a rainy start to the last day of the month...

 i think it rained just about all night long. that surely explains why i woke up in pain. of course, it always makes me laugh. 4 hours of sleep.1 drink before bed of mostly Jack Daniels and a little soda. blood sugar is fucking fantastic in the morning. that's the DNA of an alcoholic right there boys and girls.

Saturday Night Live was pretty funny last night.

ROH was very good last night.

here are your links for this day of Black History Month:

https://blackfacts.com/fact/arkansas-legislature-required-free-blacks-to

https://blackfacts.com/fact/rhode-island-general-assembly

https://blackfacts.com/fact/slave-revolt-in-long-island

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Axios, Allen v. Farrow, Last Week Tonight, Batwoman, Shameless, Desus & Mero and The Luminaries. the Golden Globes are on tonight, but i highly doubt i watch much of them.

Manchester United plays at Chelsea today. i would fucking love to see United win.

the New York Rangers play this afternoon at home against Boston. i'd love to see a repeat of the last game.

the New York Yankees start their spring training today against the Blue Jays. i have high hopes for the Yankees this season, but mostly, i would just love to see them stay healthy for a change.

i should be on here tomorrow after a trip to the bank and the post office. got some money from a friend wanting to buy some baseball cards. of course, the money came yesterday after the bank and post office was already closed.

i hope everyone had a great Saturday. i hope your Sunday is even better.

until tomorrow kids...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

incluso mis sueños están tratando de evitarme

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

D'Angelo - Brown Sugar

Otis Redding - You Don't Miss Your Water

Da Lench Mob - Guerillas in tha Mist

Nina Simone - Strange Fruit

"You grow and evolve and as you do that, your art hopefully reflects that change and that growth." 

                                                                                          - Fefe Dobson

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

welcome to the Monday grind...

i swear, today has been a series of naps and wondering if the air conditioner is going to run the entire day. i could tell by how the birds were moving this morning, it wasn't a pleasant one outside. joy.

i did watch some of the TBT last night. i believe the Red Scare, the team made up of mostly former Dayton players, play on Wednesday.

i also watched some of the NASCAR race yesterday.

Black Monday was hilarious last night.

The Chi was excellent last night.

Desus & Mero was fucking hilarious last night. so glad they are back on.

Perry Mason was really good last night.

I'll Be Gone in the Dark was excellent last night.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, Fuck That's Delicious and I May Destroy You. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening.

i did listen to the latest episode of Notsam Wrestling this morning. you can find that by going here:
https://omny.fm/shows/notsam-wrestling/where-is-shayna-notsam-wrestling-298

mom ordered me a bunch of New Orleans Saints masks for me to wear. they all came today. that was a bit of a surprise.

i guess we're having crab cakes for dinner tonight. i need to go get those started, so that's all for me kids.

i hope everyone had a great weekend.

until tomorrow...

fight the power.

fuck racism.

fuck hatred.

fuck the police.

black lives matter.

stay healthy.

wash your fucking hands.

wear your mask.

este es el tipo de calor donde las cosas simplemente mueren

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Rage Against the Machine - Down Rodeo
Tunde Adebimpe - ReelFeel
Da Lench Mob - Guerillas In Tha Mist
Metallica - Enter Sandman (Live)
Sufjan Stevens - America

"They thought I was a Surrealist, but I wasn't. I never painted dreams. I painted my own reality."
                                                                                                               - Frida Kahlo

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

thankfully, i'm full of patience

the Dayton Flyers lost last night to Auburn 73-60. that stops Dayton's 16 game home winning streak. first off, Dayton simply wasn't good enough in this game. defense was atrocious at times and they settled for way too many jump shots. secondly, the officiating was horrific. Dayton has the younger brother of the Greek Freak that plays in the NBA. for the second time that i can remember this season, Kostas got a foul called on him simply because of who he was. i am so fucking tired of refs that call shit because they think something is going to happen. how the fuck do you get a charge called on you when you don't touch the fucking player on your drive to the hoop? this has been my bitch for years now. since refs can't keep up with better and faster athletes, they try to anticipate shit. instead of the novel fucking approach of simply calling what you see. thirdly, Dayton's offense is a fucking joke. they will get zoned to death by any coach that can actually coach. Dayton's unwillingness to work the ball inside and out possession after possession slowly put the damn crowd to sleep. i don't think Dayton got closer than 8 in the second half. Dayton's next game will be on Sunday night at Mississippi State. oh joy.

mom got dizzy way too many times last night at the game. i don't think she's ready yet for all the noise and flashing lights, etc.

Total Divas was pretty good last night.

NXT was pretty good as well last night.

the Bruno Mars: 24K Magic Live at the Apollo certainly lifted my mood some last night. as mom put it, no man on earth should have that much energy.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Vice News Tonight, the season finale of The Chris Gethard Show, Gotham, The Big Bang Theory, Young Sheldon and Life in Pieces.

i did listen to the latest Sam Roberts Wrestling Podcast this morning. you can find that by going here:
http://notsam.com/wrestlingpodcast/2017/11/30/wrestling-podcast-162-x-pac

it was rainy this morning here, so my bones have been achy all damn day. that's always fun. i wanted to get some poems ready for next week but i haven't felt like it at all. hell, i don't really feel like doing this blog but i know there's plenty of Russians looking at it each day.

Waffle House was rather interesting last night. the cook was a young black man. i was immediately interested to see how the employees would interact. the one thing i have noticed about this town is most people have no clue how to act around a black person. i picked up on that when our waitress changed her attitude once he was no longer in the kitchen. it's fucking amazing how often people around here have no damn clue what being racist actually is. i really hope this town gets more integrated over time. i'd love to see all the fucking racists flee.

and on that lovely note, until tomorrow kids...

pronto no habrá ningún lugar a donde huir

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Da Lench Mob - Guerillas in tha Mist
The Pharcyde - Passin' Me By
Beastie Boys - So What'cha Want

"Get your facts first, then you can distort them as you please." - Mark Twain

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

the holidays always bring out the weirdos

i've been contacted by 3 people out of the blue this morning. 3 complete fucking strangers. i've already busted one as trying to scam me. i'm working on a second one posing as a general in Syria. he has the decency to actually pose as a Christian as well. ok, just nailed him. you would think one day these stupid fuckers would realize i will not fall for this stupid shit. the third one says she is a student and model in London. i'm waiting for when she asks me for money. it will happen, i have seen it for years now. it's beyond fucking rare anymore to find an "actual" person on the internet that wants to have a conversation and not just weasel some money out of you.

so, welcome to my Labor Day. hopefully yours has started better.

the New York Yankees got a huge victory yesterday, 5-2, avoiding a sweep in Baltimore. they are back home this afternoon playing against Toronto. they really need to start stringing together victories if they want to stay in contention for the playoffs. sadly, every team they play (except for Tampa) are playing for the playoffs as well for the rest of the season.

that game between Notre Dame and Texas last night was an instant classic. Texas won in 50-47 in 2OT.

Big Brother was pretty good last night. this will be the last week in the house for James or Natalie.

Power last night was excellent. the shit is getting really good now.

The Strain was fucking great last night. the ending was certainly very interesting.

enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be the final part of the CM Punk UFC documentary. i'll be watching Monday Night Raw for most of the evening. i will probably check out the Florida State vs. Ole Miss game as well.

i listened to the latest Sam and Cathy podcast this morning. you can find it by going here:
http://notsam.com/srshow/2016/9/5/sam-cathy-024-balance

mom did pretty well yesterday. of course, she's paying for it today. we went to the local grocery store and she got some things she wanted. i think took her to this chicken place as she had been talking about wanting chicken for the last two days. so, there was lunch and dinner yesterday. this morning she feels a little drained. hopefully the muscle relaxers help her.

i was thrilled to see who the latest person to commit to the University of Dayton to play basketball was. you can never go wrong with 6 foot 11. welcome to Dayton, Jordan Pierce.
http://www.daytondailynews.com/news/sports/dayton-flyers-pick-up-another-2017-recruit/nsRTS/

i hope everyone had a great weekend. hopefully you get a little more weekend today.

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

Guided by Voices - A Salty Salute
Queen - Who Wants to Live Forever
Da Lench Mob - Guerillas in tha Mist
Daft Punk - Da Funk
Prince - Adore

"I won't be a rock star, I will be a legend." - Freddie Mercury

and your whatever the fuck i wanted you to see video of the day:

the back side of the circle

these are the days, rejecting fantasy football trades and hustling on the internet to make pennies, where you sadly realize it's all meaningless. the love. the hate. the talent, the passion. the desire to be something greater. all of it, a fucking waste. eventually, we all get to the back side of the circle. that part of life where we regress. we start off in diapers, we end in diapers. many people aren't comfortable with death. many people avoid the talk, fear gripping them until it's too late. i am not one of those people. and in these quiet moments alone, i know i am on the back side of my circle. death will greet me one day soon and i will embrace it like an old friend. a wise old man told me years ago to always leave them wanting more. i always surmised i would die the moment i found real happiness in my life. sadly, neither of those things will happen. i'd like to die in my bed next to a beautiful woman. and unless i shell out the money, that's not happening anytime soon either. so the journey continues. one sad boring fucking day after another. imagine the strength to continue on when you know no one gives a shit about any of it.

there's a little glimpse of a conversation i had with myself this afternoon while making lunch. most people believe i should be on medication by now. i wholeheartedly disagree. embrace the madness. accept the pain. as i told my mother yesterday, as she wondered why i am still so damn smart after years of marijuana and LSD, i didn't take drugs to get high, i took drugs to expand my brain. and i'm not interested in anything meant to control or alter this beautiful monster i have created. sure, i will die an untimely death well before my time, but so be it. it's not like there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. the prom queen won't suddenly think oh, there he is, the one i have missed for so many years. losers are the glue of society. my ego won't allow me to believe that i'm part of that group, but who the fuck am i trying to fool?

the New York Yankees broke out the whooping stick yesterday and then held the fuck on as their manager managed like it was the 7th game of the World Series. of course, when a 12-1 lead is suddenly 13-8, and you are in that little league ballpark named Fenway, it happens. thankfully, the Yankees won. of course, so did Toronto. the Yankees are still 1 1/2 games back in the division. they are off today and start a series at home with Tampa tomorrow.

Big Brother was pretty good last night. i'm pretty sure Meg will get evicted tonight. and then i expect all hell to break loose with the surprise second eviction. i'd love to see Vanessa go. that would make the game wide open from there. if she doesn't, then it's her game to lose.

NXT was pretty good last night, especially when i see two of my favorite indie stars on the screen:

overall, i think this tournament should be excellent.

so while we're on this weird trip, let's enjoy some music:

and now some of this and that:

on the DVR tonight will be Big Brother, Sex&Drugs&Rock&Roll and Married.

i'm not sure if mom wants to go out shopping this afternoon or not. hopefully we don't as it is hotter than fuck at the moment. but if we do, i'm sure i'll have some lunacy or heat induced public shitting to talk about tomorrow.

hope this finds everyone wondering what the fuck they just read, what planet are they on and do you have anymore of that good shit?

be well. be creative. be cool. be quick to send me CASH, panties, hate mail, love letters, broken promises and dirty pennies from heaven.

peace and chicken grease...

music:

M83 - Midnight City
Slayer - Seasons in the Abyss
Marilyn Manson - The Beautiful People
Da Lench Mob - Guerillas in tha Mist
Black Sabbath - Heaven And Hell

"Life all comes down to a few moments. This is one of them." - Charlie Sheen

and your pro wrestling video of the day: