if i could only get higher...

 i took my last weed gummy last night. i was really hoping i would get so damn high that i would end up sleeping around 10 hours. well, i did feel some effects from it, and i did slip off to a really good sleep. problem was, it only lasted for a little over 4 hours. well shit.

a big thank you to everyone that checked out my latest published poems:

https://synchchaos.com/poetry-from-j-j-campbell-113/

the Yankees lost yesterday at home to Boston, 7-1. hopefully, they will win the series today.

i did watch a good amount of college football yesterday:

AEW Collision was good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Industry, Big Brother and Power Book II: Ghost.

the New Orleans Saints play at Dallas today. i would love to see the Saints win, but i won't be holding my breath.

i'm sure i will watch plenty of football today. 

i'm sure i will also ice my back down most of today as well.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday.

i hope your Sunday will be even better.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after a trip to the bank.

happy gambling everyone...

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Si tan solo pudiera llegar más alto

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Bob Dylan - It's Alright, Ma (I'm Only Bleeding)

Cat Power - Visions of Johanna (Live)

John Prine - Lake Marie (Live)

Jason Isbell & the 400 Unit - TVA (Live)

Lucinda Williams - Essence

"One of the luckiest things that can happen to you in life is, I think, to have a happy childhood." 

                                                                              - Agatha Christie

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

welcome to the weekend...

 another day where the weather was really good around here. i was able to get mom to her appointment on time. she got all the shots she needed and found what she was looking for at Rite Aid. then, we went to the local grocery store around the corner. first time she had been in there in years. she wanted to get a few things for the weekend. she really appreciated me letting her get out and enjoy the sun a bit. i'm hoping it will help her sleep later tonight.

i did make it to the bank to make a deposit before mom had to go to Rite Aid. thankfully, i made it back with plenty of time to get her there. i once again didn't sleep worth a shit last night.

the Yankees split the doubleheader yesterday in Boston. they lost the first game, 5-0. they won the second game, 8-5. they start a series tonight in Pittsburgh.

i did watch a little of the NFL game last night. the Eagles beat the Vikings, 34-28.

i did check out that Kelce documentary last night on Amazon Prime. it was better than i was expecting.

Big Brother was good last night. unfortunately, Jared is the new HOH, which means this will be another week controlled by his mother.

NJPW was really good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Smackdown and AEW Rampage. i'll watch NXT Level Up sometime tonight on Peacock.

i will probably be on here tomorrow after Manchester United plays in the morning.

Ohio State plays Western Kentucky tomorrow. i should be on here before that game starts in the afternoon.

i just played a crazy soccer bet for tomorrow. i put $1 on a ten team parlay that if all 10 teams win, i'll get over $7,000. i could really use that crazy fucking bet hitting tomorrow.

a big thank you to everyone for checking out my latest published poems:

https://synchchaos.com/poetry-from-j-j-campbell-90/

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

sueña en grande o no sueñes en absoluto

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

BRUTUS - Love Won't Hide the Ugliness

kenzie - anatomy

Temple of Angels - Waving to the Wind

Hakushi Hasegawa - Mouth Flash (Kuchinohanabi)

Larkin Poe - Bad Spell (Acoustic)

"The best time to plan a book is while you're doing the dishes." - Agatha Christie

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

and here we go...

 so, i got to bed around 5 this morning. i woke up at 9:05. and here i thought i wrote that blog early as fuck this morning so i could get more than 4 hours of sleep. silly me.

the Yankees won last night in Boston, 5-3. they are off tonight and start a series in Milwaukee tomorrow night.

AEW Dynamite was excellent last night.

Big Brother was good last night. i'm pretty sure Alyssa will be evicted tonight.

both episodes of Welcome to Wrexham were great last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Big Brother, NJPW, Little Demon and two episodes of Atlanta.

i will probably watch some of the Chiefs vs. Chargers game tonight on Amazon Prime.

Manchester United plays this afternoon in the Europa League vs. Sheriff.

after that game is over i think mom and i are going to go out a get her a new chair. the one she got from her brother is breaking down.

i have no clue when i will be on here tomorrow.

a big thank you to everyone for checking at my latest published poems:

https://synchchaos.com/poetry-from-j-j-campbell-68/

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck war.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay off the fucking streets.

get the fucking shot.

Sé que necesito dormir más

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

T Bone Burnett, Jay Bellerose, Keefus Ciancia - I'm Starting A New Life Today

Garrett T. Capps & NASA Country - People Are Beautiful

Aaron Lewis & Fred Durst - Outside (Live)

John Cafferty & The Beaver Brown Band - On the Dark Side

Ill Poetic - Sketches in Spain

"Very few of us are what we seem." - Agatha Christie

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

endless pain...

 so, my mother is allergic to latex. she wanted me to find some latex free band-aids for her face. i went to 5 different places today. none of them had any that would work for her. so, i told her that Amazon Prime is going to be her best bet. we really don't have anything in the house that would work for her either. 

it fucking poured last night. rained enough to make sure my arthritis was going to be awake all night long. i guess i have finally figured out how to sleep in pain. that should extend my life by a few days i suppose.

so the new edition of NXT went pretty good last night. plenty of new faces, but i don't mind that. i love Tommaso Ciampa as the new champion, it sucks that Samoa Joe had to give up the title because of injury, but it is nice to see Goldie back where she belongs.

Deadliest Catch was good last night. next week is the season finale.

the Yankees won last night in Baltimore, 7-2. hopefully, they will win again tonight.

the grocery shopping went well other than not finding the one thing i couldn't find. i did get some baseball cards at Rite Aid. i paid $5 for a box and there was about $15 in it. i also found some NBA stickers at Dollar General. i said fuck it, i haven't seen these in years, so i bought 5 packs. i got a few stars in them. i don't peel and stick the stickers. i might include in some gifts this year or if anyone ever comes looking for some basketball cards...

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, AEW, Big Brother and American Horror Story: Double Feature.

i know i need to take mom over to the place that does her taxes tomorrow. i might have a deposit to make at the bank tomorrow, don't know yet. i should be on here sometime in the afternoon i guess.

now i have to go figure out dinner and do my best to not let mom get too depressed. she saw what her face looked like when the band-aid fell off today. she told me she wanted to puke. so yeah, i have my work cut out for me.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

stay socially distant.

get the shot.

la muerte resuelve muchas cosas

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Holy Death Trio - Witchdoctor

Barbarian Overlords - The Harvester

Iron Maiden - The Writing On the Wall

Black Sabbath - War Pigs

Pantera - I'm Broken

"Every murderer is probably somebody's old friend." - Agatha Christie

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

i'm getting used to waking up around noon...

so, i finished up what i wanted to get done last night around 6 this morning. i decided i should probably check my email, since i hadn't done that for i don't know how long. well, apparently, i hadn't checked my email from Sunday morning. so, 550 emails later, a new blog post, etc. i went to bed around 8 this morning. i was up at 11:30. i know i'm burning the candle on both ends, but, fuck it. i have no interest in living longer than i'm going to.

i sent off 4 poems to The Black Shamrock Magazine today. i love when an editor will email me and ask if i have any poems unpublished that i could possibly send to them. of course i do, sadly. i'll let everyone know when i get the verdict on these poems.

Monday Night Raw was pretty good last night.

The Third Day was excellent last night. i'm pretty much at the point now anytime i see Jude Law is in something, i watch it.

We Are Who We Are was really good last night. i really hope this is going to be a series i love.

here are your highlights from the NHL last night.

Axios was pretty good last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Deadliest Catch and Big Brother.

i didn't watch much of the NFL games last night.

i do hope to watch some of Game 7 tonight between the Nuggets and Clippers. i won't be shocked if the Clippers choke again.

the Yankees start a huge series with the Blue Jays tonight. hard to believe there are only 13 games left to this season. the Yankees are 1/2 game behind the Blue Jays in the division.

i need to pick the trash up here and next door. so, that's all for me kids.

i should be on here after i get the grocery shopping done tomorrow.

until then...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

la mujer que amo no me ama

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Florence + the Machine - Dog Days Are Over
Tori Amos - Hey Jupiter
Morphine - Cure for Pain
Placebo - Pure Morning

"Very few of us are what we seem." - Agatha Christie

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

listening to a beautiful woman snore...

last night was one of those nights where i do hope the world understands the kind of friend i am. the muse went out and got drunk since the power was out at her place. she wanted to know about the weather around midnight. i had no problem letting her know and i told her to let me know when she got home safely. she sent me a message about 30 minutes later and said she was home and drunk. now, this isn't my first rodeo. i told her if she needed to talk, she could call me. about 2 minutes later, she called me on the computer. before too long the room was spinning and she thought she was going to puke. since i love her, i gave her the best advice i could. get something to hold your hair back and puke before you go to sleep. of course, she never puked while i was on the phone with her. 10 minutes after i gave her the advice she fell asleep on her side. i probably listened to her snore for 30 minutes before i woke her up and told her to hang up as i didn't want her to drain her phone with her power being out. look at me, always thinking ahead. she sent me a message this morning saying lol, i was super drunk. no shit.

hopefully the weather in the Carolinas will get better today. the storm is sadly moving at a fucking snail's pace at the moment.

i did write a poem while the muse was sleeping last night. i'll type that up sometime today.

the New York Yankees got a much needed victory last night over Toronto, 11-0. hopefully, they will get another one today.

VICE was really good last night.

NJPW was good last night.

Real Time with Bill Maher was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be ROH.

i did watch Ring Warriors this morning on WGN America. thankfully, i wasn't expecting much. that being said, Saturday morning wrestling certainly reminds me of my youth.

Manchester United plays in a little while at Watford. hopefully the boys can somehow get 3 points on the road today.

Ohio State plays TCU down in Texas tonight where the Dallas Cowboys play. this should be a very good test to see how good Ohio State really is this season. plus, it's the last game of Urban Meyer's suspension.

between all that today i plan on doing my laundry. hopefully i get all of that done before tonight rolls around.

i hope everyone has a great weekend. enjoy your Saturday. call if you need bail money.

la alegría de escuchar a una hermosa mujer roncar

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Amos Lee - Vaporize
Hayes Carll - Drunken Poet's Dream
Ray Kennedy - What a Way to Go
AC/DC - Have a Drink On Me

"The best time to plan a book is while you're doing the dishes." - Agatha Christie

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

yeah, i wear sweatpants in public, get over it...

i gave up on life many moons ago. if you see me wearing something other than sweatpants and a t-shirt in public, apathy forgot to wake up with me that day. it's a rare occasion. you should try to get a picture, sort of like a Big Foot sighting.

the grocery store was uneventful today. they didn't have everything i wanted and i didn't eat lunch before going. amazingly, i kept the grocery bill under $100. now my liquor bill was nearly $50 and gas was a little over $20. all in all, not bad.

while i was putting some artwork in frames last night, i had the last frame i was using break on me. nothing like glass flying all over the fucking place. i thought i got it all but later on that night, i saw something while i was laying in bed. i went to touch it and next thing i know, my fucking thumb was sliced open. fuck me runnin'. needless to say, i need another 11 x 14 frame.

the New York Yankees scored early and often last night, whipping Baltimore 13-5. hopefully they can do the same thing tonight.

Vice News Tonight had another great week of shows.

Big Brother went how i expected last night. Kevin was evicted by Christmas. Paul won the first part of the HOH last night. that's what's going to be shown on the show tonight. i hope the jury house is truly planning on screwing Paul in the end, that would be some great television.

Better Things was really good last night.

Fuck, That's Delicious Classics was excellent last night.

The Chris Gethard Show last night was fucking brilliant. John Oliver was the guest and the show had me laughing the entire 60 minutes.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be VICE, Big Brother, NJPW, Real Time with Bill Maher, Room 104 and Treehouse Masters.

i suppose the plan is for me to be back on here in the morning tomorrow. i figure i would like to do a little writing tonight. so, if that doesn't keep me up all damn night, i will probably crank out another one of these in the morning.

the sun actually did make an appearance today. that felt nice. hopefully it stays that way all weekend.

it sickens me to wake up each morning and see what fucking chaos has happened around the world as i tried to pretend to sleep. maybe one day people will realize if you would like to have an open society, you need to treat everyone with dignity and respect; educate everyone the same and eliminate poverty. i'm pretty fucking sure you'd stop about 90% of all violence if that ever happened. but what do i know. i'm just some unemployed poet living with his mother.

i hope everyone has a wonderful weekend. take it easy and then take it again.

baila desnuda en las luces de neón mientras fuma tu cerebro en los cielos

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

New Age Healers - He Took A Bullet To Heaven
Nothing More - Go to War
Marilyn Manson - WE KNOW WHERE YOU FUCKING LIVE
Metallica - Fade to Black (Live)

"The best time to plan a book is while you're doing the dishes." - Agatha Christie

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

better late than never

my sports night last night was on the verge of disaster. i picked both football games wrong, everything i needed to go my way in fantasy football went the opposite direction and the New York Yankees were being no hit through 7 innings. thankfully, Carlos Beltran broke that up. but, the team continues to not do the little things to get runners in; get the guy over, productive outs, etc. this was further glorified in the 9th inning, trailing 1-0, when Jacoby "i may not get a hit again for the rest of the season" Ellsbury hit into a double play instead of doing whatever it took to get the guy into scoring position. thankfully, the Yankees decided to show some heart and have, easily, their best win of the season. a walk and a steal to finally get someone into scoring position. A-Rod hit a HUGE double to tie the game. mind you this is coming off a pitcher who had never given up a run to the Yankees in his career. they walked McCann to force Girardi into making a decision. the dumb fucks in the tv booth wanted a pinch hitter. i was yelling at the top of my lungs to stick with Slade Heathcott. i'm at the point this season where i would much rather watch a kid fail than some old overpaid piece of shit (yes, that's you Stephen Drew) fail yet again. all Slade did was take the first pitch and hit the second home run of his career to give the Yankees a 4-1 lead. easily, given that this season is spiraling down the toilet, the best moment and win of the season. what should also be remembered from the game is the pitching job CC did. god willing, this will be the win that will send them on a sprint to the playoffs. they are 3 games out of the division lead. they play 3 more games with Toronto early next week. the job at hand is to win another game tonight. keep it within 3 games and then take your shot at winning the division in a year when most baseball "experts" thought the Yankees would finish in last place.

i lost 2 of my 3 fantasy football games. they weren't really close, so i won't beat myself up to much as i simply didn't have the right players to win. i went 10-6 on my picks. that i will be disappointed with. oh well.

Monday Night Raw could have been so much better last night. it started off well:

but they completely dropped the ball with the women's title match. i don't mind that Charlotte won by DQ. i don't mind Nikki setting the record for most days with the title. what i do mind is using a finish that they had already used over and over again. it's so god damn obvious that Vince doesn't believe in female wrestlers as actual "wrestlers"; they are simply something good to look at or time for you to take a piss. now, it's all set up for Charlotte to win the title this Sunday at the ppv. but this god awful taste in the mouth of nearly all wrestling fans will take a match that i don't think the fuckers that write this shit can come up with. that and the fact that Nikki can't wrestle to save her life. now, throw in the John Cena factor and maybe she doesn't lose this Sunday as that fucker won't allow it. if that happens, the Divas Revolution will be officially dead and i do hope that people just turn the product off and go support something else. the only other part of the show i enjoyed was this:

and that's only because i hope they put the title on Kevin Owens. but, given the WWE recently, they will manage to fuck that up as well.

i got some FREE music on NoiseTrade this morning. i will post the links below in the music section.

i finally watched the Jimi Hendrix: Electric Church documentary last night. it was excellent.

time for some music kids:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother. i am shocked that no one has leaked who got evicted yesterday. i guess i will have to watch tonight.

Manchester United plays at PSV Eindhoven today in Champions League group play. i will be interested to see how Memphis plays today as PSV is his former club. hopefully he plays great as Wayne Rooney will be missing again.

after that is over i will get all the trash together and figure out what phone mom should get for the "home office". the ones she's had for years have finally died. mom will use something until it dies. if it doesn't last for more than 15 years, she's disappointed. i am the same way kind of, but that's mostly due to the fact i haven't had a steady income since i was 26. i go without new shit simply because i can't afford it.

i hope this finds everyone enjoying some great weather and the beverage of your choice. until tomorrow my friends.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Zeke Duhon - Zeke Duhon
Cicada Rhythm - Select Cicadas
Magic Giant - Greetings from Magic Giant

"The best time to plan a book is while you're doing dishes." - Agatha Christie

and your pro wrestling video of the day: