last night. Leah was the first evicted. Angela was the second eviction. Makensy is the new HOH.





The Old Man was very good last night.



NJPW was a rerun last night.


i did watch some of the boring ass game between the Cowboys and Giants.



enjoy some music:







and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, Inside the NFL, AEW Rampage and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.


i am going to try to be on here in the morning tomorrow.


of course, that really depends on my pain tolerance i suppose.


i hope everyone has a great weekend.


until tomorrow friends...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


He tenido días mejores


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


The Cure - Alone


Cody Jinks - Looking for a Friend


Depeche Mode - Never Let Me Down Again


Placebo - Without You I'm Nothing


U2 - All I Want Is You


"I enjoy the freedom of the blank page." - Irvine Welsh


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:


Sunday, January 7, 2024

the purge...

 so, i'm on here way later than i wanted to be, but it is for a very good reason. last night i decided to go through my stack of unpublished poems. granted, i should have done this earlier or better yet, every year, but last night was it. i think i might have retired around 300 poems last night. now, i was hoping it would stir some new poems out of me last night. that didn't happen but at least i won't have years and years of work to wade through to figure out my submissions now. that being said, i will hopefully get some poems out soon.


the New York Rangers lost last night in Montreal, 4-3, in a shootout. at least they woke up soon enough to get a point out of the game.








here are your NBA highlights from last night:




i did watch both NFL games yesterday. the Steelers beat Baltimore, 17-10. Houston beat the Colts, 23-19.






AEW Collision was good last night.




enjoy some music:





and now some of this and that:











on the DVR tonight will be The Curse.


the Dayton Flyers play at home in a few minutes against UMass. hopefully, Dayton will win.


the New Orleans Saints play at home today against Atlanta.



i'm sure i will watch plenty of NFL games today.


i will most likely be on here tomorrow before Manchester United plays in the FA Cup at Wigan.



i hope everyone had a great Saturday.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


La purga


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


The Chemical Brothers - Where Do I Begin


Placebo - Pure Morning


Stephen Kellogg & The Sixers - Start the Day Early


Shrug - Wake Up, Sugarplum


George Thorogood and the Delaware Destroyers - One Bourbon, One Scotch, One Beer


"Every great story seems to begin with a snake." - Nicolas Cage


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Monday, July 24, 2023

the start of a hot and humid week...

 this week will be nothing but hot and humid weather. not the greatest of times for us fat people. i could take 10 showers this week and still feel everything sticking to me. i like to think if there is a hell, this would be the closest version of it. i was out in it a little today as i had to return some things for mom. thankfully, it didn't take that long.


the Yankees won yesterday at home, sweeping the Royals, 8-5. they are off tonight and start a series tomorrow night at home against the Mets.






i did watch some of the Leagues Cup games last night.





The Righteous Gemstones was fucking hilarious last night. the two part season finale is next week.


and i did watch some of the Women's World Cup last night as well.


enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be Monday Night Raw.


i did listen to episode 457 of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can hear that by going here:




i hope everyone had a great weekend.


i will probably be on here tomorrow after i go to Rite Aid to pick up my prescription.


i now need to figure out dinner.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


hay tormentas en la zona esta noche


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Alex Ward - Blazing


Panda Bear & Sonic Boom - Whirlpool Dub (Adrian Sherwood 'Reset in Dub' Version)


Massive Attack - Mezzanine


Placebo - Pure Morning


Fine Young Cannibals - I'm Not The Man I Used To Be


"All human wisdom is summed up in two words; wait and hope." - Alexandre Dumas


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:


Tuesday, May 30, 2023

it certainly feels like summer...

 it is supposed to be above average around here for the next week or so with the temperatures. so, it does feel like summer here already.


the New York Yankees won last night in Seattle, 10-4. Aaron Judge hit 2 home runs and took another one away on defense.








here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night.



so, the Stanley Cup Final is now set. Florida will play at Las Vegas, Game 1 is on Saturday night.


here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night.



so, the NBA Finals are now set. Miami will play at Denver, Game 1 is on Thursday night.


Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.









enjoy some music:





and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be NXT, Deadliest Catch, Don't Forget the Lyrics, Hot Wheels: Ultimate Challenge and Dark Side of the Ring.


i will hopefully get some poems written today while mom is doing her physical therapy.


i should be on here tomorrow after i get the grocery shopping done.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


ciertamente se siente como verano


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Kris Gruen & Kendall Jane Meade - Heaven On A Car Ride


deary - Fairground (Saint Etienne Remix)


Placebo - Running Up That Hill


Palehound - The Clutch


The Best Around - Lie To Me


"The system under which we live is owned by people who do not deserve to run the world." 
                                                                              - Tom Morello


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Sunday, May 28, 2023

up too early on a Sunday...

 so, i had the pleasure of fucking my back up last night. i went to Lowe's to get mom the top soil she wanted. it was pretty easy getting them into the Highlander. the problem was helping mom plant her flowers. i lifted the bag up and felt my lower back tell me to fuck off. the rest of the night was ice bags and misery. thankfully, mom gave me the out from having to cook last night. and for the first time in weeks, Pizza Hut had the chicken wings she loves. 


the New York Yankees won yesterday against the Padres, 3-2 in 10 innings. hopefully, they will win the series today.







WWE Night of Champions was excellent yesterday.






here are your highlights from the NHL playoffs last night.



here are your highlights from the NBA playoffs last night.



i did watch some of the MLS last night.





Sarah Silverman: Someone You Love was fucking hilarious last night.



enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









there is a ton on the DVR tonight: the season finale of Yellowjackets, Ghosts of Beirut, the series finale of Succession, the series finale of Barry, the two episode season finale of Somebody Somewhere and the season finale of Power Book II: Ghost.


i do plan on watching NXT Battleground tonight on Peacock.


Manchester United plays today at home against Fulham. if they win, they will finish 3rd in the Premier League. they are currently trailing 1-0. Sancho made it 1-1 just before halftime.


i do plan on going to Big Lots this afternoon.


i need to ice down my back, so that's all for me kids...


i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.


i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday will be even better.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


odio el dolor de espalda


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Portugal. The Man w/ Sir Chloe - Novocaine For The Soul


The Scary Jokes - Demons of Accident


Corvair - Right Hook


Forsythia - Pretty Lungs


Placebo - Holocaust


"You only live twice. Once when you are born and once when you look death in the face."  
                                                                            - Ian Fleming


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Saturday, September 10, 2022

up early on a Saturday...

 so, i was up at 6 this morning, pissing into a cup. joy. thankfully, i didn't make too much of a mess. i took that back to the hospital this morning. it wasn't that busy, so i was able to get in and out pretty quickly.


the Yankees lost last night to Tampa Bay, 4-2. the lead is now down to 3 1/2 games, just 2 in the loss column. so, the Yankees choke job is nearly complete now. i hope they will win this afternoon, i won't be watching much of the game though, not with college football on.






it was Derek Jeter night last night at Yankee Stadium. at least that ceremony went better than the game.



Smackdown and NXT Level Up were excellent last night.






AEW Rampage was really good last night.



Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious last night.






Back on the Record with Bob Costas was good last night.



enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









nothing on the DVR tonight.


Ohio State plays at home today against Arkansas State. i'm hoping Ohio State wins big today.



i'm sure i will watch plenty of college football today. i might sneak in some MLS today as well.


i should be on here tomorrow before the New Orleans Saints play at Atlanta.


i hope everyone has a great Saturday.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck war.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay off the fucking streets.


get the fucking shot.


desearía poder dormir hasta tarde


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Run The Jewels & Aqua Teen Hunger Force - Opening Theme (From Aqua Teen Forever: Plantasm)


Placebo - Shout


Raffaella - Grown Up


Azurah Vibez - Headbanger


Blood Orange - Jesus Freak Lighter


"To pay attention, this is our endless and proper work." - Mary Oliver


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:



Friday, March 25, 2022

so, the rain is going to turn to snow...

 so much for spring... when i told my mother she needed her winter coat today when we were going to her physical therapy session, i could tell she wasn't happy. mom freaked me out last night. i went and got some Lee's chicken for dinner. her sodium numbers were low enough that she could have a meal. so, after she ate, she felt so full that she wasn't sure if she was dying or not. i took her blood pressure and it was at a level where she probably should have been having a stroke. low enough that i asked if she wanted me to call the squad. she said no, let me die in my chair. i said i'll have to call someone or they are going to charge me with something. all in all, i think it was a ploy to get some red velvet cake. after the cake and some lemonade, she was fine. i helped her with her exercises and by 2 AM, her blood pressure was fine. by this morning, it was truly back to normal, it was high. 


i did watch the USMNT play Mexico last night. the match finished up 0-0. honestly, if the USA would have been clinical in the final third, they would have won 2 or 3-0. oh well. a solid point on the road. now, the USMNT comes home to take on Panama. if they defeat Panama on Sunday and Costa Rica does something other than win, the USA will be in the World Cup.








NXT UK was pretty good last night.







both episodes of Atlanta last night were spectacular. i'm so happy the show is back.




Vice News Tonight had two great shows this week.


NJPW was good last night.


Dicktown was hilarious last night.



Desus & Mero was fucking funny last night.


enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, AEW Rampage, Real Time with Bill Maher and Painting with John. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.


the New York Rangers play tonight at home against Pittsburgh. this could be a playoff preview, so i'm hoping the boys play a complete game and win.


i picked Gonzaga to win it all this season, so of course they lost last night.





i'm sure i'll watch some of the games tonight as well.


i did see that HHH retired today from pro wrestling. given what my mother went through with her heart failure, i know exactly what he was talking about and just how fucking scary that is. 



i believe i am going to make some turkey burgers tonight. 


i should probably be on here tomorrow in the late morning/early afternoon most likely. if we do get snow in the morning, i'll be beyond pissed.


i hope everyone has a great weekend.


until tomorrow kids...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck Putin.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay socially distant.


get the fucking shot.


pensé que el invierno había terminado


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


Metallica - The Small Hours


Motorhead - The Game (Triple H)


Chris Cornell - Thank You (Live)


St. Paul and the Broken Bones - Sea Of Teeth


Placebo - Pure Morning


"You should laugh everywhere you can find even the slightest glimmer of humor." - Doug Stanhope


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:




Friday, November 19, 2021

welcome to the weekend...

 so, mom canceled her appointment this morning. she wasn't feeling great. i let her sleep until noon and then basically told her to get the fuck up. good times. 


we spent last night trying to figure out what the fuck we are doing for Thanksgiving. turkey and ham have way too much sodium, so we're trying to figure out stuff that all of us will like and mom can actually eat. i think we settled on ribs and a bunch of low sodium more or less vegetarian sides. now, i have to find rolls and some other shit as well. my sister said she will bring me a plate back from our cousin's Thanksgiving. like i need more food, but oh well.


the New York Rangers lost last night in Toronto, 2-1. just one of those nights where they couldn't get enough past the other goalie. it happens. they are off until Sunday now.







i did watch some of the NFL game last night. the Patriots beat the Falcons, 25-0. seeing the score pissed me off even more, wondering how the fuck the Saints lost to Atlanta.




here are your NBA highlights from last night:



Young Sheldon was good last night.


United States of Al was pretty good last night.


B Positive was pretty funny last night.


Cake was fucking weird as usual last night.


Desus & Mero was fucking hilarious last night.



enjoy some music:






and now some of this and that:









on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, AEW Rampage and Real Time with Bill Maher. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on Peacock.


so tomorrow is going to be a little nuts. Manchester United plays in the morning. Ohio State plays at noon. the Dayton Flyers play at 2. now, i am going to try to get the blog done in the morning, before United plays. i want to get it done before the games, in case any of them lose and i will be losing my shit on here. i figure if that happens, at least i can cool off before i write the blog on Sunday. so yeah, that is the plan. of course, here is a preview of the Manchester United game, just in case:



i hope everyone has a great weekend. i think it is going to be cold here, but not too bad. 


i have to go figure out dinner, so that's all for me kids...


until tomorrow...


fight the power.


fuck racism.


fuck hatred.


fuck the police.


black lives matter.


stay healthy.


wash your fucking hands.


stay socially distant.


get the fucking shot.


mi depresión esta empeorando


be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.


peace and chicken grease...


music:


The Hu - Wolf Totem


Guided By Voices - Dance of Gurus


FKA twigs - Measure Of A Man (Cinematic)


Eddie Vedder - The Haves


Placebo - Surrounded By Spies


"I think it's good to live an artful life." - Adam Driver


and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:



Tuesday, September 15, 2020

i'm getting used to waking up around noon...

so, i finished up what i wanted to get done last night around 6 this morning. i decided i should probably check my email, since i hadn't done that for i don't know how long. well, apparently, i hadn't checked my email from Sunday morning. so, 550 emails later, a new blog post, etc. i went to bed around 8 this morning. i was up at 11:30. i know i'm burning the candle on both ends, but, fuck it. i have no interest in living longer than i'm going to.

i sent off 4 poems to The Black Shamrock Magazine today. i love when an editor will email me and ask if i have any poems unpublished that i could possibly send to them. of course i do, sadly. i'll let everyone know when i get the verdict on these poems.

Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.

The Third Day was excellent last night. i'm pretty much at the point now anytime i see Jude Law is in something, i watch it.

We Are Who We Are was really good last night. i really hope this is going to be a series i love.

here are your highlights from the NHL last night.

Axios was pretty good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Deadliest Catch and Big Brother.

i didn't watch much of the NFL games last night.

i do hope to watch some of Game 7 tonight between the Nuggets and Clippers. i won't be shocked if the Clippers choke again.

the Yankees start a huge series with the Blue Jays tonight. hard to believe there are only 13 games left to this season. the Yankees are 1/2 game behind the Blue Jays in the division.

i need to pick the trash up here and next door. so, that's all for me kids.

i should be on here after i get the grocery shopping done tomorrow.

until then...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

la mujer que amo no me ama

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Florence + the Machine - Dog Days Are Over
Tori Amos - Hey Jupiter
Morphine - Cure for Pain
Placebo - Pure Morning

"Very few of us are what we seem." - Agatha Christie

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

Friday, March 6, 2020

so, it was raining sideways...

i know how crazy my Friday has been by the time i end up having lunch. on most days, i'm having lunch around 1 or 2 in the afternoon. today, i had lunch a little after 5 PM. fuck me.

i had to go to 3 grocery stores to get everything on the grocery list, which included some stuff my sister wanted me to look for. lovely. i found everything on the list and given everything i had to get, the fact i kept everything, including getting gas, under $200, is a minor miracle.

the New York Rangers played a game for the ages last night, defeating the Capitals 6-5 in OT. Mika Zibanejad tied a Rangers record last night, scoring 5 goals in the game, including the game winner in overtime. the Rangers are now just 2 points out from a playoff spot.

NXT UK was really good last night.

Young Sheldon was pretty funny last night.

The Unicorn was very funny last night. the season finale is next week.

Will & Grace was hilarious last night.

Indebted was good last night, although i would be shocked if this show gets a season 2.

Better Things was excellent last night.

Cake was fucking bizarre as usual last night.

Desus & Mero was funny as fuck last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown, Real Time with Bill Maher, High Maintenance and The Trade. i'll watch 205 Live sometime tonight on WWE Network.

i should be on here tomorrow after i watch College GameDay on ESPN in the morning. they will be broadcasting from the University of Dayton. i do plan on having the blog done long before i leave for the Dayton Flyers game tomorrow night on senior night against George Washington.

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

i swear, one of these damn days, Spring will actually show up.

until tomorrow...

¿Qué sucede cuando ya no puedes encontrar el placer en el dolor?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Placebo - Pure Morning
Orgy - Stitches
Fatboy Slim - The Rockafeller Skank
Korn - Freak on a Leash

"I like writing because you can make things happen and turn out the way they never do in real life."
                                                                                                 - Rob Reiner

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Saturday, January 25, 2020

and now it's snowing...

the snow isn't sticking just yet, but i imagine at some point it will. i didn't get to sleep until 5 this morning. woke up at 9:30, feeling oddly refreshed. it must have been the alcohol.

Smackdown was pretty good last night, as was 205 Live.

i did watch some of the NHL Skills competitions last night. the All-Star game is tonight.

Real Time with Bill Maher was hilarious last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Saturday Night Live, ROH and Austin City Limits.

the Dayton Flyers play this evening at Richmond. hopefully, Dayton can keep the winning streak alive tonight.

on at the same time as the game, WWE Worlds Collide: NXT vs. NXT UK will be on the WWE Network. i'll probably watch that after the Dayton game is over.

i might watch some of the NHL All-Star game tonight.

i will probably watch some college basketball this afternoon before Dayton plays.

i'm hoping to be on here tomorrow sometime before Manchester United plays in the FA Cup. if not, here is a preview of the game:

i hope everyone has a great Saturday. call if you need bail money...

until tomorrow kids...

todas las almas hermosas mueren horribles muertes

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Guided By Voices - Holy Rhythm
Leonard Cohen - The Night Of Santiago
Van Morrison - Dark Night of the Soul
Placebo - Pure Morning

"The older one grows, the more one likes indecency." - Virginia Woolf

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day: