hard to believe it's been a year...

hard to believe it's been a year since Big Steve left this world...

today went much faster at the hospital than the first time i had to take mom there for her pre-operational testing. i'm really hoping the next few weeks go smoothly.

the grocery store today was rather interesting. i wasn't sure if people were noticing i got a haircut or were wondering why the fuck my goatee is that long. plenty of eyes and all of them looked away when i caught them. sad world.

The Big Bang Theory was excellent last night. i certainly didn't expect that ending.

Life in Pieces was pretty fucking funny last night as well. yet another ending i didn't see coming.

Lip Sync Battle was pretty good last night.

Vice News Tonight had another excellent week of shows.

the New York Yankees were facing a pitcher last night who owns them. when they were trailing 3-1 in the 9th and weren't facing that pitcher any longer, i felt they had a chance. they ended up having the tying run thrown out at home to end the game with a 3-2 loss. file that one under shit happens. hopefully they will get a win tonight.

enjoy some music:

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on the DVR tonight will be VICE, NJPW and Real Time with Bill Maher.

i believe my sister is coming down for the weekend. i know mom wants us to do some things around the house before she has her surgery.

the weather is starting to warm up here and hopefully, we don't have any fucking rain for a few days. i would enjoy at least one weekend every now and then where i'm not consumed with pain.

that's all for me kids. i hope everyone has a great weekend. remember, only fuck the ones that cough.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Pixies - Monkey Gone to Heaven (Live)
LCD Soundsystem - call the police
The Strumbellas - Spirits
The Killers - Mr. Brightside
Harvey Danger - Flagpole Sitta

"The main reason Santa is so jolly is because he knows where all the bad girls live." - George Carlin

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getting a sunburn in the shade

thankfully, there was no line at all when we took 4 boxes of shit to get shredded today. that was pretty easy. i found exactly what i was looking for at Hobby Lobby and even better, it was 50% off as well. mom found a few things she was looking for at Bed Bath & Beyond. i swear by the time we got out of there, it felt like it was near 100 outside. we were going to drive back to town to get lunch but then i thought we weren't far from this sports bar that we both like. mom just happened to have a gift card on her, so that settled that. it felt good to get into the air conditioning for a while. lunch was good. there must have been a fire somewhere on the way home as 2 fire trucks came flying past me on the way back. and sure enough, as soon as i got home, it was a race to the toilet. even if i take precautions (pills) or hydrate myself properly (water instead of alcohol), the heat destroys me anymore. good times.

the New York Yankees won again last night, 4-0 over Detroit. it's the first time since April, when they were 4-3 on the season, that they've been above .500. hopefully they will get 2 games over .500 by winning again tonight.

i did enjoy the Copa America games last night. Chile won a wild game over Bolivia 2-1 with a penalty kick at the death. Messi finally played for Argentina and it took him all of 20 minutes to get a hat trick. fucking ridiculous. Argentina defeated Panama 5-0.

tonight is a massive MUST WIN game for the USA vs. Paraguay. if the USA loses, they are eliminated. if they can get a draw, they will most likely advance. if they win, they are onto the quarterfinals. and once again, if they lose, i want the coach fired before the end of the night.

the other Copa America game tonight is Colombia vs. Costa Rica.

i did watch a little bit of the Euro 2016 before i had to leave this morning. Switzerland defeated Albania 1-0. i saw a little bit of Wales while i was at the sports bar. they defeated Slovakia 2-1. and i'm currently watching England and Russia play while i'm typing this. honestly, the violence before the match was probably more exciting.

that will be my day for the next few weeks. Euro 2016 in the day, Copa America at night. good times.

i didn't watch any of the NBA Finals last night. as soon as i saw that Golden State had the lead in the 4th quarter, i knew Cleveland was fucked. i'll be shocked if the series goes longer than 5 games now.

NJPW was excellent last night.

VICE was another must see episode last night.

enjoy some music:

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on the DVR tonight will be ROH.

when i saw that Christina Grimmie was killed last night when i woke up this morning, i was stunned. i remember her on The Voice and was really happy that she continued on with her career after the show. to be gunned down while signing autographs for fans is a horrific way to go. of course, it was in Florida, where it seems most crazy shit tends to happen.

England just scored to go up 1-0 over Russia. holy shit, Russia just scored basically at the death to get the 1-1 draw. same old England.

a happy birthday to the first major crush of my life. my offer still stands.

i hope everyone has a wonderful Saturday. call if you need bail money.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The Cure - Pictures Of You
The Strumbellas - Spirits
Martika - Toy Soldiers
Cowboy Junkies - Powderfinger

"Let's face it, writing is hell." - William Styron

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one of those days where you get so lonely it feels natural

i suppose that's the problem with always being a loner. you get so damn lonely at times that you don't even recognize it. and i've lived long enough to know complaining gets you nowhere. i have no clue where all this shit came from today, although today is 1 year since my father's funeral. i fully expect that fucker to haunt me until the day i die. none of us will be lucky enough for that to happen soon though.

breaking news... the New York Yankees got some great pitching last night and timely hitting as well and HOLY SHIT, they won 7-0. finally. that stops the losing streak and more importantly, allowed me to drink. hopefully tonight they can start a winning streak, a totally fucking radical concept this season.

i thought NXT was pretty good last night. it's going to take me a while to get used to all these guys that used to work in TNA now being in NXT.

Lucha Underground last night was awesome. a No Mas match between 2 women that ends up with blood and as much brutality as men would do was fucking amazing to watch. hats off to Sexy Star and Mariposa for an instant classic.

enjoy some music kids:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be The Big Bang Theory, WWE Smackdown and Lip Sync Battle.

i listened to the latest episode of Seton Calling this morning. i really enjoyed the episode, especially since i am one of those Star Wars nerds. you can check out the episode by going here:
http://setoncalling.com/2016/05/04/episode6-tonythaxton-mcs/

my uncle is out of the hospital. i guess they are having something over the weekend for Mother's Day that mom is invited to. so i guess it will be another weekend indoors for me. i'm really not in the mood to see the cousin that molested me.

i do need to get my creative cap on and make up a card for Mother's Day. i believe mom likes it when i get creative with the word fuck in her cards.

i did watch what the Cleveland Cavaliers did last night. un-fucking-believable.

i also watched some playoff hockey last night. i will laugh my ass off if Washington bows out once again before even making the conference finals.

i've been achy all damn day. the pills aren't working, coffee didn't work. the massage chair didn't work. so, there must be some weather coming or is near that is really fucking with me. it's the kind of aches where you would love to crawl in bed and just die.

good times.

if the Yankees win tonight, i believe i will be turning to hard liquor this evening.

i hope everyone is feeling better than i am. it's not that high of a bar to get to.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

The Strumbellas - Spirits
The Iguanas - Mexican Candy
The Midwestern Charm - Bloodbath
The Twilight Singers - Powder Burns
The Crystal Method - Busy Child

"The only antidote to mental suffering is physical pain." - Karl Marx

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